Assalamualaikum,
Time really flies. Prior to the new year eve, I would like to outline a few resolutions. hahahaha.
I wish time to fly to April. The day we both will be reunite. haha. gatai! but, it's real.
I remember the first time we both were talking about getting married, It was 7 years ago while I was still in college and he was doing preparation. We couldn't since both of our parents were not into that. We're not coming from a rich family and they really worries we couldn't survive and maybe, one of us might end up to quit studying.
Up until now, my father still uttered the word of discontentment because i couldn't give him a teacher sil. hahahaha. I wouldn't mind at all. Having such situation made me strong from day by day because i know we'l face a lot of ups and downs together in our new journey soon.
In a blessed marriage, one of us has to give up and the other one has to be supportive. Yeah, I've to give up my profession for the sake of his profession. I've tried to save my journey but there's no way other than having a long break to give him a chance t grab experience from the place where he worked right now. That's the sense of sacrifice that I tried to mention earlier.
It takes a lot of sacrifices to survive in a relationship. If it's me, I wouldn't want to say much other than please appreciate. That's all. I don't need a pricey handbag to repay all the deeds. I just need someone who will stay with me throughout my dark days esp.
Furthermore, I'm confident that this migration would be a big help to my career. I wish to volunteer in ELT once I get there. who knows it would be a stepping stone for me to have a fluent English. English is a skill which i, yet, couldn't practice with my fellow colleges. We tend to use our language although we're together with English teachers. pity us!
The second resolution is to khatam al quran before April and to explore a few places in Johor before leaving. Who knows I won't come back or we just let ourselves stuck in Japan forever since my breadwinner loves Japan and its people so much.
Last but not least, I want to perform prayer on time. As I' typing this post, I haven't perform my Isyak prayer. pfttt. Staring from Subuh tomorrow, iA. Aaamin.
Have a blessed and memorable 2016.
