salam,
again, how fast time flies. farewell to 2011!
too fast i grow. too fast time flies. too fast for 2011 to leave us.
too slow we move. to slow we act. to little we appreciate our time. too little our praises to Allah for giving us the opportunities to breath, eat and everything.
too easy for us to comment on things that happen to us.'This is wrong .that is right. This should not happen. That should happen.'
too fast we forget our plans for year 2011.
too slow we move to put our plans real
everything is just too fast. i'm now a 20 years old lady. next year, i'm gonna be 21. no longer an adolescents. gonna enter my adulthood. 2011!!leaving me with lots of changes i should say in few aspects in my life. realising the importance of ukhuwah. learn how to understand and appreciate myself. learning the real meaning of friendship. feels the improvement of my english. Weight improvemnet..haha. Not yet happen though i've tried for so long. Year 2011 marks my confident level improvement. Now i think, i'm brave enough to say no to whatever i think is wrong. Learn how to dig my own demand in everyday life. Learn how to be brave. Learn to be more patient, relax and cool. (this is still in progress). Me and babling cannot be separated. Sometimes, the urge to speak out burns all the patient, cool and relax.
in terms of language learning,
one year is definitely not enough to master it perfectly. it needs my patient and never ending passions. language means acquiring not learning. use it in your daily activites eg speaking. drillling is needed. confidence to use it in your daily communications.
i dun wanna waste my time learning it for exams just like what i've done when i was in secondary school.
learning arabic for the sake of exams. the only thing that i still remember perfectly is balaghah...malakum taka'ka'kum alaiyya katakak kuikum a'la zijinnah.there are a few more. i'm blessed for choosing to learn arabic. Bahasa al-quran. At least, it helps me to understand the verses of the holy Quran even it is only a bit. Xpe, tafseer ada but the degree of contentment is different plus understanding iA will help us a lot in the process of memorising.
my only hope is to pass down the eagerness and the passion to learn without fail to my future generations but how to pass it if the person who are hoping to be a role model some day in the future hasn't even start and continuosly holding the feeling.(chuckle!) english is for the sake of our better future. To conquer the world is by conquering others specialises. arabic is to fulfil the needs in us at least but a must know and learn and acquire language for me. Its lughatul jannah! it could help us to understand the verses of quran. a few words at least. me myself, i cant translate the verses of quran competely yet i'm far more grateful for i know few words from what i've recited. Next, understanding the basic rules in arabic. where to stop and where to start.
Enough talking about language. Slowly i fall in love to whatever i'm doing now. To kids too. To a reality that i'm soon gonna be a teacher.
>>>>>>>>>>
Lets wrap up the year 2011 with a few most popular stories selected by my woman instinct
1) the day our aliyah was brn
2)the day my phonology lecturer exploded. Tear off half of my friends books. Lesson learnt. 'Consider' should come first before taking any actions or else ur students will always look at you with zero admiration.
3)the day i turned 20
4) the day when i had to say goodbye.
5) the day i was chosen to hold a very big responsibility which i really dun want.
There are more but i hate touchy keypads. Still not used to it though i've been using this for nearly one month. Need sharperner to sharpen my finger.
Till then, salam
Tuesday, 27 December 2011
Wednesday, 21 December 2011
Museum visit
Salam,
This weekend will be My last weekend here. How fast time flies.
Last two days was my sis's 4th anniversary. 4 years of happiness, tears, turbulencess, sharings...blessed with two beautiful children. May Allah grant them with happiness forever and ever. May all their wishes come true. Understanding is no longer a secret recipe cz in whatever relationships, the only key of happiness is understanding. Talking about this make me remeber of this
Pesan m.cik Norhayati Jusoh,"...5 tahun pertama-tahu, 5 tahun kedua-kenal, 5 tahun ketiga-faham. Dalam proses itu kita akan diuji dan perkahwinan bukan hanya melibatkan suami isteri tetapi hubungan 2 keluarga, ipar duai dsbnya. Pandai2 bawa diri..." Jangan jemu menitipkan amanat untuk kami ya mak cik.
Happy anniversary to my dear sister n bil
We had a great dinner on the night of their anniversary. An exra special dinner from both of them to both of them. Thanks for bringing me along. Hihi. At least, you both gave me extra special experience. Easy la for me to arrange my own anniversary celebrations in the future. Kidding.
A day before christmas holiday,
We went to another museum in Labuan, marine museum. It was build by the sea shore and the place was totally ideal for a marine museum. Of course la kan, thats why they build it there. It stored quite a lot of informations related to the the aquatic lives, ship wrecks and lots more but mostly related to the aquatic lives. Overall, marine museum was much more better than the Labuan museum i went a few weeks back.2 and a half stars for marine museum.
I bet if you bring along kids, they will love it. You could see the aquatic lives swimming in their aquariums in real but not as real as in aqua KlCC. Free kn. Not as many as in aquaria too. Limited types of fishes yet this place was much more better than Labuan museum.
Lots of information you could gained actually but it still needed your hard work to read. The entrance view was superb coz kebetulan there was a ship berlabuh.
I'm so sorry for i coudnt provide any pictures. I didnt bring along my camera and the only hp i have had run out of batery. There were a few taken by my bil. IA, i'll try get it and show you how beautiful the view of the sea from the museum entrance. Amazing view. Subhanallah!
This weekend will be My last weekend here. How fast time flies.
Last two days was my sis's 4th anniversary. 4 years of happiness, tears, turbulencess, sharings...blessed with two beautiful children. May Allah grant them with happiness forever and ever. May all their wishes come true. Understanding is no longer a secret recipe cz in whatever relationships, the only key of happiness is understanding. Talking about this make me remeber of this
Pesan m.cik Norhayati Jusoh,"...5 tahun pertama-tahu, 5 tahun kedua-kenal, 5 tahun ketiga-faham. Dalam proses itu kita akan diuji dan perkahwinan bukan hanya melibatkan suami isteri tetapi hubungan 2 keluarga, ipar duai dsbnya. Pandai2 bawa diri..." Jangan jemu menitipkan amanat untuk kami ya mak cik.
Happy anniversary to my dear sister n bil
We had a great dinner on the night of their anniversary. An exra special dinner from both of them to both of them. Thanks for bringing me along. Hihi. At least, you both gave me extra special experience. Easy la for me to arrange my own anniversary celebrations in the future. Kidding.
A day before christmas holiday,
We went to another museum in Labuan, marine museum. It was build by the sea shore and the place was totally ideal for a marine museum. Of course la kan, thats why they build it there. It stored quite a lot of informations related to the the aquatic lives, ship wrecks and lots more but mostly related to the aquatic lives. Overall, marine museum was much more better than the Labuan museum i went a few weeks back.2 and a half stars for marine museum.
I bet if you bring along kids, they will love it. You could see the aquatic lives swimming in their aquariums in real but not as real as in aqua KlCC. Free kn. Not as many as in aquaria too. Limited types of fishes yet this place was much more better than Labuan museum.
Lots of information you could gained actually but it still needed your hard work to read. The entrance view was superb coz kebetulan there was a ship berlabuh.
I'm so sorry for i coudnt provide any pictures. I didnt bring along my camera and the only hp i have had run out of batery. There were a few taken by my bil. IA, i'll try get it and show you how beautiful the view of the sea from the museum entrance. Amazing view. Subhanallah!
Tuesday, 20 December 2011
2 children 11 hours
salam,
just a simple experience yet experiencing it is priceless. at least, i got to experience what my sister has to go through throughout her journey as a mother to two little bunnies. owh so not easy, that's the only thing i could say.
'you will never know the hardships, loves, cares and all the noble feelings of a mother to her children until you become one'
taking care of the two little siblings are not easy i should say. not easy for me but not to their parents. their kids and once u have babies, the extra loves and cares hormones will be excreted. that's what differentiate the lve from the parents and anyone else. a new fact by me.hihi. but thats what i can see. my sister, no matter how big the tantrum the two little munchkins throw, she just can manage it. cool and relax. no pinching or punching scenes. hugs and kisses only okay. terrific. only now i believe, the power of mother's love. the mother instincts. i have experimented it on my nieces and my nephews..haha.
i'm blessed, little aliyah has never been on tantrums. not even once since the day i first takes charge of my sis's sil's job as nanny.haha. at least, she gives me a wonderful experience of taking care a cool baby. same goes to my sis's lil hero, mr shakir. he's not a kind of tantrum boy yet a hardworking one. haha. ironically, if you need any helper, u can just straighly call my sis. haha. he can turn your tidy house into a very merry neat house. hihi. not a joke but this is serious. haha..part of his development. haha.thats what his mother said .look, how cool my sister can be. for me, i have a reason to look a bit tension.haha. cz i'm not yet married and having babies. the extra loves, cares, understandings hormones are not yet excreted.haha. but for what yelling at kids. they know nothing. if we get angry, pinching n yelling etc at them, it means, we're on a state of stress or any emotional problems. a rational human will mever ever yell at kids. no matter how naughty they are, face it calmly and maturedly.
often i see in the public places esp supermarket, parents torture their own kids. reasons: misbehave, demand of this and that, tantrums n etc. i dunno you but for me myself, never at once in my kiddy life i experience any kind of torture in the public. i believe in th way my parents mold me and my other sisters. soft and relax yet tegas. so as the way my sister mold her children. misbehave= punishment but please not in the public. demanding= who teaches them to be demanding? kids will never do things they dun use to.
enough talking about motherly thingy..err. just an opinion based on my observations.
congratulations and lots of appreciations to my dear mother and sisters for successfully go through all the ups and downs since they are officially become a mother esp my mother. a mother to seven. a grandmother to four plus four. a wife to a handsome man, mr Ismail.hihi. she has been both, a working and a stay at home mother to seven. seven isnt a small number back then but now, my mum said , seven isnt enough. why? it seems like too fast for her perhaps. too fast we grow. leaving the house for the sake of our futures. whenever she said so i feel like crying yet i cant do anything coz she is the one who really wants to see us succeed in whatever us in. my father too. well, man! they will never say out their feelings. hurm, man's nature. hard to break through yet you can see it through their eyes and the way your father acts.
Thinking of all these make me feel 'hah, motherhood life is so not easy and scary'.
Simpan dulu perasaan nak kahwin. The younger generations these days never think of the life after marriage including me. Kahwin memang seronok. The life after marriage will define you the real happiness. First is married life. Followed by the parenthood life.
Are you all ready to
1) educate your next generations
2) facing all the ups and downs and the challengings of the parenthood life.
Grrr. Think of all these before you could simply said 'saya nak kahwin sangat2'.
Be a role model
Parenting skills.
Managing tantrums.
Understanding others' needs and demands
Working
Cooking
Socialising
Having new famiy members
Extra problems despite the happiness
Sharing
Etc
Lesson learnt...
Countless lessons learnt.
Always be prepared for a better future.
There's no way to avoid yet there'll always be a better way to face it all.
It starts from a phrase 'early preparation'.
just a simple experience yet experiencing it is priceless. at least, i got to experience what my sister has to go through throughout her journey as a mother to two little bunnies. owh so not easy, that's the only thing i could say.
'you will never know the hardships, loves, cares and all the noble feelings of a mother to her children until you become one'
taking care of the two little siblings are not easy i should say. not easy for me but not to their parents. their kids and once u have babies, the extra loves and cares hormones will be excreted. that's what differentiate the lve from the parents and anyone else. a new fact by me.hihi. but thats what i can see. my sister, no matter how big the tantrum the two little munchkins throw, she just can manage it. cool and relax. no pinching or punching scenes. hugs and kisses only okay. terrific. only now i believe, the power of mother's love. the mother instincts. i have experimented it on my nieces and my nephews..haha.
i'm blessed, little aliyah has never been on tantrums. not even once since the day i first takes charge of my sis's sil's job as nanny.haha. at least, she gives me a wonderful experience of taking care a cool baby. same goes to my sis's lil hero, mr shakir. he's not a kind of tantrum boy yet a hardworking one. haha. ironically, if you need any helper, u can just straighly call my sis. haha. he can turn your tidy house into a very merry neat house. hihi. not a joke but this is serious. haha..part of his development. haha.thats what his mother said .look, how cool my sister can be. for me, i have a reason to look a bit tension.haha. cz i'm not yet married and having babies. the extra loves, cares, understandings hormones are not yet excreted.haha. but for what yelling at kids. they know nothing. if we get angry, pinching n yelling etc at them, it means, we're on a state of stress or any emotional problems. a rational human will mever ever yell at kids. no matter how naughty they are, face it calmly and maturedly.
often i see in the public places esp supermarket, parents torture their own kids. reasons: misbehave, demand of this and that, tantrums n etc. i dunno you but for me myself, never at once in my kiddy life i experience any kind of torture in the public. i believe in th way my parents mold me and my other sisters. soft and relax yet tegas. so as the way my sister mold her children. misbehave= punishment but please not in the public. demanding= who teaches them to be demanding? kids will never do things they dun use to.
enough talking about motherly thingy..err. just an opinion based on my observations.
congratulations and lots of appreciations to my dear mother and sisters for successfully go through all the ups and downs since they are officially become a mother esp my mother. a mother to seven. a grandmother to four plus four. a wife to a handsome man, mr Ismail.hihi. she has been both, a working and a stay at home mother to seven. seven isnt a small number back then but now, my mum said , seven isnt enough. why? it seems like too fast for her perhaps. too fast we grow. leaving the house for the sake of our futures. whenever she said so i feel like crying yet i cant do anything coz she is the one who really wants to see us succeed in whatever us in. my father too. well, man! they will never say out their feelings. hurm, man's nature. hard to break through yet you can see it through their eyes and the way your father acts.
Thinking of all these make me feel 'hah, motherhood life is so not easy and scary'.
Simpan dulu perasaan nak kahwin. The younger generations these days never think of the life after marriage including me. Kahwin memang seronok. The life after marriage will define you the real happiness. First is married life. Followed by the parenthood life.
Are you all ready to
1) educate your next generations
2) facing all the ups and downs and the challengings of the parenthood life.
Grrr. Think of all these before you could simply said 'saya nak kahwin sangat2'.
Be a role model
Parenting skills.
Managing tantrums.
Understanding others' needs and demands
Working
Cooking
Socialising
Having new famiy members
Extra problems despite the happiness
Sharing
Etc
Lesson learnt...
Countless lessons learnt.
Always be prepared for a better future.
There's no way to avoid yet there'll always be a better way to face it all.
It starts from a phrase 'early preparation'.
Monday, 19 December 2011
pulau sg miri, WPL
salam,
'Dan tiada sama d antara dua laut; yang ini tawar, segar, sedap diminum dan yang lain asin lagi ahit. Dan dari masing-masing laut itukamu dapat memakan daging yang segar dan kamu dapat mengeluarkan perhiasan yang dapai kamu memakainya, dan pada masing-masingnya kamu lihat kapal-kapal berlayar membelah laut supaya kamu dapat mencari karunia Nya dan supaya kamu bersyukur' (35:12)
labuan the federAl territory, this is my third post if i'm not mistaken talking about labuan.
today, i'm gonna tell you a story entitled Pulau Sungai Miri/ Sungai Pagar.
long long time ago, there was a king named the king of Brunei Darussalam and a prince named Prince Hasihim who were responsible for the British controlled in this territory. In the name of friendship, both of the two monsters agreed to hand over control of LAbuan to the British crown. It happened on 24 December 1846 when a captain from the British warship HMS Iris, RN Mundy, rasied the British Empire flag on this beach. THis event marked the beginning of the British rule in Labuan. it did not stop at that. later in 1945, this beach was once again used as a landing point led by a British army. it was agreed as a trial from the Allied forces to liberate Labuan from the Japanese occupation. That was the end of my no ending story.
this beach is facing Sabah and located about half an hour journey from my sister's house. it'll only takes half an hour for you to round all around Labuan. a very small city yet there are still development here and there due to its special characteristic. oil and gas hub. thanks to oil and gas for they are the reasons of the development. foods here are veri pricey. 2 ringgit for a cup of ice tea. high living cost due to the minimal plantations and slow development. i bet youwill get shocked if you are here for the first time. most of the houses here are having at least one kereta mewah.
what are the specials and differences between this beach to the other beaches in the eastern of Malaysia?
the wave. if you get a chance to see the waves. subhanallah, it could roll you to the middle of the sea. it could cause death i should say yet they are still fearless humans choosing to risk their own life to the hard waves. i dun even go near. enjoying the breathtaking scenary from far is more than enough and its so beautiful.masyaAllah. mesmerizing, breathtaking, tantalizing and all. better than BAtu FEringghi in terms of the cleanliness and the waves power.
we wait until the sun sets while enjoying the beautiful view of Allah creations. watching kids running here and there. little shakir meets a new friend which he refers her as 'kawan'. the two little kids are lovely and match befriends together. holding each other's hands with a little bit 'shy' faces. so pure and sincere. theystart talking using the unknown language. hard to understand yet i know they both understand whatever they say. when its time to go home, the cute little girl comes approaching us and projects out his little hands and guess what the squeaky boy does. hihi. i said go and salam. he said 'kawan'. yuppp dear its your new friend. hihi. so cute. holding hand or salam for quite a long time and lastly, hush a good bye lah. 'bye2' shakir said. so cute. no pictures or videos. what a waste. nevermind, blog will help us and acik will keep recording every single of your special developments. not all but some maybe, iA. kids are so sincere. accepting each other without any criteria considerations. tall, short, rich, poor, fair or whatever are nt a big deal in their friendships. sometimes, the adults should see kids as their role models and relects themselves.
i coudn't understand what shakir's trying to say to the little princess cz te only thing i cud catch is 'hurm'. this little boy loves making hurm sound for it is just like a sign of agreement. just like the way her ummi always reacts to his questions. cheeky!
little aliyah, what have i done to her? blame on the soulemama blog. experiencing the natures. touch the green grass. hands-on activities are good for children's developements as it will help to activate their visual intelligence. let them experiencing things around them cz kids' cognitive development are undeniably very rapid and active. they own very good lens and virus-free card reader. they record things around them before they could speak and express their tot in words. i let aliyah touch the grass using her foot.kah..kah. soulemama, thanks for the sharing.i'm not yet a mothet yet i enjoy reading your posts and looking forward to apply it in a real world if mine. soon, iA.
we are heading home by 6 pm. thats the end of our wonderful rehlah.
p/s: still blogging thru the ipad. this time is ipad 1 which belongs to my dear sister. excuse me for any sentence or spelling mistakes. i hate erasing cz whenever i click at the wrong words, it will take my few trials before the cursor could finaly catch up my direction. so not easy using this smart gadjet.
wassalam
'Dan tiada sama d antara dua laut; yang ini tawar, segar, sedap diminum dan yang lain asin lagi ahit. Dan dari masing-masing laut itukamu dapat memakan daging yang segar dan kamu dapat mengeluarkan perhiasan yang dapai kamu memakainya, dan pada masing-masingnya kamu lihat kapal-kapal berlayar membelah laut supaya kamu dapat mencari karunia Nya dan supaya kamu bersyukur' (35:12)
labuan the federAl territory, this is my third post if i'm not mistaken talking about labuan.
today, i'm gonna tell you a story entitled Pulau Sungai Miri/ Sungai Pagar.
long long time ago, there was a king named the king of Brunei Darussalam and a prince named Prince Hasihim who were responsible for the British controlled in this territory. In the name of friendship, both of the two monsters agreed to hand over control of LAbuan to the British crown. It happened on 24 December 1846 when a captain from the British warship HMS Iris, RN Mundy, rasied the British Empire flag on this beach. THis event marked the beginning of the British rule in Labuan. it did not stop at that. later in 1945, this beach was once again used as a landing point led by a British army. it was agreed as a trial from the Allied forces to liberate Labuan from the Japanese occupation. That was the end of my no ending story.
this beach is facing Sabah and located about half an hour journey from my sister's house. it'll only takes half an hour for you to round all around Labuan. a very small city yet there are still development here and there due to its special characteristic. oil and gas hub. thanks to oil and gas for they are the reasons of the development. foods here are veri pricey. 2 ringgit for a cup of ice tea. high living cost due to the minimal plantations and slow development. i bet youwill get shocked if you are here for the first time. most of the houses here are having at least one kereta mewah.
what are the specials and differences between this beach to the other beaches in the eastern of Malaysia?
the wave. if you get a chance to see the waves. subhanallah, it could roll you to the middle of the sea. it could cause death i should say yet they are still fearless humans choosing to risk their own life to the hard waves. i dun even go near. enjoying the breathtaking scenary from far is more than enough and its so beautiful.masyaAllah. mesmerizing, breathtaking, tantalizing and all. better than BAtu FEringghi in terms of the cleanliness and the waves power.
we wait until the sun sets while enjoying the beautiful view of Allah creations. watching kids running here and there. little shakir meets a new friend which he refers her as 'kawan'. the two little kids are lovely and match befriends together. holding each other's hands with a little bit 'shy' faces. so pure and sincere. theystart talking using the unknown language. hard to understand yet i know they both understand whatever they say. when its time to go home, the cute little girl comes approaching us and projects out his little hands and guess what the squeaky boy does. hihi. i said go and salam. he said 'kawan'. yuppp dear its your new friend. hihi. so cute. holding hand or salam for quite a long time and lastly, hush a good bye lah. 'bye2' shakir said. so cute. no pictures or videos. what a waste. nevermind, blog will help us and acik will keep recording every single of your special developments. not all but some maybe, iA. kids are so sincere. accepting each other without any criteria considerations. tall, short, rich, poor, fair or whatever are nt a big deal in their friendships. sometimes, the adults should see kids as their role models and relects themselves.
i coudn't understand what shakir's trying to say to the little princess cz te only thing i cud catch is 'hurm'. this little boy loves making hurm sound for it is just like a sign of agreement. just like the way her ummi always reacts to his questions. cheeky!
little aliyah, what have i done to her? blame on the soulemama blog. experiencing the natures. touch the green grass. hands-on activities are good for children's developements as it will help to activate their visual intelligence. let them experiencing things around them cz kids' cognitive development are undeniably very rapid and active. they own very good lens and virus-free card reader. they record things around them before they could speak and express their tot in words. i let aliyah touch the grass using her foot.kah..kah. soulemama, thanks for the sharing.i'm not yet a mothet yet i enjoy reading your posts and looking forward to apply it in a real world if mine. soon, iA.
we are heading home by 6 pm. thats the end of our wonderful rehlah.
p/s: still blogging thru the ipad. this time is ipad 1 which belongs to my dear sister. excuse me for any sentence or spelling mistakes. i hate erasing cz whenever i click at the wrong words, it will take my few trials before the cursor could finaly catch up my direction. so not easy using this smart gadjet.
wassalam
Saturday, 17 December 2011
Labuan: the second expression
Salam, 12 days before year 2011 will finally come to its end and i'm still here enjoying the left days of the second semester's break. Labuan is a small yet rubbish are everywhere. Everything is almost perfect from the facilities to its tourism places. The surroundings' environment reflects its community behaviour. ThAts the only weakness of our malaysians community. There are more yet the most out seen one is rubbish. No busses or to be less specific, little public transports except for taxi. Limited shopping places. 2 weeks left before its time to go home. Till then, Wassalam
jannah
salam,
proses menjannahkan bermula dari kita...
maksiat ditepis dengan kearifan
kata-kata penuh hikmah
tingkah laku dikawal rapi
pandangan dipelihara
hati biarbersih dan murni
tegas dalam mempertahankan pendirian berdasarkan al Quran&sunnah.
dan banyak lagi..
kembalilah kepada al Quran dan sunnah dalam usaha menjannahkan kita dan khalifatullah lain.
proses menjannahkan bermula dari kita...
maksiat ditepis dengan kearifan
kata-kata penuh hikmah
tingkah laku dikawal rapi
pandangan dipelihara
hati biarbersih dan murni
tegas dalam mempertahankan pendirian berdasarkan al Quran&sunnah.
dan banyak lagi..
kembalilah kepada al Quran dan sunnah dalam usaha menjannahkan kita dan khalifatullah lain.
Friday, 16 December 2011
300 Hadis Bimbingan
Salam,
Dikarang oleh ustaz zahazan mohamad dan ahmad hasan mohd nazam.
Buat sang pengembara pencari ilmu,
Buat sang pencinta ilmu,
Buat peri yang dahagakan surat cinta daripada rasul dan para sahabatnya,
Khas buat mereka yang tidak memceburi bidang hadith tetapi amat mencintai hadith.
Belilah!!
iA, xrugi.
Supaya hujah kita nnt berlandaskan sesuatu
Xmempelajarinya secara formal xbererti xperlu berusaha mencari.
Dikarang oleh ustaz zahazan mohamad dan ahmad hasan mohd nazam.
Buat sang pengembara pencari ilmu,
Buat sang pencinta ilmu,
Buat peri yang dahagakan surat cinta daripada rasul dan para sahabatnya,
Khas buat mereka yang tidak memceburi bidang hadith tetapi amat mencintai hadith.
Belilah!!
iA, xrugi.
Supaya hujah kita nnt berlandaskan sesuatu
Xmempelajarinya secara formal xbererti xperlu berusaha mencari.
15th Dis 11
Salam,
Daripada Abu Mas'ud al-Ansori r.a, Nabi s.a.w bersabda: "Sesiapa yang menunjukkan kepada kebaikan, ia mendapat ganjaran amalannya itu dan ganjaran seumpama orang yang mengikutinya."
(Riwayat Muslim)
Sumber rujukan: 300 hadis bimbingan
Terlalu pantas masa berlalu, umpama kelajuan cahaya tapi lebih pantas. Umpama sekelip kerdipan mata tapi tak dapat dirasai.
15 Disember 2011.
Sedang menghitung hari yang bersisa bagi tahun 2011.
Dihadiahkan berita genbira dari sahabat, bakal mendirikan baitul muslim. Kelu lidah tanda gembira dalam kejutan mungkin. Melompat menghampiri kakak. "kawan kami nak kawin k.da".hihi. Reaksi apakah kan. Reaksi orang yang xmenyangka. Jangan underestimate kebolehan sahabat. Hihi. Siapa yang tahu rencana Allah. Dia pemberi rezeki. Dia sebaik-baik perancang. Sedangkan kematian tidak diketahui kita apatah lagi jodoh. Rujuk hadis 4 daripada hadis 44 (semak kembali, kurang pasti).
Mabrouk buat Wan Nabilah Wan Jamil dan pasangannya. Hebat belaka keduanya. Bak kata pujangga nenek moyang, bagai pinang di belah dua. Sepadan keduanya iA walau xpernah mengenali bakal zaujnya. iA, wanita solehah buat sang kumbang yang soleh. Moga kehebatan kalian xberhenti di situ. Sebarkan di dalam baitul dakwah impian setiap insan. Semoga bercinta hingga ke syurga. Alam perkahwinan banyak ujian dan kemanisannya. Semoga keduanya sabar dalam saling lengkap melengkapi. Cemburu, seronoknya sahabat sorang ni, bakal melalui satu lagi ladang pahala.
.........
Kakak di china
.........
Kakak di Germany
.........
Aliyah dah pandai menggunakan nada suara. Menjerit kalau rimas dibuli oleh kami.kih2. Uli pipi Aliyah.
Kisahnya macam ni, tadi petang tinggal berdua dengan Aliyah. Ummi ayah Aliyyah kerja. Tinggal dia sorang-sorang di ruang tamu. Bergolek-goleklah udak kecil tu sampai ke meja tarik punya tarik kain alas meja. Tak jugak dapat masuk mulut. Jerit satu rumah. Tekejut. Tadi ummi ayah Aliyah balik pun dia tunjuk skill baru. Kalau cubit pipi terus jerit. Unik kan bayi. Perkembangan yang mengagumkan. Tak jemu tengok perkembangan dorang. No wonder lah ramai ibu bapa yang memilih untuk ber blog tentang perkembangan anak-anak sendiri. Sangat kangum dan teruja. Perasaan teruja tu tak akan dapat dirasai oleh yang bukan bergelar ibu bapa.
......untuk hari ni, berita yang paling menimbulkan keterujaan ialah walimah sahabat. :)
Ge
Daripada Abu Mas'ud al-Ansori r.a, Nabi s.a.w bersabda: "Sesiapa yang menunjukkan kepada kebaikan, ia mendapat ganjaran amalannya itu dan ganjaran seumpama orang yang mengikutinya."
(Riwayat Muslim)
Sumber rujukan: 300 hadis bimbingan
Terlalu pantas masa berlalu, umpama kelajuan cahaya tapi lebih pantas. Umpama sekelip kerdipan mata tapi tak dapat dirasai.
15 Disember 2011.
Sedang menghitung hari yang bersisa bagi tahun 2011.
Dihadiahkan berita genbira dari sahabat, bakal mendirikan baitul muslim. Kelu lidah tanda gembira dalam kejutan mungkin. Melompat menghampiri kakak. "kawan kami nak kawin k.da".hihi. Reaksi apakah kan. Reaksi orang yang xmenyangka. Jangan underestimate kebolehan sahabat. Hihi. Siapa yang tahu rencana Allah. Dia pemberi rezeki. Dia sebaik-baik perancang. Sedangkan kematian tidak diketahui kita apatah lagi jodoh. Rujuk hadis 4 daripada hadis 44 (semak kembali, kurang pasti).
Mabrouk buat Wan Nabilah Wan Jamil dan pasangannya. Hebat belaka keduanya. Bak kata pujangga nenek moyang, bagai pinang di belah dua. Sepadan keduanya iA walau xpernah mengenali bakal zaujnya. iA, wanita solehah buat sang kumbang yang soleh. Moga kehebatan kalian xberhenti di situ. Sebarkan di dalam baitul dakwah impian setiap insan. Semoga bercinta hingga ke syurga. Alam perkahwinan banyak ujian dan kemanisannya. Semoga keduanya sabar dalam saling lengkap melengkapi. Cemburu, seronoknya sahabat sorang ni, bakal melalui satu lagi ladang pahala.
.........
Kakak di china
.........
Kakak di Germany
.........
Aliyah dah pandai menggunakan nada suara. Menjerit kalau rimas dibuli oleh kami.kih2. Uli pipi Aliyah.
Kisahnya macam ni, tadi petang tinggal berdua dengan Aliyah. Ummi ayah Aliyyah kerja. Tinggal dia sorang-sorang di ruang tamu. Bergolek-goleklah udak kecil tu sampai ke meja tarik punya tarik kain alas meja. Tak jugak dapat masuk mulut. Jerit satu rumah. Tekejut. Tadi ummi ayah Aliyah balik pun dia tunjuk skill baru. Kalau cubit pipi terus jerit. Unik kan bayi. Perkembangan yang mengagumkan. Tak jemu tengok perkembangan dorang. No wonder lah ramai ibu bapa yang memilih untuk ber blog tentang perkembangan anak-anak sendiri. Sangat kangum dan teruja. Perasaan teruja tu tak akan dapat dirasai oleh yang bukan bergelar ibu bapa.
......untuk hari ni, berita yang paling menimbulkan keterujaan ialah walimah sahabat. :)
Ge
Wednesday, 14 December 2011
islahul qulub
salam,
islahul qulub banyak caranya
terpulang kepada kita sebagai pemilih dan pembuat keputusan
di medan kerjaya ada caranya yang tersendiri
dalam menuntut ilmu ada juga caranya
dalam dakwah ada caranya
terlalu banyak caranya
pilihlah...
membaca!!salah satu caranya
mudahkan caranya..
jom baca
menjaga stamina iman karya dr faishal al hulaibi
300 hadis bimbingan karya zahazan mohamed dan ahmad hassan mohd nazam
the 7 habits of highly effective people karya franklin covey
islahul qulub banyak caranya
terpulang kepada kita sebagai pemilih dan pembuat keputusan
di medan kerjaya ada caranya yang tersendiri
dalam menuntut ilmu ada juga caranya
dalam dakwah ada caranya
terlalu banyak caranya
pilihlah...
membaca!!salah satu caranya
mudahkan caranya..
jom baca
menjaga stamina iman karya dr faishal al hulaibi
300 hadis bimbingan karya zahazan mohamed dan ahmad hassan mohd nazam
the 7 habits of highly effective people karya franklin covey
labuan
salam,
it has been a long time since my real post. i'm not into writing these days. reading too. almost one week since i finished reading my book. a novel by Harriet Evans and a big fat book entitled Himpunan Kisah Hassan Al-Banna by Pustaka Salam. I should stop blaming the hormones. its not because of them but more to the environmental conditions and me myself. i'm now in Labuan visiting my sister while babysitting little Aliyah. home is a place where all the hardworking hormones get poisoned by the poisonous calm environment. well, no rushing pushes me to go slow and in a very relax motions. waking up in the morning without virtues. missing the busy life in college. weekend are fulled of activities. meeting friends. usrah. a place where i learn more about friendship and how to get closer to al-Khaliq. it is a place where i realize my responsibilities as a muslim to the others. it is a place where i learn the values of al quran and al sunnah in my daily life. it is a place where my unconscious and conscious minds decide to learn more about al-Quran. knowing its tafseer is priceless coz you can see everything through it. my mind misses the exhausted life but not to my body. busy life means a hectic life. rushing for everything.
i bring along with me a book under religious/motivational genre if i'm not mistaken but never at once i touch it since the first day i am here. not because i dun have time for reading but more to myself. blame on the lack of writing n reading mojo(s). so, enuf with lengthy introduction entitled 'malas membaca'.
Labuan,
Yesterday, for the first time in my whole life, i got to enjoy the beautiful view of Labuan. a calm view. Like i said before, a calm city. No rushing. Everyone is moving very relax but not slow. Just calm with no rushing. just relax and chill gitu. not a metropolitan nor a village. Middle' i should say. just like my taiping the heritage city. there's no rushing and the mesmerizing panorama manages to catch my eyes. my sister's house is located about 100 m from the sea. I can feel the morning breeze from her house. The wind could blow you away. surrounded by the seas. A tourism city. my sister brings me to enjoy the view of the petronas oil and gas power plant. so scared.So huge.I think majority of the outsiders in labuan are working there. Yes, i'm sure coz almost every places i go, there must be a group of people who are wearing the yellow long suit (just like the house builder cartoon). there's one yellow long suit person in this house. even in the clinic. Actually, petronas isn't the only drilling company in malaysia. There are loads more and they are renting their own hangars plus according to my dear sister, usually the worker's payment are far more high than our local oil company workers. actually, our first and foremost aka a must pit stop is a museum located in the middle of the city and very near to the only shopping centre in Labuan. it stores all the historical values to the latest development in Labuan. the visit acts as an introduction to a beautiful city of Labuan. I'm not a historical lady nor a good observer.there's nothing much and things in it as almost everything in the museum were quite familiar to me. me also coming from a historical city of Taiping and maybe that's why i'm not into museum. never a museum girl. an informative place where you need to read all the leghty explanations. give me a couple of hours before i could finish reading all the leghthy explanations. i snap few pictures of the lengthy explanations and things that successfully catch my eyes. rindu camera. hajjah camera. my camera tagged along my sister and my mother performing their hajj.hihi. soon, dy nk folllw my othher sister to China pulak. ish2.. betuah badan btol digital camera tu. the camera explores
the world first n more before the owner. blogging thru ipad 2 takes my two days.i hate. whatever it is, i've to accept a fact that i'm not a good touchy gadjets' user.
it has been a long time since my real post. i'm not into writing these days. reading too. almost one week since i finished reading my book. a novel by Harriet Evans and a big fat book entitled Himpunan Kisah Hassan Al-Banna by Pustaka Salam. I should stop blaming the hormones. its not because of them but more to the environmental conditions and me myself. i'm now in Labuan visiting my sister while babysitting little Aliyah. home is a place where all the hardworking hormones get poisoned by the poisonous calm environment. well, no rushing pushes me to go slow and in a very relax motions. waking up in the morning without virtues. missing the busy life in college. weekend are fulled of activities. meeting friends. usrah. a place where i learn more about friendship and how to get closer to al-Khaliq. it is a place where i realize my responsibilities as a muslim to the others. it is a place where i learn the values of al quran and al sunnah in my daily life. it is a place where my unconscious and conscious minds decide to learn more about al-Quran. knowing its tafseer is priceless coz you can see everything through it. my mind misses the exhausted life but not to my body. busy life means a hectic life. rushing for everything.
i bring along with me a book under religious/motivational genre if i'm not mistaken but never at once i touch it since the first day i am here. not because i dun have time for reading but more to myself. blame on the lack of writing n reading mojo(s). so, enuf with lengthy introduction entitled 'malas membaca'.
Labuan,
Yesterday, for the first time in my whole life, i got to enjoy the beautiful view of Labuan. a calm view. Like i said before, a calm city. No rushing. Everyone is moving very relax but not slow. Just calm with no rushing. just relax and chill gitu. not a metropolitan nor a village. Middle' i should say. just like my taiping the heritage city. there's no rushing and the mesmerizing panorama manages to catch my eyes. my sister's house is located about 100 m from the sea. I can feel the morning breeze from her house. The wind could blow you away. surrounded by the seas. A tourism city. my sister brings me to enjoy the view of the petronas oil and gas power plant. so scared.So huge.I think majority of the outsiders in labuan are working there. Yes, i'm sure coz almost every places i go, there must be a group of people who are wearing the yellow long suit (just like the house builder cartoon). there's one yellow long suit person in this house. even in the clinic. Actually, petronas isn't the only drilling company in malaysia. There are loads more and they are renting their own hangars plus according to my dear sister, usually the worker's payment are far more high than our local oil company workers. actually, our first and foremost aka a must pit stop is a museum located in the middle of the city and very near to the only shopping centre in Labuan. it stores all the historical values to the latest development in Labuan. the visit acts as an introduction to a beautiful city of Labuan. I'm not a historical lady nor a good observer.there's nothing much and things in it as almost everything in the museum were quite familiar to me. me also coming from a historical city of Taiping and maybe that's why i'm not into museum. never a museum girl. an informative place where you need to read all the leghty explanations. give me a couple of hours before i could finish reading all the leghthy explanations. i snap few pictures of the lengthy explanations and things that successfully catch my eyes. rindu camera. hajjah camera. my camera tagged along my sister and my mother performing their hajj.hihi. soon, dy nk folllw my othher sister to China pulak. ish2.. betuah badan btol digital camera tu. the camera explores
the world first n more before the owner. blogging thru ipad 2 takes my two days.i hate. whatever it is, i've to accept a fact that i'm not a good touchy gadjets' user.
Friday, 9 December 2011
9th Dis
salam,
Praise to Allah.
Mak and k.yaya were finally home.
i'm looking forward to enjoy their non stop story telling. life from the two hsjjahs. i bet if you are at my place, you will enjoy their stories too. not just enjoy but you will feel the urge in you to wanna be there soon. haramain.
Little Aliyah, so far, is an easy baby. Smiling 24 hours.hardly crying. Give acik extra free times but not for their ummi. Kih2. She's a sleeping baby during the day but an on call doc right after their ummi home. Pheww. The challenging of a motherhood life. Its a life cycle. Now is my sister's turn, soon will be my turn but not too soon perhaps. Wonder where she gets the energy to layan the two little bunnies.
aliyah loves potato porridge. kih2...dats all from acik poyo.
salam
Praise to Allah.
Mak and k.yaya were finally home.
i'm looking forward to enjoy their non stop story telling. life from the two hsjjahs. i bet if you are at my place, you will enjoy their stories too. not just enjoy but you will feel the urge in you to wanna be there soon. haramain.
Little Aliyah, so far, is an easy baby. Smiling 24 hours.hardly crying. Give acik extra free times but not for their ummi. Kih2. She's a sleeping baby during the day but an on call doc right after their ummi home. Pheww. The challenging of a motherhood life. Its a life cycle. Now is my sister's turn, soon will be my turn but not too soon perhaps. Wonder where she gets the energy to layan the two little bunnies.
aliyah loves potato porridge. kih2...dats all from acik poyo.
salam
Thursday, 8 December 2011
Monday, 5 December 2011
disember
salam,
Today is fifth. Tomorrow will be sixth of dec. Then, yuuuhuuu..mak and k.yaya will be home in just three days time. Can't wait oready though im not going to join my other sisters welcoming them home. skype kan ada. technology ease everything. nt everything actually but at least it helps us to keep connected to each other.
i'm now in a beautiful land of labuan. a peaceful city i should say. a calm city should be better to describe this small island. located near to sabah. wanna know more. please refer to google map bc i'm not good at describing. what can i say is i love its environment. surrounded by seas. being far away from the crowd of a metropolitan city like penang. it's hard to meet any rude drivers so far. people here possess the very similar water face..haha.direct translations but i really meant it. i can't differentiate their races except for those who put on their hijab and ketayap/songkok. for those who aren't, i'm sorry if let say i speak like a cina peranakan to u all. chinese here talk totally alike to the MAlays. i mean their slang n the way they talk to each others. well, 1Malaysia kan. i remember what my father said to me regarding to our current prime minister's propaganda '1Malaysia'. he said, the real way to realise his propaganda is to make sure that all citizens of MAlaysia are using MAlay as their primary laanguage regardless of their races and religions. but people nowadays say, they sound silly speaking in MAlay. kih..kih.
i'm not one of those who said they sound silly speaking in malay. i write in ENglish for the sake of drilling and practice. i talk in ENglish for i just wanna get use to ENglish for the sake of my other generations, my future students and me myself. take note, i'm a future ENGLISH teacher. it is a shame for a future ENglish teacher to speak 'rubbish ENglish'. pronouncing words just like those who haven't mastered this language. i believe no parents will want me to teach their kids. seperti ketam ajar anak berjalan.kih.kih..backing myself.
why am i here?
i am here for fun. kih2. having fun with little alyah and mr shakir the mickey hero. actually, i'm here for the sake of working. not really working though. kih2.more to having fun whole babysitting little aliyah. along cece refuses to stay with acik at home. awal2 lagi get himself ready nk g umah his babysitter. i'll be here for one month. i should say this is a package holiday. holiday while babysitting. imported special from kamunting perak. one in a million tau babysitter ni.kih2.
babysitting little aliyah is so easy and fun. hihi. anak buah sniri! mestila kan..hihi.she is so sporting and easy going. easy to take care of. fyi, she is only 6 months. she will only cries for milk..poo poo nak cry. buat apa kan but you have to be efficient la. baby is still a baby. dun let the pampers full of the yucks smelly cake for too long. change the diaper. on time lucnt time..kih2..ingat bby xde lunch time. breakfast, lunch, pre lunch, pre breakfast, porridge time, supper time and etc. play time is a compulsary. u noe why i said aliyah is a sporting little girl. you can just put her on her soft, comfortable and 5 stars rate mat. she'll cooing, bubling and doing all sorts of baby activities. munch her soft toys. switch on the television. she loves watching television. so contra to acik. acik loves doing nothing.reading a bit then typing a new post while observing her surrounding and type down things that she sees.kih2. back to aliyah. she' now in lalaland. doze off immediately after kena 2 bottles of milk. total is 6oz just before her afternoon nap. pagi xcampur lagi. thats the secret of double chin. a very big clap to her ummi and ayah. raising up aliyah sampai ada double chin, drumstick legs and arms, rounded large eyes, sunken cheeks and etc. chubby princess. its ok. nanti dh besar baru slim kan princess aliyah. ummi aliyah said, she'll grow up to become a doctor. not a must but doa ibu kan powerful.
i still remember when she was born. a tiny little princess. very tiny. gerun nak hold her but now the tiny has changed to chubby and healthy.alhamdulillah. its a miracle. so far, aliyah now can walk. xdela. tipuu je. her current developments are grabbing, rolling, lay on her big cute belly (menyulur), non stop eating, producing smelly special pancake, cooing and crying (hihihi) and aliyah xcengeng. she loves smiling btw. dun worry, she's not a picky lady. she smiles to all regardless of races, religions, skin clours or language used. bnyak pahala kan.
she's not a moody princess. waking up from her long or short naps and will immediately smiling.good aliyah. you possess a very good character..keep it up.kih2.
omg, i'm so in love to k.da and abang lan's little princess, aliyah. will you marry me, little baby? omg, what has happened to acik..
i should stop here before all the merepek words come out. ok, till then. aliyah sends her regards, assalamualaikum. sloppy kiss from little aliyah..mmuahh..thanks for spending time reading this super duper long sharing.
toodles!!! assalamualaikum.
p/s : i'm so sorry for the rich of grammar and structure mistakes in this writing. i'm blogging thru my sis's ipad which i'm not use to. it takes my 2days u noe to finish a post. i hate touchy gadjet. jari kurang runcing. i wanna touch G but H yang nak keluar. huh.
Today is fifth. Tomorrow will be sixth of dec. Then, yuuuhuuu..mak and k.yaya will be home in just three days time. Can't wait oready though im not going to join my other sisters welcoming them home. skype kan ada. technology ease everything. nt everything actually but at least it helps us to keep connected to each other.
i'm now in a beautiful land of labuan. a peaceful city i should say. a calm city should be better to describe this small island. located near to sabah. wanna know more. please refer to google map bc i'm not good at describing. what can i say is i love its environment. surrounded by seas. being far away from the crowd of a metropolitan city like penang. it's hard to meet any rude drivers so far. people here possess the very similar water face..haha.direct translations but i really meant it. i can't differentiate their races except for those who put on their hijab and ketayap/songkok. for those who aren't, i'm sorry if let say i speak like a cina peranakan to u all. chinese here talk totally alike to the MAlays. i mean their slang n the way they talk to each others. well, 1Malaysia kan. i remember what my father said to me regarding to our current prime minister's propaganda '1Malaysia'. he said, the real way to realise his propaganda is to make sure that all citizens of MAlaysia are using MAlay as their primary laanguage regardless of their races and religions. but people nowadays say, they sound silly speaking in MAlay. kih..kih.
i'm not one of those who said they sound silly speaking in malay. i write in ENglish for the sake of drilling and practice. i talk in ENglish for i just wanna get use to ENglish for the sake of my other generations, my future students and me myself. take note, i'm a future ENGLISH teacher. it is a shame for a future ENglish teacher to speak 'rubbish ENglish'. pronouncing words just like those who haven't mastered this language. i believe no parents will want me to teach their kids. seperti ketam ajar anak berjalan.kih.kih..backing myself.
why am i here?
i am here for fun. kih2. having fun with little alyah and mr shakir the mickey hero. actually, i'm here for the sake of working. not really working though. kih2.more to having fun whole babysitting little aliyah. along cece refuses to stay with acik at home. awal2 lagi get himself ready nk g umah his babysitter. i'll be here for one month. i should say this is a package holiday. holiday while babysitting. imported special from kamunting perak. one in a million tau babysitter ni.kih2.
babysitting little aliyah is so easy and fun. hihi. anak buah sniri! mestila kan..hihi.she is so sporting and easy going. easy to take care of. fyi, she is only 6 months. she will only cries for milk..poo poo nak cry. buat apa kan but you have to be efficient la. baby is still a baby. dun let the pampers full of the yucks smelly cake for too long. change the diaper. on time lucnt time..kih2..ingat bby xde lunch time. breakfast, lunch, pre lunch, pre breakfast, porridge time, supper time and etc. play time is a compulsary. u noe why i said aliyah is a sporting little girl. you can just put her on her soft, comfortable and 5 stars rate mat. she'll cooing, bubling and doing all sorts of baby activities. munch her soft toys. switch on the television. she loves watching television. so contra to acik. acik loves doing nothing.reading a bit then typing a new post while observing her surrounding and type down things that she sees.kih2. back to aliyah. she' now in lalaland. doze off immediately after kena 2 bottles of milk. total is 6oz just before her afternoon nap. pagi xcampur lagi. thats the secret of double chin. a very big clap to her ummi and ayah. raising up aliyah sampai ada double chin, drumstick legs and arms, rounded large eyes, sunken cheeks and etc. chubby princess. its ok. nanti dh besar baru slim kan princess aliyah. ummi aliyah said, she'll grow up to become a doctor. not a must but doa ibu kan powerful.
i still remember when she was born. a tiny little princess. very tiny. gerun nak hold her but now the tiny has changed to chubby and healthy.alhamdulillah. its a miracle. so far, aliyah now can walk. xdela. tipuu je. her current developments are grabbing, rolling, lay on her big cute belly (menyulur), non stop eating, producing smelly special pancake, cooing and crying (hihihi) and aliyah xcengeng. she loves smiling btw. dun worry, she's not a picky lady. she smiles to all regardless of races, religions, skin clours or language used. bnyak pahala kan.
she's not a moody princess. waking up from her long or short naps and will immediately smiling.good aliyah. you possess a very good character..keep it up.kih2.
omg, i'm so in love to k.da and abang lan's little princess, aliyah. will you marry me, little baby? omg, what has happened to acik..
i should stop here before all the merepek words come out. ok, till then. aliyah sends her regards, assalamualaikum. sloppy kiss from little aliyah..mmuahh..thanks for spending time reading this super duper long sharing.
toodles!!! assalamualaikum.
p/s : i'm so sorry for the rich of grammar and structure mistakes in this writing. i'm blogging thru my sis's ipad which i'm not use to. it takes my 2days u noe to finish a post. i hate touchy gadjet. jari kurang runcing. i wanna touch G but H yang nak keluar. huh.
Tuesday, 29 November 2011
1433H
salam
before i start,
i'm nearly forget to record this. i should congratulate my dear nephew for his great (WOW!!!) result in UPSR. 5As. alhamdulillah.congratulations mamat. you did it. we proud of you. you did it. you prove it. If abah is still here with us, he'll surely proud of you.
mamat is my first nephew. i rarely talk about him but we grow together. he's our star. he was born in 1998. a soft-hearted young man. we still kiss him though he has grown up to be a young man and no longer a child. we still hug him and he'll still cry every time he has to say good bye to us. me crying too. he reminds us to our late brother. our only brother. he went back to Allah when i was still in primary school due to the evil cancerous cells. we love him sooooooo much but Allah loves him more and we believe He'll take care of our brother much better than what we could do for him. "to Allah we belong and to Him we shall return (2:156)" mamat grows up without a father since he was 2 years old and he was too small to understand what was actually happened to his dear father. hurm. i'll continue writing on this next time. i can't hold my tears. he's one in a million. our ustaz after my father. i still remember vividly the hard journey that he had to go through. from the first day he was diagnosed.....until his last breath. the day my father cried and that was my first time seeing my father crying. no one knew what i felt each time i saw my brother struggling to fight the pains that he had to go through. it's indescribable. there's no suitable words to describe it but i knew its hurt. my father. a strong father.our backbone. never gave up trying. full of courage. for him, berusaha sehabis mungkin sebelum tawakkal.
i believe mamat will grow up to be as strong as his late father.iA..
before i start,
i'm nearly forget to record this. i should congratulate my dear nephew for his great (WOW!!!) result in UPSR. 5As. alhamdulillah.congratulations mamat. you did it. we proud of you. you did it. you prove it. If abah is still here with us, he'll surely proud of you.
mamat is my first nephew. i rarely talk about him but we grow together. he's our star. he was born in 1998. a soft-hearted young man. we still kiss him though he has grown up to be a young man and no longer a child. we still hug him and he'll still cry every time he has to say good bye to us. me crying too. he reminds us to our late brother. our only brother. he went back to Allah when i was still in primary school due to the evil cancerous cells. we love him sooooooo much but Allah loves him more and we believe He'll take care of our brother much better than what we could do for him. "to Allah we belong and to Him we shall return (2:156)" mamat grows up without a father since he was 2 years old and he was too small to understand what was actually happened to his dear father. hurm. i'll continue writing on this next time. i can't hold my tears. he's one in a million. our ustaz after my father. i still remember vividly the hard journey that he had to go through. from the first day he was diagnosed.....until his last breath. the day my father cried and that was my first time seeing my father crying. no one knew what i felt each time i saw my brother struggling to fight the pains that he had to go through. it's indescribable. there's no suitable words to describe it but i knew its hurt. my father. a strong father.our backbone. never gave up trying. full of courage. for him, berusaha sehabis mungkin sebelum tawakkal.
i believe mamat will grow up to be as strong as his late father.iA..
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happy new year 1433H!!!
Salam Maal Hijrah
alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..kita masih diberi nikmat untuk bernafas, bekerja, melihat, berkata-kata, menulis dan segalanya. baik kan Allah.diberi lagi kepada kita tahun baru. diberi lagi peluang untuk menjadi kita yang baru jika kita yang lama masih leka. diberi lagi kepada kita untuk bertaubat jika kita yang lama pernah lalai terhadap suruhannya. baik kan Allah.
Semoga Awal Muharam ini menjadi titik perubahan kita ke arah menjadi mukmin yang lebih baik.
"bila sinar tahun baru menjelma, kita sayu kerana terasa tahun lalu meninggalkan kita yang masih bergelumang dengan dosa dan masih ada impian harapan yang masih belum menjadi kenyataan.rupa-rupanya kita masih berangan-angan dengan rahmat dan pengampunan daripada Allah serta kejayaan kita di dalam apa yang telah kita impikan tanpa kita berusaha dengan penuh kesungguhan"
(adaptasi daripada solusi isu no. 34)
may all our wishes, hopes and targets come true and dun forget to work for it!!!!
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Salam Maal Hijrah
alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..kita masih diberi nikmat untuk bernafas, bekerja, melihat, berkata-kata, menulis dan segalanya. baik kan Allah.diberi lagi kepada kita tahun baru. diberi lagi peluang untuk menjadi kita yang baru jika kita yang lama masih leka. diberi lagi kepada kita untuk bertaubat jika kita yang lama pernah lalai terhadap suruhannya. baik kan Allah.
Semoga Awal Muharam ini menjadi titik perubahan kita ke arah menjadi mukmin yang lebih baik.
"bila sinar tahun baru menjelma, kita sayu kerana terasa tahun lalu meninggalkan kita yang masih bergelumang dengan dosa dan masih ada impian harapan yang masih belum menjadi kenyataan.rupa-rupanya kita masih berangan-angan dengan rahmat dan pengampunan daripada Allah serta kejayaan kita di dalam apa yang telah kita impikan tanpa kita berusaha dengan penuh kesungguhan"
(adaptasi daripada solusi isu no. 34)
may all our wishes, hopes and targets come true and dun forget to work for it!!!!
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Thursday, 24 November 2011
semester break
salam,
scrolling up and down. clicking . staring. reading. gossiping. eating. watching. peeping. sleeping. praying. walking. cooking . doing laundry .gardening (sometimes) and our list goes on and on. full of relaxing activities. no tension. no rushing. everything is just relax and chill!!
what a boring list of activities but i'm happy.we're happy.clinging to each other. on-line marathon. my sister brings home her P1 wireless modem plus two extra broadbands. hoho. we decide to give a long rest to our television and concentrate on our lap top(s). me trying to hit my reading target. crawling to finish one. fuhh, i read only when i feel like doing so. well, too many free times. chilla..=)
its school holidays for school children and us too . once you choose to jump into this field, u can't run away from school holidays. a very very long holidays. a special break for teachers, students and me (teacher trainee). well, teacher trainees deserve this long and most awaited holidays too. they have to experience everything from marching to holiday-ing but sometimes, i cannot deny this 'boring' feeling rushing in my mind. i'll have to face this kinda long holiday for at least 30 years to come. hoho. excluding the previous school holidays. (6 years in primary+5 years in secondary+5 and a half years in teacher trainee college)..hoho.pleasure.
be grateful syahira!!!
i should stop here before this boring virusses spread its toxic words to everyone. enjoy ur holidays. plan your holidays. use it wisely. make it memorable.
till then.
bubbye.
salam..
scrolling up and down. clicking . staring. reading. gossiping. eating. watching. peeping. sleeping. praying. walking. cooking . doing laundry .gardening (sometimes) and our list goes on and on. full of relaxing activities. no tension. no rushing. everything is just relax and chill!!
what a boring list of activities but i'm happy.we're happy.clinging to each other. on-line marathon. my sister brings home her P1 wireless modem plus two extra broadbands. hoho. we decide to give a long rest to our television and concentrate on our lap top(s). me trying to hit my reading target. crawling to finish one. fuhh, i read only when i feel like doing so. well, too many free times. chilla..=)
its school holidays for school children and us too . once you choose to jump into this field, u can't run away from school holidays. a very very long holidays. a special break for teachers, students and me (teacher trainee). well, teacher trainees deserve this long and most awaited holidays too. they have to experience everything from marching to holiday-ing but sometimes, i cannot deny this 'boring' feeling rushing in my mind. i'll have to face this kinda long holiday for at least 30 years to come. hoho. excluding the previous school holidays. (6 years in primary+5 years in secondary+5 and a half years in teacher trainee college)..hoho.pleasure.
be grateful syahira!!!
i should stop here before this boring virusses spread its toxic words to everyone. enjoy ur holidays. plan your holidays. use it wisely. make it memorable.
till then.
bubbye.
salam..
Monday, 21 November 2011
i'm home
salam,
happy 'end of year'. its school holidays.yuuhuuu
i bet all parents out there are now on a critical state of thinking. having headache and all sorts of sicknesses related to 'thinking'. trying to sort out school holiday's plans/activities for their loved ones. vacation?extra classes for kids? (i should say this is not necessary for primary school children).pity them. give them some freedom to choose and let them enjoy their holidays to the fullest. its year end holiday. once in a year. say no to extra classes.
.... but yes to tahfiz classes. both share the same adjective 'classes' but their approaches are different. tahfiz, i think, is more relaxing and its good for kids development. a motivation. a drill. well, kids. their brains are still young and fresh for memorizing drill. its a bonus for them. why don't we utilize their bonus. get them closer to the Holy Quran. its parents responsibilities to bring them closer to al-Khaliq before its too late. plus, it will only take 20 days of your kid's holidays.
as far as i know and see, majority of huffaz are not only able to memorize the Holy Quran but they are also among the best students in schools. i wish i'm one of them. late does not mean 'let it be'.
when i was in primary school, never at once i attended any extra classes during school holidays. my parents send us off to our home sweet home. our real home aka my tok's house. a placed called hometown. all my sisters were born there except for me and my younger sister. we both were born in hospital well, ICT changed everything from education to infrastructures. it was a place where we gathered and strengthened our relationship. i meant between my siblings and our cousins. me and parit could not be separated. i just didn't know why i'm in love to aquatic lives until now. i used to work like a labour. an unwanted useless labor. my work was; designing a fish trap. the location was very strategic and yucks. it was in the 'parit' (drain) next to my great-grandmother's house. naughty little kiddo. no one were there to capture our creative work. those days, having a camera was a nikmat coz no one could afford it. we didn't even have any phone. =). back to our school holiday's project, it was a succeed actually for kids like us when we finally managed to design one. a simple fish trap though there's no even a small fish was trapped by our 'trap'.=). that was 10 years ago. we had so much fun but now, no more school holidays.
as we grow older. no more gathering for school holidays. well, everything has changed. married. having their own family. their own children. their own hometown. their own careers. soon, i'll join them up so what should i say. all i need to do is trying to adapt to it. =) well, life is a cycle. you will still meet the same ending no matter how fast you run or how much you are trying to avoid it.
read this,
" it is important for every Muslim to utilise their time and make reading the Quran a daily and family activity, for indeed The Qur’an will testify for you or against you onThe Day of Judgment." (Tasnim Nazeer, 2011)
till we meet again,
enjoy your holidays,
have fun,
salam
Friday, 18 November 2011
fasa mengenal cinta
salam,
Oleh sebab hampir semua warga hostel dah pulang ke sarang, maka sunyilah.tinggalah nur ismail sorang-sorang. mari kita reflek kejadian, kisah, impian dan harapan yang telah dilaksanakan dan dicapai sepanjang 5 bulan ini.
Idea untuk reflek datang daripada blog cik husna yang menulis tentang expectation.mari saya sambung expectation saya. sesungguhnya expectation terhadap diri sendiri amatlah penting kerana ianya ibarat penunjuk arah merangkap indicator penggerak.
sungguh tinggi sebenarnya harapan saya untuk sem lepas.
1) ingin menyeimbangkan usrah dengan akademik. aktiviti luar dengan akademik.
memang tersangatlah susah.pernah rebah.pernah kecewa. pernah cuba untuk melepaskan salah satu. waktu itu belum jatuh cinta. alhamdulillah, adanya sahabat, petunjuk dari Allah s.w.t. jika buntu maka berbaliklah kepada Dia. carilah syariatnya. yang mana yang perlu didahulukan (aulawiyyat). usrah atau akademik.jalan dakwah atau akademik.pilihlah? xmampu membuat pilihan. kuteguhkan hati untuk memilih keduanya. letih itu adat. dunia kan ladang bagi akhirat. keduanya perlu seimbang. keduanya penting tapi jalan dakwah juga penting. amatlah penting.bukan untuk manfaat kita sahaja malah yang lain.=)..tapi sebelum berfikir begitu, banyak juga kata-kata salah/ kata-kata penyedap hati yang keluar dari bibir ni. banyak juga air mata yang terkorban. mungkin banyak juga hati yang terguris. sekali dapat, akan kugenggam. jika ada yang menyentap dari belakang. akan kugandingkan seluruh tenagaku untuk pertahankannya. iA.
2)ingin cemerlang (mencapai pointer yang diinginkan)
ini sukar. kehidupan di maktab bukanlah seperti kehidupan di universiti. tugasan 'assignment' ibarat hujan. turun mencurah-curah. kelas yang teramatlah padat hingga ke petang. kalau teringin nak tahu suasana maktab. bolehla cuba mintak untuk stay di asrama sekolah menengah untuk sebulan. dikawal rapi tapi longgar sedikit dari kehidupan asrama. kelas sehingga ke petang. kelas ganti sampai ke malam. 'study week' yang tak pernah wujud. assignment yang sangat dan teramatlah banyak. fail ISL setebal 3 inci. bayangkan, setiap sem, wajib ada kurang lebih 6 fail. tapi semua itu adat kehidupan. kalau diceritakan semua ini kepada senior sem 8, mesti cebik bibir,ketawa terguling-guling. Mereka dah melalui fasa ke'skema'an semua ni. dah melalui pahit getir hidup demi segulung ijazah. masa untuk kami. harapan tinggi malangnya usaha yang diletakkan rendah. tak tally dengan usaha, manakan dapat hasil yang dinginkan. dapat hasil yang setara dengan usaha ajelah kan. gagal menyiapkan nota-nota kecil. tapi buat waktu 'masa kritikal'..=) gagal mengulang kaji secara sistematik. gagal menyiapkan fail dalam masa yang ditetapkan. tapi alhamdulillah, semua dah settle dengan mata panda. ini kejadian biasa di sini. tapi untuk sem depan xnak lagi. ingin lebih serius. iA. tips untuk menyeimbangkan akademik dan aktiviti luar ialah jangan study di akhir-akhir 'waktu kritikal'. Selesaikan yang mustahak dan baru boleh ke kelas-kelas ilmu dengan happy. iA. doakan keputusan yang peperiksaan terbaik nanti di akhir bulan 12.
3) membaca
satu-satunya harapan yang tercapai. lebih daripada yang di inginkan.alhamdulillah. dalam masa 6 bulan berjaya menghabiskan 25 buah bahan bacaan tidak termasuk readers digest dan solusi. nikmat ilmu jangan disia siakan.=). semalam sebelum tidur, terfikir sesuatu..kalau dikumpulkan bahan bacaan yang telah dibaca (tolak yang kurang bermanfaat) dan bandingkan dengan air di lautan.bezanya xterungkap dengan kata. betapa ceteknya ilmu di dada. banyak lagi ilmu Allah yang perlu kita terokai.
Oleh sebab hampir semua warga hostel dah pulang ke sarang, maka sunyilah.tinggalah nur ismail sorang-sorang. mari kita reflek kejadian, kisah, impian dan harapan yang telah dilaksanakan dan dicapai sepanjang 5 bulan ini.
Idea untuk reflek datang daripada blog cik husna yang menulis tentang expectation.mari saya sambung expectation saya. sesungguhnya expectation terhadap diri sendiri amatlah penting kerana ianya ibarat penunjuk arah merangkap indicator penggerak.
sungguh tinggi sebenarnya harapan saya untuk sem lepas.
1) ingin menyeimbangkan usrah dengan akademik. aktiviti luar dengan akademik.
memang tersangatlah susah.pernah rebah.pernah kecewa. pernah cuba untuk melepaskan salah satu. waktu itu belum jatuh cinta. alhamdulillah, adanya sahabat, petunjuk dari Allah s.w.t. jika buntu maka berbaliklah kepada Dia. carilah syariatnya. yang mana yang perlu didahulukan (aulawiyyat). usrah atau akademik.jalan dakwah atau akademik.pilihlah? xmampu membuat pilihan. kuteguhkan hati untuk memilih keduanya. letih itu adat. dunia kan ladang bagi akhirat. keduanya perlu seimbang. keduanya penting tapi jalan dakwah juga penting. amatlah penting.bukan untuk manfaat kita sahaja malah yang lain.=)..tapi sebelum berfikir begitu, banyak juga kata-kata salah/ kata-kata penyedap hati yang keluar dari bibir ni. banyak juga air mata yang terkorban. mungkin banyak juga hati yang terguris. sekali dapat, akan kugenggam. jika ada yang menyentap dari belakang. akan kugandingkan seluruh tenagaku untuk pertahankannya. iA.
2)ingin cemerlang (mencapai pointer yang diinginkan)
ini sukar. kehidupan di maktab bukanlah seperti kehidupan di universiti. tugasan 'assignment' ibarat hujan. turun mencurah-curah. kelas yang teramatlah padat hingga ke petang. kalau teringin nak tahu suasana maktab. bolehla cuba mintak untuk stay di asrama sekolah menengah untuk sebulan. dikawal rapi tapi longgar sedikit dari kehidupan asrama. kelas sehingga ke petang. kelas ganti sampai ke malam. 'study week' yang tak pernah wujud. assignment yang sangat dan teramatlah banyak. fail ISL setebal 3 inci. bayangkan, setiap sem, wajib ada kurang lebih 6 fail. tapi semua itu adat kehidupan. kalau diceritakan semua ini kepada senior sem 8, mesti cebik bibir,ketawa terguling-guling. Mereka dah melalui fasa ke'skema'an semua ni. dah melalui pahit getir hidup demi segulung ijazah. masa untuk kami. harapan tinggi malangnya usaha yang diletakkan rendah. tak tally dengan usaha, manakan dapat hasil yang dinginkan. dapat hasil yang setara dengan usaha ajelah kan. gagal menyiapkan nota-nota kecil. tapi buat waktu 'masa kritikal'..=) gagal mengulang kaji secara sistematik. gagal menyiapkan fail dalam masa yang ditetapkan. tapi alhamdulillah, semua dah settle dengan mata panda. ini kejadian biasa di sini. tapi untuk sem depan xnak lagi. ingin lebih serius. iA. tips untuk menyeimbangkan akademik dan aktiviti luar ialah jangan study di akhir-akhir 'waktu kritikal'. Selesaikan yang mustahak dan baru boleh ke kelas-kelas ilmu dengan happy. iA. doakan keputusan yang peperiksaan terbaik nanti di akhir bulan 12.
3) membaca
satu-satunya harapan yang tercapai. lebih daripada yang di inginkan.alhamdulillah. dalam masa 6 bulan berjaya menghabiskan 25 buah bahan bacaan tidak termasuk readers digest dan solusi. nikmat ilmu jangan disia siakan.=). semalam sebelum tidur, terfikir sesuatu..kalau dikumpulkan bahan bacaan yang telah dibaca (tolak yang kurang bermanfaat) dan bandingkan dengan air di lautan.bezanya xterungkap dengan kata. betapa ceteknya ilmu di dada. banyak lagi ilmu Allah yang perlu kita terokai.
"Bacalah (wahai Muhammad) dengan nama tuhanmu yang menciptakan (sekalian makhluk), ia menciptakan manusia dari sebuku darah beku; Bacalah, dan tuhanmu yang Maha Pemurah, yang Maha Mengajar manusia melalui pena dan tulisan, ia mengajarkarkan apa yang tidak diketahuinya." (al-Alaq: 1-5)
jangan berpuas hati dengan apa yang didengari. carilah dan terus mencari!!!! membaca ialah titik perubahan. pernah terleka dengan kegilaan remaja 'drama korea'. tapi setelah jatuh cinta pada bahan bacaan. alhamdulillah. terhapus sedikit beban yang ditanggung dek kerana terlalu memuja kecantikan sementara dan terpegun dengan aurat manusia. terpesona dengan bait-bait cinta. mereka hidup dengan cinta. hilangnya cinta makan hilanglah mereka. hakikat mereka yang tidak beriman dengan Al-Quran dan sunnahNya. hakikat golongan yang fanatik kepada kehidupan dunia.
ramai yang sedar hakikat ni tapi kenapa masih menjadikan artis-artis korea sebagai idol. drama-drama korea sebagai santapan harian menggantikan santapan rohani yang sepatutnya. tergila gilakan fesyen ala-ala kaum itu. rosak!!rosak!!
"Sesungguhnya Al-Quran ini memberi petunjuk kepada jalan yang lurus dan memberi berita gembira kepada orang mukmin yang menegrjakan amal soleh bahawa bagi mereka ada pahala yang besar."
(Surah Al-Isra 17:9)
Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w bermaksud: "Aku tinggalkan kamu dua perkara, kamu tidak akan sesat selama manakamu berpegang kepada kedua-duanya, iaitu kitab Allah (Al-Quran) dan sunnahku."
(Riwayat Abu Daud)
4) fasa mengenal cinta
mendapat usrah tidak seperti mengikuti usrah..bebannya terasa amat dan tersangatlah berat. senget bahu. kalau difikirka gitu-gitu memang terasa ringan tapi personally, mereka tanggungjawab saya. satu kesalahan mereka, kesalahan saya juga. mereka cerminan saya dan saya cerminan mereka. indahkan ukhuwah bersulam cinta!!
yang di atas adalah yang terpilih.. kalau nak direflek kan semua memerlukan kurang lebih seminggu..=).pengalaman mengajar erti kedewasaan. alhamdulillah, saya masih bernafas di muka bumi Allah ni dengan nikmat iman . matlamatnya taqwa. cepat kejar cepat. tak pernah lagi saya pengsan dek kerana terlalu rasa terbeban dengan masalah. tak pernah lagi datang rasa ingin melawat psikiatrist kerana kehidupan ini sentiasa indah. Allah xakan menduga makhluknya dengan sesuatu yang tidak mampu dihadapi oleh makhluknya. setiap masalah ada penyelesainnya.setiap kegembiraan ada sebabnya. berbaliklah kita untuk mentafsirkan kehidupan kita. ingin bawanya ke mana. ke kiri atau ke kanan. ke lembah kehinaan atau lembah kebaikan. jangan salahkan takdir jika kita salah memilih kerana hak untuk memilih ada di tangan kita.
selamat bercuti!!!
jangan lupa mutabaah amal!!!hohoho!!!
salam.
sem 2 is officially over
salam,
18/11/2011
not a special date but it reminds me something. a fact that i'm no longer 20 but soon to be 21. going to enter my third year degree. i've been here for nearly 2 and a half years. whoever says nak jadi cikgu senang, u deserve my slap and ninja karate. at least its difficult to me.=).
ok,let pictures do the talking..
to be continued~
18/11/2011
not a special date but it reminds me something. a fact that i'm no longer 20 but soon to be 21. going to enter my third year degree. i've been here for nearly 2 and a half years. whoever says nak jadi cikgu senang, u deserve my slap and ninja karate. at least its difficult to me.=).
ok,let pictures do the talking..
community service- games for year 6 students
raya feast. it should be my last.let's see whats gonna happen next year.
school based experience. soon to be teachers.
keciknya tongkang
to be continued~
lesson plan
Salam,
mode:exam fever
Title: exam-oriented in our education system should be abolished
Aim: - to raise students awareness
Objective: By the end of this post, all readers should be able to
1) write a similar post like this
2) vomit all the weaknesses and negativeness of exam oriented edu system
3)sent a letter entitled "lets abolish exam oriented system" to MOE
Behavioral objective:
1) do whatever you want
2) don't bother the above objectives, aims and all sorts of rules and regulations.
a short plan of mine. i did this last four days after a very long hectic day. a sad day. what's done cannot be undone. sigh
semoga lesson plan yang tidak menjadi itu masih dalam kategori relevan.='(
mode:exam fever
Title: exam-oriented in our education system should be abolished
Aim: - to raise students awareness
Objective: By the end of this post, all readers should be able to
1) write a similar post like this
2) vomit all the weaknesses and negativeness of exam oriented edu system
3)sent a letter entitled "lets abolish exam oriented system" to MOE
Behavioral objective:
1) do whatever you want
2) don't bother the above objectives, aims and all sorts of rules and regulations.
a short plan of mine. i did this last four days after a very long hectic day. a sad day. what's done cannot be undone. sigh
semoga lesson plan yang tidak menjadi itu masih dalam kategori relevan.='(
Sunday, 13 November 2011
mr backhoe/ helicopter/thomas
salam,
a talkative boy.
24 hours talking.
12 hours on you tube. i 've a picture of him browsing the internet but its in my phone.he's searching for his favourite videos in u-tube through laptop. its a shocked development.a rapid development. a 2 years old toddler browsing his favourite video through laptop. toddlers browsing their fav videos through ipad or whatever touchy little gadgets are not a big surprised to me but its a surprised when a 2 years old toddler is able to control his finger and click here and there. fuyyoo.
he approaches me asking a few questions. "acik nak pinjam ipad catir (shakir, his cousin akak my other nephew)". pandai. let him watch his fav videos through my big fat lappy. i said to him, "buat macam ni tau kalau nak tukar while showing the way i do to him.
physically, he looks matured at his age but not as matured as me of course.
he's not yet 3.well, kids at this modern age. gadjets are just like their twin brothers. best friend. they just need a few hours or even a few days to master it.
i couldn't remember my toddler time. the only thing that i still remembered was "gonggong botol susu sampai 6 tahun+main tangkap ikan+aci ligan+main masak-masak+main mak2+main gheja2". the only technology we had was television, radio and washing machine. there's no refgiretor in my house. not even any telephone or cell phone.
In 18 years time, lots of changes have happened. from a bulky cell phone to a finger-sized cell phone. from a giant laptop to a no-weight laptop.
in 18 years to come, what will happen to technology as well as to us?
malangnya,
perkembangan teknologi tidak seiring dengan akhlak manusia.
semakin hebat teknologi,
semakin kecundang manusia,
moga darah dagingku tidak tergolong dalam golongan yang rugi
Wednesday, 9 November 2011
sempat lagi =)
salam,
proudly announcing, exam starts tomorrow.
non stop reading. i hate but i have to. i feel like something stacks in my veins. lack of oxygen turns me sleepy. lots of words to digest turns my stomach grieving. finish a chapter, my cute fingers will automatically do their job. flipping over the next pages and counting the left pages. the left cerebral hemisphere in my brain starts to channel the bored signal. pheww. i have no choice. pity my brain. it needs some sleep and rest and that's why i'm here writing something 'crap' here. rest means blogging. its a new definition for 'rest' from a new dictionary of mine.
friends, do pray for me. minta maaf kalau ada keterlanjuran kata, tersalah bahasa, tersilap kata. i'm human. full of weaknesses and sometimes, i dun even realize my mistakes. do correct me. doakan semoga dipermudahkan semua.
bittaufiq wannajah semua,
p/s: usaha tanpa doa dan tawakkal ibaratnya seperti menyemai benih di tanah tandus. manakan mahu ada buahnya jika tanpa baja dan air. dekatkan diri kepadaNya, semua isi dunia ini milik Dia. pintalah, pohonlah dengan penuh rasa rendah hati.
proudly announcing, exam starts tomorrow.
non stop reading. i hate but i have to. i feel like something stacks in my veins. lack of oxygen turns me sleepy. lots of words to digest turns my stomach grieving. finish a chapter, my cute fingers will automatically do their job. flipping over the next pages and counting the left pages. the left cerebral hemisphere in my brain starts to channel the bored signal. pheww. i have no choice. pity my brain. it needs some sleep and rest and that's why i'm here writing something 'crap' here. rest means blogging. its a new definition for 'rest' from a new dictionary of mine.
friends, do pray for me. minta maaf kalau ada keterlanjuran kata, tersalah bahasa, tersilap kata. i'm human. full of weaknesses and sometimes, i dun even realize my mistakes. do correct me. doakan semoga dipermudahkan semua.
bittaufiq wannajah semua,
p/s: usaha tanpa doa dan tawakkal ibaratnya seperti menyemai benih di tanah tandus. manakan mahu ada buahnya jika tanpa baja dan air. dekatkan diri kepadaNya, semua isi dunia ini milik Dia. pintalah, pohonlah dengan penuh rasa rendah hati.
Monday, 7 November 2011
aidiladha 1431H
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| aidiladha 1431H |
salam aidiladha from us, syahira and abam adam..
a post without a single picture is meaningless and xbest.really??
this year, we're celebrating aidiladha without our beloved opah aka mak, k.ya and k.da's family as always. no home to home visit. we cook rendang and nasi himpit as always. visiting tok in the afternoon. capturing raya moment with little adam. pity adam and kids at his age, no more hari raya like we had when we were all kids. i just can't imagine how suasana eid mubarak will turn to be in 10 years to come.
i miss my kids time. we celebrated hari raya full heartedly. we missed hari raya so much. up until now, i still could remember all the memorable memories. sometimes, i could feel it though it had passed. firecrackers time. berinai time. woke up early in the raya morning coz we had to line up for morning bath and if you woke up late, you will have to wait and you will get envy if you see others wearing their baju raya early than you.
whatever it is, hari raya is still the best day ever though it is not as fun as yesterday..
Saturday, 5 November 2011
Friday, 4 November 2011
=)
salam,
kusangkakan panas hingga ke petang rupanya hujan di tengahari.
alhamdulillah.Allah mendengar rintihan hambanya yang sedang berduka lara ini. Perkongsian yang singkat tapi mampu meninggalkan kesan yang mendalam. Seolah-olah hilang segala tekanan dan bebanan. Berkongsi rasa dan duka. Bertukar pendapat. Menceduk ilmu. Kagum dengan perkara baru. Rapat dalam ukhuwah. terasa jauh daripada bebanan dunia sebentar. dunia yang penuh dengan perlumbaan. dunia yang penuh dengan ranjau dan dugaan. kehidupan.
dari terpaksa menjadi suka dan tiba-tiba jatuh cinta..
"mana boleh paksa, nanti jadi xikhlas" ayat penyedap hati dahulu kala. tak perlu pergi jauh, cukuplah diri ini untuk dijadikan contohnya. dahulu perkataan itu sering bermain di bibir dan benak fikiran. bila terhantuk baru tersedar" Ingat dahulu sewaktu kita kecil. Hari pertama di pintu tadika/taska, berjujuran air mata. Anak kecil mana yang suka dipaksa. Dipaksa untuk berjauhan dengan ibu bapa walau sebentar cuma. 3 jam je waktu persekolahan tadika. Namun, atas dasar "terpaksa" mengajar kanak-kanak erti rela, suka, gembira dan cinta. jika zaman sekolah menengah, terpaksa berjauhan dengan keluarga kerana asrama. bayangkan jauhnya Bukit Kayu Hitam. Jauh di ceruk desa. saat pulang ke asrama, berjujuran air mata. Hati bagai dihiris. Mulut tak mampu mengungkapkan kata. Kerana terpaksa direlakan jua. Lama kelamaan menjadi biasa. Makin jatuh cinta. Berat untuk meninggalkan asrama hatta jauh beratus kilometer dari keluarga. 'Terpaksa" itu mengajar banyak perkara. erti kedewasaan, berdikari dan sebagainya.
Bila meningkat dewasa. tiada pilihan, "terpaksa"menjadikan guru yang dahulunya dipandang sebelah mata sebagai kerjaya. Bukan lekeh namun dahulunya otak dipengaruhi oleh cita-cita. Meluap-lupa di benak pemikiran "Besar nanti, aku mahu menjadi doktor, pulangannya hebat tanbah glamour" itu dahulu, namun erti terpaksa mengajar erti sebenar kehidupan. Allah itu maha adil. Pasti ada sebab dan musababnya di atas segala sesuatu yang terjadi di muka bumi. Meninggalkan bumi matrikulasi dengan penuh perasaan terpaksa. Menangis, hati merintih..berat untuk meninggalkan daerah yang pernah menjadi tempat persinggahan menuntut ilmu walau sekejap cuma. Namun kerana terpaksa, dipaksa jua kaki melangkah. dikuatkan hati untuk terus melangkah. otak yang semakin dewasa ketika itu yakin bahawa ada hikmah atas setiap langkah yang terjadi.
Setahun pertama di maktab dengan penuh terpaksa, pernah diluahkan perasaan yang terpendam kepada sahabat seusia. betapa cita-citaku adalah untuk menjadi seorang doktor bukan pendidik. Ditanya kembali, kenapa tidak meneruskan langkah di bumi matrikulasi yang iA mampu mengorak langkahmu ke arah cita cita itu jika disertakan dengan usaha. Jawapanku mudah iaitu kerana terpaksa. Kerna terpaksa hati ini cuba untuk mencintai bidang yang diceburi saat ini dan alhamdulillah berjaya.
Dijalan yang kuanggap penuh duri ini juga permulaannya wujud fasa paksa. siapa suka, masa bersuka ria bersama rakan-rakan berkurang. fitrah remaja suka bersukan ria. Dipaksa jua untuk suka. dipaksa jua hati ini untuk menolak fitrah yang kepentingannya tiada melainkan hiburan semata-mata. Pernah juga rasa terbeban saat dipanggil berhalaqah. seolah-olah bebanan yang teramat sangat. Namun, dipaksa hati yang penuh titik noda untuk melawan nafsu malas.
tersedar betapa kadang-kala manusia perlu dipaksa. mungkin catalyst untuk berjaya. daripada paksa bertukar cinta. perasaan untuk menolak kerana rasa terpaksa itu sebenarnya nafsu kita. lawan.ibaratkan anda panglima di medan perang. di tangan anda nyawa beribu manusia beserta pengharapan mereka. musuh itu nafsu. lawan sehabis mungkin. jika anda kalah, anda lemah. menang dengan nafsu. hebatnya sehebat seperti keluar berperang menentang musuh malah kadangkala lebih hebat dari itu. kerana nafsu itu mush halus lagi licik dan tersembunyi.
=)
kusangkakan panas hingga ke petang rupanya hujan di tengahari.
alhamdulillah.Allah mendengar rintihan hambanya yang sedang berduka lara ini. Perkongsian yang singkat tapi mampu meninggalkan kesan yang mendalam. Seolah-olah hilang segala tekanan dan bebanan. Berkongsi rasa dan duka. Bertukar pendapat. Menceduk ilmu. Kagum dengan perkara baru. Rapat dalam ukhuwah. terasa jauh daripada bebanan dunia sebentar. dunia yang penuh dengan perlumbaan. dunia yang penuh dengan ranjau dan dugaan. kehidupan.
dari terpaksa menjadi suka dan tiba-tiba jatuh cinta..
"mana boleh paksa, nanti jadi xikhlas" ayat penyedap hati dahulu kala. tak perlu pergi jauh, cukuplah diri ini untuk dijadikan contohnya. dahulu perkataan itu sering bermain di bibir dan benak fikiran. bila terhantuk baru tersedar" Ingat dahulu sewaktu kita kecil. Hari pertama di pintu tadika/taska, berjujuran air mata. Anak kecil mana yang suka dipaksa. Dipaksa untuk berjauhan dengan ibu bapa walau sebentar cuma. 3 jam je waktu persekolahan tadika. Namun, atas dasar "terpaksa" mengajar kanak-kanak erti rela, suka, gembira dan cinta. jika zaman sekolah menengah, terpaksa berjauhan dengan keluarga kerana asrama. bayangkan jauhnya Bukit Kayu Hitam. Jauh di ceruk desa. saat pulang ke asrama, berjujuran air mata. Hati bagai dihiris. Mulut tak mampu mengungkapkan kata. Kerana terpaksa direlakan jua. Lama kelamaan menjadi biasa. Makin jatuh cinta. Berat untuk meninggalkan asrama hatta jauh beratus kilometer dari keluarga. 'Terpaksa" itu mengajar banyak perkara. erti kedewasaan, berdikari dan sebagainya.
Bila meningkat dewasa. tiada pilihan, "terpaksa"menjadikan guru yang dahulunya dipandang sebelah mata sebagai kerjaya. Bukan lekeh namun dahulunya otak dipengaruhi oleh cita-cita. Meluap-lupa di benak pemikiran "Besar nanti, aku mahu menjadi doktor, pulangannya hebat tanbah glamour" itu dahulu, namun erti terpaksa mengajar erti sebenar kehidupan. Allah itu maha adil. Pasti ada sebab dan musababnya di atas segala sesuatu yang terjadi di muka bumi. Meninggalkan bumi matrikulasi dengan penuh perasaan terpaksa. Menangis, hati merintih..berat untuk meninggalkan daerah yang pernah menjadi tempat persinggahan menuntut ilmu walau sekejap cuma. Namun kerana terpaksa, dipaksa jua kaki melangkah. dikuatkan hati untuk terus melangkah. otak yang semakin dewasa ketika itu yakin bahawa ada hikmah atas setiap langkah yang terjadi.
Setahun pertama di maktab dengan penuh terpaksa, pernah diluahkan perasaan yang terpendam kepada sahabat seusia. betapa cita-citaku adalah untuk menjadi seorang doktor bukan pendidik. Ditanya kembali, kenapa tidak meneruskan langkah di bumi matrikulasi yang iA mampu mengorak langkahmu ke arah cita cita itu jika disertakan dengan usaha. Jawapanku mudah iaitu kerana terpaksa. Kerna terpaksa hati ini cuba untuk mencintai bidang yang diceburi saat ini dan alhamdulillah berjaya.
Dijalan yang kuanggap penuh duri ini juga permulaannya wujud fasa paksa. siapa suka, masa bersuka ria bersama rakan-rakan berkurang. fitrah remaja suka bersukan ria. Dipaksa jua untuk suka. dipaksa jua hati ini untuk menolak fitrah yang kepentingannya tiada melainkan hiburan semata-mata. Pernah juga rasa terbeban saat dipanggil berhalaqah. seolah-olah bebanan yang teramat sangat. Namun, dipaksa hati yang penuh titik noda untuk melawan nafsu malas.
tersedar betapa kadang-kala manusia perlu dipaksa. mungkin catalyst untuk berjaya. daripada paksa bertukar cinta. perasaan untuk menolak kerana rasa terpaksa itu sebenarnya nafsu kita. lawan.ibaratkan anda panglima di medan perang. di tangan anda nyawa beribu manusia beserta pengharapan mereka. musuh itu nafsu. lawan sehabis mungkin. jika anda kalah, anda lemah. menang dengan nafsu. hebatnya sehebat seperti keluar berperang menentang musuh malah kadangkala lebih hebat dari itu. kerana nafsu itu mush halus lagi licik dan tersembunyi.
=)
Thursday, 3 November 2011
say no to techno
salam,
this post is a luahan perasaan post. it'll benefit you nothing but if you do read this. please pray for me. i need more patient in handling all these.
hasil tangan manusia yang penuh dengan kelemahan.
i bet all my compaq friends are now having the same problem as me. there's no cure for this virus except investing your money for a brand new of charger, screen and whatever related. this is not my first time facing this type of disease and luckily i still have patient in me. if dun i'll just throw it out of my window and buy a new one but money constraints me from doing so.
it has been two years since it starts working day and night for me. loyal tau. sometimes, it did give me problem once or two but not as worse as now. spending money for battery. last year, i was lucky coz the company offers one year warranty. no charge and i was informed that it might cost me hundreds over if let say i had to pay by myself. yes, by myself. who else wants to pay for me.
printer is now in ICU. very sick. laptop too.sikit lagi kena buat siren penggera untuk FAMA's allowance. but i really dun want..xmau..malu..sebab kpm bagi elaun suruh beli barang keperluan belajar.
PC is much much better tha laptop. printer memang. terkenal dengan sifatnya yang suka bermasalah.=)
this post is a luahan perasaan post. it'll benefit you nothing but if you do read this. please pray for me. i need more patient in handling all these.
hasil tangan manusia yang penuh dengan kelemahan.
i bet all my compaq friends are now having the same problem as me. there's no cure for this virus except investing your money for a brand new of charger, screen and whatever related. this is not my first time facing this type of disease and luckily i still have patient in me. if dun i'll just throw it out of my window and buy a new one but money constraints me from doing so.
it has been two years since it starts working day and night for me. loyal tau. sometimes, it did give me problem once or two but not as worse as now. spending money for battery. last year, i was lucky coz the company offers one year warranty. no charge and i was informed that it might cost me hundreds over if let say i had to pay by myself. yes, by myself. who else wants to pay for me.
printer is now in ICU. very sick. laptop too.sikit lagi kena buat siren penggera untuk FAMA's allowance. but i really dun want..xmau..malu..sebab kpm bagi elaun suruh beli barang keperluan belajar.
PC is much much better tha laptop. printer memang. terkenal dengan sifatnya yang suka bermasalah.=)
Monday, 31 October 2011
stop and stare
salam,
this is my second entry in a day. kata xcukup masa but still i can online happily with no worries. yes, the tension is here.
i have done with two chapters. total 4 hours for two chapters. uncountable series of rest. say wow to me. elleh, orang lain lagi banyak. =). basically, learning and the learners is all about concept. learning environment. concept of teaching and learning. learning through play. the importance of this and that. theories. bronfenbrenner. piaget.vygotsky. and the list of theories goes on and on.
=)...baik baca kisah nabi and para sahabat.al-khawarizmi ke.al-farabi ke..lagi best and senyum sambil baca
why?
because those theories above which i have mentioned before are full of weaknesses and sometimes irrelevant. rasa nak kutuk. but no one will hear me. read and understand while kutuk..patutka, buat kajian kat binatang nak samakan dengan manusia..hello!!!u better look at yourself and compare to your dog.
this is my second entry in a day. kata xcukup masa but still i can online happily with no worries. yes, the tension is here.
i have done with two chapters. total 4 hours for two chapters. uncountable series of rest. say wow to me. elleh, orang lain lagi banyak. =). basically, learning and the learners is all about concept. learning environment. concept of teaching and learning. learning through play. the importance of this and that. theories. bronfenbrenner. piaget.vygotsky. and the list of theories goes on and on.
=)...baik baca kisah nabi and para sahabat.al-khawarizmi ke.al-farabi ke..lagi best and senyum sambil baca
why?
because those theories above which i have mentioned before are full of weaknesses and sometimes irrelevant. rasa nak kutuk. but no one will hear me. read and understand while kutuk..patutka, buat kajian kat binatang nak samakan dengan manusia..hello!!!u better look at yourself and compare to your dog.
waktu
salam,
it almost comes to its end. apa tu??holiday la. hurm, i hate sunday. i wish everyday is saturday. i wish everyday will stay as friday. that was yesterday. thinking of posting it before coming back to this museum college yet had no idea.
but today, how fast time flies. i feel like yesterday planning my timetable for sem 2. a useless timetable. orang melayu. janji melayu. 10 days left. its hard to say goodbye but i have to. am i the one who moves slowly or the time's moving too fast??time moves. very fast. the slow is me. regret. hurm. i have lots of undone things in list. listing is good but the process of realization is worse. very bad management. i dunno the others but that is the reality of myself. its time to reflect everything. what have i done for the pass six months?
here are a few failed plan;
it almost comes to its end. apa tu??holiday la. hurm, i hate sunday. i wish everyday is saturday. i wish everyday will stay as friday. that was yesterday. thinking of posting it before coming back to this museum college yet had no idea.
but today, how fast time flies. i feel like yesterday planning my timetable for sem 2. a useless timetable. orang melayu. janji melayu. 10 days left. its hard to say goodbye but i have to. am i the one who moves slowly or the time's moving too fast??time moves. very fast. the slow is me. regret. hurm. i have lots of undone things in list. listing is good but the process of realization is worse. very bad management. i dunno the others but that is the reality of myself. its time to reflect everything. what have i done for the pass six months?
here are a few failed plan;
- keep updating my self assessment file
- daily short notes
- stick to the timetable
well..well.well. you will only realize your mistakes when you have to endure the effects. exam is around the corner. self assessment file yg berlubang-lubang. incomplete daily short notes. nak cover bnyak chapters but dunno where to start..you'll get fade up and stress up. whose fault is it. of course, you yourself.
reflect:
Demi masa
Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian
Kecuali orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, dan mereka pula berpesan kepada kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar.
(Al-Asr:1-3)
manusia yang tidak menggunakan masa dengan sebaiknya adalah manusia yang rugi.
Masa itu amanah. perlu dijaga. berat balasannya jika disia-siakan. buruk padahnya jika dibiarkan.
sudah dipesan berulang kali, dibaca berulang kali,
tapi masih lupa..
Thursday, 27 October 2011
A Thousand Splendid Suns by the author of The Kite Runner
salam,
it takes a few days and nights just to finish reading this 419 pages novel. i'm not only reading but digesting each single words in it. from cover to cover. not only once i read but a few times. weeping silently. my mind keeps asking a few unfamiliar questions. why? unity?independent? easy to say but difficult to achieve. war? why people choose to have war?why they choose to kill the innocent lives. where's their sympathy?
this story is actually a tale by khaled housseini. Based on a real situation but the characters build in the plot of the story are not real. the settings too. his skills in writing wins my heart and other readers outside there.that makes me admire him even more than yesterday. i start reading from the first page not from the last page and i do not even do any research on him before reading his novels. His work is superb and it reaches beyond my expectation. If let say i decide not to read the few final pages of his book, i might don't even know that this story in this novel is actually a tale based on the real problem in Afghanistan.
Mariam. a harami (out of wed lock baby, lady and adult). her mind was bounded by her nana, a traditional minded woman. she grew up to be a traditional minded lady who lived in a rural area in Afghanistan. she was as young as 15 years old when she was forced to get married to Rasheed, a middle age man.
Laila, a young lady. second wife to Rasheed. an urban lady. againts the gov law. born in an educated family. her father loved education and hated stereotyped community. he wanted to give his best to his daughter. for him, gender was nothing when it came to education and he believed on the power of education. at times, he taught Laila by himself especially when the situation's around was getting worse due to war.
Rasheed, a wicked husband sometimes.For him, women were made for men and their place were only at home. Women were idiot like a bird to him. He could do anything to his wives. Women had no power to speak out and even to stand up for their rights. Their mouth were glued by the patriarchal power. Their action and each of their movement must be with their husband. even when he decided to get married to his second wifre, Mariam could say and do nothing except trying to accept. Whatever things that happened to her, she accepted it as fate while fate and men did not meet and mixed at that time. well, men were powerful. They could challenge their fate. Not having children, they would find another women. Not having any girls from their first wife, soon, they would find the second.
see, i'm not good at commenting or summarising things that i read. thus, i decide to help you identifying the main characters. The author provides a few questions by the end of his novel. it's maybe for us, his loyal readers to answer, refresh, digest and extract out the moral values inside this story. suitable for discussion as the plot is clearly plotted. It has its exposition and ending of course. no one will read a novel without except for story telling session. =).
In terms of vocabulary, good for a newbie like me. if i could understand without referring to dictionary, others might could as well.
In terms of its censored lines or paragraphs. this one is a must in whatever novel as the author is actually trying to bring us into the real situation. but the censored is not as bad as in any romance novel and if i have a chance to teach in any college (futuristic ok), i'll suggest them to read this novel and analysed it and i'll make them present their thoughts in words in front of me.soon to be "a wicked for good teacher".
i will use a flower paper for petal
And write you the sweetest letter
You are the sultan of my heart
the sultan of my heart
till then,salam
it takes a few days and nights just to finish reading this 419 pages novel. i'm not only reading but digesting each single words in it. from cover to cover. not only once i read but a few times. weeping silently. my mind keeps asking a few unfamiliar questions. why? unity?independent? easy to say but difficult to achieve. war? why people choose to have war?why they choose to kill the innocent lives. where's their sympathy?
this story is actually a tale by khaled housseini. Based on a real situation but the characters build in the plot of the story are not real. the settings too. his skills in writing wins my heart and other readers outside there.that makes me admire him even more than yesterday. i start reading from the first page not from the last page and i do not even do any research on him before reading his novels. His work is superb and it reaches beyond my expectation. If let say i decide not to read the few final pages of his book, i might don't even know that this story in this novel is actually a tale based on the real problem in Afghanistan.
Mariam. a harami (out of wed lock baby, lady and adult). her mind was bounded by her nana, a traditional minded woman. she grew up to be a traditional minded lady who lived in a rural area in Afghanistan. she was as young as 15 years old when she was forced to get married to Rasheed, a middle age man.
Laila, a young lady. second wife to Rasheed. an urban lady. againts the gov law. born in an educated family. her father loved education and hated stereotyped community. he wanted to give his best to his daughter. for him, gender was nothing when it came to education and he believed on the power of education. at times, he taught Laila by himself especially when the situation's around was getting worse due to war.
Rasheed, a wicked husband sometimes.For him, women were made for men and their place were only at home. Women were idiot like a bird to him. He could do anything to his wives. Women had no power to speak out and even to stand up for their rights. Their mouth were glued by the patriarchal power. Their action and each of their movement must be with their husband. even when he decided to get married to his second wifre, Mariam could say and do nothing except trying to accept. Whatever things that happened to her, she accepted it as fate while fate and men did not meet and mixed at that time. well, men were powerful. They could challenge their fate. Not having children, they would find another women. Not having any girls from their first wife, soon, they would find the second.
see, i'm not good at commenting or summarising things that i read. thus, i decide to help you identifying the main characters. The author provides a few questions by the end of his novel. it's maybe for us, his loyal readers to answer, refresh, digest and extract out the moral values inside this story. suitable for discussion as the plot is clearly plotted. It has its exposition and ending of course. no one will read a novel without except for story telling session. =).
In terms of vocabulary, good for a newbie like me. if i could understand without referring to dictionary, others might could as well.
In terms of its censored lines or paragraphs. this one is a must in whatever novel as the author is actually trying to bring us into the real situation. but the censored is not as bad as in any romance novel and if i have a chance to teach in any college (futuristic ok), i'll suggest them to read this novel and analysed it and i'll make them present their thoughts in words in front of me.soon to be "a wicked for good teacher".
i will use a flower paper for petal
And write you the sweetest letter
You are the sultan of my heart
the sultan of my heart
till then,salam
Monday, 24 October 2011
Mak
salam,
cuti deepavali sudah dua hari berlalu. cepatnya masa berlalu. 5 hari berlalu.semoga mak dan k.yaya pulang dengan haji yang mabrur. KAMI RINDU MAK. Pemergian mak kali ni tanpa uya. sebabnya, uya dah ke sana. kali ini mak bawak k.yaya sebagai teman. uya sakit kaki (osteoarthritis) dan xboleh berjalan jauh. kesian Haji Ismail dan anak-anaknya yang ditinggalkan. makan kari teringat mak. "kari ni xmacam kari mak" rungut aku. Uya makan nasi sepinggan je :(. betapa kami rindukan air tangan mak. pertama kali akan beraya tanpa kuah kacang mak. :(.
5 hari seperti 5 tahun lamanya..agaknya kalau dua bulan,
dua hari lepas, sampai rumah..sunyi sepi.dah simpan cerita banyak banyak tapi tak tau nak cerita kat sapa. sebelum ni, cerita kat mak. yang bukan cerita dan bukan penting pun akan dijadikan cerita. best. masuk rumah salam peluk cium. soalan pertama ialah jeng2 'kurusnya, makan ka belum'.panggil tuan puteri ni makan.=)..malu tapi dah jadi kebiasaan. mak saya memang penyayang. uya pun.tapi lain la kan mak dengan uya. soalan rutin uya; bertolak pukul berapa dan hujan tak ka sana. =)
rutin seorang wanita bergelar ibu ialah membebel.
bila ada depan mata..adus, kadang-kadang terdetik di hati rasa bosannye dengar mak bebel. bila mak tak ada depan mata.rindu yang teramat sangat.
Hargailah setiap detik anda bersama ibu anda. rindu!!rindu!!rindu!!
52 hari lagi!!
cuti deepavali sudah dua hari berlalu. cepatnya masa berlalu. 5 hari berlalu.semoga mak dan k.yaya pulang dengan haji yang mabrur. KAMI RINDU MAK. Pemergian mak kali ni tanpa uya. sebabnya, uya dah ke sana. kali ini mak bawak k.yaya sebagai teman. uya sakit kaki (osteoarthritis) dan xboleh berjalan jauh. kesian Haji Ismail dan anak-anaknya yang ditinggalkan. makan kari teringat mak. "kari ni xmacam kari mak" rungut aku. Uya makan nasi sepinggan je :(. betapa kami rindukan air tangan mak. pertama kali akan beraya tanpa kuah kacang mak. :(.
5 hari seperti 5 tahun lamanya..agaknya kalau dua bulan,
dua hari lepas, sampai rumah..sunyi sepi.dah simpan cerita banyak banyak tapi tak tau nak cerita kat sapa. sebelum ni, cerita kat mak. yang bukan cerita dan bukan penting pun akan dijadikan cerita. best. masuk rumah salam peluk cium. soalan pertama ialah jeng2 'kurusnya, makan ka belum'.panggil tuan puteri ni makan.=)..malu tapi dah jadi kebiasaan. mak saya memang penyayang. uya pun.tapi lain la kan mak dengan uya. soalan rutin uya; bertolak pukul berapa dan hujan tak ka sana. =)
rutin seorang wanita bergelar ibu ialah membebel.
bila ada depan mata..adus, kadang-kadang terdetik di hati rasa bosannye dengar mak bebel. bila mak tak ada depan mata.rindu yang teramat sangat.
Hargailah setiap detik anda bersama ibu anda. rindu!!rindu!!rindu!!
52 hari lagi!!
Monday, 17 October 2011
i wish you......
salam,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR ABUYA A.K.A UYA.
69th birthday, as usual. no birthday celebration of course. mak said 'entah-entah uya xingat pun birthday dia yang not really his birthday actually'. nvm, i still wanna wish him happy birthday. i'm not sure but according to my mom, my uya i actually a bit younger than his age on his birth certificate. i just can't figure it out what and how the old generations did it. tukar nama.tukar umur. let it be and stay as unrevealed secret forever.=)
a bit older or younger is not a big deal. he'll still be my father, my role model and my all forever and ever. i'm who i'm now because of him.
he is one in a million. never raises his hands. his words is louder than actions. no need rattan. cubit pun xpernah ok yet anak-anaknye still takut and respect him. alhamdulillah berjaya anak-anaknya. =) (angkat bakul masuk seniri) bapa-bapa zaman moden, can you do it.
mak kata xpayah wish pun xpa, jangan lupa doa untuk mak dgn uya.=)
"Allahummaghfirli waliwalidayya, warhamhuma kamaa rabbayaani shogiira."
Ya Allah ampunilah daku dan rahmati dan belas kasihanilah kedua ibu bapaku sebagaimana belas kasihannya mereka kepadaku sewaktu kecil-kecilku dulu.
Friday, 14 October 2011
aliyah is 4
salam uncles and aunties,
i'm aliyah
i'm Perakian
i was in born in a small town called Taiping(Columbia hospital)
4 months old..eyh2..young la.
acik said time flies very fast
as fast as thunder and lightning maybe.
look at me, how fast i grow
how chubby am i now.
chubbier than before when i was born on mei 2011
please dun talk about losing weight and do talk about putting on weight
ummi said 'putting on weight is ok'
i'll treasure it
ummi said 'my stomach is not ready yet for solid foods
so, what should i say coz i have no say
acik said ' i should say nothing and enjoy ummi's milk till ummi says 'aliyah is now ready for solid foods'
that's what i do now and the result is 'look at me' and you'll automatically know the result
i'm a healthy and happy baby
look at my chubby cheeks.
see, i'm smiling at you. one in a million tau.
u can't find anywhere nor u can buy coz my smile is priceless.
even acik can't make me smile except ummi, ayah and along cece.
they're the apples of my eyes
hehe.acik loves exaggerating things..haha
till then, bye2
TILL WE MEET AGAIN FRIENDS!!
Wednesday, 12 October 2011
wednesday's thought
salam,
salam rindu buat buku-buku yang belum dan dalam proses untuk dibaca.
sepurnama berlalu.
belum ada progress untuk sambung membaca due to (exams/tests/assignments)
timbunan kerja2 tersebut hasil daripada last minute.
wake up!!!
ter'google'
terjumpa kindle..
indahnya kalau ada kindle.
things to ponder!!
salam rindu buat buku-buku yang belum dan dalam proses untuk dibaca.
sepurnama berlalu.
belum ada progress untuk sambung membaca due to (exams/tests/assignments)
timbunan kerja2 tersebut hasil daripada last minute.
wake up!!!
ter'google'
terjumpa kindle..
indahnya kalau ada kindle.
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| bulky |
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| all in 'one' |
- akan istiqamahkah membaca jika adanya gadjet ini??
- jawapan: iA, easy to carry, i'll have no reason not to read.hehe.teringin tapi xde lagi kat malaysia plus expensive. but suatu hari nanti. iA.=)
a 'wake-up call'
salam,
non stop typing. reading and highlighting. pheww.last minute work will never turn to be beautiful and perfect. . stay up till late at night. doing exercises. doing revision. discussion. study circle. read and digest. pheww. last minute preparations.all last minute. all the time =)
last minute packing
last minute decision
last minute preparation
all and everything is 'last minute'
i just wonder, apalah yang xkena dengan syahira?
need more motivational words.
need someone to push me
need something to make me realize how fast time flies and time is priceless.
need some refreshment
wake up!!!!
non stop typing. reading and highlighting. pheww.last minute work will never turn to be beautiful and perfect. . stay up till late at night. doing exercises. doing revision. discussion. study circle. read and digest. pheww. last minute preparations.all last minute. all the time =)
last minute packing
last minute decision
last minute preparation
all and everything is 'last minute'
i just wonder, apalah yang xkena dengan syahira?
need more motivational words.
need someone to push me
need something to make me realize how fast time flies and time is priceless.
need some refreshment
wake up!!!!
Saturday, 8 October 2011
dare to stop me!!
=)..
dare to stop me?
alone, you're not alone.fighting for what you perceive as right.
jangan takut tatkala di pandang lekeh, berpakaian longgar.gelebeh kalau bahasa pasarnya. fesyen bukan yang terbaru. martabat anda agung hai wanita. dun worry. be happy. =)
Friday, 7 October 2011
reunion
salam,
after a bout 6 years of separation. finally we meet again. a new brand of k.tiqah vs a new brand of syira. the last time we meet was on 2008. i was still young and fragile at that time. it was three years ago. time flies very fast. Now, i'm no longer the old me. my k.tiqah is no longer the old her. everything has changed. she looks more matured than the old her. lovely. gorgeous. matured.a doctor-to-be. few more years to survive in Egypt. spending time together though only for a few hours is more than enough for me to reminisce my old time back in sbpikp. =). for nearly 6 years, no message, no news. nothing. the only thing i know is k.tiqah is no longer in Malaysia.
to be continued......
after a bout 6 years of separation. finally we meet again. a new brand of k.tiqah vs a new brand of syira. the last time we meet was on 2008. i was still young and fragile at that time. it was three years ago. time flies very fast. Now, i'm no longer the old me. my k.tiqah is no longer the old her. everything has changed. she looks more matured than the old her. lovely. gorgeous. matured.a doctor-to-be. few more years to survive in Egypt. spending time together though only for a few hours is more than enough for me to reminisce my old time back in sbpikp. =). for nearly 6 years, no message, no news. nothing. the only thing i know is k.tiqah is no longer in Malaysia.
to be continued......
Thursday, 6 October 2011
being me is so not easy
salam,
it is just a title. nothing to ponder. nothing to wonder. just a simple statement.
today is wednesday.
today is the day.
selagi lidah mampu berkata-kata
selagi mata mampu memandang
selagi telinga mampu mendengar
selagi tangan mampu menunjukkan kuasanya
akan ku pertahankan
selagi nafas masih ada
selagi bicara masih berbutir
selagi pandangan mampu menghalang
selagi langkah masih gagah
selagi tangan mampu kuhulurkan
selagi jiwa masih bernyawa
selagi jantung berdegup kencang
akan ku pertahankan
selagi hayat dikandung badan
akan ku pertahankan
biar dicaci atau dihina
biar dibenci atau diperkata
biar diasingkan atau disingkirkan
akan ku pertahan
demi tertegaknya yang hak dan terhapusnya yang batil
it is just a title. nothing to ponder. nothing to wonder. just a simple statement.
today is wednesday.
today is the day.
selagi lidah mampu berkata-kata
selagi mata mampu memandang
selagi telinga mampu mendengar
selagi tangan mampu menunjukkan kuasanya
akan ku pertahankan
selagi nafas masih ada
selagi bicara masih berbutir
selagi pandangan mampu menghalang
selagi langkah masih gagah
selagi tangan mampu kuhulurkan
selagi jiwa masih bernyawa
selagi jantung berdegup kencang
akan ku pertahankan
selagi hayat dikandung badan
akan ku pertahankan
biar dicaci atau dihina
biar dibenci atau diperkata
biar diasingkan atau disingkirkan
akan ku pertahan
demi tertegaknya yang hak dan terhapusnya yang batil
Tuesday, 4 October 2011
CINTA
salam,
tidur sambil tersenyum mimpi indah malam ni..
tiada kata-kata yang lebih indah selain alhamdulillah..
kalau dulu pernah merasai saat menjadi pengikut.
hari ini pangkat itu naik bertingkat-tingkat
terlalu mendadak.
dulu menjadi peraih hari ini menjadi pembekal.
dulu pernah hati kecil dan mulut comel ini menolak sekeras kerasnya tatkala dikhabarkan berita 'kau terpilih untuk menjadi mata-mata rantai penerus perjuangan rasulullah s.a.w.
alasannya tidak mampu.memang tidak mampu.baru setahun jagung.baru merangkak.baru mengenal erti langkah. baru bertatih.
namun, takdir menentukan sebaliknya.
walau payah untuk menerima, dipaksa hati, dikuatkan jiwa untuk menerima.
pertemuan pertama menimbulkan bibit-bibit cinta tak kurang dengan ketakutan yang menebal.
tanggungjawab itu berat.
terlalu berat untuk dipikul.
sekali dilafazkan kata-kata untuk menerima.
kusedar diri ini bertanggungjawab untuk mengotakan janji-janji.
Allah maha mengetahui.
dicampakkan rasa cinta hinggakan tidur malam terbayang-bayang.
dicampakkan rasa cinta hinggakan hilang rasa takut dan payah.
hari ini bertambah cintaku
bukan kerana hadiah.
bukan kerana ayat-ayat penenang jiwa pemanis bicara
namun kerana tautan kasih dan cinta yang membawa mereka kepadaku.
ALHAMDULILLAH!!!
tidur sambil tersenyum mimpi indah malam ni..
tiada kata-kata yang lebih indah selain alhamdulillah..
kalau dulu pernah merasai saat menjadi pengikut.
hari ini pangkat itu naik bertingkat-tingkat
terlalu mendadak.
dulu menjadi peraih hari ini menjadi pembekal.
dulu pernah hati kecil dan mulut comel ini menolak sekeras kerasnya tatkala dikhabarkan berita 'kau terpilih untuk menjadi mata-mata rantai penerus perjuangan rasulullah s.a.w.
alasannya tidak mampu.memang tidak mampu.baru setahun jagung.baru merangkak.baru mengenal erti langkah. baru bertatih.
namun, takdir menentukan sebaliknya.
walau payah untuk menerima, dipaksa hati, dikuatkan jiwa untuk menerima.
pertemuan pertama menimbulkan bibit-bibit cinta tak kurang dengan ketakutan yang menebal.
tanggungjawab itu berat.
terlalu berat untuk dipikul.
sekali dilafazkan kata-kata untuk menerima.
kusedar diri ini bertanggungjawab untuk mengotakan janji-janji.
Allah maha mengetahui.
dicampakkan rasa cinta hinggakan tidur malam terbayang-bayang.
dicampakkan rasa cinta hinggakan hilang rasa takut dan payah.
hari ini bertambah cintaku
bukan kerana hadiah.
bukan kerana ayat-ayat penenang jiwa pemanis bicara
namun kerana tautan kasih dan cinta yang membawa mereka kepadaku.
ALHAMDULILLAH!!!
Monday, 3 October 2011
netball tournament
salam,
believe it or not?..me and ball are now friend but not yet a best friend.can't belive it. i could play. i could lop the ball up above the world so high.who said i can't? please slap ur red cheeks three times coz i can show you the evidence. i did it after bout few years of retirement. run, lop, pass the ball, fight for a lifeless rounded ball. =)
Sunday, 2 October 2011
(Ali Imran: 190-194)
salam,
- Sesungguhnya dalam penciptaan langit dan bumi, dan silih bergantinya malam dan siang terdapat tanda-tanda bagi orang-orang yang berakal,
- (yaitu) orang-orang yang mengingat Allah sambil berdiri atau duduk atau dalam keadaan berbaring dan mereka memikirkan tentang penciptaan langit dan bumi (seraya berkata): "Ya Tuhan kami, tiadalah Engkau menciptakan ini dengan sia-sia. Maha Suci Engkau, maka peliharalah kami dari siksa neraka.
- Ya Tuhan kami, sesungguhnya barang siapa yang Engkau masukkan ke dalam neraka, maka sungguh telah Engkau hinakan ia, dan tidak ada bagi orang-orang yang lalim seorang penolongpun.
- Ya Tuhan kami, sesungguhnya kami mendengar (seruan) yang menyeru kepada iman (yaitu): "Berimanlah kamu kepada Tuhan-mu", maka kami pun beriman. Ya Tuhan kami ampunilah bagi kami dosa-dosa kami dan hapuskanlah dari kami kesalahan-kesalahan kami, dan wafatkanlah kami beserta orang-orang yang berbak
- Ya Tuhan kami, berilah kami apa yang telah Engkau janjikan kepada kami dengan perantaraan rasul-rasul Engkau. Dan janganlah Engkau hinakan kami di hari kiamat. Sesungguhnya Engkau tidak menyalahi janji."
Friday, 30 September 2011
i wish i could fly freely like a bird
my version of free like a bird
I wish I could fly freely like a bird
no one will dare to stop me
got nothing to worry about
no traffic lights, free foods, no cheaters, no haters
wake up early in the morning for foods
flying back to where i belong when its time to go back
i'll surely be happy for i own the freedom i wish
I wish I could touch the cool air
breath of cool air
no toxic gaseoes
nothing to worry except for predators
but predators won't harm your small heart
the worse thing they could do is eating the bird
or hurt it and left it all alone in a jungle
waiting for the day of rotten
I wish I could touch the sky
and wonder His creations
the most beautiful creation
i wish and i wish and i wish
human will never stop wishing for they will never be happy with things that they have.
they want more but there're no attempts of trying to get it.
once they get whatever they wish.
everything changes
halal turns to be haram
haram turns to be halal
its the reality of life
no one could change us except ourselves.
be grateful with whatever you have now.
=)
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