congratulations adik!!!

assalamualaikum,

a huge congratulations from us.you did a great job for your own future. 

when she phoned mak to inform us her result,

mak: btolke adik (t'kejut)

me: yeehaa (sungguh xbagus..my first word should be alhamdulillah)

minah : speechless..

uya:alhamdulilah

doa pergi ke masjid

Assalamualaikum,


i was about to drop a comment  when suddenly my eyes stopped at her mom's comment. what a wonderful phrase and ofcos it carried a wonderful meaning to be explored by me.credit to husna's ummi. i found it. at first, i had no idea where to search for it. thanks to google.you really made my day.

Maksudnya:

"Ya Allah, jadikanlah pada hatiku cahaya, pada lidahku (percakapanku) cahaya, pada pendengaranku cahaya, pada penglihatanku cahaya, dari atasku cahaya, dari bawahku cahaya, dari kananku cahaya, dari hadapanku cahaya dan dari belakangku cahaya, Jadikanlah dalam diriku cahaya, besarkanlah cahaya bagiku dan agungkanlah cahaya bagiku. Jadikanlah bagiku cahaya serta jadikanlah diriku cahaya. Ya Allah, berikanlah kepadaku cahaya dan jadikanlah dalam urat sarafku cahaya, dalam dagingku cahaya, dalam darahku cahaya, pada rambutku cahaya dan pada kulitku cahaya".

fyi, putting 100 percent trust on google is too dangerous esp when u are trying to find out religious info. maybe, u can trust some but some of the info may not be true. i dun think i've to mention the reasons of me saying so.there's million of people who are using this technology. we dunno who are they and their niat ofcos.

note: doa pergi ke masjid

i'm not sure but i think we can apply it in many areas in our life.for example, when we decide to attend majlis ilmu and etc. i'm still searching for the detail explanations, kaifiat and khasiat  of this pray. feel free to drop me the detail explanations.

reading is wonderful

assalamualaikum,


seeing my only little sister reading her first english novel, my heart beats for blogging.tells me to wake up and do some typing.i'm ruining miley's song.i'm not ruining but trying to compose a new lyric on my own.but sounds like i'm not good enough in writing lyrics.i'm not just ruining the lyric but also the meaning.i don't care.we never know what is going to happen until we try it.my policy.i'm not good in memorizing songs esp english songs. but there are some that make my brain eager to remember all the lyrics. not just memorizing it but also sing the song in front of the mirror while covering up my ears with my hands..what the hacked are you doing syahira.i'm testing my own voice.:)..i love miley's songs e.g the climb.when something makes me feel down and nearly to give up. when i feel like crying.when i feel like no human understands me.i choose to listen to the climb again and again.it inspired me to work harder.but, by turning to Allah, you'll find the serenity, the happiness and everything.it's just a song but it plays a big role in my life.it helps to recharge my spirit whenever the battery turns weak sign.but it cannot beat the power of zikr, quran n etc


ups,  i'm out of the track. 


1.20 a.m
my little chubby sister is still eying her novel. she starts to love reading english materials. that's what i would like to announce.ofcos i'm happy. i love seeing people reading except reading for harm such as reading porno mag. it leaves nothing on you. its beneficialness.wasting money and time. i think i've mentioned in my previous previous entries that i really enjoy reading since i was in secondary school. But, my vocabulary limits me as i don't have wider vocabulary to trigger my i- love-reading-so-much spirit. dictionary does not help me as i'm not the one who always loves to flip over that big fat dictionary.i hate the fond.i hate the colour. day by day, i choose to leave that novels all alone on their rack. but now, everything has changed slow by slow. i don't know where are all the spirits come.but, i believe..humans need pressure.pressure develops my new spirit. nothing can change me except myself. believe in me.reading is utterly important and of course wonderful. knowledge is not free my friends. but we don't have to pay. things that we should do is finding, searching, reading, exploring and etc.it will not come to us but we need to search and work harder for it.


i love english to bits. mastering it is one of my virtues. believe in me, by mastering english, this world is yours. so, let's work for it. 


i really don't want my sister to follow my step. malay is our mother tongue but english is for our future. reminiscing my old times when i was in form 5.ouch.its hurt myself. my english was very bad.very bad.i just realized the reality once i got my spm slip.i got 5 for GCEO..so, hush a good bye to overseas plan. but, Allah knows better.i'm going to be an english teacher. so, watch out my students to be. i'll not going to eat them but i'll make the realize from the bud that english and other core subjects are equally important.

i've gained my wisdom (literary)

Assalamualaikum,

dear wisdom tooth,

be good and don't you ever try to hurt this person again.she said she cannot stand the pain anymore.you make her body slimmer from days to days. she losses her appetite because of you. please, consider her feelings ok. i've to take painkiller whenever the ache comes. you pissed me off and i hate the times when i've to control my non-stop eating habits, when i've to beg you "please, be good.."go away all bad germs.owh mr gums, plz let you new friend to come out easily so i dun have to endure the pain again and again.

Yesterday, i gave up.i begged my sister to accompany me to seek the help from dr krishna.when i was on my way to that clinic.i'd made up my mind.i dun wanna keep that evil tooth. it might take 6 months to 1 year for the wisdom complete growth and thats mean i needed to endure that pain for that long period..no way.i didnt want it to recurring again. the pain was not as mild as back pain or lower abdomen pain.haaa..just imagine..how pain was it? it came with package.lost appetite.but i still could sembang xhengat dunia. and texting, on9, blogging n etc..:)

but, dr krishna upset me.he said

your wisdom teeth come in the right direction. they brake partway through your gums and that makes you feel the irritation.dun worry.keep it and take care of it. the pain might come again.when it comes again, just take the prescribed medicine,dun worry.

but doc. can i just remove it?

you don't have to. they're still strong. the pain will not last long..

be patient syahira and be good wisdom teeth or else i'll kick you out from my mouth.

-

mine is no 2.the first one does not come out yet.habisla..

tagged from k.wan

Assalamualaikum,

thankz k.wan for tagging me to answer all these question.this is my 1st time ok.

1. Do u think u're HOT?

hot??urm..i'm who i am.hot or not..i don't care

2. Ur current wallpaper

blog-my sis snapped that picha for me.its snowflakes.i love the colour.i wanna touch it.i wanna feel it.i wanna hug it.

phone-lv handbag.i always admire the design, the quality and price ofcos. having one is in my top ten things i want  in life.

3. tell about the wallpaper

it carries thousand meanings. indescribable

4. the last tyme u ate pizza

last three weeks..ngehehe

5. last song u listened to 

Allah Allah kiya karo.thankz maher zain.u're a great daie.thankz for creating and bringing to us lotsa great songs.owh..how i admire you.

6. besides completing this taggin' thing, i am...

thinking of something and someone.

can i get married as early as >23?

can i forget fb and continue my life without fb.

should i change my phone no?

what should i do to change my mesra rakyat habit?

what can i do other than texting, blogging, sembang and doing other unimportant things?

wanna know more??text me and be my problem share partner

7. nicknames

syira.

8. tag 5 people

schuey

lehah

sape2 yang rajin

two weeks away

Assalamualaikum,

it has been a long time since my last post.i've no time to update my blog. i've lotsa reasons that cannot be avoided. babysitting little adam makes my time occupied. he's really active.i dunno what makes him hyper active.once he wake up.please forget from doing other things except pay-ur-full-attention-on- him. i've my younger sister with me but she's too young to handle adam. what she can do is playing with adam.dat's all.he's really cranky. i can't leave him alone for even a minute or else he will start screaming on top of lungs. he's a crying hero. once he starts crying.people might wonder..kena dera ke.no.he just loves crying.crying is good for lungs kan.dats why he never fails to practice crying out loud everyday. sometimes, i just dunno what or where is wrong. i dun have any idea.i'm in wonderland for about one week.trying to figure out what should i do so that adam will stop throwing his tantrum most of the day. i know he's addicted with breastfeeding.every time he cries, he will ask for breastfeeding.the only reason is 'nak nenen'.Personally,i think my sister should wean him.off he's going to enter his toddler hood within a few days. so,  its going to over. my sister needs to work and she is crazily busy these days.dat's why she begs me to help her babysitting her little cranky caliph.its not as easy as when he was a baby. you need  lots of patient and passion in you so that you can stop your hand from cubit, tampar, gigit and etc. sincerely, i feel like caning a two years old toddler. but, i still can think wisely. he's too young to tell you where and what goes wrong. you need to figure it all out. raising your voice or abusing him is not a good idea to keep him calm. hugs him and asks him patiently and calmly.what do you want dear?in my case, adam can speak and he will tell you what is wrong if you are asking him questions with love. but, when it comes to bathing time and dozing off time. acik will be even stricker than usual..ngahah. i'm using my veto power to force him mandi and sleep. he hates water. its cool..too cool for him but not for me.adam has no enough fats and he needs more so that they can help him resisting the cool temperature. he will not sleep in the afternoon unless you are good in luring him. i'm not that good but i'm learning from time to time according to the condition. he must sleep or else he will be even more cranky and sikit sikit nak nangis.the first step is make his empty stomach full. he's totally malay man.no rice means no energy. just like her mom and her aunties except andak. then,  let him play or watch barney or learn animals sound. i've come to realise that toddlers love animals and cartoon.so, mummies outside there.despite buying abc flash cards, why don't you spend your money for animals flash cards or animals cd or nursery rhymes cd. adam is good at catching up sound like cow-mooo, duck-pap pap, dog-auk n etc. he even can sing a song from barney. when i sing to him..if you happy and you know it you stamp you feet..then, he will stamp his feet..so cute. let your kids learn abc-how to pronounce and and speak through nursery rhymes and animals sound. then, once they have ready for abc and words order,you can start everything without any pronunciation problem. or you can introduce A for ant. uish, dah melalut..what did i do next is tangkap and put him in his beautiful palace..hahah..then, everything is over.no matter what you must sleep..after a few minutes struggling to free himself from that little and beautiful yet peaceful palace, he fails and sleep in my hand. i win.1-0..easy or difficult.judge it by yourself and do share your opinion with me. i can't imagine of me having my own children.what will i do with them. or i end up hire a maid and forget of having more than one baby. xtau la. but, i really trust..susah2 dahulu senang kemudian. when i was young, i believe, my parents encountered with the same problem. asam garam kehidupan. i've learn lotsa new things every time i spend time here babysitting little adam. experience is the mother of wisdom adam is the father of my experience.sorry for abusing this quote  "the child is the father of the man" which absolutely carries a decent meaning than mine.

enjoy a few pichas..all were taken during my two weeks away from home. i was very far away from home.i was in jitra for about two weeks.nearly two weeks.my sister joined the ekspo dunno what and she picked me up to help her with the preparation process for her booth and ofcos for babysitting her little munch kin. i enjoyed meniaga very much.just imagine, syahira was trying to lure people around to buy tudung.."mai kak mai..tudung buat seniri ni..boleh utter..sedap pakai boleh tempah..mai2 selendang ada..tudung ada..inner ada.."that was my glittering words.my propaganda. i could'nt believe i did it..i really did it.: )..anyone's!!YOU CAN TEXT ME OR CONTACT ME IF YOU NEED A PROMOTER. I CAN WORK STRAIGHT FOR 12 HOURS.BUT, I DEMAND FOR A HIGH SALARY AND FREE FOODS FOR LUNCH AND DINNER..FEEL FREE TO HIRE ME..i have a good kedah accent+kl accent..

you know what, i met chef wan..noh gadut..fadilah kamsah..face to face ok.i can even count their jejer and describe their looks.owh, how i admire them.and for the first time in my entire life, i was in the hall enjoying forum perdana.live from dewan "dunno what its name".i always wish i can be one of the watchers who is given the opportunity to ask them question.and they will answer my question and i will smile to the ears when i see them getting interested with my questions..omg..alhamdulillah.let's breed our love for majlis ilmu.

**my sister is a tailor and she's now trying to go further in her tudung business.feel free to text me if you're interested to buy or to see or to try her product. for now, there's no branch yet but for kedahans you can check it out at suhaila tailor..her kedai is located in front of the jitra hospital. webpage is still in progress..

a new start

Assalamualaikum,


 i can feel the urge in me to update my blog.hurm, i still not ready with my books review and i'm still thinking whether i should or shouldn't post it here.i'm not good in writing books review but i think i'm good in relating it with my daily life.*masuk bakul angkat seniri*.hehe..kiv first.


what a boring weekend i've had..being caged in this small and empty house with my little sister.i still have lotsa unread novel but i prefer to let them rest in their cosy rack.i'm not in mood n i'm lazy n i'm bored already..gimme some time to reprogram my brain.


1 Muharram has passed but we're still in Muharram aite. Muharram is the first month of the islamic calendar. it is one of four sacred month in a year in which fighting is prohibited.a new year means a new spirit.a new hope, a new way of thinking, a new motivation and a new heart(this is a must as for us to begin with a new life, we must have a clean heart)..i think i don't have to answer why we must have a clear heart.everyone has the answers. "hati yang bersih sukar dicari".kan.


as we enter the new year, everyone has their own plans for a new start including me. i've so many plans for the next year ahead and i really hope i can make it all becomes reality and not just fantasy. i don't think i have to keep it as secret as i believe that things like that should not be secret.saying it means we really hope it to happen and it makes us alert and always work for it.ok, i'm gonna share some of  my plans for the next year.


first and foremost,
attending majlis ilmu..when i first decided to join usrah.that was what i had planned for myself. but as time goes by, i'm becoming lazy to join knowledge gathering. i've prepared myself with so many reasons when someone is asking me to join them in majlis ilmu such as daurah..i can feel the strange feeling inside me. i feel empty and spend my golden hours with something that is absolutely wasting such as sembang.i've lots of free time and end up tido or message or online.i hate my previous time and i  really hope it'll never happen again.plz, pray for me.


next plan,
read as much books as i can.(buku ilmiah and english novels)


next,
own a digital camera.i prefer digital camera rather than dslr.wait for the next entry.i'll share my personal reasons of choosing digital cam rather than dslr.


there's a lot more but i've promised to share only a few and not all..so, that's all....

reading

Assalamualaikum,


hey, meet again ek.i'm trying to type as fast as possible. having a 15 years old sister who loves sticking by ur side esp when u're updating ur blog is really xbest.she'll read and sometimes read aloud of whatever that's appeared on the 'screen..disgusting aite..ngeheh..i'm dead if she reads this post.ngahaha..u're not disgusting at all.i've no ideas of what should i come out for this latest entry..no,u're not disgusting.thanks for accompanying me watching horror movies and surfing the intenet..she's now praying and her sister is taking her own sweet time blogging..ngeh2..alhamdulillah, my holidays are filled with reading.but, i cannot deny sometimes its boring.can you stick to one thing for more than three to four hours..if u're asking me that silly question.ofcos, i'll answer no..but, my answer will automatically change if i'm bless to meet with an amazing and fantastic story like stupid cupid by arabella weir and not to forget a place called here by cecelia ahern. ok, she's done..i'll continue blogging later with the novels review.i'll try my best to make it reality..bye2..nunite..




p/s:

thanks a zillion

Assalamualaikum,

this post is special for you my dear friend,

we never meet but i know she understands me.we've only known each other for a short period of time when we were both in sbpikp.she's a special person..a caring, awesome, amazing girl ever i know.thanks a million.i've no words to describe my feelings. u're not the first person who tries to convince me that i can change my fantasy into reality.but u're the first person who did this for me.hugs and kisses from me..love you to bits and pieces.iA, i'll hit my target..but not now.i'm doing my degree now.later..i believe my future is in me.we'll see.kita merancang Allah menentukan..

“….Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum itu sehingga mereka sendiri mengubah nasib mereka….” (Ar-Ra’du:11)

when there is a will there is a way.Setiap kesusahan, pasti ada kesenangan menanti. Tuhan menduga anda dengan kesukaran dan kesulitan untuk menguji iman anda terhadap-Nya, Jika anda lulus, pasti ada ganjaran dan nikmat yang tak terkira banyaknya.

Top tips for setting an effective goal..

-Write goals down..make sure its realistic not plastic.

-Work for it.

-Effective goal setting does not need to be mystery.

er tataw nak bagi semangat camana. ceni je la kot? good luck. uk's waiting. =) sorry for the lame + cliche' idea. =P

i don't think its lame at all.i wanna go there.i wanna go to a place where i can watch, hear and smell the ocean air.enjoy the four seasons n etc..

again,thanks..:)