salam,
this is my second entry in a day. kata xcukup masa but still i can online happily with no worries. yes, the tension is here.
i have done with two chapters. total 4 hours for two chapters. uncountable series of rest. say wow to me. elleh, orang lain lagi banyak. =). basically, learning and the learners is all about concept. learning environment. concept of teaching and learning. learning through play. the importance of this and that. theories. bronfenbrenner. piaget.vygotsky. and the list of theories goes on and on.
=)...baik baca kisah nabi and para sahabat.al-khawarizmi ke.al-farabi ke..lagi best and senyum sambil baca
why?
because those theories above which i have mentioned before are full of weaknesses and sometimes irrelevant. rasa nak kutuk. but no one will hear me. read and understand while kutuk..patutka, buat kajian kat binatang nak samakan dengan manusia..hello!!!u better look at yourself and compare to your dog.
Monday, 31 October 2011
waktu
salam,
it almost comes to its end. apa tu??holiday la. hurm, i hate sunday. i wish everyday is saturday. i wish everyday will stay as friday. that was yesterday. thinking of posting it before coming back to this museum college yet had no idea.
but today, how fast time flies. i feel like yesterday planning my timetable for sem 2. a useless timetable. orang melayu. janji melayu. 10 days left. its hard to say goodbye but i have to. am i the one who moves slowly or the time's moving too fast??time moves. very fast. the slow is me. regret. hurm. i have lots of undone things in list. listing is good but the process of realization is worse. very bad management. i dunno the others but that is the reality of myself. its time to reflect everything. what have i done for the pass six months?
here are a few failed plan;
it almost comes to its end. apa tu??holiday la. hurm, i hate sunday. i wish everyday is saturday. i wish everyday will stay as friday. that was yesterday. thinking of posting it before coming back to this museum college yet had no idea.
but today, how fast time flies. i feel like yesterday planning my timetable for sem 2. a useless timetable. orang melayu. janji melayu. 10 days left. its hard to say goodbye but i have to. am i the one who moves slowly or the time's moving too fast??time moves. very fast. the slow is me. regret. hurm. i have lots of undone things in list. listing is good but the process of realization is worse. very bad management. i dunno the others but that is the reality of myself. its time to reflect everything. what have i done for the pass six months?
here are a few failed plan;
- keep updating my self assessment file
- daily short notes
- stick to the timetable
well..well.well. you will only realize your mistakes when you have to endure the effects. exam is around the corner. self assessment file yg berlubang-lubang. incomplete daily short notes. nak cover bnyak chapters but dunno where to start..you'll get fade up and stress up. whose fault is it. of course, you yourself.
reflect:
Demi masa
Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian
Kecuali orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, dan mereka pula berpesan kepada kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar.
(Al-Asr:1-3)
manusia yang tidak menggunakan masa dengan sebaiknya adalah manusia yang rugi.
Masa itu amanah. perlu dijaga. berat balasannya jika disia-siakan. buruk padahnya jika dibiarkan.
sudah dipesan berulang kali, dibaca berulang kali,
tapi masih lupa..
Thursday, 27 October 2011
A Thousand Splendid Suns by the author of The Kite Runner
salam,
it takes a few days and nights just to finish reading this 419 pages novel. i'm not only reading but digesting each single words in it. from cover to cover. not only once i read but a few times. weeping silently. my mind keeps asking a few unfamiliar questions. why? unity?independent? easy to say but difficult to achieve. war? why people choose to have war?why they choose to kill the innocent lives. where's their sympathy?
this story is actually a tale by khaled housseini. Based on a real situation but the characters build in the plot of the story are not real. the settings too. his skills in writing wins my heart and other readers outside there.that makes me admire him even more than yesterday. i start reading from the first page not from the last page and i do not even do any research on him before reading his novels. His work is superb and it reaches beyond my expectation. If let say i decide not to read the few final pages of his book, i might don't even know that this story in this novel is actually a tale based on the real problem in Afghanistan.
Mariam. a harami (out of wed lock baby, lady and adult). her mind was bounded by her nana, a traditional minded woman. she grew up to be a traditional minded lady who lived in a rural area in Afghanistan. she was as young as 15 years old when she was forced to get married to Rasheed, a middle age man.
Laila, a young lady. second wife to Rasheed. an urban lady. againts the gov law. born in an educated family. her father loved education and hated stereotyped community. he wanted to give his best to his daughter. for him, gender was nothing when it came to education and he believed on the power of education. at times, he taught Laila by himself especially when the situation's around was getting worse due to war.
Rasheed, a wicked husband sometimes.For him, women were made for men and their place were only at home. Women were idiot like a bird to him. He could do anything to his wives. Women had no power to speak out and even to stand up for their rights. Their mouth were glued by the patriarchal power. Their action and each of their movement must be with their husband. even when he decided to get married to his second wifre, Mariam could say and do nothing except trying to accept. Whatever things that happened to her, she accepted it as fate while fate and men did not meet and mixed at that time. well, men were powerful. They could challenge their fate. Not having children, they would find another women. Not having any girls from their first wife, soon, they would find the second.
see, i'm not good at commenting or summarising things that i read. thus, i decide to help you identifying the main characters. The author provides a few questions by the end of his novel. it's maybe for us, his loyal readers to answer, refresh, digest and extract out the moral values inside this story. suitable for discussion as the plot is clearly plotted. It has its exposition and ending of course. no one will read a novel without except for story telling session. =).
In terms of vocabulary, good for a newbie like me. if i could understand without referring to dictionary, others might could as well.
In terms of its censored lines or paragraphs. this one is a must in whatever novel as the author is actually trying to bring us into the real situation. but the censored is not as bad as in any romance novel and if i have a chance to teach in any college (futuristic ok), i'll suggest them to read this novel and analysed it and i'll make them present their thoughts in words in front of me.soon to be "a wicked for good teacher".
i will use a flower paper for petal
And write you the sweetest letter
You are the sultan of my heart
the sultan of my heart
till then,salam
it takes a few days and nights just to finish reading this 419 pages novel. i'm not only reading but digesting each single words in it. from cover to cover. not only once i read but a few times. weeping silently. my mind keeps asking a few unfamiliar questions. why? unity?independent? easy to say but difficult to achieve. war? why people choose to have war?why they choose to kill the innocent lives. where's their sympathy?
this story is actually a tale by khaled housseini. Based on a real situation but the characters build in the plot of the story are not real. the settings too. his skills in writing wins my heart and other readers outside there.that makes me admire him even more than yesterday. i start reading from the first page not from the last page and i do not even do any research on him before reading his novels. His work is superb and it reaches beyond my expectation. If let say i decide not to read the few final pages of his book, i might don't even know that this story in this novel is actually a tale based on the real problem in Afghanistan.
Mariam. a harami (out of wed lock baby, lady and adult). her mind was bounded by her nana, a traditional minded woman. she grew up to be a traditional minded lady who lived in a rural area in Afghanistan. she was as young as 15 years old when she was forced to get married to Rasheed, a middle age man.
Laila, a young lady. second wife to Rasheed. an urban lady. againts the gov law. born in an educated family. her father loved education and hated stereotyped community. he wanted to give his best to his daughter. for him, gender was nothing when it came to education and he believed on the power of education. at times, he taught Laila by himself especially when the situation's around was getting worse due to war.
Rasheed, a wicked husband sometimes.For him, women were made for men and their place were only at home. Women were idiot like a bird to him. He could do anything to his wives. Women had no power to speak out and even to stand up for their rights. Their mouth were glued by the patriarchal power. Their action and each of their movement must be with their husband. even when he decided to get married to his second wifre, Mariam could say and do nothing except trying to accept. Whatever things that happened to her, she accepted it as fate while fate and men did not meet and mixed at that time. well, men were powerful. They could challenge their fate. Not having children, they would find another women. Not having any girls from their first wife, soon, they would find the second.
see, i'm not good at commenting or summarising things that i read. thus, i decide to help you identifying the main characters. The author provides a few questions by the end of his novel. it's maybe for us, his loyal readers to answer, refresh, digest and extract out the moral values inside this story. suitable for discussion as the plot is clearly plotted. It has its exposition and ending of course. no one will read a novel without except for story telling session. =).
In terms of vocabulary, good for a newbie like me. if i could understand without referring to dictionary, others might could as well.
In terms of its censored lines or paragraphs. this one is a must in whatever novel as the author is actually trying to bring us into the real situation. but the censored is not as bad as in any romance novel and if i have a chance to teach in any college (futuristic ok), i'll suggest them to read this novel and analysed it and i'll make them present their thoughts in words in front of me.soon to be "a wicked for good teacher".
i will use a flower paper for petal
And write you the sweetest letter
You are the sultan of my heart
the sultan of my heart
till then,salam
Monday, 24 October 2011
Mak
salam,
cuti deepavali sudah dua hari berlalu. cepatnya masa berlalu. 5 hari berlalu.semoga mak dan k.yaya pulang dengan haji yang mabrur. KAMI RINDU MAK. Pemergian mak kali ni tanpa uya. sebabnya, uya dah ke sana. kali ini mak bawak k.yaya sebagai teman. uya sakit kaki (osteoarthritis) dan xboleh berjalan jauh. kesian Haji Ismail dan anak-anaknya yang ditinggalkan. makan kari teringat mak. "kari ni xmacam kari mak" rungut aku. Uya makan nasi sepinggan je :(. betapa kami rindukan air tangan mak. pertama kali akan beraya tanpa kuah kacang mak. :(.
5 hari seperti 5 tahun lamanya..agaknya kalau dua bulan,
dua hari lepas, sampai rumah..sunyi sepi.dah simpan cerita banyak banyak tapi tak tau nak cerita kat sapa. sebelum ni, cerita kat mak. yang bukan cerita dan bukan penting pun akan dijadikan cerita. best. masuk rumah salam peluk cium. soalan pertama ialah jeng2 'kurusnya, makan ka belum'.panggil tuan puteri ni makan.=)..malu tapi dah jadi kebiasaan. mak saya memang penyayang. uya pun.tapi lain la kan mak dengan uya. soalan rutin uya; bertolak pukul berapa dan hujan tak ka sana. =)
rutin seorang wanita bergelar ibu ialah membebel.
bila ada depan mata..adus, kadang-kadang terdetik di hati rasa bosannye dengar mak bebel. bila mak tak ada depan mata.rindu yang teramat sangat.
Hargailah setiap detik anda bersama ibu anda. rindu!!rindu!!rindu!!
52 hari lagi!!
cuti deepavali sudah dua hari berlalu. cepatnya masa berlalu. 5 hari berlalu.semoga mak dan k.yaya pulang dengan haji yang mabrur. KAMI RINDU MAK. Pemergian mak kali ni tanpa uya. sebabnya, uya dah ke sana. kali ini mak bawak k.yaya sebagai teman. uya sakit kaki (osteoarthritis) dan xboleh berjalan jauh. kesian Haji Ismail dan anak-anaknya yang ditinggalkan. makan kari teringat mak. "kari ni xmacam kari mak" rungut aku. Uya makan nasi sepinggan je :(. betapa kami rindukan air tangan mak. pertama kali akan beraya tanpa kuah kacang mak. :(.
5 hari seperti 5 tahun lamanya..agaknya kalau dua bulan,
dua hari lepas, sampai rumah..sunyi sepi.dah simpan cerita banyak banyak tapi tak tau nak cerita kat sapa. sebelum ni, cerita kat mak. yang bukan cerita dan bukan penting pun akan dijadikan cerita. best. masuk rumah salam peluk cium. soalan pertama ialah jeng2 'kurusnya, makan ka belum'.panggil tuan puteri ni makan.=)..malu tapi dah jadi kebiasaan. mak saya memang penyayang. uya pun.tapi lain la kan mak dengan uya. soalan rutin uya; bertolak pukul berapa dan hujan tak ka sana. =)
rutin seorang wanita bergelar ibu ialah membebel.
bila ada depan mata..adus, kadang-kadang terdetik di hati rasa bosannye dengar mak bebel. bila mak tak ada depan mata.rindu yang teramat sangat.
Hargailah setiap detik anda bersama ibu anda. rindu!!rindu!!rindu!!
52 hari lagi!!
Monday, 17 October 2011
i wish you......
salam,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR ABUYA A.K.A UYA.
69th birthday, as usual. no birthday celebration of course. mak said 'entah-entah uya xingat pun birthday dia yang not really his birthday actually'. nvm, i still wanna wish him happy birthday. i'm not sure but according to my mom, my uya i actually a bit younger than his age on his birth certificate. i just can't figure it out what and how the old generations did it. tukar nama.tukar umur. let it be and stay as unrevealed secret forever.=)
a bit older or younger is not a big deal. he'll still be my father, my role model and my all forever and ever. i'm who i'm now because of him.
he is one in a million. never raises his hands. his words is louder than actions. no need rattan. cubit pun xpernah ok yet anak-anaknye still takut and respect him. alhamdulillah berjaya anak-anaknya. =) (angkat bakul masuk seniri) bapa-bapa zaman moden, can you do it.
mak kata xpayah wish pun xpa, jangan lupa doa untuk mak dgn uya.=)
"Allahummaghfirli waliwalidayya, warhamhuma kamaa rabbayaani shogiira."
Ya Allah ampunilah daku dan rahmati dan belas kasihanilah kedua ibu bapaku sebagaimana belas kasihannya mereka kepadaku sewaktu kecil-kecilku dulu.
Friday, 14 October 2011
aliyah is 4
salam uncles and aunties,
i'm aliyah
i'm Perakian
i was in born in a small town called Taiping(Columbia hospital)
4 months old..eyh2..young la.
acik said time flies very fast
as fast as thunder and lightning maybe.
look at me, how fast i grow
how chubby am i now.
chubbier than before when i was born on mei 2011
please dun talk about losing weight and do talk about putting on weight
ummi said 'putting on weight is ok'
i'll treasure it
ummi said 'my stomach is not ready yet for solid foods
so, what should i say coz i have no say
acik said ' i should say nothing and enjoy ummi's milk till ummi says 'aliyah is now ready for solid foods'
that's what i do now and the result is 'look at me' and you'll automatically know the result
i'm a healthy and happy baby
look at my chubby cheeks.
see, i'm smiling at you. one in a million tau.
u can't find anywhere nor u can buy coz my smile is priceless.
even acik can't make me smile except ummi, ayah and along cece.
they're the apples of my eyes
hehe.acik loves exaggerating things..haha
till then, bye2
TILL WE MEET AGAIN FRIENDS!!
Wednesday, 12 October 2011
wednesday's thought
salam,
salam rindu buat buku-buku yang belum dan dalam proses untuk dibaca.
sepurnama berlalu.
belum ada progress untuk sambung membaca due to (exams/tests/assignments)
timbunan kerja2 tersebut hasil daripada last minute.
wake up!!!
ter'google'
terjumpa kindle..
indahnya kalau ada kindle.
things to ponder!!
salam rindu buat buku-buku yang belum dan dalam proses untuk dibaca.
sepurnama berlalu.
belum ada progress untuk sambung membaca due to (exams/tests/assignments)
timbunan kerja2 tersebut hasil daripada last minute.
wake up!!!
ter'google'
terjumpa kindle..
indahnya kalau ada kindle.
 |
| bulky |
 |
| all in 'one' |
- akan istiqamahkah membaca jika adanya gadjet ini??
- jawapan: iA, easy to carry, i'll have no reason not to read.hehe.teringin tapi xde lagi kat malaysia plus expensive. but suatu hari nanti. iA.=)
a 'wake-up call'
salam,
non stop typing. reading and highlighting. pheww.last minute work will never turn to be beautiful and perfect. . stay up till late at night. doing exercises. doing revision. discussion. study circle. read and digest. pheww. last minute preparations.all last minute. all the time =)
last minute packing
last minute decision
last minute preparation
all and everything is 'last minute'
i just wonder, apalah yang xkena dengan syahira?
need more motivational words.
need someone to push me
need something to make me realize how fast time flies and time is priceless.
need some refreshment
wake up!!!!
non stop typing. reading and highlighting. pheww.last minute work will never turn to be beautiful and perfect. . stay up till late at night. doing exercises. doing revision. discussion. study circle. read and digest. pheww. last minute preparations.all last minute. all the time =)
last minute packing
last minute decision
last minute preparation
all and everything is 'last minute'
i just wonder, apalah yang xkena dengan syahira?
need more motivational words.
need someone to push me
need something to make me realize how fast time flies and time is priceless.
need some refreshment
wake up!!!!
Saturday, 8 October 2011
dare to stop me!!
=)..
dare to stop me?
alone, you're not alone.fighting for what you perceive as right.
jangan takut tatkala di pandang lekeh, berpakaian longgar.gelebeh kalau bahasa pasarnya. fesyen bukan yang terbaru. martabat anda agung hai wanita. dun worry. be happy. =)
Friday, 7 October 2011
reunion
salam,
after a bout 6 years of separation. finally we meet again. a new brand of k.tiqah vs a new brand of syira. the last time we meet was on 2008. i was still young and fragile at that time. it was three years ago. time flies very fast. Now, i'm no longer the old me. my k.tiqah is no longer the old her. everything has changed. she looks more matured than the old her. lovely. gorgeous. matured.a doctor-to-be. few more years to survive in Egypt. spending time together though only for a few hours is more than enough for me to reminisce my old time back in sbpikp. =). for nearly 6 years, no message, no news. nothing. the only thing i know is k.tiqah is no longer in Malaysia.
to be continued......
after a bout 6 years of separation. finally we meet again. a new brand of k.tiqah vs a new brand of syira. the last time we meet was on 2008. i was still young and fragile at that time. it was three years ago. time flies very fast. Now, i'm no longer the old me. my k.tiqah is no longer the old her. everything has changed. she looks more matured than the old her. lovely. gorgeous. matured.a doctor-to-be. few more years to survive in Egypt. spending time together though only for a few hours is more than enough for me to reminisce my old time back in sbpikp. =). for nearly 6 years, no message, no news. nothing. the only thing i know is k.tiqah is no longer in Malaysia.
to be continued......
Thursday, 6 October 2011
being me is so not easy
salam,
it is just a title. nothing to ponder. nothing to wonder. just a simple statement.
today is wednesday.
today is the day.
selagi lidah mampu berkata-kata
selagi mata mampu memandang
selagi telinga mampu mendengar
selagi tangan mampu menunjukkan kuasanya
akan ku pertahankan
selagi nafas masih ada
selagi bicara masih berbutir
selagi pandangan mampu menghalang
selagi langkah masih gagah
selagi tangan mampu kuhulurkan
selagi jiwa masih bernyawa
selagi jantung berdegup kencang
akan ku pertahankan
selagi hayat dikandung badan
akan ku pertahankan
biar dicaci atau dihina
biar dibenci atau diperkata
biar diasingkan atau disingkirkan
akan ku pertahan
demi tertegaknya yang hak dan terhapusnya yang batil
it is just a title. nothing to ponder. nothing to wonder. just a simple statement.
today is wednesday.
today is the day.
selagi lidah mampu berkata-kata
selagi mata mampu memandang
selagi telinga mampu mendengar
selagi tangan mampu menunjukkan kuasanya
akan ku pertahankan
selagi nafas masih ada
selagi bicara masih berbutir
selagi pandangan mampu menghalang
selagi langkah masih gagah
selagi tangan mampu kuhulurkan
selagi jiwa masih bernyawa
selagi jantung berdegup kencang
akan ku pertahankan
selagi hayat dikandung badan
akan ku pertahankan
biar dicaci atau dihina
biar dibenci atau diperkata
biar diasingkan atau disingkirkan
akan ku pertahan
demi tertegaknya yang hak dan terhapusnya yang batil
Tuesday, 4 October 2011
CINTA
salam,
tidur sambil tersenyum mimpi indah malam ni..
tiada kata-kata yang lebih indah selain alhamdulillah..
kalau dulu pernah merasai saat menjadi pengikut.
hari ini pangkat itu naik bertingkat-tingkat
terlalu mendadak.
dulu menjadi peraih hari ini menjadi pembekal.
dulu pernah hati kecil dan mulut comel ini menolak sekeras kerasnya tatkala dikhabarkan berita 'kau terpilih untuk menjadi mata-mata rantai penerus perjuangan rasulullah s.a.w.
alasannya tidak mampu.memang tidak mampu.baru setahun jagung.baru merangkak.baru mengenal erti langkah. baru bertatih.
namun, takdir menentukan sebaliknya.
walau payah untuk menerima, dipaksa hati, dikuatkan jiwa untuk menerima.
pertemuan pertama menimbulkan bibit-bibit cinta tak kurang dengan ketakutan yang menebal.
tanggungjawab itu berat.
terlalu berat untuk dipikul.
sekali dilafazkan kata-kata untuk menerima.
kusedar diri ini bertanggungjawab untuk mengotakan janji-janji.
Allah maha mengetahui.
dicampakkan rasa cinta hinggakan tidur malam terbayang-bayang.
dicampakkan rasa cinta hinggakan hilang rasa takut dan payah.
hari ini bertambah cintaku
bukan kerana hadiah.
bukan kerana ayat-ayat penenang jiwa pemanis bicara
namun kerana tautan kasih dan cinta yang membawa mereka kepadaku.
ALHAMDULILLAH!!!
tidur sambil tersenyum mimpi indah malam ni..
tiada kata-kata yang lebih indah selain alhamdulillah..
kalau dulu pernah merasai saat menjadi pengikut.
hari ini pangkat itu naik bertingkat-tingkat
terlalu mendadak.
dulu menjadi peraih hari ini menjadi pembekal.
dulu pernah hati kecil dan mulut comel ini menolak sekeras kerasnya tatkala dikhabarkan berita 'kau terpilih untuk menjadi mata-mata rantai penerus perjuangan rasulullah s.a.w.
alasannya tidak mampu.memang tidak mampu.baru setahun jagung.baru merangkak.baru mengenal erti langkah. baru bertatih.
namun, takdir menentukan sebaliknya.
walau payah untuk menerima, dipaksa hati, dikuatkan jiwa untuk menerima.
pertemuan pertama menimbulkan bibit-bibit cinta tak kurang dengan ketakutan yang menebal.
tanggungjawab itu berat.
terlalu berat untuk dipikul.
sekali dilafazkan kata-kata untuk menerima.
kusedar diri ini bertanggungjawab untuk mengotakan janji-janji.
Allah maha mengetahui.
dicampakkan rasa cinta hinggakan tidur malam terbayang-bayang.
dicampakkan rasa cinta hinggakan hilang rasa takut dan payah.
hari ini bertambah cintaku
bukan kerana hadiah.
bukan kerana ayat-ayat penenang jiwa pemanis bicara
namun kerana tautan kasih dan cinta yang membawa mereka kepadaku.
ALHAMDULILLAH!!!
Monday, 3 October 2011
netball tournament
salam,
believe it or not?..me and ball are now friend but not yet a best friend.can't belive it. i could play. i could lop the ball up above the world so high.who said i can't? please slap ur red cheeks three times coz i can show you the evidence. i did it after bout few years of retirement. run, lop, pass the ball, fight for a lifeless rounded ball. =)
Sunday, 2 October 2011
(Ali Imran: 190-194)
salam,
- Sesungguhnya dalam penciptaan langit dan bumi, dan silih bergantinya malam dan siang terdapat tanda-tanda bagi orang-orang yang berakal,
- (yaitu) orang-orang yang mengingat Allah sambil berdiri atau duduk atau dalam keadaan berbaring dan mereka memikirkan tentang penciptaan langit dan bumi (seraya berkata): "Ya Tuhan kami, tiadalah Engkau menciptakan ini dengan sia-sia. Maha Suci Engkau, maka peliharalah kami dari siksa neraka.
- Ya Tuhan kami, sesungguhnya barang siapa yang Engkau masukkan ke dalam neraka, maka sungguh telah Engkau hinakan ia, dan tidak ada bagi orang-orang yang lalim seorang penolongpun.
- Ya Tuhan kami, sesungguhnya kami mendengar (seruan) yang menyeru kepada iman (yaitu): "Berimanlah kamu kepada Tuhan-mu", maka kami pun beriman. Ya Tuhan kami ampunilah bagi kami dosa-dosa kami dan hapuskanlah dari kami kesalahan-kesalahan kami, dan wafatkanlah kami beserta orang-orang yang berbak
- Ya Tuhan kami, berilah kami apa yang telah Engkau janjikan kepada kami dengan perantaraan rasul-rasul Engkau. Dan janganlah Engkau hinakan kami di hari kiamat. Sesungguhnya Engkau tidak menyalahi janji."
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