tanggungjawab

salam,

oh no! this love has taken me here. i always love to write but being somebody who rarely spends my time reading nowadays makes me feel empty. i have no ideas what to write other than sharing about my life and experiences. hurmph. lagha kan.  don't ask me why i rarely spending my time reading nowadays. my only answer will be 'saya malas' and 'xde feeling nak membaca'. the only thing I do most of everyday is reading articles and online newspaper. xtau la kenapa malas sangat nak buka buku dan baca. maybe, i need a kindle. hahaha..not soo related. sometimes, when I really need to read ( homework or usrah task), then only I will do the reading. tu pun setengah jam. i prefer to listen than to read. memang xsuka sungguh sungguh. pelik jugak. it's so sudden. few months ago, reading has been my only activity and rela stay up demi sebuah buku. sekarang, letak kepala. fengsan. human changed. so do I.

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let's talk about responsibilities la. this ws one of my usrah task last week.

 my naqibah asked us to draw our responsibilities on an A4 paper. being me, the one who had no skill in drawing, i preferred to write.

imagine..how could I draw the responsibilities. talking about responsibilities, it was uncountable and difficult to transfer into words or even pictures. that's what i felt. i took some time to think before i could come out with a long list of responsibilities. responsibility was not a new term in my life. since I was born, the word had been a good friend to me. that what came out from my mind soon after i began to key in that word into my brain.

dulu dok dalam perut dah janji dah sebelum keluar..kan?
keluar je. besar sikit. janji nak p tadika..nak belajar rajin2. xmo kacau cikgu. xmau buat bising. besar lagi sikit. pi sekolah rendah..janji dengan mak ayah nak belajar super rajin..nak dapat 5A. besar lagi lagi sikit. janji nak dalam 9A. besar lagi lagi lagi sikit. nak dapat 11A. tak campur lagi..janji dengan ustazah nak solat cukup. janji dengan kawan. janji sana janji sini.
(ni dari sudut yang biasa2)

dari sudut yang formal

1)tanggungjawab kepada pencipta
2)tanggungjawab kepada agama
3)tanggungjawab kepada ibu bapa
4)tanggungjawab sebagai penerus kegemilangan islam
5)tanggungjawab sebagai pelajar
6)tanggungjawab terhadap kitab suci Al-Quranul Kareem.
7)......................

the list went on and on and it would never stop until the day of .........

when it was my time to present, I was quite reluctant and I didn't know where to start. It was sooo much. but it made me realize something. tanggungjawab-tanggungjawab itu menjadikan siapa kita hari ini. those responsibilities built us to be somebody.

regards,
me

new year resolutions

salam,

harapan tahun baru yang terlewat 15 hari. lambat lebih baik dari lansung tidak kan. harapan tahun 2012 semestinya lebih gagah dari tahun sebelumnya. jangan biarkan masa berlalu tanpa perubahan dan peningkatan.

harapan ter 'utama' :

soleh!

harapan utama:

1) taat kepada masa
2) taat kepada jadual
3) menghabiskan 30 buku (bukan akademik) dalam masa setahun dan 60% daripada jumlah buku mesti berbahasa Inggeris.
5) kurangkan  kata-kata yang tidak perlu diperkata
6) sabar itu indah. teruskan berusaha untuk terus bersabar
7) perbaiki muamalat
8) perbaiki adab berpakaian
9) lebih serius dan istiqamah dalam mutabaah amal
10) pertambahan mutu menuntut ilmu

harapan sampingan

terlalu banyak dan naluri seorang manusia sentiasa inginkan yang terbaik. semoga tahun 2012 membawa perubahan yang lebih mantap dan istiqamah terhadap diri dan orang sekeliling.

:)
salam

dare to stop me!!

=)..

dare to stop me?

alone, you're not alone.fighting for what you perceive as right.

jangan takut tatkala di pandang lekeh, berpakaian longgar.gelebeh kalau bahasa pasarnya. fesyen bukan yang terbaru. martabat anda agung hai wanita. dun worry. be happy. =)

muahaha

salam,
hello selfish, hello tears, hello angriness, hello madness, hello negatives...hello..hello..lalalala...

hello sleepless night....hahahah...

english is fun...muahahah.

lit is funny.kui2..

linguistics is too funny..i just cant read it without giggling and smiling and laughing and eating and sleeping..muahahah..

philosophy, owh..pity you.. you really need more attention kan sampai tido sebelah i..i know you're always waiting for me..dun be sad..i'll try to make my time for you dear.promise!!

child development, owh..i'm so sorry..it's not my mistake. lit and ling0 love me like crazy..they make my time pack. i'm so sorry..soon, i'll hug you .dun wory, i'll kiss you and we'll spend our night together.ok..promise.just two of us..:)

patience makes us beautiful

 

Patience???it's just like a game. lose or win. It depends on the player. If you are strong.then only you will win this tough game.If you're weak enough, don't be scared..you have  Allah the almighty to turn to. He will provide you the strength that you deserve. dun forget to fight for it. please, dun be so dump to wait something to greet you. go greet the patience that you need first.

weee..extra information.good for me and for you and for those who are still searching or for those who has got married or for those who are already berdebar-debar waiting for the kompang to start crying sebab happy sangat..

 

:)...for those who are trying to search for something that can trigger their patient plus tambah ilmu plus filling their leisure time plus penghapus bosan. dun forget to buy this mag. buy and read. dun waste ur money for something that is not valuable. this book will not be valuable for you if you buy and dump it in your cardboard. dah beli sila baca untuk mengelakkan pembaziran dan menceduk ilmu secukupnya..:)

gambar hiasan..

sekali tengok..gemuk..macam preggie pulak..haha..bukan dan tidak..baju mengembung dan senyum terlampau.

XY long term wishlists (:)

salam,

p/s: pictures are courtesy of friends, sister, mr goggly, harddisk

al-furqan

salam,

Sesungguhnya dalam penciptaan langit dan bumi, silih bergantinya malam dan siang, bahtera yang berlayar di laut membawa apa yang berguna bagi manusia, dan apa yang Allah turunkan dari langit berupa air, lalu dengan air itu Dia hidupkan bumi sesudah mati (kering)-nya dan Dia sebarkan di bumi itu segala jenis hewan, dan pengisaran angin dan awan yang dikendalikan antara langit dan bumi; sungguh (terdapat) tanda-tanda (keesaan dan kebesaran Allah) bagi kaum yang memikirkan.(Al Baqarah : 164)

(yaitu) orang-orang yang mengingat Allah sambil berdiri atau duduk atau dalam keadan berbaring dan mereka memikirkan tentang penciptaan langit dan bumi (seraya berkata): "Ya Tuhan kami, tiadalah Engkau menciptakan ini dengan sia-sia, Maha Suci Engkau, maka peliharalah kami dari siksa neraka   (Ali Imran : 191)

exam is over..result??

assalamualaikum.

it's been quite a long time since my last post aite. blame on the tough exam papers.woohohoh..forget bout exam ok..its over.but, seriously i'm still cuak.my 3rd paper was the toughest among the others. again, toughest not tough or tougher.superlative nie. thats mean, there's a few more which can be considered as tough and tougher. just imagine, i just have 4 papers for foundation year final exam.so, one for tough, the other one for tougher and the next one for toughest. so, just one left for not-so-tough aka intermediate aka i can breath easily and sleep soundly after sitting for that paper. cuak sedikit as i've had experienced of being a failure and crying all day and nite.why?over confident..syahira is still syahira although she's no longer a sweet teenager kn..when i was form 5 (if i'm not mistaken).i got C for history during monthly test..i was so confident that i would get an A.nangis xhengat.(regret+embarrassed).i was one of the religious science stream students and actually my teacher didn't really encourage me to be one of them as they were not really confident with my capability.12 subjects.i got 7As 2 Bs for pmr.got B for arabic and English.haha..how can i survive with 12 subjects kalau 9 subjects pown tewas kn.so once i decided to be one of the religious science stream students, i promised to myself that i'll try my best and n0 play time. al maklumla, at that time result was everything..if u're an excellent student.u don't have to worry.tringin nk jd prefect.dun wory..mmg kena jadi..hahaha.dats why la i'm the ordinary person when i was in secondary school.result c0rot+no special talents.eyh, cmne nk cite kt anak cucu nnt..cite spm je r..2 je zaman kegemilangan walaupun xt'bilang mana..haha.so,the conclusion is crying and me are just like two songs with one voice. 

ouch, this is just my intr0..t'over.

actually, i made a deal with my friends.we'll go jalan2 immediately after our ss paper which was the last paper for our final exam. teeheee..i loike.

our first destination was TESCO.haha.it's a must place.actually, we're planning to pekena cake.ngeh2..but then, plan hancus. end up with eating fast food and loitering for about 2 hours + my friends donated their money for the sake of tesco's developement..

the next day....

QB mall..

our activities: takers-eat n eat n eat-shopping-loitering-

finally, after about 5 months..i'm not going anywhere. my usual weekend's routines were almost mundane every week. tesco..tesco..tesc0.n0vel.on9..there's no other places for us to loiter and release our tension while filling our tank during the weekends. i just wanted to go somewhere else instead of tesc0.finally....we spend about half day there n half of our allowance for shopping..best.release tension. i can't control myself from buying new tops and items that were not on my list of things to buy..so, end up overspend.but its ok..once in a while.kn...seriously, if you gimme more money, i'll shop even more. thats y bpg gave us MYR400 je.they already knew that the more they gave us, the more we spend the money for shopping instead of studying.but, i'm glad that i was in  'we hate shopping ' group.s0, we just went for shopping once in a while..jimat duit 2.kfc/McD/Pizza etc once in 2 or 3 months..we often stayed at our room, cooked and ate together.or else, TESCO..

The next destination was Prangin Mall-Chawrasta-Komtar

i always dream that someday i will tour around Penang n go overseas with my special friend. Sincerely, i preferred to go to the historical places rather than going to the crowded area. Komtar was full with foreigner, minta sedekah n orang xtentu arah.i hated the only restaurant there.kedai nasi kandar. how can they maintain their customers. hurm, i did'nt wanna describe the restaurant's condition.but, the fork and spoon provided by them is not so clean=kotor. i hated the waiters.lack of courtesy+messy.i didn't think they were all muslim as i could differentiate between the real indian muslims and the fake one. the floor was eeeeuu..whenever i tried my hard to eat my nasi kandar, immediately i'll think bout the waiters..xjd nk mkan.

here are a few pics....

my new top

i bought a new pair monkey characters jibbitz.pity my crocs, the translucent one dh rosak.

where to go haa..plz decide, we have no time to just stare at the sreen sampy tembus

movie, i still remember, when i posted bout my movie experience. i found it bored and had no benefits.last2, g lagi..ikowt kwn.these two were the only clear pics as i was trying to fix my phone camera problem

i bought shakir his birthday present. shakir turned 2 last actober. i was so busy to update my blog about him but that was in my planning list. i bought him book as he must start his first step of learning and reading while playing. he loves gadjets but acik don't have enuf money la sayang..acik dunno how to use i pad and i phone.but, u know.that's impressive ok. btw, why don't you start reading now.reading is wonderful as it makes u feel as if u're in a wonderland. nway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAKIR!!!Shakir is two.he's no longer baby Shakir.he's now toddler.one step ahead..soon to be brother.so bro Shakir la kn.

taraaAA..nk jgak..i'm not fair to myself if i don't attach my pic here.kah2..lwak je.this is the only evidence so that people trust me that i was really with them..

ketika Allah memilihmu untukku....

 Assalamualaikum....       

oo00 ALLAH, I beg your help to guide me  the straight path..

Ketika Allah Memilihmu Untukku..


Padamu yang Allah pilihkan dalam hidupku..
Ingin ku beri tahu padamu..
Aku hidup dan besar dari keluarga bahagia..
Orang tua yg begitu sempurna..
Dengan cinta yg begitu membuncah..
Aku dibesarkan dgn limpahan kasih yang tak terhingga..
Maka, padamu ku katakan..
Saat Allah memilihmu dalam hidupku,
Maka saat itu Dia berharap, kau pun sanggup melimpahkan cinta padaku..
Memperlakukanku dgn sayang yang begitu indah..


Padamu yang Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, aku hanya wanita biasa dengan begitu banyak kekurangan dalam diriku,
Aku bukanlah wanita sempurna, seperti yang mungkin kau harapkan..
Maka, ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Dia ingin menyempurnakan kekuranganku dgn keberadaanmu.
Dan aku tahu, Kaupun bukanlah laki-laki yang sempurna..
Dan ku berharap ketidaksempurnaanku mampu menyempurnakan dirimu..
Karena kelak kita akan satu..
Aibmu adalah aibku, dan indahmu adalah indahku,
Kau dan aku akan menjadi 'kita'..


Padamu yg Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, sejak kecil Allah telah menempa diriku dgn ilmu dan tarbiyah,
Membentukku menjadi wanita yg mencintai Rabbnya..
Maka ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Allah mengetahui bahwa kaupun telah menempa dirimu dgn ilmuNya.. Maka gandeng tanganku dalam mengibarkan panji-panji dakwah dalam hidup kita..
Itulah visi pernikahan kita..
Ibadah pada-Nya ta'ala..


Padamu yg Allah tetapkan sebagai nahkodaku..
Ingatlah.. Aku adalah mahlukNya dari tulang rusuk yang paling bengkok..
Ada kalanya aku akan begitu membuatmu marah..
Maka, ketahuilah.. Saat itu Dia menghendaki kau menasihatiku dengan hikmah,
Sungguh hatiku tetaplah wanita yg lemah pada kelembutan..
Namun jangan kau coba meluruskanku, karena aku akan patah..
Tapi jangan pula membiarkanku begitu saja, karena akan selamanya aku salah..
Namun tatap mataku, tersenyumlah..
Tenangkan aku dgn genggaman tanganmu..
Dan nasihati aku dgn bijak dan hikmah..
Niscaya, kau akan menemukanku tersungkur menangis di pangkuanmu..
Maka ketika itu, kau kembali memiliki hatiku..


Padamu yang Allah tetapkan sebagai atap hunianku..
Ketahuilah, ketika ijab atas namaku telah kau lontarkan..
Maka dimataku kau adalah yang terindah,
Kata2mu adalah titah untukku,
Selama tak bermaksiat pada Allah, akan ku penuhi semua perintahmu..
Maka kalau kau berkenan ku meminta..
Jadilah hunian yg indah, yang kokoh…
Yang mampu membuatku dan anak-anak kita nyaman dan aman di dalamnya..


Padamu yang Allah pilih menjadi penopang hidupku…
Dalam istana kecil kita akan hadir buah hati-buah hati kita..
Maka didiklah mereka menjadi generasi yg dirindukan syurga..
Yang di pundaknya akan diisi dgn amanah-amanah dakwah,
Yang ruh dan jiwanya selalu merindukan jihad..
Yang darahnya mengalir darah syuhada..
Dan ku yakin dari tanganmu yg penuh berkah, kau mampu membentuk mereka..
Dengan hatimu yg penuh cinta, kau mampu merengkuh hati mereka..
Dan aku akan selalu jatuh cinta padamu..


Padamu yang Allah pilih sebagai imamku…
Ku memohon padamu.. Ridholah padaku,
Sungguh Ridhomu adalah Ridho Ilahi Rabbi..
Mudahkanlah jalanku ke Surga-Nya..
Karena bagiku kau adalah kunci Surgaku..



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( Oleh Aztriana 180610/ 01'50 Makassar.. ^_^v )


Dari Ummu Salamah, ia berkata, "Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda : "Seorang perempuan jika meninggal dan suaminya meridhoinya, maka ia akan masuk surga." (HR. Ahmad dan Thabrani)

war museum 2 + iftar

Assalamualaikum...

alhamdulillah, finally.. I keep saying that I'm going to update my blog and then never seem to get around to it. but today, i really force myself to do so. I must write/update something before all my stories rotten in my  hard-disk. Actually, i've lots of stories to be shared but i don't have enough time to update this messy blog. I need at least half an hour to write a short simple entry. usually, i stay up at night just to update my blog. but ramadhan is here..i cannot do that as i need to wake early than usual for sahur..so, i must sleep early than usual la..by 12..gud bye world..

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 Majlis iftar perdana

btw, last weekend, i was blessed to be one of the petugas for Majlis Iftar Perdana which was held at Dewan Millineum (one of the 5 star halls in Penang). The main purpose of having this majlis iftar was to celebrate our new friends n that's why, most of the guest were muallaf .

 miss receptionist

 

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war museum 2

it was not my first time going there and that's why i did not really enjoy to the fullest. but, it was a challenging trip. We needed to walk up on the hill (2.5 km) and we're all fasting..just imagine..

 i still remember this quotation..sejarah xmeninggalkan kita tetapi kita yang meninggalkan sejarah..sejarah membina tamadun..that's why we must appreciate our historical places just like what we have done.

 mari dekat..mari dekat!!!

alhamdulillah..

assalamualaikum,

i'm proud to have u as my friend...i'm proud to have u all as my friends. sincerely, i feel relieve today..no more sedih2.i love my day although today is my terrible+hectic day. i feel better. i feel much more better. today, i realize something. friendship is better than further friendship. u all know kn what i mean. i really mean it. friendship is better that any relationships in this world." take your friends hand and hold it forever"..once you are my friend forever you are my friend. and when a friend is in my  heart, it will remain there forever and ever. i have my own experience to be shared. but, it is quite personal. alhamdulillah, Glory be to ALLAH, praise be to ALLAH, there is no god but ALLAH, and ALLAH is most great. i have no words to describe my feelings. it mixes.

last week, honestly, i felt very bad. i detested myself. a lot of things happened. one of it was friendship problem. it left a great effect on me and it taught me a lot of things. it took about a week for me to reflect on myself. i tried my best to find out the source of the problem. i lost my tempered on my friend (i'm so sorry). i cannot even accept my friend's statement. but, later on, i started to accept it. i realized that everything happened for a reason. if there was no reason, my friend would not talk about it. then, settle problem..

when i rethink about this problem , i tend to smile and laugh alone.*giggle* we are far from each other but we're fighting like my friend is just in front of me.i keep asking my friend why?who said?and my friend keep hiding the real person who spreads the news.memang lawak. but its a part of life..xgaduh maka x cinta..cinta here means the friendship bonding k bukan cintan cintun..

**actually, i've lot of things to share with all of my friends.i just wanna share a short brief about friendship.The power of friendship rather than further friendship..but, i really need to go to sleep now. later ek, i'll share with you..be prepared. it's quite long + boring.but some of you may find it as best coz it really relates to our daily life.

luv,

syahiraismail

no title~

 assalamualaikum,

hell0000!!!by now, i'm in a much better mood having thoroughly enjoy my pout..i've been spending about 7 days reflecting myself back. hurm, what makes me always looks unhappy and  always having/facing a lot of problems..what's wrong with me?hurm..i'm tired of thinking about that simple matter..but i cannot stop doing so. *sigh*

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taraaAAA.....

kmpp dalam kenangan..i miss this moment

i'm not a stalker, but i'm just a good blogger..that's why i found this picture..i downloaded this picture from my friend's blog.hihi..

lots of fun!!

Assalamualaikum,

I'm back, it's has been awhile since my last entry.total, I've 3 pending entries.I've no time to continue writing.i dunno what makes me busy like a mom of 10 toddlers. n today, i decide to combine all 3 pending entries into 1. n I'll try my best to make it as short n simple as possible as I've a lot of things to write. warning!!lotsa pictures n words involve..

my very 1st anniversary~~as a college student

believe it or not, it has been 1 year and 12 days since my first day n nite here.unbelievable..I've grown up, I'm no longer a Jr n i just got my new title..miss senior.ahaha..i just love my new title as it makes me prasan mature although i don't feel i 100% fully matured yet. Mature isn't something that comes naturally to us n it comes with experience. n as u get older u build experience.but, I'm still young+lack of life experience = not really matured..hihi.back to the real story, i wore my yellow+blue baju kurung that day as a symbol of new spirit.my mom bought that baju kurung special for me n i wore it for the first time when i took my spm result. i chose to wear that baju kurung during my first day at kmpp and here. dats y i love it so much as it is always with me throughout my special days.. refresh my memory, 

13th July 2009,

my first expression when i first saw this college was 'is this museum??', btulke, slah tmpat neyh.. it took about 1 hour for us to arrive here. n i was the last person who registered that day. the first person who greeted me was Zhafri. pheww, he asked me," are u pa student?" then go there..he showed me the direction, i just followed him without saying anything. same goes to my sister..lawan nganga. n once i arrived at the registration table, they asked me again for confirmation, then i realized, they misinterpreted me, the thought i'm pa student..no..no..no.i'm not.i broke the silence with "no, i'm tesl".. then, i met with a couple 'a cute sis n handsome bro '(i forget their name but i still greet them whenever n wherever i meet em'). they brought me to the hostel (ikut jln blakang n i met biawak besar otw nk g hostel)..luckily, i got rambai, BA-232..my first week here was not enjoyable+very boring coz i needed to follow the induction week's timetable n i missed my kmpp's friends so much. 

but as time goes, 

i meet a lot of new wonderful friends here n i start to accept that i'm going to be a teacher. i choose this field then i must do it. but to be sincere, it's not easy for me to adapt with my new life.i'm not sure whether my decision is right or wrong.i keep thinking whether i should stay here or just go somewhere or maybe blik kmpp.. somewhere??where??(it happens during my first sem here, i'm not really trust with my own decision) but now, i trust myself, i trust my decision, yes, i wanna be a teacher. i must be a teacher n i love studying English although it is not easy as i expect before i come here.

lets compare,

2 different places but the same person wearing the same baju kurung  

kmpp

i4p

sbpikp

 

 induction week

 alhamdulillah,finally, everything came to an end..it was a priceless experience as it was my first time involved in handling a program for 63 youngsters.wow!n it was not easy as i had expected before. Most of my juniors were from sabah and Sarawak. Their English is quite good compared to me n sincerely, i'm afraid.i'm scared of starting a conversation with them. i dunno y. maybe, my English is limited..cmne tbe2 slah grammar,then my juniors correct me..malu.but its ok rite, its a part of learning process..but for me, its hard.

back to the real story,

we were having three sessions with them. It started on Monday and finished on friday night. 

1) ice breaking session

2)explorace, pheww..i love explorace. they looked cute and handsome rite. i bet they'll never ever forget the things that i'll never forget.my group made them crawl in the mud. i knew they love it but they had no words to describe that feeling as their heart crawled in the mud too. they looked extremely happy.

 

look, they loved it, they loved the face painting session..

the last session was dramatisation..i didn't have any pictures during that night.they did their job well.but sgt social. they need someone to advice and tell them, what is aurat, what is haram and halal..

btw, i get two fostees, asyikin and afiqah..: )

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stress!!!

Assalamualaikum..

its painful for me to hear others are talking about my ability..it has been a long time since my last tear of shame, self hate, heartbreak,sceptism and fear. its rather difficult for me to accept the reality that im still dreadfully weak in this field.but than, today, someone makes me realize who am i. sometimes, i really need someone who is very sincere in his/her words so it will make me realize my level and ability. but today, its too much for me to cope with..its too much.i try my level best to digest everything without any complaining or rebellion. but, i cant..my heart rebels.she said, do i look like a dummy dull ridiculous silly funny person. owh..i'm sad and i'm scared..i frequently get sad but today i feel very down..yes.. i can smile even i'm really sad.but..i'm not truly me today.i'm other person.i'm a person who tries to think positive coz i know n realize the power of positive thinking. Maintaining positive thinking and attitude will drive you to success and happiness. but, deep inside my heart, im crying ok..emotional sket..blame it on the hormones (over secretion of emotional hormone) n people who make me sad. but, crying can't solve any problem right. therefore, the best solutions are by working harder, using the language, read more, learn more, paying attention, asking lecturers(nk tanye pe??) , writing more......

by the way, tomorrow is holiday...hihi..despite the tons of due assignment, i still have to enjoy my holiday kn coz my charming body insists some rest. she's really tired. so, why dont i sacrifice my little time for her outside. she really needs some fresh air and peaceful sightseeing..

"Success often comes to those who have the aptitude to see way down the road."

(Laing Burns, Jr.)

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 Thanks a bunch to my beloved roommate for forwarding this message to me. It gives me a lot of meanings. It is not easy to be a woman and a man. Everything is depend on us whether we want to follow our desire or our rational mind. But we have been commanded to stay away from what men desire because it is always wrong..

Adam..
Kau bilang dirimu hebat dan kuat ibarat pahlawan,
Gagah perkasa seperti Badang,
Kau gunakan Hawa sebagai umpan,
Untuk membuktikan kelelakianmu yang hanya temberang.

Hawa..
Kau bangga dengan kecantikan lahiriah yang ada padamu,
Kau sanjung tinggi Adam yang terpikat dengan keindahan rupamu,
Kau tersenyum manis saat Adam melihat lenggok tubuhmu,
Tapi kau marah dan benci bila ada segelintir Adam yang menegurmu.

Adam..
Kadangkala kekacakan yang ada padamu,
Bisa membuat Hawa lemah dan cair ibarat ais terkena api,
Hati yang rapuh mudah luluh dan tunduk pada nafsu,
Jiwa yang halus mudah pula jatuh hati.

Hawa..
Iblis menggunakanmu sebagai umpan untuk memerangkap Adam,
Ambillah kesempatan ini untuk memperdayakan Iblis,
Selamatkanlah Adam dari cengkaman api yang tidak akan terpadam,
Jatuhkanlah musuh Islam dengan akal satumu yang genius.

Adam..
Kata-kata manis nistamu bisa menggoda sanubari Hawa,
Senyum nakalmu membuatkan Hawa semakin suka,
Lembutmu dalam berbicara membuatkan Hawa senang mendekatimu,
Sikap prihatinmu menjadikan Hawa tergilakan perhatianmu.

Hawa..
Sikap tak endahmu menjadikan Adam berani terhadapmu,
Berani mengambil peluang untuk menyentuh maruahmu,
Ketidaktegasanmu membuatkan Adam semakin suka akan dirimu,
Hingga kau pun hanyut dengan dunia cinta palsu.

Adam..
Kau bilang akalmu sembilan mengalahkan nafsumu yang satu,
Gunakanlah akalmu itu untuk mendidik nafsumu yang boleh membinasakan Hawa,
Cerdikkanlah akalmu itu dengan berjihad menentang nafsu,
Agar Hawa terpelihara sentiasa dalam jagaan taqwa.

Hawa..
Lenggok tubuhmu bisa membuat Adam terpaku dan mata menjadi sepi,
Lembut suaramu bisa mencairkan hati lelaki Adam,
Longgarkanlah pakaianmu agar tubuhmu tertutup rapi,
Tegaskanlah suaramu supaya syaitan tidak berpeluang merasuk Adam.

Oleh itu Adam..
Bersikap tegaslah dengan Hawa dalam setiap urusanmu,
Kau harus kuat dan sabar dalam membimbing Hawa yang semakin liar,
Kau harus terus berjuang menentang hawa nafsumu,
Agar nafsu Hawa tidak terus-terusan menular.

Adam..
Di mana imanmu saat matamu melihat Hawa berpakaian tidak cukup kain?
Di mana kau letakkan Allah saat hawa nafsu menjadi Tuhanmu?
Hawa meminta agar kau bersikap tegas dan berani dalam perjuangan,
Agar Hawa takut untuk menggoda dan mendekatimu.

Begitu juga Hawa..
Di mana malumu saat kau menayangkan perhiasanmu kepada ajnabi?
Di mana taqwamu saat syaitan menempiaskan bisikannya untuk menggoda Adam?
Adam menyeru agar kau pelihara maruahmu supaya tidak dicemari,
Agar kawalan nafsu sentiasa berada dalam pegangan iman Adam.

Hawa..
Mahalkanlah senyummu yang bisa menawan hati lelaki,
Jagalah dan peliharalah aurat dan maruah dirimu,
Untuk membentengi nafsu yang sangat dibenci,
Agar kau suci terpelihara saat Adam datang menyuntingmu.

Hawa..
Memang Adam mudah cair dengan keanggunan wajahmu,
Namun, itu bukanlah yang Adam impikan,
Adam mengimpikan Hawa yang kuat pegangan agama sebagai penyuci kalbu,
Adam juga menginginkan Hawa yang sopan berpakaian dan memelihara pandangan.

Untukmu Adam :

Jadilah Adam yang berpendidikan tinggi dalam bab agama agar bisa membimbing Hawa dari menjadi mangsa godaan syaitan. Jadilah Adam yang murah dengan kata-kata nasihat dan teguran yang boleh memperbaiki Hawa. Jadilah Adam yang sentiasa berjuang menentang nafsu dan memelihara dirinya untuk Hawa tercinta, iaitu, isteri. Jadilah juga Adam yang bertanggungjawab menjadi ketua keluarga, imam dalam solat jemaah dan pemimpin agama seperti yang diimpi oleh kebanyakan Hawa.

Untukmu Hawa :

Jadilah Hawa yang tinggi dengan didikan agama, merendah diri dengan akhlak mulia dan baik hati. Jadilah Hawa yang malu dan menjaga aurat serta maruah diri dari sewenang-wenangnya ditonton oleh ajnabi. Jadilah Hawa yang sentiasa haus akan ilmu nasihat dan teguran sebagai persiapan menjadi Hawa yang solehah untuk suami tercinta. Jadilah juga seorang Hawa yang bisa menjadi anak, ibu dan isteri solehah serta hambaNya yang beriman dan bertaqwa seperti yang diidami oleh kaum Adam.

>>Jadilah hawa yang pertama dan terakhir untuk adamnya..dan jadilah adam yang pertama dan terakhir untuk hawanya<< 

~The waiting is the hardest part but it is worth~

Layar Keinsafan

Album : Layar Keinsafan
Munsyid : Mestica

Sepi benar senja ini
Bayunya semilir, menganak ombak kecil
Jalur ufuk pula mengemas terang
Kapal dan layar terkapar

Mengapa nantikan senja
Barukan terdetik, pulang ke pengkalan
Gusar malam menghampiri
Ku tewas di lautan

Tuhan layarkanku ke arah cintaMu
Tuntuniku menggapai redhaMu
Rimbunan kasihMu ku berteduh
KepadaMu ya Tuhan
Berikan secebis keinsafan
Bekalan sepanjang perjalanan
Mencari ketenangan

c/o
Biar Kau menjadi saksi
Tulus tangisku kala dini hari
Kesempatan yang hanya sebentar
Moga keikhlasanku terlakar
Berikanlah ku hidayah
Agar dikuatkan iman yang lemah
Moga diberkati hidup ini
Menuju bahagia yang kekal abadi

PadaMu Tuhan
Kan kuserahkan cinta kepadaMu

Tuhan layarkanku ke arah cintaMu
Tuntuniku menggapai redhaMu
Rimbunan kasihMu ku berteduh
KepadaMu ya Tuhan
Berikan secebis keinsafan
Bekalan sepanjang perjalanan
Mencari ketenangan

c/o
Biar Kau menjadi saksi
Tulus tangisku kala dini hari
Kesempatan yang hanya sebentar
Moga keikhlasanku terlakar
Berikanlah ku hidayah
Agar dikuatkan iman yang lemah
Moga diberkati hidup ini
Menuju bahagia yang kekal abadi

Harapanku moga dikurniakan
Manisnya iman berpanjangan
Moga lautan hilang gelora

 

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