on my birthday

assalamualaikum,

this one is an outdated entry.

i received the presents on my birthday. hihi. alhamdulillah. i was still in Balik Pulau when i celebrated my birthday. I never expected to get all the presents cz i never told them my birth date.

haih, they did a peek-a-boo surprise for me. haish. i didn't know where to hide myself cz i'm not used to it. i didn't know how to react. i smiled but i laughed. i hide behind them like a little girl hiding behind her mother.

the same things happened twice. malu.

thanks friends for the surprise for a not so young birthday girl.

agnes and schu made me feel elated with their present. they gave me a car transmitter. i remember telling them about something that i really needed for my car. haha. they bought it for me as birthday present. thank you so much. they helped me to save 20 ringgit with love some more.

 got scarf inside. thanks laila. 

Happy birthday to me. haha

Alhamdulillah, for the endless opportunity and chances to be a better muslim. 

I just wanna be forever 22 coz i love the number. hahahaha. next year, i need to wait another 11 years for another beautiful numbers. no!!! (kidding)

till then.

random thoughts

salam,

more to come. hihi. let us talk about emotional management versus classroom management. it was last year when i found the importance of emotional management to teachers. it was last week when I really realize the importance of emotional management for teachers and a future teacher like me.

it is not easy to be patient but as a teacher you have no other choice other than to keep telling to yourself to be patient. avoid harsh words. smile always and do not bring your problems into the classroom. learning the theory and putting it into practical are two different areas of learning as you will only realize the importance of it after you have experienced it, just like me.

i just prefer to cover on my area of job. i mean the state of emotional stress on my part as a future teacher and a trainee teacher. i have encountered lots of opinions from different people from different area of career. some said..hello, teacher??stress apa..blaja relax? really? i prefer to say no. I have my own stress because i can't stand being treated like a secondary school student and sometimes a primary school student when I am now has reached my matured age. ohohoho. sensitive. i should stop before i go deep into my sad story. nope, i'm not being ungrateful but i believe, every single human has their own thoughts, hopes and aims in life. =)

so, lets back to the real discussion.
 i just wanna stress the importance of emotional control in creating a conducive classroom. i have experienced the kuciwa when the teachers scold us for nothing. bring their problems into the classroom. use the teaching and learning periods for nagging on things that is not related to education. ahahah. i am a soon to be teacher and what kind of teacher do you want for your kids to have a fun learning.

read between the lines.
i am not sure whether i can really be a good teacher in the future. dealing with people is not an easy task i should say. empathy is the second challenging task. ohohoho. it suddenly comes across my mind. may Allah ease this journey. bak kata mak, In whatever path you walk , just do your best.

april

salam,

si comel : kak sayang, bulatan kita petang ni.... (mimik muka:serabut)
si tua : jadi, ok on...bunga-bunga yang lain ready x? kosong tak? (suara hati: takut)
si comel: sebenarnya kak, kami banyak sangat kerja. 
si tua : selasa nak tak?
si comel : kamiiiiiiiii ada kelas sampai petang.petang minggu lepas kami xtido kak. pagi ada senaman roh. memang lentuk la sepanjang hari.


moral of the story: mari kita bekerja secara efektif sebab banyak keburukan daripada kebaikan kalau kita memilih untuk bekerja di saat-saat terakhir.

1) xdapat berbulatan (tempat top-up ni!!!!)
2) xdapat beribadah sunyi dengan tenang
3) xdapat bagi tumpuan sewaktu kuliah
4) mulala si syaitan laknatullah menusuk jarum halus, maka lahirlah tension.
5) jadilah adegan nangis2 sebab group mates self fish lah! keje xsiap lah!
6) mulala adegan aku kata kat hang, hang kata kat aku. anak murid kata dekat pendidik (kurang keberkatan ilmu di situ)





Nota kaki 1: sekarang musim esaimen di IPG, waktu ni la probability mujahadah kita nak ternoda. syaitan laknatullah bawak geng dia bisik jangan pi usrah, jangan solat lama-lama(xcukup masa ni), jangan baca quran banyak sangat (esaimen banyak atas meja), jangan jaga hati kawan (selfish is the key of success), kata kat pendidik banyak2 (pasaipa la depa ni xfaham kehendak pelajar) n banyak lagi. buat esaimen sampai siap weii. kih2..tapi hasilnya xsiap-siap jugak. ingat tu!!!

1433H

salam

before i start,
i'm nearly forget to record this. i should congratulate my dear nephew for his great (WOW!!!) result in UPSR. 5As. alhamdulillah.congratulations mamat. you did it. we proud of you. you did it. you prove it. If abah is still here with us, he'll surely proud of you.

mamat is my first nephew. i rarely talk about him but we grow together. he's our star. he was born in 1998. a soft-hearted young man. we still kiss him though he has grown up to be a young man and no longer a child. we still hug him and he'll still cry every time he has to say good bye to us. me crying too. he reminds us to our late brother. our only brother. he went back to Allah when i was still in primary school due to the evil cancerous cells. we love him sooooooo much but Allah loves him more and we believe He'll take care of our brother much better than  what we could do for him. "to Allah we belong and to Him we shall return (2:156)" mamat grows up without a father since he was 2 years old and he was too small to understand what was actually happened to his dear father. hurm. i'll continue writing on this next time. i can't hold my tears. he's one in a million. our ustaz after my father. i still remember vividly the hard journey that he had to go through. from the first day he was diagnosed.....until his last breath. the day my father cried and that was my first time seeing my father crying. no one knew what i felt each time i saw my brother struggling to fight the pains that he had to go through. it's indescribable. there's no suitable words to describe it but i knew its hurt. my father. a strong father.our backbone. never gave up trying. full of courage.  for him, berusaha sehabis mungkin sebelum tawakkal.

i believe mamat will grow up to be as strong as his late father.iA..

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happy new year 1433H!!!
Salam Maal Hijrah
alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..kita masih diberi nikmat untuk bernafas, bekerja, melihat, berkata-kata, menulis dan segalanya. baik kan Allah.diberi lagi kepada kita tahun baru. diberi lagi peluang untuk menjadi kita yang baru jika kita yang lama masih leka. diberi lagi kepada kita untuk bertaubat jika kita yang lama pernah lalai terhadap suruhannya. baik kan Allah.

Semoga Awal Muharam ini menjadi titik perubahan kita ke arah menjadi mukmin yang lebih baik.

"bila sinar tahun baru menjelma, kita sayu kerana terasa tahun lalu meninggalkan kita yang masih bergelumang dengan dosa dan masih ada impian harapan yang masih belum menjadi kenyataan.rupa-rupanya kita masih berangan-angan dengan rahmat dan pengampunan daripada Allah serta kejayaan kita di dalam apa yang telah kita impikan tanpa kita berusaha dengan penuh kesungguhan"
(adaptasi daripada solusi isu no. 34)



may all our wishes, hopes and targets come true and dun forget to work for it!!!!









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perjalanan untuk menjadi seorang pendidik

salam,

orang kata perjalanan nak jadi seorang guru tu mudah.
memang mudah untuk dapatkan title seorang 'guru'.
yang susahnya adalah nak dapatkan title seorang guru yang benar-benar mendidik, mengajar, mengubah, memberi contoh, ikhlas, sabar dan baik kata-katanya.

first day

 cikgu mengajar kat depan.yang dua orang ni main kat belakang. :).budak2..sabar itu indah tapi bayangkan kalau dalam kelas tu ada sepuluh yang macam ni..seorang cikgu vs 34 orang murid.

kalau jurutera bina bangunan, cikgu bina manusia.kalau doktor ubat luka. cikgu ajar untuk elak daripada terluka. bangunan xpandai berbicara.manusia yang terluka tapi tinggi budi bahasa xkan menggunakan bahasa yang luar biasa bila musibah menimpa..guru oh guru,,tugasnya mendidik manusia. dari yang kurang terdidik.matlamatnya mendidik sehingga terdidik. dari yang tidak kenal ABC dan alif baa taa, dididiknya sehingga ABC dan alif baa taa menjadi sebahagian daripada diri mereka yang dahulunya tidak tahu tulis baca. dididiknya sikap tolong menolong, dididiknya sikap hormat menghormati, si comot yang menhampiri mereka, diusap manja dengan harapan besar nanti menjadi manusia yang berguna. Tidak ada istilah kau busuk, kau comot, jauhi gurumu. jika polis menjadi barisan pertama pertahanan negara, guru menjadi salah satu barisan pertama selain ibu bapa barisan pertama pendidikan seorang manusia. dicoraknya dengan corakan yang indah dengan penuh warna warni. matlamatnya untuk melihat kain yang dicorak itu menjadi lebih indah dari hari ke hari dan bukan hanya kekal dengan corak yang lama. mulianya kau guru..:)

on a short conversation with my nephews

salam

they made me laugh.they made my first day of holiday became wonderful and cheerful. acik loved you both like crazy. it was a funny short session where haziq and hadi kept talkin and sharing their stories with us. i just can't stop myself from laughing and joining their my-story-is-lawak-than-yours session and as usual, the ending of every story telling sessions would be perang. it was a normal ending for kids like them. no win-lose situation.both wanted to be the winner and no one wanted to be the loser including their acik. hehe..

question 1..
situation: cutting unknown fish

hadi : acik best x jadi perempuam
acik:best.
hadi:nape?
acik:boleh pakai tudung cantik2.
hadi:eyh, jadi lelaki lg best..dapat duit banyak kalau sunat
acik:elleh, ko tu xsunat lagi..tau mane?
hadi: haritu....

his brother came
haziq: elleh, hadi tu penakut..nati kte cite kat acik kisahnye..

stop at that and perang mulut began

the second story
hadi:acik tau x abang kte lagi tinggi pada kite.
me: mmgla di oii...dah kau tu kecik lagi..
hadi:acik nak tau x pnjang mana.
me:malasnye nak tgk..tapi budak hadi punya nak suruh acik tengok sampai nak naik atas sinki(hiperbola)..tgk la sat..depa tangan dua (tu la panjang his brother)..

the third story..
i pointed to him a picture of a tiger..
hadi:eyh, lupe la pulak.ehm,,,tiiigerrr kowt..he pronounced tiger in malay slang..
me and his brother :muahaha..gelak besau..but pity him, he had an evil brother and aunty..haha.instead of saying good job, i joined his brother laughing at his weaknesses.omg, i wasn't a good motivator and aunty..ish2..

that's all from me...actually, there're more but three is more than enough to show how talkative are they.they are just like their aunties..non stop talking and their stories are pretty laughable.xkering gusi..

looking at their 24 hours happy faces make me think about something..if only doraemon is a real powerful cartoon.i'll beg him to bring me back into the kids world  where i dun have to think about assignment and readings. everyone will surely love me coz i'm sure that i'll be a good cute girl.haha..

beautiful sunday!!

Assalamualaikum,

Down to the beach
Down to the beach
On a sunny day we go

Down to the beach
Down to the beach
Where a chilly sea breeze blows

Down to the beach
As never-ceasing waves play across the shores
People happily play dreading any rainy downpour

Down to the beach
Where mostly good vibes flow
Down to the beach
We go whilst there is still sun without snow 

(Courtesy of Sylvia Chidi )

alhamdulillah,

praise be to Allah who made me travel in his land and enjoyed the beauty of his creation. He granted us senses not only to enjoy the beauty of his creation but also to worship him coz the more we explored and learned, the more we will come to believe in Allah. Allah’s creation is vast and beyond our comprehension.subhanallah!!

peace be upon Him,

He gave me the opportunity to enjoy the beauty of ukhwah and the beauty of the deserted beach. 

let the pictures convey its thoughts and feelings..

'no name' beach on a sunny sunday

the foundation of muslim life

anak muda pewaris bangsa penegak agama

kuatkah kaki ini untuk terus melangkah????

kuatkanlah ia ya Allah untuk menghadapi liku-liku kehidupan..tetapkanlah langkahnya..tunjukkanlah jalan yang lurus buatnya..tabahkan hatinya..peliharalah hatinya dan langkahnya..kuatkan jiwanya..kurniakan cahaya kepadanya..Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani..

FOOTBALL

Salam,

Can women learn to love football?

my answer is definitely no..it's not my taste.its childish and boring. i'm so sorry but that's the reality.spending hours under the hot sun is a big no no.it takes a very long time to finish a game and i'm not a patient person. wait and wait and wait..oM SKIN, please don't burn. i'm nearly wilt under the hot sun and i'm sweating profusely..

but today, i've no choice. love vs hate..love wins. 

ikhlaskan hati..turun padang untuk jadi penganjur yang xbertauliah...

alhamdulillah, jadilah kami wanita solehah yang serba boleh...

In a gentle way, YOU can shake the world (Mahatma Gandhi)

Nothing is trivial. The world may be big, but there are no small things. Everything matters.

What men can do, women can do better..

tetapi jadikan syariat sebagai pembimbingmu..

kerna kelak kau akan dipandang mulia..

ketahuilah bahawa tanganmu yang penuh dengan kelembutan itu bisa menggoncangkan dunia

disebalik kelembutanmu penuh dengan ketegasan

disebalik senyuman tersirat kekuatan

peliharalah dirimu duhai wanita SOLEHAH

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may my dream come true!!

Salam,

someone tells me that if you want something, keep praying for it and don't keep your dream to yourself..share with others..let them know.perhaps, by doing so, it will help  you to ease your tension..

tension??why???

1) it will cost me hundreds/thousands(????) and ofcos i dun have that MUCH amount of money.

2) my dream will never come true coz  i'm not going to spend my money for something useless like you miss coachie.

more dreams more fun...

oMG...what a beautiful scenary. subhanallah!!!

dear myself,

dun worry, experience will bring you there. by now, you should know what you should do and tell to yourself that you need to work out and do something..wake yourself up and make ur dream reality. 

:)

i love you shakir

Assalamualaikum,

it's been 2 years since our first date. i love holding your hands in my hands. i love kissing your chubby cheeks, your small fingers and your round tummy. u're so cute as a button. when you were baby, you loved crying and everytime you cried, i'd try to do something to calm you. i'd try my best  although i knew i won't help to calm you as you loved your ummi more than you loved me..but i dun care.i still love you coz i'm your girlfriend..hehe.

when you were 1, everyone kept talking about your performance. it's hard to hear you talking. the only words that came out from your mouth were...oooookkk n some other strange words..

but today, everyone seems so excited with your drastic performance. you love talking and singing. i cannot stop myself from laughing uncontrollably whenever you say giraffe. it sounds weird but you have you own special way in pronouncing words. your brain is fantastic. it's just like a sponge . you absorb a new thing without any hassle. you love ejek orang as you love to re speak every single words that come out from our mouth.you call your ummi anda..haha..shakir, in Malaysia, we don't call our mum by their names. it's considered as rude but its not your mistake. you love to follow.. pity youe ayah. should he call your mum ummi so that his son will call his mom ummi instead of her name?

this boy  loves gadget. he is good at using it. dun dare to touch his i phone i pad or whatever his. he's good at browsing his favourite videos without any helps ok..so, plz don't help me. he hates people who are trying to help him doing something that he thinks he knows how to handle it such as changing clothes n etc.this boy is an egocentric creature.its ok, its a normal behaviour for a 2 years old child.haha..he loves playing memory match game eg match picture game. plz stay away from him and dun touch his gadget whenever you see him paying 100% attention on his work or else you will get a special present from him..tamparan yang sangat sakit..

hello, my name is ahmad caer (slang sket) aka ahmad shakir

 plz stay away from me!!!!dun disturb me plz. get you own gadget and don't dare to share with me coz i'm not going to give you any chance to share this small screen with me.

look at his finger..tis boy is an expert i pad user

lagi..telan air liur je la acik.anak buah kedek.

dun touch my big screen plz...(shakir kata)

acik kata: dok bawah..jangan letak bontot atas paha acik

Cool!!

Salam,
Cool eyh?
Yeah, its cool n fantastic.its a magic touchable thingy n i'm posting this entry thru this magic gadjet.but,its not mine.i must have one soon..its a must.but how?

Dear iphone,
I want you.i love u.u're too cool for me to forget

hey peeps!!

salam,

meet my new blog skin...:)

wrapping up 2010 part 2

Assalamualaikum..


i was once an embryo or a foetus. thanks to mak and uya for bringing me into this world. 


when i was a baby i crawled on the floor and cried for food. 


when i was a toddler, i hated wearing my tops.i loved outdoor activities. i was a talkative child.


 when i was a primary school student, i hated  the word no. 


when i was a secondary school student..everything started to change. i started to judge every single thing that happened around me. i learned how to differentiate between the pros and cons before making any decision when any decision was needed. 


when i was a college student, i started to learn a new habit.. a weird one.i loved crying and hating myself when i failed to get whatever that i really wanted.


 today, i'm a new person who hates crying..i love myself more than anything else except Allah. i've promised to myself that i dun wanna use the 'hate' word for the entire of my life. i love wearing my tops.:). i still love judging every single thing that happens around me.i dun wanna be a talkative person as i believe 'no more words no more lies'. but. it's still hard for me to accept when people say no or halang me from doing whatever that i want. 

sweet 17

sweet 18

sweet 19

sweet 20

salam aidilfitri 1431H

assalamualaikum...

Di kesempatan ini, saya Syahira Ismail igin mengucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir&batin.ampun dan maaf dipinta andai ada sebarang kekhilafan sepanjang tempoh kita semua bersahabat..semoga Ramadhan kali ini meninggalkan seribu keberkatan dan makna, enjoy your raya to the fullest bersempena dengan hari kemenangan kita..

p/s>>khas buat sahabat handai walaupun dimana jua anda berada..:)

4th september10

Assalamualaikum

s0b2..Ramadhan has come to an end..its last precious days fly by as we wish we could slow it down every single minutes. 7 days left but how has ramadhan changed you. and what have you done with the month of ramadhan instead of successfully losing your body weight..we cannot deny the fact that the compulsory hunger strike has came to an end..for kids, they cannot wait any longer coz they're still young and do not understand the real meaning of ramadhan. they just know..ramadhan= angpau..but its ok.that's their level. their perception towards ramadhan will be changed as soon as they become older.as soon as they start to reveal the sacred of ramadhan.as soon as they learn and their parents expose them with "rukun islam and rukun iman"..

But, for us adults, ramadhan is so special and it brings a lot of meaning..so-called "turn over a new person" month. Ramadhan is Islam's holy month, celebrated with fasting and feasting. We learn the real patient, self-restrained n etc. --- the Prophet Muhammad, Sall-Allahu alayhi wa sallam, used to supplicate thus: "O Allah! Bless us during Rajab and Sha’ban, and let us reach Ramadan (in good health)."it is a month that the believers await with fervour. It is a season with goodness and virtues where all of the believers get busy seeking Allah’s mercy, forgiveness, and protection from Hellfire.

for me, this ramadhan is a little bit challenging. angka 5 jadi keramat. tanggal 4 september nyaris melunturkan semangat. bukan kerana benci, sakit hati, ingin menyendiri tapi kerana ilahi. tapi manusia itu lemah. bila datang musibah.air mata peneman sejati. Tapi percayalah janji pencipta..ALLAH s.w.t....

---->you want someone perfect that can lead your way,loyal, always be with you n a wonderful muslim.. prepare yourself and make yourself perfect first ..

Through direct Ibada we "charge our batteries"; the indirect ones allow us to use the power so accumulated in driving the vehicle of our life. Ramadan is the month for rebuilding our spiritual strength. How much we benefit from it is up to us.(Khalid Baig Through islamway)

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"Ramadhan is Islam's holy month, celebrated with fasting and feasting"

I am blessed to have a big great family here in I4p. the first week of ramadhan, i've shared my first ramadhan feast. of all, i've attended 4 ramadhan feasts all along this holy month. plus, daily together "breakfast" at surau.  i am so blessed..ramadhan leaves me lots of great  experiences such as free foods(ekeke), tarawih together, spending time with friends, spending time in surau, gotong-royong, eat in a big tray together with my friends (it's my first experience k),  usrah best n etc. 

Mr Zul's house..

main menu : nasi beriani + mcm2 lauk, putu mayam

appetizer : pudding n fruitx

drinks : fresh orange n syrup.

as usual, licin but the kari ayam is quite pedas. i cannot even eat that part. but,  off all..finger licking good..mmuahh.sedap.5 stars.

 

 putih..mr zul's pet. she's having a serious problem, obesity. she crawls as slow as snail. she's a secretive cat..no "meow"..berat mulut. she loves being pampered and tends to do "macam2" in order to catch people's attention towards her.

 

this is the only picture that can be considered as valuable..the others aren't perfect. 

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i am the only malay who's still here.my friends leave me alone. sdeyh..today is my first day, having 'sahur' alone. mkan pown xbest.no more gossip+ sembang while having sahur. no more lauk sedap. i just prepare some porridge as i didn't have any lauk. nasi + kicap, xbest..porridge is a complete meal. but, it isn't a complete heavy meal as it contains a lot of water in it. so, to complete the set, i add on oat milo n biscuit.

 

macam dalam bersamamu...

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 ..what should i be???

cinderella

shrek

zoro

.......

quest

Assalamualaikum,

this is one of the most wonderful poem i've ever read. read it, it carries thousand of meanings as it shows how a small kid differentiates herself form whites.transform-------->jd sasterawan kejap

When I born, I black

When I grow up, I black

When I go in Sun, I black

When I scared, I black

When I sick, I black

And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow

When you born, you  pink

When you grow up, you white

When you go in Sun, you red

When you cold, you blue

When you scared, you yellow

When you sick, you green

And when you die, you grey

And you calling me coloured?

Written by African Child

Nominated by UN as the best Poem of 2006

37 kg....

Assalamualaikum, 

which one is wrong?my eyes, the weighing machine, the scale, my friends eyes..aiyaa. i lost about 3kg within 15 days. its weird. it drives me into craziness. raya is just around the corner. i bet my baju kurung n seanteronya wouldn't fit me.i must do smtg. maybe i must eat smtg heavy after tarawih. it might help me in gaining weights. its not healthy but why don't i've a try first. lets' see the result together..nnt ek.tyme pagi raya.

ketika Allah memilihmu untukku....

 Assalamualaikum....       

oo00 ALLAH, I beg your help to guide me  the straight path..

Ketika Allah Memilihmu Untukku..


Padamu yang Allah pilihkan dalam hidupku..
Ingin ku beri tahu padamu..
Aku hidup dan besar dari keluarga bahagia..
Orang tua yg begitu sempurna..
Dengan cinta yg begitu membuncah..
Aku dibesarkan dgn limpahan kasih yang tak terhingga..
Maka, padamu ku katakan..
Saat Allah memilihmu dalam hidupku,
Maka saat itu Dia berharap, kau pun sanggup melimpahkan cinta padaku..
Memperlakukanku dgn sayang yang begitu indah..


Padamu yang Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, aku hanya wanita biasa dengan begitu banyak kekurangan dalam diriku,
Aku bukanlah wanita sempurna, seperti yang mungkin kau harapkan..
Maka, ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Dia ingin menyempurnakan kekuranganku dgn keberadaanmu.
Dan aku tahu, Kaupun bukanlah laki-laki yang sempurna..
Dan ku berharap ketidaksempurnaanku mampu menyempurnakan dirimu..
Karena kelak kita akan satu..
Aibmu adalah aibku, dan indahmu adalah indahku,
Kau dan aku akan menjadi 'kita'..


Padamu yg Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, sejak kecil Allah telah menempa diriku dgn ilmu dan tarbiyah,
Membentukku menjadi wanita yg mencintai Rabbnya..
Maka ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Allah mengetahui bahwa kaupun telah menempa dirimu dgn ilmuNya.. Maka gandeng tanganku dalam mengibarkan panji-panji dakwah dalam hidup kita..
Itulah visi pernikahan kita..
Ibadah pada-Nya ta'ala..


Padamu yg Allah tetapkan sebagai nahkodaku..
Ingatlah.. Aku adalah mahlukNya dari tulang rusuk yang paling bengkok..
Ada kalanya aku akan begitu membuatmu marah..
Maka, ketahuilah.. Saat itu Dia menghendaki kau menasihatiku dengan hikmah,
Sungguh hatiku tetaplah wanita yg lemah pada kelembutan..
Namun jangan kau coba meluruskanku, karena aku akan patah..
Tapi jangan pula membiarkanku begitu saja, karena akan selamanya aku salah..
Namun tatap mataku, tersenyumlah..
Tenangkan aku dgn genggaman tanganmu..
Dan nasihati aku dgn bijak dan hikmah..
Niscaya, kau akan menemukanku tersungkur menangis di pangkuanmu..
Maka ketika itu, kau kembali memiliki hatiku..


Padamu yang Allah tetapkan sebagai atap hunianku..
Ketahuilah, ketika ijab atas namaku telah kau lontarkan..
Maka dimataku kau adalah yang terindah,
Kata2mu adalah titah untukku,
Selama tak bermaksiat pada Allah, akan ku penuhi semua perintahmu..
Maka kalau kau berkenan ku meminta..
Jadilah hunian yg indah, yang kokoh…
Yang mampu membuatku dan anak-anak kita nyaman dan aman di dalamnya..


Padamu yang Allah pilih menjadi penopang hidupku…
Dalam istana kecil kita akan hadir buah hati-buah hati kita..
Maka didiklah mereka menjadi generasi yg dirindukan syurga..
Yang di pundaknya akan diisi dgn amanah-amanah dakwah,
Yang ruh dan jiwanya selalu merindukan jihad..
Yang darahnya mengalir darah syuhada..
Dan ku yakin dari tanganmu yg penuh berkah, kau mampu membentuk mereka..
Dengan hatimu yg penuh cinta, kau mampu merengkuh hati mereka..
Dan aku akan selalu jatuh cinta padamu..


Padamu yang Allah pilih sebagai imamku…
Ku memohon padamu.. Ridholah padaku,
Sungguh Ridhomu adalah Ridho Ilahi Rabbi..
Mudahkanlah jalanku ke Surga-Nya..
Karena bagiku kau adalah kunci Surgaku..



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( Oleh Aztriana 180610/ 01'50 Makassar.. ^_^v )


Dari Ummu Salamah, ia berkata, "Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda : "Seorang perempuan jika meninggal dan suaminya meridhoinya, maka ia akan masuk surga." (HR. Ahmad dan Thabrani)

war museum 2 + iftar

Assalamualaikum...

alhamdulillah, finally.. I keep saying that I'm going to update my blog and then never seem to get around to it. but today, i really force myself to do so. I must write/update something before all my stories rotten in my  hard-disk. Actually, i've lots of stories to be shared but i don't have enough time to update this messy blog. I need at least half an hour to write a short simple entry. usually, i stay up at night just to update my blog. but ramadhan is here..i cannot do that as i need to wake early than usual for sahur..so, i must sleep early than usual la..by 12..gud bye world..

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 Majlis iftar perdana

btw, last weekend, i was blessed to be one of the petugas for Majlis Iftar Perdana which was held at Dewan Millineum (one of the 5 star halls in Penang). The main purpose of having this majlis iftar was to celebrate our new friends n that's why, most of the guest were muallaf .

 miss receptionist

 

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war museum 2

it was not my first time going there and that's why i did not really enjoy to the fullest. but, it was a challenging trip. We needed to walk up on the hill (2.5 km) and we're all fasting..just imagine..

 i still remember this quotation..sejarah xmeninggalkan kita tetapi kita yang meninggalkan sejarah..sejarah membina tamadun..that's why we must appreciate our historical places just like what we have done.

 mari dekat..mari dekat!!!

happy!!

Assalamualaikum...

  In the name of ALLAH, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful..alhamdulillah, i've no words to describe  this feeling. i'm totally happy..

Happiness is not a goal; it is a by-product.  ~Eleanor Roosevelt