M.A.S.S.A

salam,

tick tock tick tock...

.done.

.alhamdulillah....alhamdulillah..

susun dalam file..simpan dalam almari..

hati mula berkata-kata..

rehat syira rehat.kau tu penat..sehari suntuk mengadap lap top.perlukan hiburan sikit.bukak fb.bukak blog.lingo biar dulu..lambat lagi

otak tak kurang hebatnye..

susah jugak nak jadi cikgu..bolehke lulus exam..bila agaknya boleh pakai jubah separuh lagi besar tu..

takutnye.rasa macam nak kawin waktu belajar tapi xkawin pun xde masa.dengan sapa??nak kisah cinta macam dalam novel tu boleh tak ek??.hurmm...ada sebab Allah takdirkan kau jadi cikgu..pemalas kau ni.kuat berangan.esaimen dah lama tapi kau perap..tapi berangan seronok jugak.

CAN I??

AM I HAPPY??

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

MISS SYAHIRA,,MADAM SYAHIRA..TEACHER SYAHIRA.PROF SYAHIRA..DR SYAHIRA

WHICH ONE?

OWH, LIFE IS NOT EASY?

GETTING A DEGREE IS NOT EASY??

MASTER..PHD?

JANNAH???

zzzzzzZZZ.....

bangun pagi...

masya Allah..kenapa aku xgosok baju semalam??kenapa xsiapkan beg semalam?

masuk kuliah..

Allah, xbawak kertas kajang..nak salin nota atas apa..

tapi peliknya..handset ada kat tangan..kertas kajang pulak lupa..

kadang-kadang pegi kafe..

Allah duit lupa bawak..kalut-kalut pagi tadi..hurm..tak bawak air kosong pulak..masya Allah..

moral of the story...

itulah bahana melengah-lengahkan masa..kesannya banyak..mulakan hari anda dengan azam unutk menggunakan masa dengan sebaiknya..bukan untuk maksiat..selepas dicongak dibilang dan dikira..24 jam sangat mencukupi tapi sekiranya berangan mengambil masa 12 jam..berhibur mengambil masa sehari..bersembang mengambil masa setengah hari..1000 jam sehari tak tentu cukup..buat mereka dan diri ini yang sering menuturkan ini...

 sibuknya..kenapa banyak sangat kerja..kenapa singkatnya masa..

tepuk dada..cubit peha..tanya minda..

semua manusia dikurnikan 24 jam..tak kurang tak lebih..kenapa ada orang yang boleh berjaya dalam hidup tanpa menuturkan perkataan..xsempatla nak baca al-quran lepas solat..tergesa-gesa nak hantar assignment..nak hantar esok..

kita singkap sejarah Rasulullah s.a.w..

dialah segala-galanya...

seorang ketua negara yang mendayung bahtera pemerintahan dengan cekap dan pintar;seorang suami yang halus pergaulannya; seorang bapa yang teliti dan bijak menyempurnakan kewajipan terhadap anak dan isteri; seorang ketua peperangan yang cergas, penuh dengan tektik strategi persediaannya dan seorang Muslim yang waras lagi bijak membahagikan dedikasinya kepada Allah,keluarga dan sahabat handai...

kita????

pelajar, anak, sahabat...lagi apa ye???takde dah..baru tiga peranan..sudah berpeluh-puluh.di mulut tak penah berhenti perkataan sibuk dan tiada masa..bila ada masa lapang..alam maya..shopping mall..sembang..manusia..manusia...

ingatlah!!!!

masa itu  ibarat pedang, jika kita tidak memotongnya maka ia akan memotong kita..

By time,

Indeed, mankind is in loss,

Except for those who have believed and done righteous deeds and advised each other to truth and advised each other to patience.

(Al-Asr:1-3)

this is me by 2014/2018/2024..insyaALLAH..:)

DKM

Assalamualaikum,

penyambung denyutan buat kalbuku yang sudah lama gersang tanpa bahan bacaan..bersahaja kerana luarannya seperti sebuah novel cinta.hakikatnya, memang cinta temanya tetapi konsep cintanya sangat indah dan sukar dicari.cinta kepada ilahi.cinta kepada kerjaya.cinta kepada islam.cinta kepada as sunnah n syariatnya.cinta kepada dakwah.cinta kepada ibu bapa.cinta suami terhadap sang bidadarinya . itulah bezanya dengan novel cinta khayalan.

SYUKRAN!!!!

a new bandwagon of one book per month

assalamualaikum,

omg, it has been ages since my last novel time.blame on the mood and the assignments. time limits me from focussing on any new novel coz i'm a weird person. its hard for me to focus on 2 or 3 or 5 things in a time. once i get a new novel.hush a goodbye to cd's assignment or isl or any lecture's related loads.haha..i'll leave you'll alone on my table for 2 to 3 days. dun miss me coz i'm not going to miss y'll..

but, i cannot put a stop sign to this habit.so, i've come to a new decision..read before you sleep.sometimes, it turns to be sleep before you read. 2 pages per day.less than 10 mins per session..haha..after few countings..i need about 173 days to finish a 400 pages novel..will this new way become a reality???just wait and see..so, from now on, introducing my new bandwagon of one book per month.

back to normal

salam,

it's hard to understand but if you read this simple entry with your heart and you are using your brain to think not to judge, you will get the hidden meaning behind those words

i love my normal life. people may feel disturb but i dun care coz i'm happy until i can hear the dupp dappp dupp dapp..my heart is jumping happily. omg, i'm smiling to myself. i talk to myself.i pray to HIM..please, let the feelings stay in me for the entire of my life. it's just a wonderful feeling. a memorable wonderful story..

Kerana ilmu kita bertemu, 
Kerana perkenalan ukhwah terjalin,
 kerana cita-cita perpisahan terjadi
 Dan kerana satu ikatan kerana Allah ia akan berkekalan & diredhai..

ukhwah fillah abadan abada

i hope for a great and beautiful ending coz everything in this world has its ending.

two weeks away

Assalamualaikum,

it has been a long time since my last post.i've no time to update my blog. i've lotsa reasons that cannot be avoided. babysitting little adam makes my time occupied. he's really active.i dunno what makes him hyper active.once he wake up.please forget from doing other things except pay-ur-full-attention-on- him. i've my younger sister with me but she's too young to handle adam. what she can do is playing with adam.dat's all.he's really cranky. i can't leave him alone for even a minute or else he will start screaming on top of lungs. he's a crying hero. once he starts crying.people might wonder..kena dera ke.no.he just loves crying.crying is good for lungs kan.dats why he never fails to practice crying out loud everyday. sometimes, i just dunno what or where is wrong. i dun have any idea.i'm in wonderland for about one week.trying to figure out what should i do so that adam will stop throwing his tantrum most of the day. i know he's addicted with breastfeeding.every time he cries, he will ask for breastfeeding.the only reason is 'nak nenen'.Personally,i think my sister should wean him.off he's going to enter his toddler hood within a few days. so,  its going to over. my sister needs to work and she is crazily busy these days.dat's why she begs me to help her babysitting her little cranky caliph.its not as easy as when he was a baby. you need  lots of patient and passion in you so that you can stop your hand from cubit, tampar, gigit and etc. sincerely, i feel like caning a two years old toddler. but, i still can think wisely. he's too young to tell you where and what goes wrong. you need to figure it all out. raising your voice or abusing him is not a good idea to keep him calm. hugs him and asks him patiently and calmly.what do you want dear?in my case, adam can speak and he will tell you what is wrong if you are asking him questions with love. but, when it comes to bathing time and dozing off time. acik will be even stricker than usual..ngahah. i'm using my veto power to force him mandi and sleep. he hates water. its cool..too cool for him but not for me.adam has no enough fats and he needs more so that they can help him resisting the cool temperature. he will not sleep in the afternoon unless you are good in luring him. i'm not that good but i'm learning from time to time according to the condition. he must sleep or else he will be even more cranky and sikit sikit nak nangis.the first step is make his empty stomach full. he's totally malay man.no rice means no energy. just like her mom and her aunties except andak. then,  let him play or watch barney or learn animals sound. i've come to realise that toddlers love animals and cartoon.so, mummies outside there.despite buying abc flash cards, why don't you spend your money for animals flash cards or animals cd or nursery rhymes cd. adam is good at catching up sound like cow-mooo, duck-pap pap, dog-auk n etc. he even can sing a song from barney. when i sing to him..if you happy and you know it you stamp you feet..then, he will stamp his feet..so cute. let your kids learn abc-how to pronounce and and speak through nursery rhymes and animals sound. then, once they have ready for abc and words order,you can start everything without any pronunciation problem. or you can introduce A for ant. uish, dah melalut..what did i do next is tangkap and put him in his beautiful palace..hahah..then, everything is over.no matter what you must sleep..after a few minutes struggling to free himself from that little and beautiful yet peaceful palace, he fails and sleep in my hand. i win.1-0..easy or difficult.judge it by yourself and do share your opinion with me. i can't imagine of me having my own children.what will i do with them. or i end up hire a maid and forget of having more than one baby. xtau la. but, i really trust..susah2 dahulu senang kemudian. when i was young, i believe, my parents encountered with the same problem. asam garam kehidupan. i've learn lotsa new things every time i spend time here babysitting little adam. experience is the mother of wisdom adam is the father of my experience.sorry for abusing this quote  "the child is the father of the man" which absolutely carries a decent meaning than mine.

enjoy a few pichas..all were taken during my two weeks away from home. i was very far away from home.i was in jitra for about two weeks.nearly two weeks.my sister joined the ekspo dunno what and she picked me up to help her with the preparation process for her booth and ofcos for babysitting her little munch kin. i enjoyed meniaga very much.just imagine, syahira was trying to lure people around to buy tudung.."mai kak mai..tudung buat seniri ni..boleh utter..sedap pakai boleh tempah..mai2 selendang ada..tudung ada..inner ada.."that was my glittering words.my propaganda. i could'nt believe i did it..i really did it.: )..anyone's!!YOU CAN TEXT ME OR CONTACT ME IF YOU NEED A PROMOTER. I CAN WORK STRAIGHT FOR 12 HOURS.BUT, I DEMAND FOR A HIGH SALARY AND FREE FOODS FOR LUNCH AND DINNER..FEEL FREE TO HIRE ME..i have a good kedah accent+kl accent..

you know what, i met chef wan..noh gadut..fadilah kamsah..face to face ok.i can even count their jejer and describe their looks.owh, how i admire them.and for the first time in my entire life, i was in the hall enjoying forum perdana.live from dewan "dunno what its name".i always wish i can be one of the watchers who is given the opportunity to ask them question.and they will answer my question and i will smile to the ears when i see them getting interested with my questions..omg..alhamdulillah.let's breed our love for majlis ilmu.

**my sister is a tailor and she's now trying to go further in her tudung business.feel free to text me if you're interested to buy or to see or to try her product. for now, there's no branch yet but for kedahans you can check it out at suhaila tailor..her kedai is located in front of the jitra hospital. webpage is still in progress..

a new start

Assalamualaikum,


 i can feel the urge in me to update my blog.hurm, i still not ready with my books review and i'm still thinking whether i should or shouldn't post it here.i'm not good in writing books review but i think i'm good in relating it with my daily life.*masuk bakul angkat seniri*.hehe..kiv first.


what a boring weekend i've had..being caged in this small and empty house with my little sister.i still have lotsa unread novel but i prefer to let them rest in their cosy rack.i'm not in mood n i'm lazy n i'm bored already..gimme some time to reprogram my brain.


1 Muharram has passed but we're still in Muharram aite. Muharram is the first month of the islamic calendar. it is one of four sacred month in a year in which fighting is prohibited.a new year means a new spirit.a new hope, a new way of thinking, a new motivation and a new heart(this is a must as for us to begin with a new life, we must have a clean heart)..i think i don't have to answer why we must have a clear heart.everyone has the answers. "hati yang bersih sukar dicari".kan.


as we enter the new year, everyone has their own plans for a new start including me. i've so many plans for the next year ahead and i really hope i can make it all becomes reality and not just fantasy. i don't think i have to keep it as secret as i believe that things like that should not be secret.saying it means we really hope it to happen and it makes us alert and always work for it.ok, i'm gonna share some of  my plans for the next year.


first and foremost,
attending majlis ilmu..when i first decided to join usrah.that was what i had planned for myself. but as time goes by, i'm becoming lazy to join knowledge gathering. i've prepared myself with so many reasons when someone is asking me to join them in majlis ilmu such as daurah..i can feel the strange feeling inside me. i feel empty and spend my golden hours with something that is absolutely wasting such as sembang.i've lots of free time and end up tido or message or online.i hate my previous time and i  really hope it'll never happen again.plz, pray for me.


next plan,
read as much books as i can.(buku ilmiah and english novels)


next,
own a digital camera.i prefer digital camera rather than dslr.wait for the next entry.i'll share my personal reasons of choosing digital cam rather than dslr.


there's a lot more but i've promised to share only a few and not all..so, that's all....

reading

Assalamualaikum,


hey, meet again ek.i'm trying to type as fast as possible. having a 15 years old sister who loves sticking by ur side esp when u're updating ur blog is really xbest.she'll read and sometimes read aloud of whatever that's appeared on the 'screen..disgusting aite..ngeheh..i'm dead if she reads this post.ngahaha..u're not disgusting at all.i've no ideas of what should i come out for this latest entry..no,u're not disgusting.thanks for accompanying me watching horror movies and surfing the intenet..she's now praying and her sister is taking her own sweet time blogging..ngeh2..alhamdulillah, my holidays are filled with reading.but, i cannot deny sometimes its boring.can you stick to one thing for more than three to four hours..if u're asking me that silly question.ofcos, i'll answer no..but, my answer will automatically change if i'm bless to meet with an amazing and fantastic story like stupid cupid by arabella weir and not to forget a place called here by cecelia ahern. ok, she's done..i'll continue blogging later with the novels review.i'll try my best to make it reality..bye2..nunite..




p/s:

thanks a zillion

Assalamualaikum,

this post is special for you my dear friend,

we never meet but i know she understands me.we've only known each other for a short period of time when we were both in sbpikp.she's a special person..a caring, awesome, amazing girl ever i know.thanks a million.i've no words to describe my feelings. u're not the first person who tries to convince me that i can change my fantasy into reality.but u're the first person who did this for me.hugs and kisses from me..love you to bits and pieces.iA, i'll hit my target..but not now.i'm doing my degree now.later..i believe my future is in me.we'll see.kita merancang Allah menentukan..

“….Sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum itu sehingga mereka sendiri mengubah nasib mereka….” (Ar-Ra’du:11)

when there is a will there is a way.Setiap kesusahan, pasti ada kesenangan menanti. Tuhan menduga anda dengan kesukaran dan kesulitan untuk menguji iman anda terhadap-Nya, Jika anda lulus, pasti ada ganjaran dan nikmat yang tak terkira banyaknya.

Top tips for setting an effective goal..

-Write goals down..make sure its realistic not plastic.

-Work for it.

-Effective goal setting does not need to be mystery.

er tataw nak bagi semangat camana. ceni je la kot? good luck. uk's waiting. =) sorry for the lame + cliche' idea. =P

i don't think its lame at all.i wanna go there.i wanna go to a place where i can watch, hear and smell the ocean air.enjoy the four seasons n etc..

again,thanks..:)

top three things to be positive

Assalamualaikum..


1) When azaan is read, all talking should stop
2)Perform the ablution in a perfect way
3)sleep less than 4 hours


(source: selamat pagi malaysia)

i was wrong

assalamualaikum...


hav u read my previous entry rapuh ..not yet..i noe..no one will read it as it was a wrong interpretation from me..kui2..i tot it was a cintan song.but, it's not a jiwang song..it's dakwah s0ng..thankz adik.i was singing with her when suddenly i asked her


me: adik, lagu cintan ke ek..best la
adik: no la, its nasyid
me: yeke


ahaha...when i watched the vide0 clip.then, i realized..yela..nasyid not jiwang song.

Rapuh

assalamualaikum,

i give 5 stars.awesome..i love the lyrics..its simple but full with meanings.i love the tempo.melancholic..leave me alone in my world.today, syahira is not really syahira..she's a little bit jiwang. she enjoys jiwang's song..kah2.

sometimes, i just wonder why malaysian's artists n composers fail to create a good song that leaves a great impact such what maher zain did to nasyid's world.

Opick - Rapuh 

detik waktu terus berjalan

berhias gelap dan terang

suka dan duka tangis dan tawa

tergores bagai lukisan

seribu mimpi berjuta sepi

hadir bagai teman sejati

di antara lelahnya jiwa

dalam resah dan air mata

kupersembahkan kepadaMu

yang terindah dalam hidup

meski ku rapuh dalam langkah

kadang tak setia kepadaMu

namun cinta dalam jiwa

hanyalah padaMu

maafkanlah bila hati

tak sempurna mencintaiMu

dalam dadaku harap hanya

diriMu yang bertahta

detik waktu terus berlalu

semua berakhir padaMu

4th september10

Assalamualaikum

s0b2..Ramadhan has come to an end..its last precious days fly by as we wish we could slow it down every single minutes. 7 days left but how has ramadhan changed you. and what have you done with the month of ramadhan instead of successfully losing your body weight..we cannot deny the fact that the compulsory hunger strike has came to an end..for kids, they cannot wait any longer coz they're still young and do not understand the real meaning of ramadhan. they just know..ramadhan= angpau..but its ok.that's their level. their perception towards ramadhan will be changed as soon as they become older.as soon as they start to reveal the sacred of ramadhan.as soon as they learn and their parents expose them with "rukun islam and rukun iman"..

But, for us adults, ramadhan is so special and it brings a lot of meaning..so-called "turn over a new person" month. Ramadhan is Islam's holy month, celebrated with fasting and feasting. We learn the real patient, self-restrained n etc. --- the Prophet Muhammad, Sall-Allahu alayhi wa sallam, used to supplicate thus: "O Allah! Bless us during Rajab and Sha’ban, and let us reach Ramadan (in good health)."it is a month that the believers await with fervour. It is a season with goodness and virtues where all of the believers get busy seeking Allah’s mercy, forgiveness, and protection from Hellfire.

for me, this ramadhan is a little bit challenging. angka 5 jadi keramat. tanggal 4 september nyaris melunturkan semangat. bukan kerana benci, sakit hati, ingin menyendiri tapi kerana ilahi. tapi manusia itu lemah. bila datang musibah.air mata peneman sejati. Tapi percayalah janji pencipta..ALLAH s.w.t....

---->you want someone perfect that can lead your way,loyal, always be with you n a wonderful muslim.. prepare yourself and make yourself perfect first ..

Through direct Ibada we "charge our batteries"; the indirect ones allow us to use the power so accumulated in driving the vehicle of our life. Ramadan is the month for rebuilding our spiritual strength. How much we benefit from it is up to us.(Khalid Baig Through islamway)

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"Ramadhan is Islam's holy month, celebrated with fasting and feasting"

I am blessed to have a big great family here in I4p. the first week of ramadhan, i've shared my first ramadhan feast. of all, i've attended 4 ramadhan feasts all along this holy month. plus, daily together "breakfast" at surau.  i am so blessed..ramadhan leaves me lots of great  experiences such as free foods(ekeke), tarawih together, spending time with friends, spending time in surau, gotong-royong, eat in a big tray together with my friends (it's my first experience k),  usrah best n etc. 

Mr Zul's house..

main menu : nasi beriani + mcm2 lauk, putu mayam

appetizer : pudding n fruitx

drinks : fresh orange n syrup.

as usual, licin but the kari ayam is quite pedas. i cannot even eat that part. but,  off all..finger licking good..mmuahh.sedap.5 stars.

 

 putih..mr zul's pet. she's having a serious problem, obesity. she crawls as slow as snail. she's a secretive cat..no "meow"..berat mulut. she loves being pampered and tends to do "macam2" in order to catch people's attention towards her.

 

this is the only picture that can be considered as valuable..the others aren't perfect. 

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i am the only malay who's still here.my friends leave me alone. sdeyh..today is my first day, having 'sahur' alone. mkan pown xbest.no more gossip+ sembang while having sahur. no more lauk sedap. i just prepare some porridge as i didn't have any lauk. nasi + kicap, xbest..porridge is a complete meal. but, it isn't a complete heavy meal as it contains a lot of water in it. so, to complete the set, i add on oat milo n biscuit.

 

macam dalam bersamamu...

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 ..what should i be???

cinderella

shrek

zoro

.......

quest

Assalamualaikum,

this is one of the most wonderful poem i've ever read. read it, it carries thousand of meanings as it shows how a small kid differentiates herself form whites.transform-------->jd sasterawan kejap

When I born, I black

When I grow up, I black

When I go in Sun, I black

When I scared, I black

When I sick, I black

And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow

When you born, you  pink

When you grow up, you white

When you go in Sun, you red

When you cold, you blue

When you scared, you yellow

When you sick, you green

And when you die, you grey

And you calling me coloured?

Written by African Child

Nominated by UN as the best Poem of 2006

sahur

Assalamualaikum...

Waking up for sahur will be challenging, but it's a very important required part as these meal varieties can make me full and helps to provide me with sufficient energy before the break of dawn. usually, i prefer to consume a heavy meal during sahur as it really helps me to survive for about 14.5 hours without foods and drinks. But  today, i miss my typical meal for sahur as i forget to cook the rice.no rice but we just have curry..mmg rezki orang off..hurm, pity my friends. xpela, next time i'll be a little bit early ok..sory!!

ketika Allah memilihmu untukku....

 Assalamualaikum....       

oo00 ALLAH, I beg your help to guide me  the straight path..

Ketika Allah Memilihmu Untukku..


Padamu yang Allah pilihkan dalam hidupku..
Ingin ku beri tahu padamu..
Aku hidup dan besar dari keluarga bahagia..
Orang tua yg begitu sempurna..
Dengan cinta yg begitu membuncah..
Aku dibesarkan dgn limpahan kasih yang tak terhingga..
Maka, padamu ku katakan..
Saat Allah memilihmu dalam hidupku,
Maka saat itu Dia berharap, kau pun sanggup melimpahkan cinta padaku..
Memperlakukanku dgn sayang yang begitu indah..


Padamu yang Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, aku hanya wanita biasa dengan begitu banyak kekurangan dalam diriku,
Aku bukanlah wanita sempurna, seperti yang mungkin kau harapkan..
Maka, ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Dia ingin menyempurnakan kekuranganku dgn keberadaanmu.
Dan aku tahu, Kaupun bukanlah laki-laki yang sempurna..
Dan ku berharap ketidaksempurnaanku mampu menyempurnakan dirimu..
Karena kelak kita akan satu..
Aibmu adalah aibku, dan indahmu adalah indahku,
Kau dan aku akan menjadi 'kita'..


Padamu yg Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, sejak kecil Allah telah menempa diriku dgn ilmu dan tarbiyah,
Membentukku menjadi wanita yg mencintai Rabbnya..
Maka ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Allah mengetahui bahwa kaupun telah menempa dirimu dgn ilmuNya.. Maka gandeng tanganku dalam mengibarkan panji-panji dakwah dalam hidup kita..
Itulah visi pernikahan kita..
Ibadah pada-Nya ta'ala..


Padamu yg Allah tetapkan sebagai nahkodaku..
Ingatlah.. Aku adalah mahlukNya dari tulang rusuk yang paling bengkok..
Ada kalanya aku akan begitu membuatmu marah..
Maka, ketahuilah.. Saat itu Dia menghendaki kau menasihatiku dengan hikmah,
Sungguh hatiku tetaplah wanita yg lemah pada kelembutan..
Namun jangan kau coba meluruskanku, karena aku akan patah..
Tapi jangan pula membiarkanku begitu saja, karena akan selamanya aku salah..
Namun tatap mataku, tersenyumlah..
Tenangkan aku dgn genggaman tanganmu..
Dan nasihati aku dgn bijak dan hikmah..
Niscaya, kau akan menemukanku tersungkur menangis di pangkuanmu..
Maka ketika itu, kau kembali memiliki hatiku..


Padamu yang Allah tetapkan sebagai atap hunianku..
Ketahuilah, ketika ijab atas namaku telah kau lontarkan..
Maka dimataku kau adalah yang terindah,
Kata2mu adalah titah untukku,
Selama tak bermaksiat pada Allah, akan ku penuhi semua perintahmu..
Maka kalau kau berkenan ku meminta..
Jadilah hunian yg indah, yang kokoh…
Yang mampu membuatku dan anak-anak kita nyaman dan aman di dalamnya..


Padamu yang Allah pilih menjadi penopang hidupku…
Dalam istana kecil kita akan hadir buah hati-buah hati kita..
Maka didiklah mereka menjadi generasi yg dirindukan syurga..
Yang di pundaknya akan diisi dgn amanah-amanah dakwah,
Yang ruh dan jiwanya selalu merindukan jihad..
Yang darahnya mengalir darah syuhada..
Dan ku yakin dari tanganmu yg penuh berkah, kau mampu membentuk mereka..
Dengan hatimu yg penuh cinta, kau mampu merengkuh hati mereka..
Dan aku akan selalu jatuh cinta padamu..


Padamu yang Allah pilih sebagai imamku…
Ku memohon padamu.. Ridholah padaku,
Sungguh Ridhomu adalah Ridho Ilahi Rabbi..
Mudahkanlah jalanku ke Surga-Nya..
Karena bagiku kau adalah kunci Surgaku..



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( Oleh Aztriana 180610/ 01'50 Makassar.. ^_^v )


Dari Ummu Salamah, ia berkata, "Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda : "Seorang perempuan jika meninggal dan suaminya meridhoinya, maka ia akan masuk surga." (HR. Ahmad dan Thabrani)

lots of fun!!

Assalamualaikum,

I'm back, it's has been awhile since my last entry.total, I've 3 pending entries.I've no time to continue writing.i dunno what makes me busy like a mom of 10 toddlers. n today, i decide to combine all 3 pending entries into 1. n I'll try my best to make it as short n simple as possible as I've a lot of things to write. warning!!lotsa pictures n words involve..

my very 1st anniversary~~as a college student

believe it or not, it has been 1 year and 12 days since my first day n nite here.unbelievable..I've grown up, I'm no longer a Jr n i just got my new title..miss senior.ahaha..i just love my new title as it makes me prasan mature although i don't feel i 100% fully matured yet. Mature isn't something that comes naturally to us n it comes with experience. n as u get older u build experience.but, I'm still young+lack of life experience = not really matured..hihi.back to the real story, i wore my yellow+blue baju kurung that day as a symbol of new spirit.my mom bought that baju kurung special for me n i wore it for the first time when i took my spm result. i chose to wear that baju kurung during my first day at kmpp and here. dats y i love it so much as it is always with me throughout my special days.. refresh my memory, 

13th July 2009,

my first expression when i first saw this college was 'is this museum??', btulke, slah tmpat neyh.. it took about 1 hour for us to arrive here. n i was the last person who registered that day. the first person who greeted me was Zhafri. pheww, he asked me," are u pa student?" then go there..he showed me the direction, i just followed him without saying anything. same goes to my sister..lawan nganga. n once i arrived at the registration table, they asked me again for confirmation, then i realized, they misinterpreted me, the thought i'm pa student..no..no..no.i'm not.i broke the silence with "no, i'm tesl".. then, i met with a couple 'a cute sis n handsome bro '(i forget their name but i still greet them whenever n wherever i meet em'). they brought me to the hostel (ikut jln blakang n i met biawak besar otw nk g hostel)..luckily, i got rambai, BA-232..my first week here was not enjoyable+very boring coz i needed to follow the induction week's timetable n i missed my kmpp's friends so much. 

but as time goes, 

i meet a lot of new wonderful friends here n i start to accept that i'm going to be a teacher. i choose this field then i must do it. but to be sincere, it's not easy for me to adapt with my new life.i'm not sure whether my decision is right or wrong.i keep thinking whether i should stay here or just go somewhere or maybe blik kmpp.. somewhere??where??(it happens during my first sem here, i'm not really trust with my own decision) but now, i trust myself, i trust my decision, yes, i wanna be a teacher. i must be a teacher n i love studying English although it is not easy as i expect before i come here.

lets compare,

2 different places but the same person wearing the same baju kurung  

kmpp

i4p

sbpikp

 

 induction week

 alhamdulillah,finally, everything came to an end..it was a priceless experience as it was my first time involved in handling a program for 63 youngsters.wow!n it was not easy as i had expected before. Most of my juniors were from sabah and Sarawak. Their English is quite good compared to me n sincerely, i'm afraid.i'm scared of starting a conversation with them. i dunno y. maybe, my English is limited..cmne tbe2 slah grammar,then my juniors correct me..malu.but its ok rite, its a part of learning process..but for me, its hard.

back to the real story,

we were having three sessions with them. It started on Monday and finished on friday night. 

1) ice breaking session

2)explorace, pheww..i love explorace. they looked cute and handsome rite. i bet they'll never ever forget the things that i'll never forget.my group made them crawl in the mud. i knew they love it but they had no words to describe that feeling as their heart crawled in the mud too. they looked extremely happy.

 

look, they loved it, they loved the face painting session..

the last session was dramatisation..i didn't have any pictures during that night.they did their job well.but sgt social. they need someone to advice and tell them, what is aurat, what is haram and halal..

btw, i get two fostees, asyikin and afiqah..: )

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