salam,
i was reading an online tabloid last night when i bumped to the 2013 budget. i went through one by one passionately. the whats and the never ending whys kept popping out from the inner side of me. huhuhu.
mak uya!!i've grown up. now i know what does politics and money mean?
p/s: i'm 21 and i love free money but i don't know why do they decide to waste such amount of money for us for free.
looking at it in a positive way:
1)boleh masuk tabung haji -50
2)boleh buat braces -50
3)simpan buat kahwin nanti2..(dush2)-50
4)beli kereta-50
5)asnb-50
looking at it in a futuristic way:
1) gov should save the money for the unseen needs in the future
for now, that's my only qualm.
Saturday, 29 September 2012
girls talk and ala-ala advice
salam,
isu 1: kahwin
it was a normal chit chatting when suddenly, a friend of mine who is very very soon going to get married came and joined us.
A: berseri serinya (xtipu!!!!..memang berseri)
B: (merah muka)
C: dh ready ke semua?
B: ntahl. not that easy.
C: pening kepala x?
B: opkos
A: mana cari duit nak kahwin ni?
B: simpan
C: is it enough?
B: nope. so many things to do.
C: how about the ...............(curious)
its normal to have the curiosity. normal for kids like us. haha. she has gone one step further and maju from us. seriously! she looks matured. marriage makes us matured? or the ups and downs of planning to get married makes my friend looks matured. huhu. there comes the curiosity. oh well! its pretty normal for those who has not been into that stage to start thinking of that wasting of time questions.
having a conversation with the one who's getting married makes me realize of something and it opens my eyes. i should stop dreaming of getting married at this age lah. its not easy to make the decision to get married. the preparation is far more not easy. the engagement period is the most difficult test ever in life.
marriage does not only need us to have a stable income but also a stable state of thinking.
a matured thinking. a complex thinking. the ability to think critically and wisely. the ability to walk in the spouse's shoes. the ability to accept advice. the ability to always be patient.the ability to control emotions when the money is getting lesser and lesser dalam bank coz everything is not cheap these days unless it happens to be you get a stable partner. oopppsss, i nearly forget this one. the ability to cook. haha. this is the most highlighted issue in our conversation. do you know how to cook? yupp. tapi makanan kampung je. that's what my friend replied. we replied " xpela, kami nak pi kelas memasak dulu la before thinking about marriage".
i personally think, marriage is not all about happiness. its all about a roller coaster life. some said "kalau nak tunggu ready sampai bila-bila pun xready". hurm. that's also correct. but, the time will come, when the time come, we will not no longer think about the readiness coz at that time, we'll be naturally ready. just like my friend. chayok2x
marriage is a very big issue now. here and there, everyone's talking about that here and there. except me lah..hahah. knowing the reality makes me feel like " i wanna stop growing for a while and enjoy my teenage life"....dolu-dolu, masa sekolah menengah, the main issue is "what field would you like to choose?"
dear syahira,
"read this post if you feel envy+jelous tengok sorang-sorang kawan kahwin" =D
isu 1: kahwin
it was a normal chit chatting when suddenly, a friend of mine who is very very soon going to get married came and joined us.
A: berseri serinya (xtipu!!!!..memang berseri)
B: (merah muka)
C: dh ready ke semua?
B: ntahl. not that easy.
C: pening kepala x?
B: opkos
A: mana cari duit nak kahwin ni?
B: simpan
C: is it enough?
B: nope. so many things to do.
C: how about the ...............(curious)
its normal to have the curiosity. normal for kids like us. haha. she has gone one step further and maju from us. seriously! she looks matured. marriage makes us matured? or the ups and downs of planning to get married makes my friend looks matured. huhu. there comes the curiosity. oh well! its pretty normal for those who has not been into that stage to start thinking of that wasting of time questions.
having a conversation with the one who's getting married makes me realize of something and it opens my eyes. i should stop dreaming of getting married at this age lah. its not easy to make the decision to get married. the preparation is far more not easy. the engagement period is the most difficult test ever in life.
marriage does not only need us to have a stable income but also a stable state of thinking.
a matured thinking. a complex thinking. the ability to think critically and wisely. the ability to walk in the spouse's shoes. the ability to accept advice. the ability to always be patient.the ability to control emotions when the money is getting lesser and lesser dalam bank coz everything is not cheap these days unless it happens to be you get a stable partner. oopppsss, i nearly forget this one. the ability to cook. haha. this is the most highlighted issue in our conversation. do you know how to cook? yupp. tapi makanan kampung je. that's what my friend replied. we replied " xpela, kami nak pi kelas memasak dulu la before thinking about marriage".
i personally think, marriage is not all about happiness. its all about a roller coaster life. some said "kalau nak tunggu ready sampai bila-bila pun xready". hurm. that's also correct. but, the time will come, when the time come, we will not no longer think about the readiness coz at that time, we'll be naturally ready. just like my friend. chayok2x
marriage is a very big issue now. here and there, everyone's talking about that here and there. except me lah..hahah. knowing the reality makes me feel like " i wanna stop growing for a while and enjoy my teenage life"....dolu-dolu, masa sekolah menengah, the main issue is "what field would you like to choose?"
dear syahira,
"read this post if you feel envy+jelous tengok sorang-sorang kawan kahwin" =D
Thursday, 27 September 2012
tanggungjawab
salam,
oh no! this love has taken me here. i always love to write but being somebody who rarely spends my time reading nowadays makes me feel empty. i have no ideas what to write other than sharing about my life and experiences. hurmph. lagha kan. don't ask me why i rarely spending my time reading nowadays. my only answer will be 'saya malas' and 'xde feeling nak membaca'. the only thing I do most of everyday is reading articles and online newspaper. xtau la kenapa malas sangat nak buka buku dan baca. maybe, i need a kindle. hahaha..not soo related. sometimes, when I really need to read ( homework or usrah task), then only I will do the reading. tu pun setengah jam. i prefer to listen than to read. memang xsuka sungguh sungguh. pelik jugak. it's so sudden. few months ago, reading has been my only activity and rela stay up demi sebuah buku. sekarang, letak kepala. fengsan. human changed. so do I.
.............................
let's talk about responsibilities la. this ws one of my usrah task last week.
my naqibah asked us to draw our responsibilities on an A4 paper. being me, the one who had no skill in drawing, i preferred to write.
imagine..how could I draw the responsibilities. talking about responsibilities, it was uncountable and difficult to transfer into words or even pictures. that's what i felt. i took some time to think before i could come out with a long list of responsibilities. responsibility was not a new term in my life. since I was born, the word had been a good friend to me. that what came out from my mind soon after i began to key in that word into my brain.
dulu dok dalam perut dah janji dah sebelum keluar..kan?
keluar je. besar sikit. janji nak p tadika..nak belajar rajin2. xmo kacau cikgu. xmau buat bising. besar lagi sikit. pi sekolah rendah..janji dengan mak ayah nak belajar super rajin..nak dapat 5A. besar lagi lagi sikit. janji nak dalam 9A. besar lagi lagi lagi sikit. nak dapat 11A. tak campur lagi..janji dengan ustazah nak solat cukup. janji dengan kawan. janji sana janji sini.
(ni dari sudut yang biasa2)
dari sudut yang formal
1)tanggungjawab kepada pencipta
2)tanggungjawab kepada agama
3)tanggungjawab kepada ibu bapa
4)tanggungjawab sebagai penerus kegemilangan islam
5)tanggungjawab sebagai pelajar
6)tanggungjawab terhadap kitab suci Al-Quranul Kareem.
7)......................
the list went on and on and it would never stop until the day of .........
when it was my time to present, I was quite reluctant and I didn't know where to start. It was sooo much. but it made me realize something. tanggungjawab-tanggungjawab itu menjadikan siapa kita hari ini. those responsibilities built us to be somebody.
regards,
me
oh no! this love has taken me here. i always love to write but being somebody who rarely spends my time reading nowadays makes me feel empty. i have no ideas what to write other than sharing about my life and experiences. hurmph. lagha kan. don't ask me why i rarely spending my time reading nowadays. my only answer will be 'saya malas' and 'xde feeling nak membaca'. the only thing I do most of everyday is reading articles and online newspaper. xtau la kenapa malas sangat nak buka buku dan baca. maybe, i need a kindle. hahaha..not soo related. sometimes, when I really need to read ( homework or usrah task), then only I will do the reading. tu pun setengah jam. i prefer to listen than to read. memang xsuka sungguh sungguh. pelik jugak. it's so sudden. few months ago, reading has been my only activity and rela stay up demi sebuah buku. sekarang, letak kepala. fengsan. human changed. so do I.
.............................
let's talk about responsibilities la. this ws one of my usrah task last week.
my naqibah asked us to draw our responsibilities on an A4 paper. being me, the one who had no skill in drawing, i preferred to write.
imagine..how could I draw the responsibilities. talking about responsibilities, it was uncountable and difficult to transfer into words or even pictures. that's what i felt. i took some time to think before i could come out with a long list of responsibilities. responsibility was not a new term in my life. since I was born, the word had been a good friend to me. that what came out from my mind soon after i began to key in that word into my brain.
dulu dok dalam perut dah janji dah sebelum keluar..kan?
keluar je. besar sikit. janji nak p tadika..nak belajar rajin2. xmo kacau cikgu. xmau buat bising. besar lagi sikit. pi sekolah rendah..janji dengan mak ayah nak belajar super rajin..nak dapat 5A. besar lagi lagi sikit. janji nak dalam 9A. besar lagi lagi lagi sikit. nak dapat 11A. tak campur lagi..janji dengan ustazah nak solat cukup. janji dengan kawan. janji sana janji sini.
(ni dari sudut yang biasa2)
dari sudut yang formal
1)tanggungjawab kepada pencipta
2)tanggungjawab kepada agama
3)tanggungjawab kepada ibu bapa
4)tanggungjawab sebagai penerus kegemilangan islam
5)tanggungjawab sebagai pelajar
6)tanggungjawab terhadap kitab suci Al-Quranul Kareem.
7)......................
the list went on and on and it would never stop until the day of .........
when it was my time to present, I was quite reluctant and I didn't know where to start. It was sooo much. but it made me realize something. tanggungjawab-tanggungjawab itu menjadikan siapa kita hari ini. those responsibilities built us to be somebody.
regards,
me
Thursday, 20 September 2012
wordy wednesday!
salam,
Be grateful to what you have and forget not to thank Him always. =)
Firman Allah SWT: “Dan tidak diperintahkan kamu melainkan
supaya menyembah Allah dengan mengikhlaskan agama keranaNya, dengan menjauhi
kesesatan, dan (supaya) mereka mendirikan solat dan memberikan zakat, kerana
yang demikian itulah agama yang lurus.” (Surah al-Bayyinah, ayat 5)
Monday, 17 September 2012
reflection on the 4 days camping
salam,
nak dengar story telling??hihihih. without any props, here i present the reflection on the co-curriculum camping.
last week, we had to attend the four days camping in our very own college. hihi. it took less than 5 minutes to arrive at the campsite, so, in terms of time, we had no problem at all. we arrived on time and the activities started on time. despite all the turbulence about camping site, we had a wonderful days and we gained lots of new experiences all along the four days.
pity on us!!!
college had no enough fund for outdoor activities and that was one of the reason why the co-curriculum dept decided not to take us anywhere. plus, we had a very large family members.of all, they were 200 plus of us. so, the could not find any suitable places that could accommodate the huge number of teachers. at first, they decided to bring us to ipsah but they canceled the plan last minute. i preferred to stay in our college (most ladies did i think) because we hated packing.
the day started with setting up the camping site. it was not easy when you didn't expect to get a very huge tent and it was not within our ability to set up the tent. we ended up requesting for a few new ones but we got the uzur ones..grrr! it took a few hours to just set up the campsite. oh well!!! we were all women. please don't expect us know everything about camping as only quite few of us who really into camping thingy. our camping site was in al falah area and we set up the tents on tar roads. hahaha! oh, well! that's normal for urban camping. my college located in the pulse of Penang where there were uncountable numbers of cozy condominiums surrounded us. what a breathtaking scenery! =O. woke up in the morning with those scenery. i'd not miss it in the future coz i'd never love such scenery. it kills the beauty of our country. it kills the green from day by day. merata-rata ada advert pasal living green. it's a cliche. they kill the green. how can they save the green environment. back to the camping story. we're not only learnt on how to set up the tent and anchored the tent so that the wind could not fly it away but we also learnt on how cooperation made our job easier and faster.
ibrah di sebalik setting up the tents;
cooperation is the key to succeed. please!kill the selfishness and do accept others weaknesses. not everyone is perfect and we should realize that we are sent by Allah to our friends. why? to tolerate and help each others lah!moral of the story is please kill the selfishness in us when we are working in groups. it could deteriorate not only the relationships but also our work. no one's perfect and your're no one, so, you're perfect lah!ish2..nope. actually, everyone is perfectly imperfect but that shouldn't be a reason because our mind controls our action. do control your mind and souls.
we build our own furniture!
biar tak cantik rupa, tapi penuh kasih wanita!=)
yupp, we did it but i was just helping la. we had the sifu in our group. nothing to worry. i was the master in holding the bamboo stick.hahaha. everyone played our own part. some were cutting the bamboo into the shape needed. some were thinking of the design. some were busy thinking of how to tie up the bamboo. the conclusion is ' the process was not easy and i felt like lying down on the floor and slept throughout the night once it finished. therefore, do not complain if you find the furniture is expensive. it worth the time and the hardships of the carpenter. susah kowt. what made our work difficult was the bamboos. most of us got our fingers cut by the bamboo. first time experience holding the bamboo. experimenting and even use it as the cutlery for cooking. lepas ni bolehla buat perabot rumah guna buluh dengan ikatan seraya n etc. sapa nak kahwin dgn ahli ppim. kami boleh buat perabot rumah. jimat duit.huhuhu! =)
we had a few series of talks and seminar with our lecturers. don't ask me about gist coz most of the time, i think, i was dreaming. fighting not to fall asleep was not that easy when your body demanded to have a rest. i still remember the day when we had a talk from one of the PPIM lecturer. she kindly gave us 20 minutes rest interval and once she announced that, everyone was walking to the muslimat area and pengsan terus. she said ' terkejut saya tengok semua tidur dan saya tak sampai hati nak kejutkan'. it really showed how tired we were.
the cooking activity was done on the second day. this was the best part in my camping diary. we enjoyed cooking so much. main masak-masak. it was fun when you have no one to say this was done wrongly and etc. huhu. cooking is a skill and sometimes, you are learning the skills indirectly from the past experience. plus, it needed patients and passion and a little bit of knowledge. those combinations would make you the best chef ever. acehh. how can you cook if you don't even know the function of sugar, salt and tangerine. that was the basic ingredients in cooking. our theme was survival foods but it turned out to be not really a set of survival foods. xpela kn. while we were busy cooking, came a lecturer from the other unit and guess what she said. hihihi. she said 'bab-bab masak ni memang selalu menang dekat puteri islam'. kembang hidung kami! hilang letih kipas api. that was first time cooking rice using a bamboo stick. it's difficult but hentaman kami agak mengena. =). mula-mula takut jugak sebab jadi tukang sukat air dengan cik S. kami punya selawat la sebab takut nasi lembik atau mentah. takut kena blame. hihihi. lain masak nasi dalam buluh.lepas ni bolehla masak lemang. kihkihkih.=P
that's all for now! till then...
regards,
me
nak dengar story telling??hihihih. without any props, here i present the reflection on the co-curriculum camping.
last week, we had to attend the four days camping in our very own college. hihi. it took less than 5 minutes to arrive at the campsite, so, in terms of time, we had no problem at all. we arrived on time and the activities started on time. despite all the turbulence about camping site, we had a wonderful days and we gained lots of new experiences all along the four days.
pity on us!!!
college had no enough fund for outdoor activities and that was one of the reason why the co-curriculum dept decided not to take us anywhere. plus, we had a very large family members.of all, they were 200 plus of us. so, the could not find any suitable places that could accommodate the huge number of teachers. at first, they decided to bring us to ipsah but they canceled the plan last minute. i preferred to stay in our college (most ladies did i think) because we hated packing.
the day started with setting up the camping site. it was not easy when you didn't expect to get a very huge tent and it was not within our ability to set up the tent. we ended up requesting for a few new ones but we got the uzur ones..grrr! it took a few hours to just set up the campsite. oh well!!! we were all women. please don't expect us know everything about camping as only quite few of us who really into camping thingy. our camping site was in al falah area and we set up the tents on tar roads. hahaha! oh, well! that's normal for urban camping. my college located in the pulse of Penang where there were uncountable numbers of cozy condominiums surrounded us. what a breathtaking scenery! =O. woke up in the morning with those scenery. i'd not miss it in the future coz i'd never love such scenery. it kills the beauty of our country. it kills the green from day by day. merata-rata ada advert pasal living green. it's a cliche. they kill the green. how can they save the green environment. back to the camping story. we're not only learnt on how to set up the tent and anchored the tent so that the wind could not fly it away but we also learnt on how cooperation made our job easier and faster.
ibrah di sebalik setting up the tents;
cooperation is the key to succeed. please!kill the selfishness and do accept others weaknesses. not everyone is perfect and we should realize that we are sent by Allah to our friends. why? to tolerate and help each others lah!moral of the story is please kill the selfishness in us when we are working in groups. it could deteriorate not only the relationships but also our work. no one's perfect and your're no one, so, you're perfect lah!ish2..nope. actually, everyone is perfectly imperfect but that shouldn't be a reason because our mind controls our action. do control your mind and souls.
we build our own furniture!
biar tak cantik rupa, tapi penuh kasih wanita!=)
yupp, we did it but i was just helping la. we had the sifu in our group. nothing to worry. i was the master in holding the bamboo stick.hahaha. everyone played our own part. some were cutting the bamboo into the shape needed. some were thinking of the design. some were busy thinking of how to tie up the bamboo. the conclusion is ' the process was not easy and i felt like lying down on the floor and slept throughout the night once it finished. therefore, do not complain if you find the furniture is expensive. it worth the time and the hardships of the carpenter. susah kowt. what made our work difficult was the bamboos. most of us got our fingers cut by the bamboo. first time experience holding the bamboo. experimenting and even use it as the cutlery for cooking. lepas ni bolehla buat perabot rumah guna buluh dengan ikatan seraya n etc. sapa nak kahwin dgn ahli ppim. kami boleh buat perabot rumah. jimat duit.huhuhu! =)
we had a few series of talks and seminar with our lecturers. don't ask me about gist coz most of the time, i think, i was dreaming. fighting not to fall asleep was not that easy when your body demanded to have a rest. i still remember the day when we had a talk from one of the PPIM lecturer. she kindly gave us 20 minutes rest interval and once she announced that, everyone was walking to the muslimat area and pengsan terus. she said ' terkejut saya tengok semua tidur dan saya tak sampai hati nak kejutkan'. it really showed how tired we were.
the cooking activity was done on the second day. this was the best part in my camping diary. we enjoyed cooking so much. main masak-masak. it was fun when you have no one to say this was done wrongly and etc. huhu. cooking is a skill and sometimes, you are learning the skills indirectly from the past experience. plus, it needed patients and passion and a little bit of knowledge. those combinations would make you the best chef ever. acehh. how can you cook if you don't even know the function of sugar, salt and tangerine. that was the basic ingredients in cooking. our theme was survival foods but it turned out to be not really a set of survival foods. xpela kn. while we were busy cooking, came a lecturer from the other unit and guess what she said. hihihi. she said 'bab-bab masak ni memang selalu menang dekat puteri islam'. kembang hidung kami! hilang letih kipas api. that was first time cooking rice using a bamboo stick. it's difficult but hentaman kami agak mengena. =). mula-mula takut jugak sebab jadi tukang sukat air dengan cik S. kami punya selawat la sebab takut nasi lembik atau mentah. takut kena blame. hihihi. lain masak nasi dalam buluh.lepas ni bolehla masak lemang. kihkihkih.=P
that's all for now! till then...
regards,
me
Sunday, 16 September 2012
on my born day
salam,
A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip.
A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip.
the pre birthday feast
k.yaya beli untuk kami
what a birthday means to me?
a birthday is just like another day. nothing's special. we are not use to birthday celebration coz since we were young, we never had birthday celebration. it just reminds me that i'm one year older and zillion of thanks to my parents for bringing me up and never give up on me for this 21 years. i've gone through the childhood and adolescences phases and now, i'm standing in a new phase known as adulthood phase. huhuhu. life is just a cycle. no matter how gorgeous you are, soon you will still grow old and kerepot. life is just a pit-stop but not a rest place. it is a place where we you have to double/triple up our good deeds coz Allah has promised to reward us with a far more better rest place in the hereafter (only if we're walking on the correct lane lah). therefore, we must always make sure that we're always in the correct lane. life is just a journey. A journey that has an ending (in this world) but a new start in the hereafter. therefore, the choice is ours whether we want a good start nor a disaster start. what affects the choice is our good/bad deeds fiddunya. we determine our future. =). with that, happy birthday to me and to my sweet 17th adik. alhamdulillah, Allah lends me 21 years to work out towards a better future in the hereafter. i hope for more. 21 years seems a long time but still not enough. that's human. what have i contributed to islam for the pass 20 years? i've done so little. shame on me! but, it is still not too late to work more and give more. pray for me! i'm hoping for a better me in the future. better in everything fidduya wal akhirah. too many hopes and desires but the qualm is " Do i have enough time?" no answers for that coz life and dead is not my work nor your work. our works is never ever give up on working towards the goals. gambare! age is just a matter of number. i'm not old,i'm just antique. therefore, i'm afraid not of number. it makes me antique and expensive from time to time.=)
p/s: right now, i'm still waiting for a birthday parcel, loads of thanks from me. thanks for the gorgeous saree. thanks for the wishes and dua'. bukan senang nak dapat free dua'.
regards,
the birthday girl
Sunday, 9 September 2012
ACTION!!!!!
salam,
tomorrow, i'm gonna eat all the nervousness and vomit all the talents in me.muahaha. let's see. how it's gonna turn out to be. we're having a story telling presentation tomorrow. muahahah. i can't imagine how it's going to be. it has been a few years since i left my bad habit when i was on stage.the extra confidence and the over confidence. Allah yusahhil. wish me all the best! i'm done with all the simple props. i draw the backdrops hundred percent by myself. hohoho. i'm proud. xsangka saya ada bakat in fine arts. can't stop smiling and looking over and over again at it. ish2, xsangka sungguh.syahira pandai lukis. alhamdulillah. who says i can't draw? no one said so but i was the one who kept saying that. look how Allah s.w.t creates us with our fine motor skills so that we can use it to work on the fine arts such as drawing and colouring.
the excited teacher-to-be,
me
tomorrow, i'm gonna eat all the nervousness and vomit all the talents in me.muahaha. let's see. how it's gonna turn out to be. we're having a story telling presentation tomorrow. muahahah. i can't imagine how it's going to be. it has been a few years since i left my bad habit when i was on stage.the extra confidence and the over confidence. Allah yusahhil. wish me all the best! i'm done with all the simple props. i draw the backdrops hundred percent by myself. hohoho. i'm proud. xsangka saya ada bakat in fine arts. can't stop smiling and looking over and over again at it. ish2, xsangka sungguh.syahira pandai lukis. alhamdulillah. who says i can't draw? no one said so but i was the one who kept saying that. look how Allah s.w.t creates us with our fine motor skills so that we can use it to work on the fine arts such as drawing and colouring.
the excited teacher-to-be,
me
Saturday, 8 September 2012
the one who teaches me to always be the first bird.
salam,
today is my first day at school at this hour. today is Saturday and just now, we starts the journey to complete the sbe task as early as 6.30 am. owh, tell me not that today is saturday and everyone is now having fun and enjoy their weekend to bits. i get 6 periods to relief and done with the first two hours. the kids are just so not kind. memang kena dengan timing. i'm fasting today. they scream and laugh on top of the lungs. their words..oho. penang slang i think. it sounds kasar yet for them, it's just a normal conversation. tokleh la tacing tacing sangat kan. i give them a few riddles and no one can even answer a riddle. in return, they said, "cikgu kami ada teka teki jugak". their riddles are so lame i tell you. how come (3+1=2). muahahaha. they show me how to get two. okayla. sebab saya cikgu. i said "my answer is 4 bc i follow the mathematical rules and i'm good in mathematics. cikgu macam budak2.haha. should take this as a practice for the future challenging years in school.
wish me ALL THE BEST for the next 4 periods relief.
till then, salam.
today is my first day at school at this hour. today is Saturday and just now, we starts the journey to complete the sbe task as early as 6.30 am. owh, tell me not that today is saturday and everyone is now having fun and enjoy their weekend to bits. i get 6 periods to relief and done with the first two hours. the kids are just so not kind. memang kena dengan timing. i'm fasting today. they scream and laugh on top of the lungs. their words..oho. penang slang i think. it sounds kasar yet for them, it's just a normal conversation. tokleh la tacing tacing sangat kan. i give them a few riddles and no one can even answer a riddle. in return, they said, "cikgu kami ada teka teki jugak". their riddles are so lame i tell you. how come (3+1=2). muahahaha. they show me how to get two. okayla. sebab saya cikgu. i said "my answer is 4 bc i follow the mathematical rules and i'm good in mathematics. cikgu macam budak2.haha. should take this as a practice for the future challenging years in school.
wish me ALL THE BEST for the next 4 periods relief.
till then, salam.
Friday, 7 September 2012
raya lagi
salam,today is 20th of Syawal. It seems like everyone is still in raya mood. today, our beloved college conducts a special raya celebration to celebrate all the Muslims as well as Nons students. this is a yearly event and each year, it never fails to bring a new style of celebration. this year, we are having asrama terbuka in the morning and in the afternoon, we are having raya celebration. what makes me feels extra happy today is the variety of foods though it's not free. yupp, we still have to pay. for me, it worth the money i paid. i pay not only for food but also for the happiness that shines in everyone eyes. hihi.
what a happy moment i had. i try all foods from nasi to ice cream. why not we put aside all the calories craziness for just less than 3 hours. raya comes only once in a year kan. if you're lucky, then you will see the nasi himpit, rendang and all the raya foods again. if not, you will surely have to be patient n wait until the next raya. jika panjang umur."_". herbal life kan ada..hik2. that's the current craziness in my college these days. everyone wants to be slim and beautiful. money is just a matter of money but herbal life is money.
the variety of foods makes me decided to name this event as raya treat. raya means foods. raya means relationship. we're having fun sembang2 macam orang xde kerja padahal assignment tak compile lagi.=)
till then, salam
Thursday, 6 September 2012
raya feast
salam,
i just came back from an annual event which was held at Bayview Hotel. Located in the pulse of Penang, it provides us a beautiful scenery and being surrounded by lots of historical English style buildings. things that made me uncomfortable was you could see lots of air syaitan kiosks, pub and non halal restaurant operated till late at night. i just wonder where I was. Was I in Malaysia or any other western regions.so sad kan. How could they easily get the permissions to open such dirty places in our country. xpe, questioning about that matter. sampai esok pun tak habis. most of the hotels in Penang are surrounded by such places.
why i was there?
i was there for raya feast. this was the second big event for teslians. ehem, like i said in the previous entry, function and teslians could not be separated. why? should i do any analysis on this matter.boleh jadi topic untuk thesis master degree x?
soooo many things happened before i decided to just go with the flow and joined this event. i was reluctant to join at first but for some reason (s) which i don't think i have to mention here, i finally decided to join this event over again though i had promised to myself not to join anymore. i should congratulate our juniors for successfully handling such event. it was not easy. i knew it coz we had had the experience of handling it. it was not easy. it was difficult.it was sooooo not easy. it was sooo not easy especially when you had to work with many brains and some maybe working and some might not.
From bottom of my heart, i just want to see some changes or in other nice word, new ideas for next year's tesl raya. maybe, the super juniors can work on a new cheap way to conduct tesl raya without having to put so much burden on the teslians. they maybe can come out with the idea of conducting tesl raya in our college. cheap and time saving as well.
From my personal opinion, the food was good but the choice is limited..i had done my homework a few days before i decided to join the feast. the hotel was confirmed 'halal' and it received the 'halal' certification from JAIN. overall, it was okay. it was just okay actually. but to make the feast more okay, jagalah pergaulan and aurat!!!then, iA.. i think it can hit the okay qualifications.
buttt, what to do. jagalah aurat and pergaulan is always the culprit. kalau dua ni terjaga, iA okay majlis ni. that's what i think la. the food is halal. confirmed.iA. saya yakin dengan Jabatan Agama Islam . xkan dia nak bagi halal cert sesuka hati. mesti ada certain rules and conditions.
it opens my eyes and makes me realize why my naqibah often invites me to join outdoor activities. You can see the community and try to walk in their very own world and think of how bertuah you are as well and last but not least, put on your thinking cap and think of how can you approach people.
till then,
me
why i was there?
i was there for raya feast. this was the second big event for teslians. ehem, like i said in the previous entry, function and teslians could not be separated. why? should i do any analysis on this matter.boleh jadi topic untuk thesis master degree x?
soooo many things happened before i decided to just go with the flow and joined this event. i was reluctant to join at first but for some reason (s) which i don't think i have to mention here, i finally decided to join this event over again though i had promised to myself not to join anymore. i should congratulate our juniors for successfully handling such event. it was not easy. i knew it coz we had had the experience of handling it. it was not easy. it was difficult.it was sooooo not easy. it was sooo not easy especially when you had to work with many brains and some maybe working and some might not.
From bottom of my heart, i just want to see some changes or in other nice word, new ideas for next year's tesl raya. maybe, the super juniors can work on a new cheap way to conduct tesl raya without having to put so much burden on the teslians. they maybe can come out with the idea of conducting tesl raya in our college. cheap and time saving as well.
From my personal opinion, the food was good but the choice is limited..i had done my homework a few days before i decided to join the feast. the hotel was confirmed 'halal' and it received the 'halal' certification from JAIN. overall, it was okay. it was just okay actually. but to make the feast more okay, jagalah pergaulan and aurat!!!then, iA.. i think it can hit the okay qualifications.
buttt, what to do. jagalah aurat and pergaulan is always the culprit. kalau dua ni terjaga, iA okay majlis ni. that's what i think la. the food is halal. confirmed.iA. saya yakin dengan Jabatan Agama Islam . xkan dia nak bagi halal cert sesuka hati. mesti ada certain rules and conditions.
it opens my eyes and makes me realize why my naqibah often invites me to join outdoor activities. You can see the community and try to walk in their very own world and think of how bertuah you are as well and last but not least, put on your thinking cap and think of how can you approach people.
till then,
me
Wednesday, 5 September 2012
sbe4
salam,
sebelum kenangan diimport masuk ke long term memory atau di hapuskan dari memory, baiklah curahkan sedikit kenangan di sini. sekolah yang bertuah kali ini ialah SK Bukit Jana. Kalau ikutkan kakak, tempoh minimum seseorang pegawai kerajaan, iA berkhidmat ialah 25 tahun. maksudnya ada lebih dari 25 tahun, iA untuk mencurahkan bakti mendidik anak bangsa (iA) dan maksudnya senario yang sama akan dihadapi berulang ulang. pagi-pagi pergi sekolah. tengahari balik. tanda kertas peperiksaan. suruh budak-budak beratur. sekali tengok bosan tapi guru-guru senior macam seronok ja. nak tak nak terpaksa seronok la sebabnya bakal menjadi tanggungjawab..
Hari pertama
hari seterusnya
kebetulan, minggu kami ke sekolah tu, minggu sebelum cuti hari raya. Semangat sungguh cikgu-cikgu dan budak-budak nak beraya. Sebelula um mkelas, nyanyi lagu balik kampung dulu tau. Cikgu jual kuih raya. tak tahan sekali bila tengok gelagat cikgu-cikgu. ada yang tunjuk lansir. nak tergelak pun ada sebab kalau dekat maktab xde la semangat macam tu. sebabnya, ada yang kena submit assignment one day before the long raya holiday started. nanti kami pun macam tu la agaknya. xpayah bimbang nak cari kuih raya, cikgu-cikgu perempuan jual kuih raya. sedia duit je ataupun boleh join jual kuih raya sekali nanti.hihihi.
sekolah ni bagus! pagi-pagi sebelum mula kelas, ada seorang guru lelaki yang akan memimpin bacaan yassin. kelas mula lewat dan balik pun lewat sikit. 1.40 petang baru habis kelas. kalau sekolah sebelum-sebelum ni, kebanyakannya habis awal. pukul 1.40 petang dah sampai rumah dah pun.
kebetulan bulan ramdhan, waktu rehat diganti dengan tazkirah. hari terakhir, sekolah buat aktiviti khatam al-qurn dan penyerahan duit raya dan salam-salaman (pre-raya celebration). ada tazkirah yang disampaikan oleh kaunselor. kaunselor sekolah ni memang hebat sebab mampu buat budak-budak menangis. cikgu-cikgu pun join. saya xjoin sebab dah biasa jadi fasilitator program motivasi dan teknik yang digunakan sama. dah boleh agak apa cikgu tu nak kata.haha. ada jugak cikgu yang tanya, eyh, tak nangis ke dik.haha. xrasa nak nangis kak. pandai kaunselor tu. bakat tersembunyi. memang satu kelebihan yang menguntungkan pihak sekolah sebab xpayah jemput penceramah and motivator luar dah. jimat duit.
kami jadi gula-gula sepanjang minggu di sekolah. lalu je depan students. ada je yang sua tangan.mintak nak salam. =). cikgu baru kan. kata guru-guru senior di sekolah "budak-budak ni memang suka kalau ada cikgu baru"..huhuhu..kenapa ya?
regards,
me
i'm getting tired
salam,
the reason is having to decide what is the best for you. oh no!life is miserable sometimes, in teslian. sometimes but no! i'm not saying all the time. you may not understand what i actually want to talk about coz i just wanna talk in general. hurm, i just feel tired when it comes to activities in teslian. owh, as you all know (for those who might know), Teslians is always famous with their outstanding in everything esp in speech and activities but not all coz it does not fit my ability. sometimes, i just wonder why i am here. nagging all the time when the ' please be more active' announcement reaches my eardrums. but, i'm still here. walking in someone else's shadow. aiyyooo.
function is another thing. oho! no one loves it (in my class case but not all). yes, we hate function so much that we hate paying such a big/large/gigantic amount of money. in my case, i hate when people expect us to do something outrageous that we are not even keen to it.
we are learning to be a teacher. ENGLISH teacher. and not learning to be just like the community who belongs this language.
kena tajdid niat belajar bahasa ni.
learn the language, band the culture!!!
the one who needs a stand in making decision,
me
the reason is having to decide what is the best for you. oh no!life is miserable sometimes, in teslian. sometimes but no! i'm not saying all the time. you may not understand what i actually want to talk about coz i just wanna talk in general. hurm, i just feel tired when it comes to activities in teslian. owh, as you all know (for those who might know), Teslians is always famous with their outstanding in everything esp in speech and activities but not all coz it does not fit my ability. sometimes, i just wonder why i am here. nagging all the time when the ' please be more active' announcement reaches my eardrums. but, i'm still here. walking in someone else's shadow. aiyyooo.
function is another thing. oho! no one loves it (in my class case but not all). yes, we hate function so much that we hate paying such a big/large/gigantic amount of money. in my case, i hate when people expect us to do something outrageous that we are not even keen to it.
we are learning to be a teacher. ENGLISH teacher. and not learning to be just like the community who belongs this language.
kena tajdid niat belajar bahasa ni.
learn the language, band the culture!!!
the one who needs a stand in making decision,
me
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