tanggungjawab

salam,

oh no! this love has taken me here. i always love to write but being somebody who rarely spends my time reading nowadays makes me feel empty. i have no ideas what to write other than sharing about my life and experiences. hurmph. lagha kan.  don't ask me why i rarely spending my time reading nowadays. my only answer will be 'saya malas' and 'xde feeling nak membaca'. the only thing I do most of everyday is reading articles and online newspaper. xtau la kenapa malas sangat nak buka buku dan baca. maybe, i need a kindle. hahaha..not soo related. sometimes, when I really need to read ( homework or usrah task), then only I will do the reading. tu pun setengah jam. i prefer to listen than to read. memang xsuka sungguh sungguh. pelik jugak. it's so sudden. few months ago, reading has been my only activity and rela stay up demi sebuah buku. sekarang, letak kepala. fengsan. human changed. so do I.

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let's talk about responsibilities la. this ws one of my usrah task last week.

 my naqibah asked us to draw our responsibilities on an A4 paper. being me, the one who had no skill in drawing, i preferred to write.

imagine..how could I draw the responsibilities. talking about responsibilities, it was uncountable and difficult to transfer into words or even pictures. that's what i felt. i took some time to think before i could come out with a long list of responsibilities. responsibility was not a new term in my life. since I was born, the word had been a good friend to me. that what came out from my mind soon after i began to key in that word into my brain.

dulu dok dalam perut dah janji dah sebelum keluar..kan?
keluar je. besar sikit. janji nak p tadika..nak belajar rajin2. xmo kacau cikgu. xmau buat bising. besar lagi sikit. pi sekolah rendah..janji dengan mak ayah nak belajar super rajin..nak dapat 5A. besar lagi lagi sikit. janji nak dalam 9A. besar lagi lagi lagi sikit. nak dapat 11A. tak campur lagi..janji dengan ustazah nak solat cukup. janji dengan kawan. janji sana janji sini.
(ni dari sudut yang biasa2)

dari sudut yang formal

1)tanggungjawab kepada pencipta
2)tanggungjawab kepada agama
3)tanggungjawab kepada ibu bapa
4)tanggungjawab sebagai penerus kegemilangan islam
5)tanggungjawab sebagai pelajar
6)tanggungjawab terhadap kitab suci Al-Quranul Kareem.
7)......................

the list went on and on and it would never stop until the day of .........

when it was my time to present, I was quite reluctant and I didn't know where to start. It was sooo much. but it made me realize something. tanggungjawab-tanggungjawab itu menjadikan siapa kita hari ini. those responsibilities built us to be somebody.

regards,
me