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to sum up,.......

Assalamualaikum,

there is always an end for every starts. its a normal cycle of life. the long awaited day has finally come.its friday.everyone has started packing up their things since two or three days ago excluding me as for this time around, i'm not really excited with this phrase 'balik kampung'. the only thing that always comes across my mind is 'bila la BIG nak habis'. i miss my deep sleep. my eyes need rest. i'm so sleepy. i just want my bed and that is more than enough. i just can't start my journey with this eye bags under my eyes. its a big no!!no!!..xnampak jalan kalau ngantuk

to sum up, please BPG. don't do this again to us.please najib.we need extra RM. we wanna go outside. we wanna try lotsa new challenging activities out there. please!please! and please!

not bad :)

nak berenang kat mana?longkang?

my BIG day

Assalamualaikum,

fuhh, hav u ever heard this new term 'modern camping'.for me, its a new term as i don't have any experience of joining a camping which is held in a city called penang. the worst thing is the place is located in the middle of the developing state. owh, i hate experiencing such a boring camping. i think they should change its name to the  'fake BIG camping'. fyi, i'm one of the nature lovers' teacher to be.i love green. sleeping in a small tent is not a big problem.it's the most enjoyable moment as i believe it can bring lots of benefits such as strengthening the relationship between friends.last year, we had a 2 days camping at teluk batik and my tent was just by the sea. the sea was just about 200 meters far from my tent. i loved the breeze. at night, you could hear a beautiful natural recording of the ocean waves. if you 're lucky then you can enjoy the beauty of the sun rise. the beauty of the sunset. money has constrained us from doing our ritual activity as a degree students. BIG is still a must although the college has announced that they don't have enough money to send us outside for our 3/4 days camping. money prisons us in this old palace. they make us stay and enjoy our fake camping here. luckily, i've  some more patient in me.i force my soul to enjoy although my body seems refusing the instructions. praise to Allah, my first day does not disappoint me. as i mention before, i'm a green person. i love the green Youth Park. Penang is not bad at all. despite of the developing process, they still have some unique and green places to be adore and visit by us. youth park is located in the middle of a town called Georgetown. i'm not a geography teacher so i'm not sure whether it is located in the middle or not. i'm good at guessing.we enjoy our 2 or 3 hours hiking.what a hectic day ever i had throughout this year. it needs my  high stamina as there're hundreds of steps that we need to go through. i'm nearly fade up as my legs demand for a few minutes rest. i tot the right leg is going to cramp but lucky me, it isn't.we've 2 check points and we need to use the bearing in order to find the next clues which are really useful for us to locate the other checkpoints. otw to the top of the hill, you can enjoy the panoramic view of the island from the top of the unknown hill. everything looks smaller than the ordinary size. subhanallah..

here are a few pictures taken by me..credits to my c510.i really need a new camera. a real camera. a compact one.and the characteristics must be suited to me. S size

i feel like swaying when i'm sitting still on the cosy sit. and when the driver pushes the brake pedal, i feel like Oh My Throat!!!please don't throw

 15 mins(estimated)  before the hectic day starts 

omg!!!what has happened to you syahira. i don't have any bag pack. so i decide to bring that wear off tote bag. i bring along my kite runner, tumbler, my make up bag, cap, small towel n etc. someone passes me a wrong info that we're not going to have any activities until the afternoon. we're going there for the sake of fulfilling the task.aiyaa..just imagine..how can i climb the hill, the rocky ground with my tote bag hanging on my right shoulder and it keeps falling off .my final decision is hanging it around my neck..muahahah

 10 of us. 

it looks a lil bit blur but i love this pic as it reminds me this quotation

'there's a light at the end of the tunnel'

Day 2

 enjoying a night with full of serenities is a big no no if you are staying in a busy town which is so called as Penang. Batu Feringghi is considered as the most beautiful and serene place in Penang. But, it isn't for me as i prefer not to say Batu Feringghi as a serene place as it is located in between of a developing place where you can see lots of the tower high buildings and there's lots of the development projects here and there. i miss the natural beauty of batu feringghi but i dun have the power to say no to the development projects which have left lots of effects on the natural environment of the breathtaking area.when i was young,  i adore the beauty of the beach and the blue water of the ocean . but today, i hate the sea water. the colour is no longer natural. the beauty of the ocean is taken away by the selfish human. i soak my legs into the sea water and what can i see is nothing as the water is too cloudy.:(

umi

assalamualaikum,


xsabar nak announce yang sahabat kami dah sedar, alhamdulillah.alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah.terserempak dengan sahabat karib umi, dapat berita baru


'doktor dah bedah kaki dia..alhamdulillah.'


semalam, alhamdulillah, berjaya pujuk sahabat sekelas. nak pergi melawat sendiri.xberani nak lintas jalan.nak jalan pulak sorang2. Penang sekarang bukan Penang dahulu. orang sekarang bukan macam orang dulu. takut. hati ni xboleh nak tahan dah.teringat sangat dekat ummi. tipu la kalau xsedih. kita boleh berjalan, makan sedap, diberi nikmat macam2..melimpah ruah.tapi ada sahabat yang diuji. terlantar di atas katil..xbermaya.xboleh berkata2.sekadar boleh menggerakkan tangan dan membuka sebelah mata. ya Allah, xtertahan sedih. tapi hati ni boleh lagi sabar. xelok menangis depan dia.


umi dah sihat sikit


dia dah gerakkan tangan.gerakkan mata sebelah kanan. alhamdulillah. tapi hati ni still xmampu nak tahan sedih.balik dari hospital, masih teringat ingat. xsampai hati nak tinggal dia sorang sorang.tapi ICU mana boleh tunggu.sekali masuk sorang je.kena pakai baju ala2 doktor lagi.sanitizer lagi.sejam rasa xcukup.nak sembang lagi. nak bagi tahu dia. sahabat-sahabat dia xpernah lupa doakan dia. semoga Allah berikan kekuatan buat sahabatku..semoga Allah sembuhkan kamu sahabat..


bila sembang dengan dia. tenung mata dia.pegang tangan dia. hati ni rasa dia faham. dia nak dibelai. mungkin itu salah satu sumber kekuatan dia. bila nak tinggalkan dia. hati ni xsampai hati. nak tunggu. xsampai hati nak biar dia tanggung sakit tu sorang sorang. tapi setiap kali kaki ni melangkah keluar daripada bilik tu. hati terdetik, sahabatku ini kuat..kau tolonglah dia ya Allah.


mulut ini xakan berhenti menitipkan doa buatmu sahabat.ku mahu yang terbaik buat dirimu. jangan pernah mengalah. tuhanmu mengujimu kerana DIA tahu kamu insan yang sabar.


apa yang terjadi pada ummi sangat terkesan dekat hati kecil ni. nikmat hidup didunia ini adalah pinjaman.
apa yang terjadi pada sahabatku ni macam sekelip mata. semalam tengok dia senyum. pegi bilik dia. tumpang iron baju.sembang2..3 4 hari lepas tu. dapat berita ummi kemalangan.tersentap hati. rasa menyesal.kenapa haritu ak xhalang dia balik. astagfirullahalazim, itu kuasa Allah.ada hikmah di sebalik semua tu. memag dia sekadar teman se'batch'.xpernah rapat.tapi cukupla mengenali dan berbual sekali dua. diri ini tau, dia sahabat yang baik. dia sahabatku yang tabah. dia sahabatku yang kuat.


buat kita yang masih sihat, masih diberi peluang untuk menikmati nikmat Allah s.w.t yang tidak terhingga..gunalah sebaik baiknya.bayangkan kalau esok Allah s.w.t tarik balik semua nikmat tu.


buat sahabatku ummi,
teruskan berjuang.
Allah s.w.t sedang mengujimu,
jadilah makhluknya yang sabar dan tidak pernah berputus asa.
sesungguhnya kami bergantung harap padamu ya ALLAH
jadilah umi yang dahulu.
doaku sentiasa bersamamu sahabat.


 Allah hu yashfi

usrati

assalamualaikum,


alhamdulillah..praise to Allah. He gave me the opportunity to stay alive and enjoyed the beauty of His universe and the beauty of Islam


'kewajipan itu lebih banyak daripada waktu yang anda miliki, bantulah orang lain agar memanfaatkan waktunya, kalau anda berurusan maka persingkatan pelaksanaanya' (10 wasiat Hasan Al- Banna)

" By the passing time.

Indeed man is at a loss (for he is losing his valuable lifetime),

Except for those who believe and do good deeds and exhort one another to Truth and exhort one another to patience (in the face of hardships and afflictions that are faced while preaching the Din [Religion] of Truth)." (103:1-3) my thaipusam holiday was packed with lotsa activities which i'd waited for quite a long time. you'd never understand a person until you climb into her skin and walk around in it (harper lee). i love this quotation as it woke me up from my ignorance.' Exhorting one another to truth' was not an easy job but the perseverance would helped us throughout our journey with islam. throughout her journey as  a 24 hours daie. she loved islam more than she loved herself..me too. but, i wished i could be like her. she sacrificed her time and money for the sake of Allah. i just wondered. Allah gave us 24 hours per day. Allah gave me  and her 24 hours per day. but,  by looking at the way she managed her time. i just couldn't stop myself from asking this question.  dari mana la dia dapat banyak sangat masa ni?? i loved her spirit. i loved her even more when she smiled at me. i loved her most when she hugged me and touched my cheeks. i admired her works. she sacrificed her precious time just to bring muslims around her closer to their creator. i was blessed to have her as one of my guiders here.:)..dats it.my lenghty intro... lets get straight to the point.. my naqibah gave us her trust to conduct a riadah session for the new comers. it was not an easy job as we're not prepared until the last minute which was the nite before the big day. i should say our big day as it was our first experience conducting such activity. Previously, we were only the participants but that day we handled the juniors. but never despair of Allah's mercy.kita merancang DIA menentukan. everything went pretty smooth although there're lots of weaknesses that should be improved in the future. it was our first move and iA in the future, we'll try to conduct a superb one.  insyaALLAH. mistakes are part of our life.so, dun be afraid if you are doing mistakes. face it and learn from it. halaqah kasih islah educare 3-5 pm ustazah najihah 'sahabat, aku mencintaimu kerana agamamu, jika hilang agamamu maka hilanglah cintaku padamu' a short session packed with lots of information. :)

dilemma

Assalamualaikum


i'm so excited to pen down my opinion upon the news that is just released by my sister. congratz adik, u got it. she got mrsm kepala batas but according to my sister's message..she's going to reject the offer and she's going to stay at her old school. i ask my sister whether my parents will let her go or not if let say she gets another offer which is from sbp, ameen. they still have no decision for that. but, high probability..my sister is going to stay at her old school and finish her school life there. i just not really into 'stay' but i prefer my sister to migrate to a new school. a new well known school. i've lotsa reasons of saying so as i believe sbp is a better place for her to further her form 4 and form 5. yes, there will be no differences between sbp and the nearby school or to be more specific smk doktor burhanuddin. she's going to learn the same subjects according to the same syllabus. but, she needs experience. we cannot pay for experience but we must search for it. i've to say this. life in sbp is so much different from the ordinary schools. why? let me talk based on my personal experience.i was a student in sbpi kubang pasu for 5 years. but i'm not going to compare with the ordinary school as i dun have any experience with smk.


i cannot deny that there's thousands of experienced teachers out there but most of them are from boarding schools.really?i''m not sure. that's not the main concern as i believe that teachers are just the one who are responsible to show the direction to their student towards the succeed but the students themselves play a big role in their life. no one can force them to work hard except themselves.the initiative to learn, to succeed and to be somebody in their future should come from them. but then, sometimes the environment plays quite a big role in students' life. that's what i'd experienced before. no one forces me to study. my deep desires to succeed in life force me to work hard and forget about anything else except my books. who forced me to do so? my friends and my soul and my parents and my teachers.  


when i was in form 4.i was not the old me. i hated my pmr result which was so bad..disaster.i woke up from my deep sleep. that's it.dun go astray from the main topic syahira. i should say i loved the environment where everyone was busying with their books and activities. we helped each other. the teachers loaded lots of exercises on us. but everyone seemed excited to do it. because they're competitions. everyone kept reminding each other. we'd someone near to us to talk to and to asks whatever questions that we didn't understand. peers vs teachers. peers played a big role in teenagers' life. they'd feel more comfortable to ask and to share problems with their friends as compared to their teachers or parents. that's what they'd instilled in us. we worked as a team. a team of we-wanted-to-be-somebody teenagers. we'd riadah in the evening and it's a compulsory. when i was a secondary school student..i hated riadah.i wasn't a sport girl. if u ask me to go for jogging.i'd run while giggling with my friends. jahat..i've lots of priceless memories there. say no to forget as i'd saved it in my natural hard disk. it'll stay there as long as the Alzheimer does not struck me.


we'd a flexible revision hours + stay up room + some of us skipped our sleeping hours and chose to burn the midnight oil in front of our dorm.dekat kaki lima. there were some of us who chose to work for 24 hours during the weekend. it's a hectic life but i enjoyed my life and it's worth it. that's what we called experience. we chose to sacrifice as we believed that through hardships we'd gain the happiness and we'd appreciate it for the entire of our lives.


that's how my story in boarding school goes. i've no experience with smk but i believe that the environment is just similar. my sister is a wise girl. she knows what she wants in hler life. sbp, mrsm and sekolah harian  are just similar. the main key to succeed is still 'berusaha'. i just want the best for her as i dun want her to repeat my mistakes. i want her to be more wise in making decisions. i want her to be a futuristic lady who's not afraid to face the challenging future. a superwoman.i dun want her to be like me. doing something that is not fit with my interest.but everything happens for certain reasons. kita manusia merancang, Allah yang menentukan.


pray to him and ask from Him. he is the most Gracious and the most Merciful.and never lose hope of Allah's mercy. but dun forget to keep trying and keep working towards the succeed.


usaha+doa+tawakkal...iA, u'll succeed.
ya Allah kurniakanlah yang terbaik buat adikku sayang..

A short review on the Inter faith dialog

salam,


inter faith dialog (so called inter religions dialog).it was my 1st experience attending that kind of program. attending the dialog was the best decision that i had made. it should be listed in my top 10 wise decision for this month. i fell in love with this kind of program since my first time seeing the banner. it was a fantastic dialog. i'd no experiences of spending time to understand other religious view upon their faith. sincerely, i wasn't really eager to know other religions as i believed that there were no other religions that could defeat islam. islam is the best way of life.no matter how good they were at twisting the real facts, they were still the losers.i should say that the three of the nons who were trying to explain about their believe were all losers. they're cheaters. they failed to quote the best evidences that could really show that everything that they were trying to convey were all stated in their scriptures and opinions were not accepted when it came to believe. that's it.


There're three rounds and each of the speakers answered the same three questions which were 


1)what are the scriptures?
2)what is the meaning of life according to scriptures and is there any origins of life? and 
3)how to enable people to ask about their own religions?


a great 3 questions. i couldn't stop myself from laughing whenever i recalled the funny answer from the chinese man. they're free to have their own believe. i dun mean to laugh at their believe but the way he portrayed his belief made my serious face turned into laughter. what a ridiculous answer. sorry to say. but it was ridiculous.he introduced a new unknown term that i preferred not to mention. they created the term and we muslims should not have any doubts whether to believe it or not as the answer was surely no and forget it. they created it.they'd no evidences.there's no scientific proves that could really show the truth of his claimed. they created it so that they felt secure with their positions. they'd something to say.they'd something to debate. he's just merely state it without any evidences. the indian guy seemed confuse with his own answer.haha.. he seemed doubting with his own belief.


A short review


I'm proud that i was born muslim as 

Kamu (wahai umat Muhammad) adalah sebaik-baik umat yang dilahirkan bagi (faedah) umat manusia, (kerana) kamu menyuruh berbuat segala perkara yang baik dan melarang daripada segala perkara yang salah (buruk dan keji), serta kamu pula beriman kepada Allah (dengan sebenar-benar iman). Dan kalaulah Ahli Kitab (Yahudi dan Nasrani) itu beriman (sebagaimana yang semestinya), tentulah (iman) itu menjadi baik bagi mereka. (Tetapi) di antara mereka ada yang beriman dan kebanyakan mereka: orang-orang yang fasik.


what is the meaning of life according to holy Quran?

Dan (ingatlah) ketika Tuhanmu berfirman kepada Malaikat; "Sesungguhnya Aku hendak menjadikan seorang khalifah di bumi". Mereka bertanya (tentang hikmat ketetapan Tuhan itu dengan berkata): "Adakah Engkau (Ya Tuhan kami) hendak menjadikan di bumi itu orang yang akan membuat bencana dan menumpahkan darah (berbunuh-bunuhan), padahal kami sentiasa bertasbih dengan memujiMu dan mensucikanMu?". Tuhan berfirman: "Sesungguhnya Aku mengetahui akan apa yang kamu tidak mengetahuinya".(2:30)

Dia lah yang telah mentakdirkan adanya mati dan hidup (kamu) - untuk menguji dan menzahirkan keadaan kamu: siapakah di antara kamu yang lebih baik amalnya; dan Ia Maha Kuasa (membalas amal kamu), lagi Maha Pengampun, (bagi orang-orang yang bertaubat)(67:2)

Dan (ingatlah) Aku tidak menciptakan jin dan manusia melainkan untuk mereka menyembah dan beribadat kepadaKu.(51:56)

For us muslims, the holy Quran is the word of God. it is the final and the complete revelation that has been unchanged since it was sent down to the Prophet Muhammad s.a .w. through the arch angel jibril. " the Prophet Muhammad s.a.w said in his last Sermon, he left 2 things for Muslims which if they hold onto tightly, they will never go astray. the holy Quran and the sunnah"

the reality of life

Assalamualaikum,


I was numbed when i saw my friend lying unconscious in her hospital bed. she looked pale and thin. her mouth attacked to the life machine. i touched her cool hand. i lost my words. i'd promised to myself that i would not going to cry. i looked strong outside but inside i couldn't stop myself from weeping uncontrollably.  she was so young. she was a lovely lady. she loved smiling. she was so humble. i could see her happy face when she said to me that she's going home that day. that day was my last day meeting her in her smiling face. everything changed once i got a news that ummi's father died in an accident and she was still in coma. my heart dropped.i was so shocked. i told my friend that she did tell me that she's going home and she waved at me..otw back to rambai, i met her bestie. she was crying. they're always together.seeing her crying made me feel even worse. i can't help myself from crying when  her bestie informed me her conditions. she was still in the critical phase. she was in ICU.she'd to endure lotsa major injuries e.g brain injury, broken leg and the disruption of her kidney function. innalillah. but i believed that Allah does not burden HIS servant with something that the servant cannot do. I believed ummi's a strong lady. dun give up my dear friend. Believe in Allah's promise as ".....Allah's promise is the Truth,  and whose words can be truer than Allah" (4:122). 


"dan sungguh kami akan berikan cubaan kepadamu dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah buahan. " (2:155)


 Dan berikan berita gembira buat orang yang sabar . Dan berikanlah berita gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar.(2:156) 


Iaitu orang orang yang yang apabila ditimpa musibah, mereka mengucapkan, "Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji un".(2:157)




lets's take everything that happened to my dear friend as a reminder from HIM to us human.


kehidupan di dunia ini adalah pinjaman. kecantikan, kebahagian, keseronokan itu adalah pinjaman. adat kehidupan bila meminjam, akan tiba masa untuk kita memulangkan semula kepada yang hak. Jangan kita lupa bahawa bahawa kehidupan ini juga adalah ujian. Allah S.W.T sedang menguji tahap keimanan kita. tetapi ramai yang tidak menyedarinya termasuklah diri ini. kita leka dengan dengan nikmat dunia yang sementara tanpa kita sedari bahawa nikmat itu akan ditarik kembali kerana sesungguhnya ia adalah pinjaman.


"Allah meluaskan rezeki dan menyempitkan bagi sesiapa yang Dia kehendaki. Mereka bergembira dengan kehidupan didunia, padahal kehidupan dunia itu( dibandingkan dengan ) kehidupan akhirat, hanyalah kesenangan yang sedikit" (13:26) 

Bangunlah sahabat...

Assalamualaikum...

Semalam dia tersenyum gembira..

Hari ini ku lihat dia kaku..xbermaya.dia bukan yang dulu..

tetapi diri ini percaya sahabatku ini kuat..

dia bisa menjadi yang dulu.

kami menantimu sahabat..

Bangunlah sahabat...

Ya Allah..kurniakan kekuatan kepadanya...

Pulanglan dia yang tersenyum kepada kami Ya Allah..

Bantulah sahabat kami ya Allah..

Bantulah dia Ya Allah...

wrapping up 2010 part 2

Assalamualaikum..


i was once an embryo or a foetus. thanks to mak and uya for bringing me into this world. 


when i was a baby i crawled on the floor and cried for food. 


when i was a toddler, i hated wearing my tops.i loved outdoor activities. i was a talkative child.


 when i was a primary school student, i hated  the word no. 


when i was a secondary school student..everything started to change. i started to judge every single thing that happened around me. i learned how to differentiate between the pros and cons before making any decision when any decision was needed. 


when i was a college student, i started to learn a new habit.. a weird one.i loved crying and hating myself when i failed to get whatever that i really wanted.


 today, i'm a new person who hates crying..i love myself more than anything else except Allah. i've promised to myself that i dun wanna use the 'hate' word for the entire of my life. i love wearing my tops.:). i still love judging every single thing that happens around me.i dun wanna be a talkative person as i believe 'no more words no more lies'. but. it's still hard for me to accept when people say no or halang me from doing whatever that i want. 

sweet 17

sweet 18

sweet 19

sweet 20

happy new year

assalamualaikum,


after few days of quiet from my blog..here i am..

I hope it's still not too late to wish u all. happy new year.It's now time for us to say farewell to 2010 and hello t0 2011..it is hard to believe aite.time flies very fast without we realise it. in 9 months i will be in my 20.owh no, i really can't believe it.i'll be in my 20 within just a few more months. it scares me. i'm still not ready to say hello to adult hood. O Allah, guide me to the right path. adult's life is not as easy as teen's life.there's a lot of joys and challenges of being an adult. i can see it through my sisters's eyes. i learn from everything that happens around me.i'm glad that i've them as my role models.  i've seen them crying and laughing.happy..ofcos they're happy as they already get their freedom. they don't have to beg my parents' permission before doing whatever they want.maybe,  i should stop imagine something that is not yet happen kan..fikir jauh sangat.


 Below are few pictures which are all taken back in 2010...


Dear 2010,


Thanks for the memories.i learned lots of  new things about life, love, friendship and etc. life was not as easy as i wished it to be. but, no matter how hard it was.i still love my life. i was blessed with lots of understanding friends and a perfect family. they laughed when i laughed.they cried when i cried.we're always together in whatever conditions that we'd to face. i was an adorable young lady who had no experienced with the real world when i first entered here. slowly u taught and showed me my real world. i learned to be a strong lady who was not afraid of her real world. i still remembered when you test me with failure. i couldn't accept it.i hated myself. i cried. i was not as strong as other ladies out there. at that time, i realized that i was not yet ready to face my real world. i believe that it was only a small test that every students had to experience in their life. but, i was too young at that time to use my maturity in dealing with problems.that was not the end of the world as i'd friends and family who always supported me in whatever conditions that i'd to go through.


2010..i enjoyed my new profession as an actress. sincerely, i loved acting.i enjoyed dressing up, acting on the stage and being a bit fool, working in bit roles. owh, i'll not going to stop doing whatever that i love and enjoy.
hehe...see whether i can get a suitable role or not for the next shooting..gaya macam a talented actress.demand for certain character. as long as i get the opportunity to act on the stage in front of the crowd.then, it'll be ok.but not as Cinderella and Lady Macbeth..tukang kebun or shriek versi kurus ke..


of all, i loved my 2010. i'd gone through lots and lots of priceless experience. let all the memories buried in my soul and digested with the food but stayed in my body as nutrients.


so, goodbye 2010.

i start with zero but today i'm a hero..