dugaan di sepanjang perjalanan

salam,

Rasulullah telah meramalkan cabaran dan dugaan-dugaan yang dihadapi oleh para mukmin dalam perjalanan kehidupannya.

Baginda SAW bersabda:

"Orang mukmin berada dalam lima keadaan yang menyusahkan:

1) Mukmin yang dengki kepadanya
2) Munafiq yang benci kepadanya
3) Kafir yang memeranginya
4) Nafsu yang melawan untuk mengalahkannya
5) Syaitan yang menyesatkannya

(Riwayat dikemukakan oleh Abu Bakar ibn Lal daripada Anas r.a)

"Demi diri manusia dan yang menyempurnakan kejadiannya (dengan kelengkapan yang sesuai dengankeadaannya); Serta mengilhamkannya (untuk mengenal) jalan yang membawanya kepada kejahatan dan yang membawanya kepada bertakwa; Sesungguhnya berjayalah orang yang menjadikan dirinya yang sedia bersih bertambah-tambah bersih (dengan iman dan amal kebajikan. Dan sesungguhnya hampalah orang yang menjadikan dirinya yang sedia bersih itu susut dan terbenam kebersihannya (dengan sebab kekotoran maksiat)
(Surah As Syams, 91;7-10)

Tugas asasi setiap manusia ialah memastikan dirinya menang dalam percaturan nafsu..

bingkisan daripada "Minggu Pertama di Alam Kubur"

"Perbanyakkan mengingati sesuatu yang menghancurkan kenikmatan." Iaitu kematian.
(Riwayat Tirmizi dan Nasa'i, yang dikatakan sahih oleh Ibn Hibban)

she who celebrates her birthday

If you tried to number Allah’s blessings, you could never count them. Allah is Ever-Forgiving, Most Merciful. (Surat an-Nahl, 18)

praise to Allah, Al-Khaliq. he gives me my mother. today is her 52nd birthday . thanks Allah. She is the best thing ever i have had throughout my whole life. She is the one who never knows the meaning of giving up. She is the one who raises me up to be me now. She is the one who always be patient and never complains of anything. She does everything without fail from raising up her children and working too. She is the one whom I admire most. She is the one who always be with me in times of sad, happy and etc. She is the one whom i love most.  She is my mother. Happy Birthday mak!!!may Allah ease your way and give you the patients, strengths, happiness and everything you need. may you be blessed!!

reflection: tamrin 12'

salam,

 “Praise be to Allah, who has created the skies and the earth, and has made darkness and light.  Yet those who disbelieve ascribe equals to their Lord.  He it is who has created you from clay, and has decreed a term for you.  A term is fixed with Him.  Yet still you doubt!  He is Allah in the skies and in the earth.  He knows both your secret and your utterance, and He knows what you earn.” ( 6:1-3)

what a priceless experience. it was not my first camping aka muqayyam but the excitement was still there. a three days and two nights tamrin left me a great impact which i believed not only to myself but to others who joined it too. i brought along my four flowers in my garden. my only pray was let them feel what i feel now. the happiness i feel.  

i enjoyed every seconds there. i just loved out door activities but a big no no to jungle trekking. give me even a thousand or a zillion, i will still say no to jungle trekking. the slimy leech made me feel like screaming out loud on top of my lungs. luckily, i did apply some minyak panas before the journey to the leech home started. i was so lucky coz not even a slimy leech got an opportunity to touch my skin. i'm so sorry  i could not help my friends taking out the slimy creatures from their skin.i just couldn't do and even see it. 

what i love a bout tamrin+camping in the jungle. the fresh air in the jungle. the cold water. the cricketing nature's voice, the beautiful moon (eclipes), the countless starts. the open style prayer hall. the green surroundings. the old fashioned style house, the people there, the foods and everything. i really and totally hope to be posted in a beautiful village in the future. 

we had to cross a small river to arrive at the camp site. what a challenging and unforgettable experience. on the last day, we had a jungle tracking lead by the assigned renjer. He treated us like a real renjer like him. we had to pass through a not very deep forest yet full of the slimy little creatures which made me fell like 'i wanna stay and i dun wanna go anywhere. we started to realize the existence of the slimy little creatures during our first stop. euuuuwww, i dare not to go near or see coz i was totally trauma. the renjer brought us to see the beautiful view of Lembah Bujang and we used jalan air to reach our campsite which needed us to walk in the cold water for nearly one hour. what a priceless experience.

hoping for the next tamrin and my pray is please not far away in the jungle full of the slimy creatures. banyak songeh pulak syahira ni.

:)

new craziness update

salam,

a low cost hobby. it costs me only below than 6 ringgit yet the product is unbelievable. easy and i could knit while reading and even in the lecture which i'm not yet put into reality. i'm on my way crocheting a flower. not a beautiful one coz i'm still new and my fingers are still in the process of learning how to be soft, fast and rigid esp in doing something artistic like what i'm doing right now. i'm using a  very low quality materials yet it is still ok for a newbie like me. i'm having a hard time using the pin pointed crochet hook and  i might need a new one (triple size of my first previous one)

the product??wait until after the coming school holidays.  

a high cost hobby.not really coz you can just borrow or buy the second-hand books.  three done and the other three is still waiting for their turn which i dare to say they will have to wait for a little longer time.

low affective filter

salam,

i'm taking it serious coz i can feel now the urge in me to do something. the lower self esteem in me has reached its alarming level. whenever i speak, no one hear me and sometimes i have to repeat few times before they could hear me. whenever i have to come to the front  and speak, i could hear my heart beats faster than usual. the freezing cold feeling surges through my veins and i will end up smiling and speak just like a kindergarden child.

is it a sign of maturity? the over blushing feelings. is it normal for a 21 years young lady?what matters me most is this virus is absolutely abnormal for a soon to be teacher. xkan nak blushing in front of your students.

 lack of practice or preparations. what type of preparations or practices should i do? talking to my own vision in front of a mirror, i did. reading is what i love most though i have no time and i sometimes need a month to finish reading a book.

extra nervous hormones. this might be true. it deals inside my body and i dunno what triggers the specific organ to excrete the nervous hormones more than the amount i need. this is crap but who knows this might be true. lack of knowledge and experience. this might be true as well. sometimes, i have a strange feeling in me. i dare not to try cause i hate mistakes..hohoho.

enough babbling and its time to find a solution and work on it. i just wanna be me. the old me who has no problemo on stage.
gambatte!!

p/s: i wanna go home!i just wanna go home!! i dun want anything other than going home!!bring me home!!to a place full of loves and my love ones!!to a place where i could find a serenity i couldn't find here!!

mixed

salam,

it's been a while since my very last post. blame on the evil mood.
i'm now up to reading my third books for this year. a source of relaxation.
 the right brain is totally messed up with lots of micro teaching stuffs. i hate but i have no choice. just do it and take it easy though it has never been easy and good to me. always put me in a bad headache.  ='(
thinking of hiring someone else to do all those micro teaching stuffs for me. any volunteers out there? feel free to drop me a comment if you think you have lots of free time for a volunteer job. designing lesson plan. a fantastic one.  =)

result,
Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah..
i have no doubt on whatever comes out. if it is good, praise to Allah and even if doesn't reach the level i expected, alhamdulillah. alhamdulillah, it turns out to be more than what i expected it to be. tsumma alhamdulillah.

us

Shuhada Ismail

Suraya Ismail

Suhaila Ismail

Solehah Ismail

Siti Aminah Ismail 

Syahira Ismail

Siti Nabilah Ismail

Salam Maulidurrasul s.a.w :)