salam....

 s

happy holiday...

enjoy your journey..enjoy your life..

see y'll and ichiro in 2 days time

may Allah bless your journey...

selamat hari keemasan buat kakak dan mereka yang dirantauan.

selamat pengantin baru buat mereka yang melansungkan perkahwinan semalam..

selamat menjadi ayah dan ibu buat mereka yang dikurniakan cahaya mata semalam dan hari ini...

selamat menjadi orang yang sabar buatku...

sorry (10000000x)

thanks(10000000x)

XY long term wishlists (:)

salam,

p/s: pictures are courtesy of friends, sister, mr goggly, harddisk

Celebrate their Uniqueness...

salam,

remember this post..

Just like a snowflake or a fingerprint, every child especially a child with special needs, is unique in their own special way.

shaking just a little bit..need a super duper power camera.i did say "dok diam2 cikgu nak amik gambar'..it didn't work.maybe i should say, look at my cheap handphone+camera..please, stay still for the sake of this small beautiful cheap phone-cam..ok.hee..

this boy's name was unknown.he mumbled words..but he loved sketching..according to my friend, he loved imitating..if you draw him a picture of rectangular shape..then, he will draw a few new lines outside the box..

when i asked him "what next?"..nak lukis gambar orang pulak..berapa orang ntah..berorang-orang..

interesting:)

on a school visit to SK Bayan Baru

salam,

i haven't transfer any pictures from my cute multi purposes phone yet..so, let me tell you stories and later, i'll update the photos. so,

yesterday, we went for a school visit to a normal school but visiting the special class.the special kids..they were all special..i was crying..no one wanted to be special.no one preferred to sit on the wheelchair.everyone wished to be normal..every parents wanted a normal kid. if anyone asked me 'which one do you prefer?normal or special?'my answer will definitely be "normal"..dun blame urself if Allah tested you  with special babies..they were special inside and outside..they were free from any sin.  jannah will be their next destiny iA...yeah, i just couldn't imagine how to handle them. they were aggressive.some of them were too passive..it took a few minutes for them to utter a simple word. it took a few minutes for them to understand and answer our questions. we went there with a task. we had to choose a child and interviewed him/her. we chose a few as we just couldn't avoid to interview all because the aggressive one always wanted our attention. if you were about to interview their friend, the other will come and distract their friends' attention. plus, we could not find any suitable questions for them and the only thing that we could do was observing and conducting activities. we tried our best not to burden them with any bored questions and activities. they were different from the normal children.

there were a group of few students who could not even utter any single words. i asked him 'what is your name?'. i was shocked when he replied me with mamamamaam...he mumbled those words. i had to bring my ears a little bit closer to him in trying to catch his words. but, nothing could i understand. i failed..i failed to understand him. no self expression and facial expression. we gave him a pen and a piece of paper.oh my goodness,owh my dear baby..u couldn't even write..u couldn't read..u couldn't speak..u're special.a special gift from Allah to your parents. according to his teacher, he was special..usually, anyone who suffered from that problem couldn't survive long but he did very well. he managed to survive until now. his head was quite big..bigger than the other normal (special) kids.

the other girl who was trying to tell me her name suffered from the same problem. physically, she looked normal. i just couldn't understand her words. i asked her 'what is your name?'. she did try her best to answer me but i just couldn't catch his words..i kept repeating the same question again and again but nothing could i understand. i sang a song and asked her to follow me..owh, she did very well.she could imitate my words and actions very well although i just could understand a few of it..she was over joy when we gave her our big applause and showed her a good sign and patted her back.

Syazwani. what a beautiful name. her name portrayed her appearances. she was beautiful. she was cute. physically, she looked like a normal girl but intellectually, she wasn't. she's a slow learner child. it took sometime for her to answer our questions. she was still confused with her own age. she could spell her name but her spelling was wrong. she loved writing. academically, she's quite good but the only thing that restricted her from following the normal syllabus was slow. she's slow in everything. this girl needed someone to urge her. she would never do anything without instructions.if you instruct her to write A, then only she will write it.if you say nothing. she will do nothing.

adam, a dyslexia boy..he loved drawing. i gave him my book and a pencil. he kept drawing a few picture of orang lidi. he did answer my questions before i gave him the pencil and papers..once he started drawing, he lost in his own world. no matter how funny your story or how interesting your questions..he would never get interested with it. just keep quite and sit silently by his side..it was not easy for me to get back my book and pencil as he refused to stop drawing..ending, koyaknye buku mak cik..pergh..sabaula.nasib a few pages je..

10 minutes interactions with thousands of experiences. i wish i could have more time with them. educating them was not an easy job. it needs patient and passion. some of them were so slow and some were too active.some of them were talkative and some were passive. my first expression was 'omg takutnya' when a big special boy held my hand . no facial expression. he looked at me and held my hand and went away without answering my questions..rupa-rupanya, dia xpandai cakap..i think he's about 12 to 13 years old..agak2 kan he glanced at me because of something maybe.maybe, he wanted to wish tq but not even a single word came out from his mouth..maybe, he wanted to wish me thank you for holding his hands and help him to stand up.hurm, i was happy outside but inside, i was crying.

teluk batik, perak, malaysia

salam,

setelah berkurun lamanya meninggalkan blog, tiba2 rasa nak buat 'comeback'..entri dalam bahasa Melayu sepenuhnya sebab dah bosan tulis reflection, essay, critical analysis, presentation in english..walaupun English berterabur tapi tetap bosan..perghh..semua dalam bi la..sampaikan presentation titas ter 'speaking' sikit.walaupun hakikatnya xsehebat mana pown berbahasa Inggeris..tapi sebab selalu sangat.nk cakap kesimpulan pun xterkeluar dalam bahasa melayu..waktu bentang titas dan bm la..gementar sangat agaknye.pembentangan bm pown terkeluar sikit bahasa penjajah tu..kesian BM. dua tu je subjek tunggul dalam BM.tapikan agak xrasional cikgu bi kena blaja bm..nasib subjek xwajib.sunat je.xde exam ye.blaja je..kesian2..jadi tali barut penjajah sekejap..tapi bukan tali barut kan ..bukankah menuntut ilmu tu x tertumpu..meluas kan..asal yang bermanfaat untuk kesejahteraan umat islam keharmonian negara islam xbercampur lagha xmembawa kemudaratan..maka hukumya wajib kan menuntut ilmu tersebut. nanti bila dah mahir berbahsa asing senanglah kita nak membantu agama kita..membantu menyebarkan agama Allah..buktikan kepada kaafiruun yang islam ni hebat. akhirat sasaran kami, dunia medan perjuangan kami..kan..kami xtakut dengan kuasa kafir kerana kami mahir dalam segala-gala bidang..pendidikan, kedoktoran, kejuruteraan dan sebagainya..kami bersatu dalam majlis ilmu..kami bersatu dalam perjuangan..matlamat kami sama..bukan kerana satu Malaysia tau..sebab kami khalifah Allah..tugas kami adalah untuk memakmurkan alam ciptaan Allah..:)

wallahua'lam..

hujung minggu lepas, mak abuya dan adik sudah selamat sampai di Malaysia bumi bertuah selepas dua minggu mengerjakan umrah..sangat-sangat best..rindu yang xmampu nak ungkap..jarang berpisah dengan mak uya adik..kalau lama xbalik pown..dalam seminggu ada la 2 3 4 kali call..bukan anak manja..tau tak merindui mereka itu pahala..bertanyakan khabar..pulang menziarahi..jadi pulanglah ye buat mereka yang liat sangat nak balik rumah peluk cium mak ayah. buat mereka yang jauh dan xmampu nak pulang, telefonla, skype ke..tanya khabar..lepas rindu..kalau nak kata lepas tindu..xkan terlepas..kalau boleh nak je 24 jam kat umah..best..tengok muka mak uya best..kalau bergaduh ke merajuk macam mana pun tetap sayang..bertambah-tambah sayang..seronok dengar cerita mak uya adik..mak gembira sangat2..impian tercapai.adik apatah lagi..muda kan..16 tahun dah dapat peluang menjejakkan kaki ke makkah al mukarramah..dah dapat berdoa di hadapan kaabah..dah dapat menyelusuri tapak pejuangan dan kisah perjuangan para anbia..bertuah adik..kakaknye, iA..doa saja xcukup kan tanpa usaha..usaha yang diperlukan adalah menuntut ilmu, kumpul duit, doa + tawakkal..iA, doakan tau..kakak nak pegi..nak sangat2..

mak abuya adik sampai kat sini hari khamis, hari sabtu alhamdulillah, kami bertolak ke Teluk Batik..tujuan sebenar nak teman kak yaya pegi sana..dia da keje..tapi rangkum terus jadi percutian rehat-rehat untuk mereka-mereka yang baru pulang..uya dan mak rehat dalam hotel..kami yang muda belia jalan2 sket..pusing2 kawasan pantai waktu malam, best..xde orang..dengar deruan ombak je..tenang....pegi mandi manda..xcukup swimking pool, tambah mandi laut..nasib swimming pool xde orang..kamilah juara..haha..kami conquer.nasib swimming pool kat hotel tu xwajibkan pakai baju ketat lagi xmenutup aurat..yang hotel sbelah tu..wajib pakai pakaian renang..ramai plak tu..ni la kelebihan hotel sikit bintang..sikit bintang tapi alhamdulillah bilik selesa walaupun tv xattach dekat dinding..swimming pool xbesar..yang penting, orang xramai senang nak bermandi manda.kami menyelam waktu tengahari..memang xde orang..orang g mandi laut agaknye..tp bagusla..macam tau2 je kami nak pegi menyelam..tq2..

percutian rehat-rehat yang memakan masa sehari je..tapi best..tetap best..mak uya dapat rehat..yang muda mudi dpt jalan2..

breakfast, lucnh, dinner kat sini..dapat coupon free..sebab adik lecturer..tdo kat hotel sebelah tempat ni.:)

mak kata orang lain bawak suami/isteri/anak2 masing2..kak yaya bawak adik2..sebab dia sayang adik2 dia ok..so, dia angkut kami join dia..

swimming pool dekat hotel xcukup bintang..biarpun xcukup bintang tapi xyah pakai swim suit n orang xramai..

Virgo hotel..pelik namanye kan..tapi okla..asal boleh tido n selesa.

swimming pool kat resort tempat kami ngapppp..best..besar tapi wajib pakai baju renang..

 bellll konfius..last2, xbeli ap2..fikir lama sangat..kakak jugak beli..muahaha

wordless weekend!!! G-U-E-S-S

salam..

.

thanks for the memories-kbmsmktw

Assalamualaikum,

Friendship..A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.

its hard for me to say no when the offer greeted my weekend. confused. headache. assignment yang xkunjung sudah or program. it always happened to me. sometimes,i just couldn't make a decision until a few minutes left before the departure time.glad that the place was not as far as penang-johor. one hour journey .plus, being a siput in decision making made my packing skill better. gimme half an hour, i could pack everything tip top. :)..quite perfect..

sometimes, we had to sacrifice our time for something that we think not necessary. its not necessary for now but later when you get older, i believed you will regret. i was lucky as i'd completed half of my assignments. so, say no to xnak and to i-dun-have-time-for-it. made time for it and enjoyed it. hectic but the experience was priceless. 

1st day

They were...................

 naive, young, fragile, lost, cute, stubborn, hardcore, handsome, pretty, hoping for a bright future, need help, need attention, need us to foster friendship among them n etc. 

last day

Their parents came and gave us hugs and thanks. They came to us and kissed us and thanked us and hugged us. thank you Allah for giving them chance to discover the beauty of Islam. thank you Allah for this priceless experience.

"Oooo Allah, ya lateef, ooo gentle,

 He is Ever-Gentle with His devoted slaves and makes things easy for them and keeps them away from difficulties. He makes the path to His Pleasure and Generosity easy for them. He is Gentle with them with respect to their own souls as He guides them to His beautiful ways and His noble creations."

i miss my school days..

its wednesday!!!

salam..

Do you not see how He created seven heavens in layers, placed the Moon as a light in them, and made the Sun a blazing lamp? Allah caused you to grow from the soil [and] then will return you to it and bring you out again. Allah has spread the land out as a carpet for you so that you can use its wide valleys as roadways. (Surah Nuh, 15-20)

He [Allah] sends down water from the sky. From it you drink, and from it come the shrubs among which you graze your herds. And by it He makes crops grow for you, as well as olives, dates, grapes, and fruit of every kind. There is certainly a Sign in that for people who reflect. (Surat an-Nahl, 10-11)

short and sweet and simple

salam,

my new routine is:

words will keep us connected....(blog??)

new??i'm not so sure..

ok, till we meet again...

bismikallah humma ahya wa amud..

on techno vs me

salam,
someone is asking me a bombastic question. it's not really bombastic but for someone who knows nothing about technology like me, he/she will consider that question as wow question..the question goes like this..which one do you prefer..smartphone or iphone?omg, i know nothing about smartphone. not even at once i ever read or heard about smartphone. i just know iphone and iphone is a fantastic thingy and its quite pricey. what i know is i wish i can afford to buy it someday. that's all.

the question makes me wake up..hey friend, thanks for waking me up. i have to.. i have to find its meaning and search for the answer. alhamdulillah, thanks to mr googly. you are really helpful to me tonight.thanks again. iphone is one type of smartphone..sure?really?but maybe..up until now, i still have no answer whether iphone is under smartphone category or not..i've no time to read more on smartphone. i just hop on one article and make an assumption..hehe.i really have no time for it but not for blogging.blogging is just like a spa treatment. i dun have to pay but i have to do some writings but the most important thing is i work for myself.
this week is a crazily messy week. exams+assignments+files+presentations.exhausted.ok, enough..

hurm, let me answer my friend's question..

hey friend, now i've the answer for you..
c510 vs i phone..iphone wins..
if iphone vs other smartphones..mr iphone is still the winner.:)
get the answer..i prefer iphone but plz dun ask me why..mak cik tak tahu.
maybe because iphone is apple and iphone is the apple of my eye..hihi..(merepek je)

cikgu!!!!

assalamualaikum,

lady serious..berkerut-kerut dahi..

ada gaya cikgu tak????

keep the answer to yourself..

wordless wednesday ~ .P.E.N.I.N.G.

salam...

M.A.S.S.A

salam,

tick tock tick tock...

.done.

.alhamdulillah....alhamdulillah..

susun dalam file..simpan dalam almari..

hati mula berkata-kata..

rehat syira rehat.kau tu penat..sehari suntuk mengadap lap top.perlukan hiburan sikit.bukak fb.bukak blog.lingo biar dulu..lambat lagi

otak tak kurang hebatnye..

susah jugak nak jadi cikgu..bolehke lulus exam..bila agaknya boleh pakai jubah separuh lagi besar tu..

takutnye.rasa macam nak kawin waktu belajar tapi xkawin pun xde masa.dengan sapa??nak kisah cinta macam dalam novel tu boleh tak ek??.hurmm...ada sebab Allah takdirkan kau jadi cikgu..pemalas kau ni.kuat berangan.esaimen dah lama tapi kau perap..tapi berangan seronok jugak.

CAN I??

AM I HAPPY??

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

MISS SYAHIRA,,MADAM SYAHIRA..TEACHER SYAHIRA.PROF SYAHIRA..DR SYAHIRA

WHICH ONE?

OWH, LIFE IS NOT EASY?

GETTING A DEGREE IS NOT EASY??

MASTER..PHD?

JANNAH???

zzzzzzZZZ.....

bangun pagi...

masya Allah..kenapa aku xgosok baju semalam??kenapa xsiapkan beg semalam?

masuk kuliah..

Allah, xbawak kertas kajang..nak salin nota atas apa..

tapi peliknya..handset ada kat tangan..kertas kajang pulak lupa..

kadang-kadang pegi kafe..

Allah duit lupa bawak..kalut-kalut pagi tadi..hurm..tak bawak air kosong pulak..masya Allah..

moral of the story...

itulah bahana melengah-lengahkan masa..kesannya banyak..mulakan hari anda dengan azam unutk menggunakan masa dengan sebaiknya..bukan untuk maksiat..selepas dicongak dibilang dan dikira..24 jam sangat mencukupi tapi sekiranya berangan mengambil masa 12 jam..berhibur mengambil masa sehari..bersembang mengambil masa setengah hari..1000 jam sehari tak tentu cukup..buat mereka dan diri ini yang sering menuturkan ini...

 sibuknya..kenapa banyak sangat kerja..kenapa singkatnya masa..

tepuk dada..cubit peha..tanya minda..

semua manusia dikurnikan 24 jam..tak kurang tak lebih..kenapa ada orang yang boleh berjaya dalam hidup tanpa menuturkan perkataan..xsempatla nak baca al-quran lepas solat..tergesa-gesa nak hantar assignment..nak hantar esok..

kita singkap sejarah Rasulullah s.a.w..

dialah segala-galanya...

seorang ketua negara yang mendayung bahtera pemerintahan dengan cekap dan pintar;seorang suami yang halus pergaulannya; seorang bapa yang teliti dan bijak menyempurnakan kewajipan terhadap anak dan isteri; seorang ketua peperangan yang cergas, penuh dengan tektik strategi persediaannya dan seorang Muslim yang waras lagi bijak membahagikan dedikasinya kepada Allah,keluarga dan sahabat handai...

kita????

pelajar, anak, sahabat...lagi apa ye???takde dah..baru tiga peranan..sudah berpeluh-puluh.di mulut tak penah berhenti perkataan sibuk dan tiada masa..bila ada masa lapang..alam maya..shopping mall..sembang..manusia..manusia...

ingatlah!!!!

masa itu  ibarat pedang, jika kita tidak memotongnya maka ia akan memotong kita..

By time,

Indeed, mankind is in loss,

Except for those who have believed and done righteous deeds and advised each other to truth and advised each other to patience.

(Al-Asr:1-3)

this is me by 2014/2018/2024..insyaALLAH..:)

I wish i could fly

assalamualaikum,

let me bring you all into my dream world..

i name it as i wish i could fly world...

i wish i could fly 

high up to the sky like a butterfly

and touch the beautiful sky and the colourful rainbow

with clouds all around

i wish i could fly like a bird someday

flying freely without a care

i wish i could fly just like a dragonfly

so high up into the air

I wish I could fly like an aeroplane

zooming through the white and blue sky

I wish I could fly to the moon 

and wonders of Allah's creation

i wish and i wish and i wish..

hey, wait for me..bring me up there..i wanna fly with you..

dear myself

stop wishing for this and that 

be thankful for what you have

If you concentrate on what you don't have,

you'll never ever have enough

stop it and start working

put a full stop sign to your dream world..