this is one of the most wonderful poem i've ever read. read it, it carries thousand of meanings as it shows how a small kid differentiates herself form whites.transform-------->jd sasterawan kejap
which one is wrong?my eyes, the weighing machine, the scale, my friends eyes..aiyaa. i lost about 3kg within 15 days. its weird. it drives me into craziness. raya is just around the corner. i bet my baju kurung n seanteronya wouldn't fit me.i must do smtg. maybe i must eat smtg heavy after tarawih. it might help me in gaining weights. its not healthy but why don't i've a try first. lets' see the result together..nnt ek.tyme pagi raya.
Waking up for sahur will be challenging, but it's a very important required part as these meal varieties can make me full and helps to provide me with sufficient energy before the break of dawn. usually, i prefer to consume a heavy meal during sahur as it really helps me to survive for about 14.5 hours without foods and drinks. But today, i miss my typical meal for sahur as i forget to cook the rice.no rice but we just have curry..mmg rezki orang off..hurm, pity my friends. xpela, next time i'll be a little bit early ok..sory!!
oo00 ALLAH, I beg your help to guide me the straight path..
Ketika Allah Memilihmu Untukku..
Padamu yang Allah pilihkan dalam hidupku..
Ingin ku beri tahu padamu..
Aku hidup dan besar dari keluarga bahagia..
Orang tua yg begitu sempurna..
Dengan cinta yg begitu membuncah..
Aku dibesarkan dgn limpahan kasih yang tak terhingga..
Maka, padamu ku katakan..
Saat Allah memilihmu dalam hidupku,
Maka saat itu Dia berharap, kau pun sanggup melimpahkan cinta padaku..
Memperlakukanku dgn sayang yang begitu indah..
Padamu yang Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, aku hanya wanita biasa dengan begitu banyak kekurangan dalam diriku,
Aku bukanlah wanita sempurna, seperti yang mungkin kau harapkan..
Maka, ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Dia ingin menyempurnakan kekuranganku dgn keberadaanmu.
Dan aku tahu, Kaupun bukanlah laki-laki yang sempurna..
Dan ku berharap ketidaksempurnaanku mampu menyempurnakan dirimu..
Karena kelak kita akan satu..
Aibmu adalah aibku, dan indahmu adalah indahku,
Kau dan aku akan menjadi 'kita'..
Padamu yg Allah pilihkan untukku..
Ketahuilah, sejak kecil Allah telah menempa diriku dgn ilmu dan tarbiyah,
Membentukku menjadi wanita yg mencintai Rabbnya..
Maka ketika Dia memilihmu untukku,
Maka saat itu, Allah mengetahui bahwa kaupun telah menempa dirimu dgn ilmuNya.. Maka gandeng tanganku dalam mengibarkan panji-panji dakwah dalam hidup kita..
Itulah visi pernikahan kita..
Ibadah pada-Nya ta'ala..
Padamu yg Allah tetapkan sebagai nahkodaku..
Ingatlah.. Aku adalah mahlukNya dari tulang rusuk yang paling bengkok..
Ada kalanya aku akan begitu membuatmu marah..
Maka, ketahuilah.. Saat itu Dia menghendaki kau menasihatiku dengan hikmah,
Sungguh hatiku tetaplah wanita yg lemah pada kelembutan..
Namun jangan kau coba meluruskanku, karena aku akan patah..
Tapi jangan pula membiarkanku begitu saja, karena akan selamanya aku salah..
Namun tatap mataku, tersenyumlah..
Tenangkan aku dgn genggaman tanganmu..
Dan nasihati aku dgn bijak dan hikmah..
Niscaya, kau akan menemukanku tersungkur menangis di pangkuanmu..
Maka ketika itu, kau kembali memiliki hatiku..
Padamu yang Allah tetapkan sebagai atap hunianku..
Ketahuilah, ketika ijab atas namaku telah kau lontarkan..
Maka dimataku kau adalah yang terindah,
Kata2mu adalah titah untukku,
Selama tak bermaksiat pada Allah, akan ku penuhi semua perintahmu..
Maka kalau kau berkenan ku meminta..
Jadilah hunian yg indah, yang kokoh…
Yang mampu membuatku dan anak-anak kita nyaman dan aman di dalamnya..
Padamu yang Allah pilih menjadi penopang hidupku…
Dalam istana kecil kita akan hadir buah hati-buah hati kita..
Maka didiklah mereka menjadi generasi yg dirindukan syurga..
Yang di pundaknya akan diisi dgn amanah-amanah dakwah,
Yang ruh dan jiwanya selalu merindukan jihad..
Yang darahnya mengalir darah syuhada..
Dan ku yakin dari tanganmu yg penuh berkah, kau mampu membentuk mereka..
Dengan hatimu yg penuh cinta, kau mampu merengkuh hati mereka..
Dan aku akan selalu jatuh cinta padamu..
Padamu yang Allah pilih sebagai imamku…
Ku memohon padamu.. Ridholah padaku,
Sungguh Ridhomu adalah Ridho Ilahi Rabbi..
Mudahkanlah jalanku ke Surga-Nya..
Karena bagiku kau adalah kunci Surgaku..
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( Oleh Aztriana 180610/ 01'50 Makassar.. ^_^v )
Dari Ummu Salamah, ia berkata, "Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda : "Seorang perempuan jika meninggal dan suaminya meridhoinya, maka ia akan masuk surga." (HR. Ahmad dan Thabrani)
alhamdulillah, finally.. I keep saying that I'm going to update my blog and then never seem to get around to it. but today, i really force myself to do so. I must write/update something before all my stories rotten in my hard-disk. Actually, i've lots of stories to be shared but i don't have enough time to update this messy blog. I need at least half an hour to write a short simple entry. usually, i stay up at night just to update my blog. but ramadhan is here..i cannot do that as i need to wake early than usual for sahur..so, i must sleep early than usual la..by 12..gud bye world..
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Majlis iftar perdana
btw, last weekend, i was blessed to be one of the petugas for Majlis Iftar Perdana which was held at Dewan Millineum (one of the 5 star halls in Penang). The main purpose of having this majlis iftar was to celebrate our new friends n that's why, most of the guest were muallaf .
miss receptionist
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war museum 2
it was not my first time going there and that's why i did not really enjoy to the fullest. but, it was a challenging trip. We needed to walk up on the hill (2.5 km) and we're all fasting..just imagine..
i still remember this quotation..sejarah xmeninggalkan kita tetapi kita yang meninggalkan sejarah..sejarah membina tamadun..that's why we must appreciate our historical places just like what we have done.
it's been awhile since my last post..i'm too lazy to be a real blogger. i'm trying to transform all of the ideas into words but i'm too lazy in doing so. i'm so lazy that I always keep postponing my work esp my assignment. let it be.haha..the mood grabs me and shakes me and twists me around. so blame on the hormone.L cant help myself how i respond when my hormones are out of whack. our body uses hormones to control other actions in our body. so once the lazy hormones are secreted.the results are obviously worse.my actions become slower. my brain refuses to work. she insists 24 hours rest. it sounds melampau rite. but, that's the reality. Actually, i've tonnes of unfinished work. but, my brain refuses to think about it. my eyes don't wanna tolerate with it. my hands keep messaging. my phone keep ringing (if it stops ringing, i'll sleep soundly in my bed, gudnite) . my heart say, lets face-booking...
~the end~
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btw, last Thursday, we had a great time in Nurul's ikan bakar(if I'm not mistaken, its not my restaurant, that's why i forgot its name).i'll always remember those delicious meals + nice place. We savored lots of Malay food aka seafood..sotong+ikan siakap+tom yam campur+telur dadar+ kailan ikan masin+smabal belacan+ikan bakar+juice..we had such a wonderful breakfast for the first time since we were here.
believe it or not, we ate up on the tree..it's fantastic. i love the place as it was my first time climb up on the tree and eat up on it. after this, if someone is asking me whether i've experienced climb up on the tree. i'll proudly answer yes.
that's my plate.spick and span..membazir amalan syaitan..look, i'm totally malaysian. i'm not going to use the spoon and fork unless i've no choice.
Ramadhan kareem..it's definitely a month full of blessing. It is a time for inner reflection, devotion to God, and self-control.alhamdulillah, i'm able to meet again with ramadhan for this year and may this ramadhan will be the best ramadhan ever..
Here are a few diet tips during ramadhan..
during Ramadhan diet should not differ greatly from normal and should be as simple as possible. We should be able to maintain our normal weight (it referring to myself as my body weight is not constant. it really depends on my food intake and my health conditions), neither losing nor gaining. Though, if one is over-weight, Ramadhan is an ideal time to lose weight.
Don't skip sahur even though sleep may seem far more tempting than waking up and force yourself to eat.sahur is just like breakfast.it provides energy for us and we need to us a lot of energy during the day or you'll end up with restlessness, drowsiness, fatigue n etc.
Eat a wide variety of foods..attention!!pills cannot replicate foods..u must/should take variety of foods as no single food provides all the necessary nutrients. Make sure you select food each day from each of the five food groups..
Eat enough carbohydrate foods - especially those rich in fiber ..these foods provide the body with energy.
Don't forget fruits and vegetables it'll help our body to fight sickness such as constipation..eeeuuu
Drink sufficient fluid esp plain water..
Sunday, 8 August 2010
Assalamualaikum,
i'm totally completely perfectly utterly wholly crazy..pe lg yang sewaktu dengannya..aiyaa.
mengapakah?????
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btw, alhamdulillah, i've already finished reading my motivational novel, Living the 7 habits (the courage to change) by Stephen R.Covey..xsabar2 nk novel baru walaupun xde budget..sob2
i'm proud to have u as my friend...i'm proud to have u all as my friends. sincerely, i feel relieve today..no more sedih2.i love my day although today is my terrible+hectic day. i feel better. i feel much more better. today, i realize something. friendship is better than further friendship. u all know kn what i mean. i really mean it. friendship is better that any relationships in this world." take your friends hand and hold it forever"..once you are my friend forever you are my friend. and when a friend is in my heart, it will remain there forever and ever. i have my own experience to be shared. but, it is quite personal. alhamdulillah, Glory be to ALLAH, praise be to ALLAH, there is no god but ALLAH, and ALLAH is most great. i have no words to describe my feelings. it mixes.
last week, honestly, i felt very bad. i detested myself. a lot of things happened. one of it was friendship problem. it left a great effect on me and it taught me a lot of things. it took about a week for me to reflect on myself. i tried my best to find out the source of the problem. i lost my tempered on my friend (i'm so sorry). i cannot even accept my friend's statement. but, later on, i started to accept it. i realized that everything happened for a reason. if there was no reason, my friend would not talk about it. then, settle problem..
when i rethink about this problem , i tend to smile and laugh alone.*giggle* we are far from each other but we're fighting like my friend is just in front of me.i keep asking my friend why?who said?and my friend keep hiding the real person who spreads the news.memang lawak. but its a part of life..xgaduh maka x cinta..cinta here means the friendship bonding k bukan cintan cintun..
**actually, i've lot of things to share with all of my friends.i just wanna share a short brief about friendship.The power of friendship rather than further friendship..but, i really need to go to sleep now. later ek, i'll share with you..be prepared. it's quite long + boring.but some of you may find it as best coz it really relates to our daily life.
hell0000!!!by now, i'm in a much better mood having thoroughly enjoy my pout..i've been spending about 7 days reflecting myself back. hurm, what makes me always looks unhappy and always having/facing a lot of problems..what's wrong with me?hurm..i'm tired of thinking about that simple matter..but i cannot stop doing so. *sigh*
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taraaAAA.....
kmpp dalam kenangan..i miss this moment
i'm not a stalker, but i'm just a good blogger..that's why i found this picture..i downloaded this picture from my friend's blog.hihi..
