the reality of life

Assalamualaikum,


I was numbed when i saw my friend lying unconscious in her hospital bed. she looked pale and thin. her mouth attacked to the life machine. i touched her cool hand. i lost my words. i'd promised to myself that i would not going to cry. i looked strong outside but inside i couldn't stop myself from weeping uncontrollably.  she was so young. she was a lovely lady. she loved smiling. she was so humble. i could see her happy face when she said to me that she's going home that day. that day was my last day meeting her in her smiling face. everything changed once i got a news that ummi's father died in an accident and she was still in coma. my heart dropped.i was so shocked. i told my friend that she did tell me that she's going home and she waved at me..otw back to rambai, i met her bestie. she was crying. they're always together.seeing her crying made me feel even worse. i can't help myself from crying when  her bestie informed me her conditions. she was still in the critical phase. she was in ICU.she'd to endure lotsa major injuries e.g brain injury, broken leg and the disruption of her kidney function. innalillah. but i believed that Allah does not burden HIS servant with something that the servant cannot do. I believed ummi's a strong lady. dun give up my dear friend. Believe in Allah's promise as ".....Allah's promise is the Truth,  and whose words can be truer than Allah" (4:122). 


"dan sungguh kami akan berikan cubaan kepadamu dengan sedikit ketakutan, kelaparan, kekurangan harta, jiwa dan buah buahan. " (2:155)


 Dan berikan berita gembira buat orang yang sabar . Dan berikanlah berita gembira kepada orang-orang yang sabar.(2:156) 


Iaitu orang orang yang yang apabila ditimpa musibah, mereka mengucapkan, "Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji un".(2:157)




lets's take everything that happened to my dear friend as a reminder from HIM to us human.


kehidupan di dunia ini adalah pinjaman. kecantikan, kebahagian, keseronokan itu adalah pinjaman. adat kehidupan bila meminjam, akan tiba masa untuk kita memulangkan semula kepada yang hak. Jangan kita lupa bahawa bahawa kehidupan ini juga adalah ujian. Allah S.W.T sedang menguji tahap keimanan kita. tetapi ramai yang tidak menyedarinya termasuklah diri ini. kita leka dengan dengan nikmat dunia yang sementara tanpa kita sedari bahawa nikmat itu akan ditarik kembali kerana sesungguhnya ia adalah pinjaman.


"Allah meluaskan rezeki dan menyempitkan bagi sesiapa yang Dia kehendaki. Mereka bergembira dengan kehidupan didunia, padahal kehidupan dunia itu( dibandingkan dengan ) kehidupan akhirat, hanyalah kesenangan yang sedikit" (13:26)