on my born day

salam,

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip.

the pre birthday feast

k.yaya beli untuk kami

what a birthday means to me?

a birthday is just like another day. nothing's special. we are not use to birthday celebration coz since we were young, we never had birthday celebration. it just reminds me that i'm one year older and zillion of thanks to my parents for bringing me up and never give up on me for this 21 years. i've gone through the childhood and adolescences phases and now, i'm standing in a new phase known as adulthood phase. huhuhu. life is just a cycle. no matter how gorgeous you are, soon you will still grow old and kerepot. life is just a pit-stop but not a rest place. it is a place where we you have to double/triple up our good deeds coz Allah has promised to reward us with a far more better rest place in the hereafter (only if we're walking on the correct lane lah).  therefore, we must always make sure that we're always in the correct lane. life is just a journey. A journey that has an ending (in this world) but a new start in the hereafter.  therefore, the choice is ours whether we want a good start nor a disaster start. what affects the choice is our good/bad deeds fiddunya. we determine our future. =). with that, happy birthday to me and to my sweet 17th adik. alhamdulillah, Allah lends me 21 years to work out towards a better future in the hereafter. i hope for more. 21 years seems a long time but still not enough. that's human. what have i contributed to islam for the pass 20 years? i've done so little.  shame on me! but, it is still not too late to work more and give more. pray for me! i'm hoping for a better me in the future. better in everything fidduya wal akhirah. too many hopes and desires but the qualm is " Do i have enough time?" no answers for that coz life and dead is not my work nor your work. our works is never ever give up on working towards the goals. gambare! age is just a matter of number. i'm not old,i'm just antique. therefore, i'm afraid not of number. it makes me antique and expensive from time to time.=)

p/s: right now, i'm still waiting for a birthday parcel, loads of thanks from me. thanks for the gorgeous saree. thanks for the wishes and dua'. bukan senang nak dapat free dua'. 

regards, 

the birthday girl

a beautiful pop up card to remember

salam,

just a simple sharing. a pop up card from my dearest roommate.:) posting it here. capturing this  at 2.12 am while doing some works.

a beautiful card to remember. :)..later when i have lots of free time, i'll post my other cards here. hihi..:).at least if i lost it all, i'll still have this blog to make me remember things like this.

my 'birth' day

salam,

today, 15th September 2011 marks my 20. entering a new version of age. it starts with 2 and the ending is still as young as 0. if you read from the right side, i'm now 20. but if you choose to read from the left side, i'm now 02 years old. never mind. both are still young. what 20 means to me?

i'm no longer a baby girl to my mom coz i'm now adults. at this age, i should be able to make my own decision in life. no more pouting. no more crying. no more fighting. should be more matured in terms of making whatever decisions. i should have my own plan and aims in life. should not talk about marriage now. later is better. multiple up iman n amal as that is the only purpose of life which is to be a better muslim.for the entire of my life, not even once i meet with someone who is hoping to be worse than before. everyone is hoping to better. believe me, we're not going to be better without doing something. everyone can say but not everyone can do. do whatever you are saying. if you are hoping and you wanna be better. strive for it. hit your wagon and drive your maximum energy and power for whatever you wish in life. make it reality. so, who is a better muslim?

"A muslim is a muslim because he seeks Allah's approval and that is the most important trait that makes a muslim different from all other human in this world."

"A Muslim is a person who grasps that Allah has power over all things and that death is not an end but a transition to the real abode of man (the hereafter). Aware of these facts, he carefully avoids building his life on a "crumbling precipice." He turns to Allah, aware that He is the real Owner and Creator of life, death and what lies beyond. In this system created by Allah, he comprehends that wealth, social status or good looks are not the means that lead man to success; they are only "causes" operating under the rules laid down by Allah, which are effective for only a brief period of time."

(Devoted to Allah: Harun Yahya)


 a week before this beautiful date finally comes to visit me,

i'm not excited to celebrate by new version of age. i'm scared coz i'm gonna be old. older than yesterday. i'll keep growing old and there will be no turning point for me to turn back whenever i feel scared or cannot catch up with everything that's going on now. that's life.


How do I celebrate my birthday?

No birthday celebration coz i'm not used to it since i was young. praise be to Allah for sending me a great family and friends. they cheer up my birthday with thousands of prayers and wishes. having them as part of my life is the most wonderful thing in my life. thanks for the presents to those who susah2 buy, wrap and give it to me. i'll surely appreciate it.thanks for the remembrance. thanks for the surprise. thanks for the songs. thanks for the video.

a special thanks to my parents, i'm who i'm now because of you both.thanks for the endless prayers. thanks for the endless love. thanks for your support. thanks for raising me up. thanks for everything.

this special song is specially dedicated for both of you..

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

i'm no longer a baby for i'm now a 20 years old lady...

Syawal 30 1431H

Assalamualaikum...

syawal has come to an end.if people out there celebrating the coming of syawal but we here celebrating the end of it.i felt bless to be here, to have them as my akhawat and to be one of them. usrah and islam bonded us together and  i could feel a strange feeling crawling deep inside my soul when i saw them happily greeting each other although they didn't even know each other. living under the same roof did not mean that we knew each other. sincerely, i didn't notice the present of some of them in this small world. sometimes, i felt like i still new here although 1 and half years had passed and i should at least bumped with some of them somewhere. But, i didn't. at least, this special rumah t'tutup aidilfitri helped me to know my friends here in deep. rakan seperjuangan. we were all on the same track and we were family although we were not inherit the same genes. 

mubarak's babies..thankz for the great birthday song..again, i felt appreciated. they made me realized that i'm 19 already. no more manja2..maturity is something that comes with age so be matured.no more fighting. no more tears.no more laziness.no more craziness..