career

assalamualaikum,

I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

(children are our future, Whitney Houston)

the one who teaches me to always be the first bird.

salam,

today is my first day at school at this hour. today is Saturday and just now, we starts the journey to complete the sbe task as early as 6.30 am. owh, tell me not that today is saturday and everyone is now having fun and enjoy their weekend to bits. i get 6 periods to relief and done with the first two hours. the kids are just so not kind. memang kena dengan timing. i'm fasting today. they scream and laugh on top of the lungs. their words..oho. penang slang i think. it sounds kasar yet for them, it's just a normal conversation. tokleh la tacing tacing sangat kan. i give them a few riddles and no one can even answer a riddle. in return, they said, "cikgu kami ada teka teki jugak". their riddles are so lame i tell you. how come (3+1=2). muahahaha. they show me how to get two. okayla. sebab saya cikgu. i said "my answer is 4 bc i follow the mathematical rules and i'm good in mathematics. cikgu macam budak2.haha. should take this as a practice for the future challenging years in school.

wish me ALL THE BEST for the next 4 periods relief. 

till then, salam.

the final school based experience

salam,

ini kenangan,

terbelalak mata tengok,

tak sedar dulu-dulu pun macam ni jugak apa,

tapi rasanya dulu-dulu tak la sampai macam ni,

Apa dah jadi dengan generasi teknologi ni?

kata hati

salam,

perihal anak didik era kini..

geng cilik: kenapa belajar bahasa inggeris. sekarang waktu agama.

cikgu muda: sebab cikgu TEACHER.

geng cilik: ok.

cikgu muda: simpan buku. tengok teacher. i'm going to speak ENGLISH.

geng cilik: kami xfaham apa cikgu

cikgu muda: U can ask me anything and you can stop me if you could not catch up.....

geng cilik: nganga luas (mimik muka: cikgu ni xfaham bahasa ka)

cikgu muda: cuak tak terkata..err, xpela..cikgu cakap bahasa kita+bahasa INGGERIS ye.

situasi: pre-reading part

cikgu muda: bagus ahmad.tengok yang lain, macam ni la yang cikgu nak.

ali: malas la nak buat.

cikgu muda: kenapa pulak tak nak buat?

siti: dia memang macam tu cikgu, xboleh salah. kena puji ja. dia anak bongsu. manja.

cikgu muda: sudah...pening

situasi: production part

cikgu muda: Ali kamu masuk kumpulan D ye.

Ali: xmau.

cikgu muda: Ali pun pandai macam yang lain. tapi cikgu nak awak buat kerja sama-sama dengan kawan kamu. lagi bertambah pandai

Ali: saya nak lukis sorang-sorang

Siti: dia memang macam tu cikgu..mengada

cikgu muda: kalau macam tu kamu sekupulan dengan Abu. berdua je. jangan marah kalau lukisan kumpulan lain cantik sebab lagi ramai ahli lagi banyak idea.

Ali: saya pandai lukis.

cikgu muda: adehhh

geng cilik: kami nak macam dia jugak cikgu

cikgu muda: (tensen) xboleh..sapa cikgu sekarang. buat kerja kamu..haaaaa. (taring dah keluar)

situasi: loceng berbunyi

geng cilik: cikgu masuk lagi tau kelas kami nanti.

cikgu muda: (hilang sikit geram+sakit tekak)

Respon: kadang rasa nak tukar kerjaya. memang cinta sudah mula berputik namun sabar masih belum tebal. bila terduga mula hilang kemanusiaan. nak cepuk pun ada tapi anak orang.(ni baru seminggu di sekolah). belum masuk alam sebenar. wahai anak didik dimasa hadapan!!!jangan suka melawan. cikgu rasa nak rotan sat lagi. wahai guru!!! sabar dan sabar dan sabar. 

the 'come back' (Sekolah Kebangsaan All Saints')

salam,

i was once a student in this school. sitting on the dirty floor. happy with the crooked tudung. run, run, run was what i did. i had nothing to worry except for homework and friends. 

now, i prefer to stand in front of the crowd. they call me teacher Syahira. I have my own area in the teachers' room coz I'm no longer a student there yet I'm a teacher. Finally, my dream comes true. May Allah ease this journey.