reading is wonderful

assalamualaikum,


seeing my only little sister reading her first english novel, my heart beats for blogging.tells me to wake up and do some typing.i'm ruining miley's song.i'm not ruining but trying to compose a new lyric on my own.but sounds like i'm not good enough in writing lyrics.i'm not just ruining the lyric but also the meaning.i don't care.we never know what is going to happen until we try it.my policy.i'm not good in memorizing songs esp english songs. but there are some that make my brain eager to remember all the lyrics. not just memorizing it but also sing the song in front of the mirror while covering up my ears with my hands..what the hacked are you doing syahira.i'm testing my own voice.:)..i love miley's songs e.g the climb.when something makes me feel down and nearly to give up. when i feel like crying.when i feel like no human understands me.i choose to listen to the climb again and again.it inspired me to work harder.but, by turning to Allah, you'll find the serenity, the happiness and everything.it's just a song but it plays a big role in my life.it helps to recharge my spirit whenever the battery turns weak sign.but it cannot beat the power of zikr, quran n etc


ups,  i'm out of the track. 


1.20 a.m
my little chubby sister is still eying her novel. she starts to love reading english materials. that's what i would like to announce.ofcos i'm happy. i love seeing people reading except reading for harm such as reading porno mag. it leaves nothing on you. its beneficialness.wasting money and time. i think i've mentioned in my previous previous entries that i really enjoy reading since i was in secondary school. But, my vocabulary limits me as i don't have wider vocabulary to trigger my i- love-reading-so-much spirit. dictionary does not help me as i'm not the one who always loves to flip over that big fat dictionary.i hate the fond.i hate the colour. day by day, i choose to leave that novels all alone on their rack. but now, everything has changed slow by slow. i don't know where are all the spirits come.but, i believe..humans need pressure.pressure develops my new spirit. nothing can change me except myself. believe in me.reading is utterly important and of course wonderful. knowledge is not free my friends. but we don't have to pay. things that we should do is finding, searching, reading, exploring and etc.it will not come to us but we need to search and work harder for it.


i love english to bits. mastering it is one of my virtues. believe in me, by mastering english, this world is yours. so, let's work for it. 


i really don't want my sister to follow my step. malay is our mother tongue but english is for our future. reminiscing my old times when i was in form 5.ouch.its hurt myself. my english was very bad.very bad.i just realized the reality once i got my spm slip.i got 5 for GCEO..so, hush a good bye to overseas plan. but, Allah knows better.i'm going to be an english teacher. so, watch out my students to be. i'll not going to eat them but i'll make the realize from the bud that english and other core subjects are equally important.