2011-pre farewell

salam,

again, how fast time flies. farewell to 2011!

too fast i grow. too fast time flies. too fast for 2011 to leave us.

too slow we move. to slow we act. to little we appreciate our time. too little our praises to Allah for giving us the opportunities to breath, eat and everything.

too easy for us to comment on things that happen to us.'This is wrong .that is right. This should not happen. That should happen.'

too fast we forget our plans for year 2011.

too slow we move to put our plans real

everything is just too fast. i'm now a 20 years old lady. next year, i'm gonna be 21. no longer an adolescents. gonna enter my adulthood. 2011!!leaving me with lots of changes i should say in few aspects in my life. realising the importance of ukhuwah. learn how to understand and appreciate myself. learning the real meaning of friendship. feels the improvement of my english. Weight improvemnet..haha. Not yet happen though i've tried for so long. Year 2011 marks my confident level improvement. Now i think, i'm brave enough to say no to whatever i think is wrong. Learn how to dig my own demand in everyday life. Learn how to be brave. Learn to be more patient, relax and cool. (this is still in progress). Me and babling cannot be separated. Sometimes, the urge to speak out burns all the patient, cool and relax.

in terms of language learning,
one year is definitely not enough to master it perfectly. it needs my patient and never ending passions. language means acquiring not learning. use it in your daily activites eg speaking. drillling is needed. confidence to use it in your daily communications.

i dun wanna waste my time learning it for exams just like what i've done when i was in secondary school.

learning arabic for the sake of exams. the only thing that i still remember perfectly is balaghah...malakum taka'ka'kum alaiyya katakak kuikum a'la zijinnah.there are a few more. i'm blessed for choosing to learn arabic. Bahasa al-quran. At least, it helps me to understand the verses of the holy Quran even it is only a bit. Xpe, tafseer ada but the degree of contentment is different plus understanding iA will help us a lot in the process of memorising.

my only hope is to pass down the eagerness and the passion to learn without fail to my future generations but how to pass it if the person who are hoping to be a role model some day in the future hasn't even start and continuosly holding the feeling.(chuckle!) english is for the sake of our better future. To conquer the world is by conquering others specialises. arabic is to fulfil the needs in us at least but a must know and learn and acquire language for me. Its lughatul jannah! it could help us to understand the verses of quran. a few words at least. me myself, i cant translate the verses of quran competely yet i'm far more grateful for i know few words from what i've recited. Next, understanding the basic rules in arabic. where to stop and where to start.

Enough talking about language. Slowly i fall in love to whatever i'm doing now. To kids too. To a reality that i'm soon gonna be a teacher.

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Lets wrap up the year 2011 with a few most popular stories selected by my woman instinct

1) the day our aliyah was brn
2)the day my phonology lecturer exploded. Tear off half of my friends books. Lesson learnt. 'Consider' should come first before taking any actions or else ur students will always look at you with zero admiration.
3)the day i turned 20
4) the day when i had to say goodbye.
5) the day i was chosen to hold a very big responsibility which i really dun want.


There are more but i hate touchy keypads. Still not used to it though i've been using this for nearly one month. Need sharperner to sharpen my finger.

Till then, salam