the one who will always in my thoughts

salam,

just coming back from penang.
from a land  of tears. signs of sorrow are everywhere. i cuddle her mom  and tears begin to wet my cheeks. i look into her mom's eyes. physically, i can see her patient but who knows her feeling. only Allah knows. I can't say anything except mak cik, be patient. tears roll down my cheeks. she pats my back and the only thing that she says is Allah loves her more than we do. No grief in her eyes just a peaceful gaze. No tears in her eyes just a new hope . She keeps talking about her. I know, she misses her very much and that's why she keeps talking about her. me too. I'm not a close friend of her. sincerely, i don't know her well but i can feel that she was a great person.

my heart sank when i found out the sad news. i still remember that day which was my last day seeing her smiling face and her last goodbye for me. She was with her close friend, Laili and i was standing at the corridor doing my work. They were walking together and i greet them by saying goodbye and have a safe journey and take care. she did smile at me and replied me good bye. she said twice and she talked to herself. why i did twice and she smiled at me before walking down the stairs. that was our last meeting and i couldn't forget that scene until now and forever. i dunno why but it keeps coming into my mind. i can feel the lost. the lost of a very good person. It makes me remember my final virtue in life. Journey of life. it always has its start and ofcos its ending.just like a railway train. Allah knows better.

Our first meeting was during the independence day celebration ...

Allah loves her more than we human does and He will take care of her. May Allah gives you paradise.. Ameen..I shall miss you and hope  to see you again.Insha-Allah.