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salam,

"I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new"

i fail again i think. fail to manage my time properly. the effects are clear in front of me but still i repeat. i wish i could stop the time and start everything over again but i surely can't. now, everything has ended. its time for reflection. 

if i could video tape my one month hectic life. sleep late at times. maximum sleeping hour is only two hours. pity me but whose mistake is it? i could only smile. i have decided to stop blaming the never ending assignments. from lesson planning to micro teaching. from  authentic sources to mind maps. from lectures to presentations. my new lists of vocabulary for over a month is 'rejected', 'hand in tomorrow', 'you should learn', 'you must grow', 'where's your drafts', 'i wanna see it tomorrow', 'see me tomorrow after 12' and etc. i've carved all those phrases deep under my skin. well, that's part of life as a student. you can't avoid from feeling stress unless you're good at managing your time. i wish i could be one so that i don't have to spend my whole 'ibadah sunyi' time for the never ending assignments. "procrastination is the thief of time" . do not procrastinate your time. finish babbling at me myself.

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tell me how can i forget you coz you will always be in my heart

Allah sends me the six little tulips for me to adore, to love and to take care of. And now, I have to say 'till-we-meet-again' to one of them. i have no power to say those words but i have to. till we meet again nisa. wherever you go, whoever you are and whatever you do, you'll always be part of us. we miss you so much. ingat rabiatul adawiyah kita.usrati jannati

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march 7, 2012

may Allah rest her soul in  heavenly peace

i still could remember her few last words to us

"procrastination is the thief of time"

"it is not about who is the cleverest but who is the most hardworking"

(Allahyarhamah Dr Yasmin Osman)