tears of sorrow, aceceyh!

salam,

Mickey passed away due to diarrhea. i dare not to check on their condition until tomorrow morning coz hurm, i really hope it's not going to die but who can say no when its time for him to leave. mickey had severe diarrhea since the second day here in our house and in my hands. mak said its normal for a fragile kitten because kitten needs their mother to keep them warm and the mother's milk should be the best milk ever for a kitten.. Minnie, on the other hand,  is surely not going to die. she survives. she quickly adapts. she could stand on its two back feet.  she has started to explore her sense of smell. i bet she's missing her mom so much. she keep licking on my skin when she gets the chance to do it but,  most of the time, i won't let her do it coz i'm a hygienic lady. erk.

 regret! i'm the only one who's in charge of the kittens. i feed them not to see one of them die yet growing up healthily before the suitable time to let them live freely is decided. dah tinggal sekor ni, berat hati dah nak pi buang balik. rasa macam a convicted killer pulak. dahla baru habis baca novel thriller. =P

esok keluar dekat tabloid kucing-kucing sedunia, A woman is convicted of killing her adopted stray kitten, Mickey.

bukan saya. bukan saya. saya dah bagi dia makan ubat cirit birit. saya dah suap susu.

looking into Mickey's eyes, i know, he wouldn't survive long unless i bring him to the vet tonight for antibiotics treatment. but the problem here is who's going to pay. dia dah la xde insurance cover. nanny xde allowance. uya tak suka kucing. siap suruh buang. sedih sungguh rasa.

this is my first time experience and i wouldn't let this happen again. i'm not a good babysitter either a nurse.

i'm so sorry, Mickey!

till then, salam.