Wednesday's lesson

salam,

Yesterday has passed, forever, beyond our control. The other day we should worry about is tomorrow. who can be sure the sun will rise again tomorrow.

i love the idea of having a 'me' time. with no one's around you. you can hear nothing but the sound of the squeaking moving fan.

sometimes, i love but all the time, i prefer to have someone else with me making noise in this cozy suite. =P

owh, that's just a set induction. just to inform how much i prefer to be alone sometimes, to reminisce the moments i had spend in my life.

late in the afternoon, i had a long chat with a not so closed friend, while waiting for an appointment with our subject lecturer. hurm, sometimes, it's good to have a new working partner. at least, it's gonna be a new, fun journey to explore.

our girl's talk's topic was 'susah vs senang'.

 we both shared the same idea about life. once, we were on the same boat. experiencing the hard life. i bet not so many of us had had experienced it esp if you're coming from an educated family or maybe, we had our own definition for 'hard time'. my father was a teacher with 8 growing children. hihi. living in a village made me feel nothing except peaceful and contented even without so much money and beautiful clothes.  i never asked for toys. we didn't mind wearing whatever our parents afford to buy for us. that's why i was and still good in fishing. hihi. my hobby was fishing. everyone in the house called me by a blink blink name 'senduk'. i was a special little kiddo with the ability to make people feel really annoyed. not my fault. kids should be entertain by toys. that's the rule of life made by human but we had no money to buy toys, so we ended up doing whatever we thought appropriate and fun. so much to tell cz back then, in the Nineties, life was quite hard. just imagine, one working parent to feed one perfect football team in the house. but, they did it well. they managed the difficulties well or maybe, they successfully turned it into a challenge. road to bring up 8 children. impressed!

that was a little bit of my history.

hers was even more harder than me. i wasn't alone experiencing such life. at least, we had had such experience and now, we have something to turn to and to reflect once we're at the top of the world.

there was one thing that we both agreed upon, we don't want such life to re visit our life and our future generations' life yet again.

tapikan,
ada ibrah di setiap dugaan dan ujian
kesusahan dulu menjadikan kita yang sekarang
menjadikan ibu bapa kita yang sabar dan tersangat sabar
menjadikan kita nekad untuk berjaya dan mempunyai kerjaya
chayok!

yesterday has passed, tomorrow is the future and still a fold mystery.

regards,
sis