a life changing process

assalamualaikum,

You never arrive at the happiness, you just learn to live

If you carry the bricks of your past with you, you will build the same house. Life changing is never an easy process. I always expect to see 'nothing change' in life except growing older. I want the old me. I want the old of my sisters. my single sisters who always have time for me to hang out and chit chat and live peacefully without 'husbands and wives' rules.

we build our own cages. should i see ' being married ' is one of the cages? hehe.

oh, btw, i feel lonely after the day my sisters became Mrs.

oh, i just need some time to adapt with the new condition.

oh, i feel awkward to have another two men in the house.

oh, i need to cover my aurat properly even in my house. i need to wear tudung and long sleeve shirt all the time when they are home.

oh, i need to call them 'abang'.

oh, i need to share my sisters with others.

oh, i need to listen to 'husband and wives' jokes and 'in-laws' story telling.

oh, i lost my coffee mate. we often spend our precious time in 'Old Town White Coffee' for coffee treat.

oh, i need to adapt with lots of new things.

i hate but i've no other choice coz this life has taken me to that level.

one day, i'm gonna join their hectic lives as wives and soon, mothers. i hope, by the time i enter the stage, i'm fully ready to accept lots of 'upgrades' in life.

life itself was meant to be survived. that's why you must always ready with your survival kit to ensure your brain ready to react with lots of life changing surprises.


reference:http://thoughtcatalog.com/brianna-wiest/2013/07/50-life-changing-truths-worth-reminding-yourself-of-each-day/

till then, assalamualaikum