ahmad shakir

assalamualaikum, it's 3am. i'm still wide awake. sleeping side by side to my dear nephew, shakir. so, i let myself choose blogging. this is rare.

shakiro is six this year. i think this shall be the wrap up of my holiday. babysitting is my only activity during this school holiday. pheww. how i wish i cud get married asap so i don't have to babysit. hahaha. it's tiring like hell esp when the children are super damn clingy and they have extra energy which they will use to do things like running till tumbling somewhere. pheww. u won't believe me. please belief cz i have more boys than girls. only one girl, aliyah. tu pun mcm boy.

but, sometimes, i miss babysitting them. like today, i bring shakir to pizza hut. actually, it was just a trick  his parents needed to leave him to me so, they come out with that idea. they will leave home when we both are out having fun at the pizza hut. perghh. having fun?? not really.

but, i've used to it. to eat like nobody is around me. to shout like a mama bear. to eat and run and continue eating and stop. wehuuuu. i love babysitting. motherhood hormones have spilled up in my veins. apekah.

oh today, what makes me feel ao much appreciated is shakir suddenly hug me and say thanks for bringing me here. in front of the public. mekaseh. i feel so momzie. perasan. haha. rasa macam hari hari nak bawak pegi pizza. beli personal plate. morah.

a little thing sometimes makes you feel enjoy and appreciated and loved. thanks shakir. but please grow up fast. acik feels so sick when your wild adrenaline rushed. you run like a crazy zebra. galloping running. oh man! one day, i'm gonna show you your video. and i want you to say thanks ummi ayah cicik n other aunts for keeping me alive tho i was extremely naughty when i was young. faham??

when you were baby, you loved to stay up. arghhh. be a doctor lah nanti bila dewasa. suka sangat bejaga malam. today you slept at 2.30 am. pheww. 

but, shakir, one thing, you're a sweet boy. acik won't forget that for the entire of my life. you love to appreciate people by saying thanks and hugging and kissing. i love your sloppy kiss. your sweat smells like baby. oh, i love!

today's photos. enjoice!