assalamualaikum.
tajuk yang agak catchy bukan?
alhamdulillah, last friday was my last day as a student in Ipg Kampus Pulau Pinang. That's what i've been waiting ever since i entered my degree years. tight rules. school like schedules. the list goes on and on. i can give a thousand reasons why i really hated my own school. There's one thing i didn't realize before making the decision to become a teacher. once you enter this profession, you can never run away from school, schedules, rules and etc. long sigh.
today marks the fourth day as an unemployed lady. an employee to none. i feel empty. phewww. all things that i hated has diffused into my blood and made i am who i am today. i can't live without them. prior to that, i need a job now to practice what's inside the books that i've read and i need tight schedules and rules to guide my life. hahahaha. i need money too. i need a new handbag. i don't care if it's not the famous amos designer handbags. i just need something new and pretty. criessssss.
i just can't figure out what should i do if the MoE decides to let's wait for a longer time. people keep on asking when i'll be posted and one more thing, the terrible question like when are you going to get married? don't ask me such question. i'm no one to decide my own jodoh. only Allah s.w.t knows when and how i'm gonna meet my future leader a.k.a boss at home.
sekarang ni xsudah lagi settle down so manyyyy things like kemas baju. almaklumla, belajar dekat je. so, aku angkut balik segalanya. kalau belajar jauh mcam kat overseas ke, you'll sort things to bring home. ni takkkk. semua penting. sudahnya, xde tempat nak letak. ke tong sampah atau masuk dalam api la jawapannya.
tak fikir lagi nak membuang masa dengan aktiviti apa. sobs. mak xbagi reja. kenala patuh cakap parents kan selagi xde suami. so, akulah bakal penganggur tegar.
till then,
assalamualaikum
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