living an upside down life

assalamualaikum,

today marks my first week of practicum. first, let me tell you what is practicum for us, trainee teachers. have you ever heard this term 'practicum teacher'? a famous term in school, indeed bcoz every students would love to have a young, vibrant teacher. ahaks. they treat us like a sweet to a colony of ants. bersorak kalau kami masuk kelas. lawak kan. haha 

my first week was horrible. i slept late at night. still got piles of work awaiting. i hate. i woke up early in the morning. by 6.30, off to school. only came back when the sun was about to set. 

in school, the weather was hot. so do i. haha. hot teacher. yet, still the pupils chose to walk and talk. they screamed. i wondered why they had to speak loud even with their friends sitting next to them. there was one day when i finally burst out. i said, if you don't wanna do my work. stand up. surprisingly, he voluntarily stand up. torture betul! 

all in all, kids, these days, are rude. not all but quite a large number of them. 

tak buat homework. happy je. sikit pun tak takut. what to say. i said go back and do your homework. hand in tomorrow morning. nak rotan. try la. kot-kot nak dapat surat layang. huhu. 

wish be luck, everyone! All the best syahira. may Allah ease everything. three weeks left. yahoo!!!

till then

the power of perseverance.

assalamualaikum,

rabbuna yusahhil.

tomorrow, iA. i'm gonna start my new life. not yet a teacher. but, a journey to it. one inch close but not so close. once i pass, i'm getting closer. may Allah bless this journey. may Allah ease this journey. it's gonna be a tough journey. pack schedule. they said, my seniors. i'm not yet into yet. soon, i'll come up with my own statement and opinion.

what i need is to be persevered

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to my best friend

you know who you are (only if you're reading this short entry).

it's gonna be a tough journey to you too. i know u can do it. chayok! chayok!

till then,

waking up in Negeri Cik Siti Wan Kembang

assalamualaikum,

so far,

places covered:

1. Pasar Siti Khadijah
2. Bazar Buluh Kubu
3. Wakaf CheYeh
4. Eddlee Fried Chicken
5. Pasar Gok Kapur
6. Pantai Cahaya Bulan
7. Ketereh
8. Kubang Kerian
9. Pengkalan Chepa

wedding by the beach. loving the breathtaking view.

the host house. 

pasar siti khadijah. been here on the first day bt someone demanded to go there again on the third day. huhu. hati sakit sebab xde budjet nak beli batik

jala emas. 

wedding of the year. this was the reason why we're there.

all in all, i love Kelantan and its people. but, there's no other way to get there other than by the creepy highway. scary!! 

if a have a chance to choose my working places in the future. i will surely put kota bharu on top of my list. why? sebab boleh buat bisnes batik. =D. kota bharu la. kampung tak nak. huhu. 

not just bc of batik but the environment there. surau is everywhere to be found even if you're in the middle of the town. the non-Muslims speak Kelantanese dialect very fluently. oho! i'm proud. most of the sellers are muslims. double proud. and majority of them are women. triple proud.  

till then, 

assalamualaikum.

classmate's wedding

Assalamualaikum,

travel hundreds kilo only for a wedding. an opening. more to follow very soon, iA.

till then.

=)

i badly wanna paste it here.
so many things happened these day.


i personally believe, the secret to have a successful relationship is to be honest.

on assignment hood

salam,

run as fast as you can,
nobody can catch me,
i'm a superwoman.

i wish i can be a superwoman.
tak suka merajuk
tak suka terasa hati
tak suka rasa nak marah
tak suka rasa berbelah bahagi.

i wish i can be a superwoman
i can do everything within the allocated time, 24 hours.
i can do all the assignments without any hassles

believe it or not.
i have submitted almost 10 assignments in less than a week excluded tomorrow.

meaning to say, almost every night was a nightmare.
i slept late only after midnight
i burned all the midnight oil and add some more oil, and continue burning it till the sun rose.
when the sun shined, i continued working. i walked to the class.
i walked just like a mad woman.
i looked at human as if i looked at my preys.
i couldn't open my eyes wide.
i had a clear black circle circling my eyes.

often, things don't turn up the way we want.

reflection is the best cure.

the first Tuesday in March

As-salam,

'when the busy-ness takes your time away from your cyber life.'

i thank the busy-ness. at least, it gives me a way to stay away from this hectic second life for awhile.  

words to ponder...

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'Indeed, the hypocrites will be in the lowest depths of the Fire - and never will you find for them a helper -Except for those who repent, correct themselves, hold fast to Allah , and are sincere in their religion for Allah , for those will be with the believers. And Allah is going to give the believers a great reward.' (An-Nisa: 145-146)