think and decide

assalamualaikum,

on air lagi.
selagi adaptation process tak habis

the discomfort affected my lips and the inside of my cheek sides. the painful sore inside my mouth. swollen upper and lower lips.

my niece slapped my cheeks. dah biasa melawak. tapi xbolehla sekarang. sakit. rasa macam nak tampaq balik laju-laju.

talking to my sis on the phone. she said she wanted to put on braces too. i suggested to her not to coz sekali anak dia lempang pipi, mesti rasa nak lempang dua kali ganda. sakit. budak-budak kan suka lawak-lawak tampar pipi. huhu.

talking to my baby sister on the phone. she said, its okay. it will last only for a while.

mak suggested me to take off the braces. haha.

think before you decide to put your braces on. =D

till then,
 assalamualaikum.

braces on

assalamualaikum,

 i requested not to prolong the amount of time for me to wear this cage. mia father called it cage. haha. creative. In return, he warned me to come regularly for check ups. siap warning,  If you come regularly for check ups, it will be far lesser than the estimated time. okay. iA. I'll try my best not to miss any appointments. Since yesterday onward, the clinic will be my second home sweet home. hihi.

remember syahira,
don't miss any check ups. be punctual and avoid eating hard foods. hadoii. that's the real price of braces.

so, today was my first day. it hurt me in every way. i couldn't eat hard foods. the pain was still bearable. I still remembered telling a friend of mine that I must bear the tooth ache pain coz soon, it's nothing as compared to the giving birth pain. hamik. berpandangan jauh. that was yesterday but today, i completely surrendered. the pain was nothing comparable. it was painful when i was trying to chew. how could i eat without chewing. huh. i had to eat porridge. by the time the braces off, i will be a great chef . a healthy chef. i kept on googling the best way to brush my teeth. the best way to eat without pain. everything was 'the best way' and 'without pain'.

this pain was nothing comparable because it lasted for so long. at least, giving birth might take only a few hours.   once the baby popped out, the pain might automatically get healed. lepas tu, boleh makan. kalau tak boleh makan? perut lapar. ='(

i contacted my braces mates and they said, the pain will go off after one or two weeks. okok. one or two weeks. that means, i have to build more patience buildings in me. this is only a test. a small test chosen by me.no one else except me. therefore,  redah je since i have no other better choice. May Allah ease.

i already made up my mind, i would share this experience to my future generations. not to scare them off but to remind them to always be brave to have their gigi susu extracted to give space for gigi kekal untuk tumbuh. if not, they would have to bear the discomfort that i already experienced once when i was young. aceehh.

mari belajar,

gigi telah disangkarkan

till then, assalamualaikum

another two

assalamualaikum,

12/6/2013
12 noon

I had another two teeth pulled.

 sampai rumah mak kata:

 habis gigi hang. sayang ja. bukan dok buruk. hahaha.

remember, i said i did my readings right. so, here is the website. 

what should everyone do before the treatment starts is taking a picture of yourself. =D

tuan tanah : )

till then,

assalamualaikum

a new smile

assalamualaikum,

every painful story has a successful ending.

just came back from a dental clinic. hihi. i spend a lot of time thinking. now, no more coz the process had begun.

according to the dentist, i needed to extract 4 teeth. i was thinking of something else. ofcos, i was a bit scared. thinking of the whole process.

so, last night. i did some readings just to ensure my readiness and equipped myself with some information about braces. i kept on asking myself. why? why? why? i knew i must have strong reasons for that so i won't regret upon my decision.

so, after having my lunch today, i dressed up with my black jubah and made my way to the clinic. on my way, i kept on asking myself should or shouldn't. once arrived, i quickly turned off the engine, locked the doors and walked as fast as i could into the clinic. bukan apa. once i stopped, i knew i would  say no to braces forever. muahaha.

until now, i kept on arguing myself.

just now, i had 2 teeth extracted. tomorrow will be another two.

he explained about the procedures before he began the injection process. i was glad cz i was the only patient, so, i got a special privileged to listen to some explanations and rest on the special chair until my gums were totally numb and ready for extraction process. hehe.  it was a smooth journey. sakit sikit waktu injection. i felt no pain during the extraction process.

sayang tengok gigi-gigi tadi. elok je. terima kasih untuk service terbaik selama 21 tahun 8 bulan. tak pernah mengecewakan.

till then, assalamualaikum.

cerita kedai kopi 3

assalamualaikum,

let's continue,

on the 1st June, i did something crazy. i did a marathon. marathon makan nasi minyak. huhu. i departed from home at 11 and went to the first house which was just a few kilometers away from my house. i reached early than the bride and groom. i made a u turn lah cz i knew no one except the bride. the bride was my former naqibah. i couldn't attend her walimah, that's why i decided to go to her husband's side's wedding reception. xde rezeki.

i then drove to the second kenduri. i just tried my luck cz i didn't even have the address but with some directions to the groom's house from my friend to guide my way. surprisingly, i found the one with only one try. but, before i serang rumah tu, i did ask mak cik mak cik to ensure that i was on the right track. karang, makan nasi minyak orang lain pulak. i couldn't wait longer cz i had another kenduri to attend. one more time, no pic with the king and queen of the day. by 12, i decided to drive to my next destination without even having a chance to meet and congratulate the pengantin. tension je. pegi kenduri untuk makan je.

the third one was my cousin's wedding reception. i arrived on time. sempatla tengok pengantin walked slowly  down the hall to the dais. sempatla berangan, it was me. berangan jadi barbie. hehe. having a great time with my cousins from my mak's side. it had been a while for us to sit together and sembang merepek since most of them got married. pulak tu, ada yang tak bawak isteri. baru best sembang. cuba ada isteri kat sebelah. semua jadi pendiam dan sopan santun. kesian sungguh. mana tak. sekali kena jeling. boleh demam. we're once so closed together. well, we grew up together. mengaji quran together. went to the same school. we would spent every day enjoying outdoor games. kami ramai perempuan tapi xde perempuan. faham? hehe, semua ganas. now, everything has changed. well, that's life. one after another got married and having their own family. past had passed. i would engrave the memories in me and let the memory grow together with me.

no pics taken cz we were so busy sembang.

till then,
assalamualaikum.

cerita kedai kopi 2

assalamualaikum,

let's continue.

on the 24th &25 May, my cousin got married. our first male cousin from my mom side. we grew up together. ate from one plate. drank from one cup.sadly, we couldn't attend his akad nikah ceremony since the camp ended at 12 pm on the same day.prior to that, we decided to join them on the next day for wedding reception (bride's side) . the bride and groom wore dust pink so, to follow the wedding theme kononnya, i chose to wear almost similar colour baju kurung.   next time, i shouldn't. lighting on the dais was not so good. the weather was so horribly hot. muka macam goreng pisang. guna pulak kamera murah. bersinar-sinar cahaya. cahaya reflek.

raja sehari. gambar ribuan ni. mestila cantik kan. 

on the 29th May, off we traveled to Putrajaya to join the crowd in PICC. my fourth sister had finally graduated after 5 and a half years journey to hold a graduation scroll. sadly, no family pic taken by me due to crankiness problem. next time, avoid bringing small children below five to convocation crowd. don't be so kedekut to pay for studio portraiture because that might be the only way to capture your precious moment with your family members on your convocation day. my sis got us the most expensive package. i told her not to regret because she should have expected things like that would happen to us. maklumla. family tengah berkembang. jumlah kanak-kanak melebihi dewasa. haha.  it was like hell when they started to cry and fight among themselves. you would experience becoming the center of the crowd especially when the children started to cry, shout and roll on the floor. hehe. soon, I am sure everyone will experience it once we become a mother unless we take extra caution not to bring your little ones to the huge crowd. i personally think, better not to bring them. we didn't expect such things to happen because PICC is a fully air conditioned place. tapi, kalau dah ramai manusia. aircond pun tak rasa. 

i couldn't forget one thing. my nephew stuck in a lift.  there's no service problem with the lift. the main cause came for our over excited handsome boy. don't expect a five year old boy to listen to your words without holding their hands and make them listen to no matter what when you're standing among the large crowd. warn them from the beginning. meaning, before yous start the journey and keep reminding them throughout the journey. actually, we were waiting patiently for our turn to go upstairs. we stood right in front of the lift. once it stopped and the lids were widely opened. ape lagi. laju je shakir lari masuk. no one realized it except my second sister. tu pun, her brain stopped thinking for awhile before she could say out 'shakir masuk dalam lift tu'. at that time, the crowd in the lift were totally visible from our eyes. mak asked me to climb the stairs to go upstairs quickly. i was the youngest among the adults, meaning i was the strongest lah to climb the stairs. ape lagi. dengan jubah bagai. nasib baik ingat nak pakai skirt hitam yang stretchable kat dalam. selak jubah. panjat tangga selaju mungkin. haha. malu. i waited for a couple of minutes in front of the lift but xde pun lift berhenti. so, i decided to climb down the stairs to lodge a report. taraaang!! ada budak dok melalak. we were so lucky because there was an unknown guy who realized the presence of my nephew in the lift. maybe, shakir cried on top of his lungs kot bc that boy was and still a crying champ. 

what a relief! mak kept on lecturing us not to be lalai lagi next time. haha. sebab nila setitik, habis susu setempayan. semua kena dengar opah bebel. next convocation will be my fifth sis's which will be next year. kita tengok kenangan ape pulak terpahat di PICC..haha. 

one more thing, sesi petang tak best. the convocation ceremony ended at 5.30. by the time they finished, everyone was so busy heading to surau for Asar prayer. budak letih. nak beratur lagi untuk ambik gambar. didoakan supaya the next convocation will be morning session. baru fresh. budak-budak pun tak letih. 

maharaja cina di hari konvokesyen.

till then. assalamualaikum. 

cerita kedai kopi 1

assalamualaikum,

here i am. this is me. hihi. someone requested me to blog, so here i am to do some report.

one week left till my version of school holiday ends. what differs from school system is one week extra for mid term holidays. alhamdulillah. i need sometime to put on some weight before the crazy days and nights greets me over again. i lost 3 kg last time during the one month practicum. i hope not to loose anymore weights during the second round practicum which will start in July coz i dare to say i could go crazy having to listen to lecture from mak, siblings and friends about my looks. they said i look thin and pale. nothing i could do coz i am a special human being. easily shedding off weight but hardly putting on weight. nanti dah kahwin baru gemuk kot kan. mengandung setiap tahun. bag xde can kurus. baru jadi gemuk macam doraemon. time tu orang akan tanya. eyh! asal tak kurus? gemuk memanjang. haha.

hehe. that's just an intro.

i finished my paper on Wednesday. we finished earlier than the rest (my batch mates). hooray! i loikes. jahat! that's me. i had to rush packing my things and straight driving home coz i would be having a camp on the next day. pheww. lucky, it started only after school. actually. i agreed to help my sister to voluntarily be one of the facilitators for kem solat. I changed my role from teacher to ustazah. semangat Hang Tuah. i had no rest. i usually took one or two days to recover from exam fever but due to over excited, i recovered faster than usual. my sister made me stay overnight with her at school to accompany her accompanying the children. their range of age were between 7 to 13 years old. they spoke Chinese very fluently. hehe. it was a program held by Panitia Agama from two Chinese schools. i enjoyed my role as ustazah for two days very much. it was a tough journey actually. some of them knew nothing about ablution and prayer. some of them didn't even know how to recite dua kalimah syahadah.  one and a half day was not enough to make sure they really learnt and grabbed  the steps and everything about wudhu and prayer. so sad. i got a pupils who was in year 5. he knew nothing about ablution and prayer. i asked my sister coz i dared not to bluntly put the blame on his parents' shoulders. but, that's the truth. my sister asked him and he said he never saw his mom prayed.

be a role model to your child. shame on you if you can prepare almost every thing for your children including the best education but not Islamic foundation in their life. It's never too late to start before you children get matured and started to make decision on their own.

it's time for pictures to take charge

the one wearing red baju kurung was just 7 but she looked matured. 

taken during the explore race activity. 

the old building of SRJK (C) Aulong

bengang mak cik. this picture was dedicated to those who missed my presence in this blog. aceeh. i asked my faci mate to capture this picture. it turned out to be like this. not only this one. apelah!! i asked for the reasons. the answer was the subject was too big to compare to the small subject.

this was taken during break. we had to collect all the yellow rubber bands before they get to their seats cz there's one boy who' suffering for anti rubber band sindrom. haha. he could not even see and listen to the rubber band's tingling or else he would run far away from the place. ada jugak orang macam tu. haha. peliks. 

 tenganga ada. ayu ada. haha

ni baru kisah cuti sehari

to be continued..