schu got married. (like a dream suddenly comes true)

assalamualaikum,

alhamdulillah 3la kullihal.

finally, my crazy naughty friend found her other half and they are now happily married. alhamdulillah. their story will always inspire me. one day, Allah s.w.t will give me a man of my dream. i remember few years ago, we were in our class during recess. i sketched on the whiteboard and wrote down my classmates' opinions on the board. Schu said she wanted to get married soon and her husband must be an ustaz. wow, amazingly, years after that, she found her other half who's an ustaz. hebatkan percaturan Allah s.w.t. to Allah, i surrender. i accept whatever the best for me. sooner or later, i don't mine. i will try not to think about this so much. my sister said, just enjoy your life. sooner, it will come. 

okay, i was assigned to be the bridesmaid but i was so late. i only managed to play my role during the walimatulurus. i missed the most important scene in schu's life. yess, the solemnization. so sad. i would want to witness the most important moment in her life. sadly, i missed it. pheww. i wished i could turn the time but schu refused. she's now happily married tahap belangkas uolls.

itu je kot, i loved the simplicity of the wedding. i wished i could bring my mom along so i could show her a wedding of my dream. i don't want a fairy tale wedding. i just want a simple one but perfect. amekau.

the food was so delicious. if i were schu, i would feel very contented and syukur with what she had on her wedding. the food was delicious. her dress was beautiful and modest. she had a beautiful dais. she successfully made her dream come true which was getting married before our graduation which iA will be next year. her make up was minimal but she looked stunning.

last but not least, barakallahulakuma wajama3 bainakuma fikhair, my dear gossip gang.  have a blessed marriage. may Allah s.w.t grant both of you beautiful daughters and sons soon. retain the 'sweetness' for more years ahead please. omputeh kata. till death do us apart. papetah.

let's take a look at a picture of the newlywed and soon to be bride (entah bila?)

till then, xo

thanks for reading! opps, if you really read lah. (stick out my tongue)

mukhayyam

assalamualaikum.

wow, it has been awhile since my last post. it takes forever for me to type even an entry. too lazy to sit down and click this keyboard. so mengantuk these days. asyik2 tido.

last week, i joined a mukhayyam. 'camping' in english. it was organized by ikram penang. ikram is an NGO. i've been joining usrah since i first came here. i joined the activities organized by the NGO sometimes but not always due to time management. lol. faham tak aku main ayat?

owh, i felt blessed coz this time i managed to join the mukhayyam though i was late one day. the day before mukhayyam, i went to ipoh to witness schu's solemnization. my classmate merangkap my gossip-mate. now, no longer since she's staying outside with her husband.

oh. back to mukhayyam. it was fun. not really relaxing. the schedule was tight from morning till night. in fact, we had a war just after maghrib prayer. pheww. i really enjoyed.

they said, the main objective was to prepare us for a real war soon. haha. xde lah. we're nothing comparable to al-qassam. there must be an objective. scroll down and read if wanna know more. kikiki. 

they made us prepare for the war since after zuhr prayer. the war only stroke after maghrib. they wanted to see what would we do while waiting for the war to evolve. only one of my cliques brought along al quran and the other one brought along mathurat. so, what do u think we should do? recite the holy quran while waiting and not just sit back, relax and chit chat. pheww. i learnt a lot of ibrahs from the pretend war. so, friends, what did you do while waiting for another lecture or while waiting for your friends? Did you recite Holy Quran and you are just so busy scrolling down instagram to get up-to-date. DEEP. i always do the upside down. i spend time chit chatting and laugh. how aaa to change the habits?

the facilitators provoked us. they gave us no food. they conducted a small game in between of the waiting time. the group which won the game got food first. whilst, the other group needed to wait until the queen of the land decided to grant them foods.

the second game in between of the waiting period needed us to sent three representatives. one needed to memorize a long verse from the Holy Quran. I forgot which surah. The other two needed to pop the other clique's balloon by stomping on it.

when the war began, i felt like i was in a real war. we set up our fortress on the hill while the other clique set up their fortress down the hill. they reminded us not to become over aggressive since the creek was quite steep.

we planned  our strategy. each group must elect a commander. she sat up on the creek giving instructions. I felt surreal. like a dream. bajet alice in the warland.

we were given 40 bullets (balloons filled with water). we must target the enemy and shoot. they would be considered died if the balloon really hit their body parts and not by the sprinkles of the water.

in between of the war, my cliques had a biggest problem. world problem! we were running out of bullets. so, we had to face them bravely. hahahah. it's hard for me to describe. coz when you're in war, you would just go with the flow. i advanced forward with a few others while holding a tray. we ate in a tray sharing with 11 persons. huwaaa. we washed cleanly and used them as our shields. hahaha. creative kan. we throw tyres towards the enemies while marching forward so that we could ambush their fortress and steal away the panji. haha. coz if we managed to get the panji. we would be considered as the winner.

we (my group), finally, managed to steal away the panji and won the game. haha. as a present, i injured my left knee. huhu.

we, then, had a barbecue night. we had a muhasabah session. lotsa ldks. (in group discussions).

we enjoyed!

all in all, i loved outdoor activities more than talk sessions. hahahah. that's why i highlighted on this game in this writing. huhu.

i could memorize more only by 'doing' rather than listening and reading.

okay, habis dah cerita. now, let the pictures do the wrap up

usrahmates

Kem Rimba Kota where we had our girls camping. rockss!!

presentation session

they're all adiks.

and, where we had our war. 

till then, assalamualaikum

robbers

assalamualaikum,

earlier today my sister told us in whatsapp that their college was put under darurat since there were robbery incidents happened. and surprisingly, the robbers warned the felo which block they targeted each night. i think that was the most scary event in life if it happened to me.

talking about that, earlier this morning, we're discussing about social problems. haiyaaa. i wonder what made them do so. i mean doing bad things such as robbery.

it happened in my college also. they had detected a man who always seen around the hostels. he went into the hostel when the trainees went out heading to classes. not only that, they did very smoothly without leaving any trace or evidence. that made me feel insecure. to Allah, i rely. please take care of me, my baby sister, my sisters and my friends from any harms.

my sister said those people who targeted their college used pukau to rob the students. they took away lap tops, cash and handphones.

my condolences go to those who lost their belongings. it's not that easy to accept that you were losing things that you loved and had been taking care for years to someone unknown. kesian. beragakla. they earned only 250 per month. kesian bebudak.

to the robbers,
to Allah we rely. we are not afraid of you. bertaubatlah. it's never too late.
till then.

xo,
the clicking fingers.

day 1/ 120

assalamualaikum,

wowwee. so fast time flies. i wish i could turn the clock to saturday 8am. uwaaa. this week is going to be a super duper fun week with lots of workloads awaiting for me. due dates line up. macam biasa. last minute work is super fun. pastu mintak postpone due date. well, that's so Malay style.

i'm moving in into hostel today. they greeted me with the closed  gate. is that a symbol of unacceptance? there's no water supply in my hostel. i guessed those were n will be the best welcome back events forever.  

till then. must be sleepy tomorrow. well, monday blues.

karya kengkonon.

jodoh.
everytime i'm thinking of you
i'll tell myself
if it means to be mine
it will be mine.

today, tomorrow.
the time will come. 
i believe.
to Allah, i rely.

adat kehidupan

assalamualaikum,

finally, it's over. alhamdulillah. i survived till the end though this journey has not yet came to its end. soon. yeah. very soon. i totally can't wait for the moment to happen. yup. to enter another stage in life leaving the most tiring tak awesome lansung journey. but, i won't forget the ups and downs, thick and thin and all the super fun challenges throughout the pass five years. what a loong journey. i probably have been spending a quarter of my life for studying. i'm the slave of books, homeworks and assignments for years. pfttt.

but, i wish i could enter and feel the uni life sooner after this degree ends. Aamin. desperate tau. nak cerita kat anak cucu nanti.

there are a lot of differences between studying in a college and in a uni. sungguh!! i know coz i'm one the soon to be college product. iA. i badly want other experiences. scheduling my own timetable. lol. tapi nak scholar boleh??

itu sahaja. three months to countdown. bagai mimpi bukan??

till then
xo

my raya

assalamualaikum kawan2,

so, how was your raya? mine was full of happiness. ayat buku.

i still got raya packets. alhamdulillah. banyak jugak. lebih kurang harga handbag guess after sale la jugak. hahahaha. can you smell smtg fishy? hahaha.

oohh, we're still accepting tetamu. no worries. just stop by, we'll give you the best treatment. our house is food galore. we prepare variety delicious dishes. lepas raya baru diet. lekluuu.

anything else? oooo. never ever forget our muslims' siblings in Palestine. they are in need of our prayers. it's not enough to just stand among social supporters. why not we spend the money we get to contribute a bit to our muslim friends.  we never know which one of our good deeds will bring us into His jannah. so, jgn berhenti...

till then, salam aidilfitri maaf zahir&batin.