she who finds a friend, finds a treasure.

assalamualaikum,

auuuuwwww, catching up with life and work. it's never been easy. i'm now counting to retirement..haha.

workloads..... juggling with thousands of personalities....susahnya. hanya Allah tau.

i'm a normal human who hates working during weekends. tell me how to avoid when it keeps on coming. i truly believe that works should end at your workplace. home is where you can have well rest after a busy day. buttt, not in this career.

embrace! i hope one day, my husband is financially stable to support our little family. so, this future mummy can quit her job and focus on family. hahahah. dream on! why not? haritu nak reja sangat. hahahaha.

apa apa pon..alhamdulillah.

heyy!!

assalamualaikum,

i'm back after a long hiatus. peace no war.  let's do some catching up. i was posted last month. two days ago marked my first monthversary as a teacher. yess, i'm now a teacher for real. i job that i hated so much five years ago. hahaha. i kept on repeating to my cliques that i wanted to enrol myself in any u in malaysia for another degree in law. ewahh. over kannn. that was the crazy part of me.

i'm now a matured lady. things changed. so do i. my first posting is in johor bahru and i'm still struggling to love and enjoy this journey. one month has passed and this is the hardest start ever. i'm far away from my loved ones n i miss them like hell.

to tell the truth, if i could choose, i would love to quit my job now and marry a handsome rich guy. haha. haritu nak keje sangat kannn!!! haha. marilah bersyukur.

let me tell you the reality of a new teacher. i felt so sad everytime i walked out of the classroom. i tried not to easily get mad and continuously babbling like a parrot. pity my babies. after all, they were just children.

like today, my year 5 pupils came in late. 20 minutes late. i started my class with shouting like a crazy lady. deep inside, i felt so sad. sedihnyaaaa!!! mesti diorang rasa miss syahira mental. i really need to learn how to make them respect me. i really really need to learn how to play with their emotions. n how to control my anger.

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oh! i moved out from my first rental house since last Saturday. i needed a big space for my things and my brain to work well.  extra privacy is needed, hence, extra monthly rental fee. pfttt. i needed a place of mine.

it was one of the hardest decision i'd ever make. why? because it involved friendship. it took me one week to decide. being me, i listed down a few reasons why i need my own space just to keep me firm with my decision. i was blessed with 6 good friends to ease the sadness of being far away from family. i couldn't ask more.

and, Allah gave me another two new sweet friends to walk along in this journey.

alhamdulillah, i met lots of good people here. Allah knows best.

please, keep me in your prayers. iA, soon, i'm moving to a new status. a new journey. heee. the one that i've been looking forward. the one that will decorate my future. the one that i always pray and dream of. may Allah ease. please, keep me i  your prayers, peeps.

xo,

hello!

assalamualaikum,

it's been some time since my last post. so many things happened in my life these days, from family matters to personal problems. iA, i would try to accept everything as part of life learning. life itself is a long, unguaranteed journey. there's no guarantee that your life will be as easy and smooth as you wished. there'll be ups and downs. fall and rise. laugh and tears. worry and happy. redha, sabar and solat are the key of going through all the tests and treats with succeed and down to earth.

my current position,
i'm still waiting for placement with patience. i need a job now coz my brain has been set towards that.

i'm a nanny. working full time at home. my job is just easy. waking up to a beautiful angel. defrost her milk and feed her. put her into sleep sometime when she decides to let me. yes, pandai memilih budak tu! opah possesses the best skill which i don't.

i rarely get the opportunity to go out and lepak, so no pics except the pictures of babies.

that's all.
pray for me.
pray for posting.
❤

 

that's all.

alhamdulillah

assalamualaikum,

alhamdulillah, after all the hardships, I finally received two good news in a week. All praises to Allah the Almighty, i passed my spp interview and my final exam to wrap up the five and a half years i spend in IPG to pursue my parents' dream to see their daughters becoming a teacher. yeah. the gene run in our blood

now, i'm currently waiting for placement. All praises to Allah s.w.t. Only He knows how happy I am right now. At least, I know that I've made my parents happy though deep in my heart, I feel like taking another degree to pursue my very own dream. rest in peace. My only unfulfilled dream for now is becoming a stay at home mother (read:not forever). lame kan. haha.

Happy New Year, i'm so looking forward for more adventures and uncertainties.

hugs

zaraaaaa

assalamualaikum,

we received a good news today at 5.36 pm.

my fifth sis gave birth to her first daugther. baby zaraaa.  weighed 3.5 kg and 46 cm in length. she's far more than perfect! alhamdulillah.

masih ada rindu

assalamualaikum.

tajuk yang agak catchy bukan?

alhamdulillah, last friday was my last day as a student in Ipg Kampus Pulau Pinang. That's what i've been waiting ever since i entered my degree years. tight rules. school like schedules. the list goes on and on. i can give a thousand reasons why i really hated my own school. There's one thing i didn't realize before making the decision to become a teacher. once you enter this profession, you can never run away from school, schedules, rules and etc. long sigh.

today marks the fourth day as an unemployed lady. an employee to none. i feel empty. phewww. all things that i hated has diffused into my blood and made i am who i am today. i can't live without them. prior to that, i need a job now to practice what's inside the books that i've read and i need tight schedules and rules to guide my life. hahahaha. i need money too. i need a new handbag. i don't care if it's not the famous amos designer handbags. i just need something new and pretty. criessssss.

i just can't figure out what should i do if the MoE decides to let's wait for a longer time. people keep on asking when i'll be posted and one more thing, the terrible question like when are you going to get married? don't ask me such question. i'm no one to decide my own jodoh. only Allah s.w.t knows when and how i'm gonna meet my future leader a.k.a boss at home.

sekarang ni xsudah lagi settle down so manyyyy things like kemas baju. almaklumla, belajar dekat je. so, aku angkut balik segalanya. kalau belajar jauh mcam kat overseas ke, you'll sort things to bring home. ni takkkk. semua penting. sudahnya, xde tempat nak letak. ke tong sampah atau masuk dalam api la jawapannya.

tak fikir lagi nak membuang masa dengan aktiviti apa. sobs. mak xbagi reja. kenala patuh cakap parents kan selagi xde suami. so, akulah bakal penganggur tegar.

till then,
assalamualaikum

aku yang malas.

assalamualaikum..

tade orang nak dengar aku berleter tetengah malam ni. so, here goes the babbling session.

tahu tak, i feel so lazy these days to do revision. so, what i did this morning was using stopwatch to record my attention span time. ganass. the longer i can read notes was only 30 minutes. nanges.

pastu, i started to feel the burden on my shoulder macam dah study 20 jam and started to feel like going to the ladies. otw to the ladies, i stopped by at a room dekat library. jumpak geng pastu nyembang sejam. surprisingly, hilang segala sakit. look, permainan di situ. i managed to spend two hours only out of 5 hours in the library. what a waste of time. esok nk pegi tempat lain pulak. seriously, i needed  something like drugs to boost up my inner motivation. camne nak ambik master ntah? angan lebih. harap2 xla angan2 mat jenin je.

agaknya nnt kena ambik master kat overseas ke. tukar suasana. yg relax sket. baru semangat nk study tak. huhuhuhu. over!

tu je kot. last weekend, i went for excursions. touring around penang. bestttt sangat. there's so many beautiful places around here. menyesal aku. wasting 5 years dok dalam bilik. tggal lagi belas hari baru semangat atok nk jenjalan. haish! nanti nk upload gambar kenangan untuk anak2 tengok nnt. dh tua nnt xlarat dh nk bercerita. baca blog mummy je lah ye. lol.

okay itu je nk sambung sket gi. isnin depan exam. doakan. ada lagi 3 papers je utk tentukan degree jenis apa aku dapat. tapi yg pasti second class je. sorry mak abuya. nntla time second degree ke. Aaamin. orang kata kalau nak smtg kena selalu sebut. nak sambung belajaaaarrrrr!!!!!!

till then, xo