i wish i could fly freely like a bird

i 

my version of free like a bird

I wish I could fly freely like a bird

no one will dare to stop me

got nothing to worry about

no traffic lights, free foods,  no cheaters, no haters

wake up early in the morning for foods

flying back to where i belong when its time to go back

i'll surely be happy for i own the freedom i wish

I wish I could touch the cool air

 breath of cool air

 no toxic gaseoes

 nothing to worry except for predators

but predators won't harm your small heart 

the worse thing they could do is eating the bird

or hurt it and left it all alone in a jungle

waiting for the day of rotten

I wish I could touch the sky 

and wonder His creations

the most beautiful creation

i wish and i wish and i wish

human will never stop wishing for they will never be happy with things that they have.

they want more but there're no attempts of trying to get it.

once they get whatever they wish.

everything changes

 

 halal turns to be haram

haram turns to be halal

 

its the reality of life

no one could change us except ourselves. 

be grateful with whatever you have now.

=)

wordly wednesday

salam,

just coming back from jitra kedah. its a long journey but full of memories. alhamdulillah, i get what i want. it takes a whole day for a simple decision of 'go or not to go'. well, i need to consider everything from top to toe. friends, homework, time management, the long journey, choral speaking practice, lots of never ending discussions and most of everything. dats life. student's life. soon, when you get married, there will be more to consider. just imagine, the idea of going comes only 15 minutes before the minute of departure. gelabah. class ends at 4.30. after class, struggling to search for my dear broadband. i lost him. my sleeping partner. my loyal helper.hurm. dunno where else i should go. hurm, a miserable wednesday. i nearly lost my mind. dunno where else i should go. i'm not sure when is my last time holding it and where is the location. its my first time bringing my broadband to the class and see what happen. maybe, my broadband hates to be in the tiny smelly hot lecture hall. perhaps,  my broadband decides to run away alone without asking my permission first or maybe, my prince charming is now waiting for me to return the broadband. hurm, pray for me.

so, unic is cool. i didn't take any pictures at all as i just bring my camera but sadly it's run out of battery. same goes to my dear phone. hurm. banyak dugaan today. halfway throughout the journey, i did sms my sister but sadly she's at home enjoying his nighty night. my first intention of going there is to mengendap my sister but sadly she is so lazy to come to the nasyid concert. so far, their voice ( i mean the three singers) is truly natural. not a fake one. they don't need any voice filter yet their voice is still as beautiful as in their video clips. =)

gooddddddd. my three ringgit is worth.

bumped to few of my juniors back in sbpikp. they are newbies but still they're my juniors. proud of them. brave enough to volunteer themselves to sing in front of thousands of audience. proudly say out their target in spm and their ambitions. i miss my school years. when its time to leave the hall. my eyes can't stop searching for a memorable bus. glancing at them. wow, they look happy, they're just like me when i was in school. happy always and got nothing to worry.

dats it.=)

TRYING

IS A KEY OF SUCCESS

a very determined boy.he will do whatever he wanna do. dun stop me or you want me to stop you or munch ur yummy flesh, pull your hair or even slap ur back.hehe. i admire him for his great determination. always wanna try a new thing without worry except firecrackers. can be very active sometimes. cute and soft spoken toddler. his beautiful eyelashes, his sloppy kiss, his Spanish slang, his natural perfume. well kids..anak syurga kan.

teslraya

salam,
salam aidilfitri maaf zahir&batin.
an unforgettable memories I should say. it's our first time hosting this kind of event. i mean my cohort. it's been a tradition for teslian to have this kind of feast. personally i think having or not having this, its not a big deal actually. raya is still raya. hosting it is not as easy as what I always think last year when i joined my senior throughout their last minutes preparation at whatever hotel ntah (forgive me, i forgot the hotel's name). i was just a functionless ajk for decoration team. they did most of everything. my job was agree/disagree and perfect/no. now only i realize how hard is it. how challenging is it. hosting an event in a hotel will never been easy in my diary of life. we'll have experienced it. sometimes, i feel like giving up joining my friends hosting that kind of event but that is part of life.there's nothing easy in this life.next is our juniors turn. wait and see. what's going to happen to them. it's almost time for them to endure the headache and everything due to the two to three hours event :)

so far, this event marks my last hari raya feast/party for this year. raya feast? might be my last time. kowt..just wait until next year, remind me if i still go on even i have nearly decided not to join any event. i've not too much pictures as i'm quite busy that day. layan je those two chosen pictures.

a teacher is also

 

 a coach

 

an orchestra leader

 

a motivator

 

a team member

Guru adalah awan indah terbang rendah,
melimpahkan hujan pada musim gersang,
menyegarkan benih ilmu, berbuah hikmah;
ia renjis embun pada tanah bakat,
suara ihsan ketika manusia kalah,
sepi yang syahdu dalam dunia resah.

(A.Samad Said)

 

on time

salam...

y'll never ever appreciate your time unless u've a very short and limited quality time in a day.that's what i feel today. having to experience today's challenges is more than enough to make me realize the reality of time is golden. yes, time will never wait for us or anyone. time will never discriminate or segregate us. no matter how beautiful or ugly or clever or dumb you are. time will never wait for you. it'll move and move and no turning back for time. If ever you pray for time to go slow and always wait for you. you are actually hopeless. you should not pray for the time to move slowly but pray for yourself. you should pray for your own self to change and realize how fast time flies and how important it is in our daily life.

a beautiful pop up card to remember

salam,

just a simple sharing. a pop up card from my dearest roommate.:) posting it here. capturing this  at 2.12 am while doing some works.

a beautiful card to remember. :)..later when i have lots of free time, i'll post my other cards here. hihi..:).at least if i lost it all, i'll still have this blog to make me remember things like this.