north or south

salam,

making a decision.owh, it's really not me. i need a million days for a small simple decision.  i'm still stuck in my messy room while the others are already walking down to the bus stop and the will surely get home early than me. i'm so jealous but what should i do. i have to wait and think wisely and double critically before i regret in the coming future. a golden chance will never come back once it has gone. this feeling of rindu is indescribable. owh, if you ask me why now. why i miss my school?for what i miss them all damn much?i have no answer. but my women instinct says that syahira is terribly missing something until the object comes into her dream and she dreams of staying at a place where she has lots of her missing friends. owh, if you all know dear all my friends. if only we share the same nerve cord, then i can send you all my love messages. i dun have to be there but still i know what are you all doing there.  i wanna go there but i've no one to accompany me. i wanna be there but i dunno what should i do once i get a chance of standing in front of the object that comes into my dream which is happened to be the school entrance. muahaha..am i crazy or is this what we called hormone confusion as usually a sane human will miss human but me, i miss my school. if i miss someone and i get a chance of meeting them, i will surely hug them. how if i miss the building?am i going to do the same as what i always do to human..haha, can't imagine.

50% says yes and the other half says no. but i think i'm gonna choose the other 50% of no. mak says its too far and its dangerous.tq bersih for making my journey to where i belong smooth and safe. literally tq. the first strong reason of me not being able to be there is i'm not destined to be there and the second strong reason is because of the worry of a mother. if i'm at my mum place, i will feel the same. these days, roadblocks are everywhere and i can't imagine tomorrow. i really hope it'll be a real safe assembly although it has caused traffic jams here and there. actually, it is not bersih's fault, it is our coward government actually. ntahla, i'm not sure which one is good or bad. i'm in the middle of both parties..haha.sometimes, i just wanna see them both together. i mean the gov and the opponents. if they choose to unite, i believe, malaysia is going to be a strong islamic country. lets pray for it. lets stop fighting. when a trouble comes, lets be together to correct it and not just pointing to whom responsibility it is.

ok, back to my business, let's not talk about that unimportant thing. thinking about it makes me sick. i hate our current political state. full of negativeness.my love flies to a place where i belong rite now. north of Malaysia. i love my school years. i'll surely choose to turn my time back to my school time if only i have the chance of choosing. but, i dun. i really dun have any choice other than looking forward. hello syahira, wake up..stop missing the school building like there's no tomorrow. iA, there will be tomorrow. tomorrow will bring you to where you really wanna go. to where you say you are belong to. hoping for this feeling will last forever and ever as well as our friendship dear all friends.

hoping for everything to go smoothly and you're all enjoyed and have a blast!!!dun forget to tell me your experience tau dear sbpikp's bloggers. will wait to read your version.