a qualm

salam,


'Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.'


Patience is not only genius, it is power.


Patience is a virtue and a key to success.


those wisdom phrases appear on my lappy screen and make me thinking. i just can't wait for this semester to end. ohoho. (read: i'm on a terrible stress). that's the answer for abandoning this blog. i've lots of  works to do.i need patient. who says, the journey to be a teacher is easy.come to me, let me tell you a real fact.




 just now, my lecturer tells us a universally agreed secret. we thicker your file, the more marks you will gain. what a waste. i hate Malaysian education system. 


they make us do our file. they call it educational file. what's inside. tonnes of unread notes, reflections, isl (individual self learning task) and tutorial notes. what makes me feel 'it is a waste' is we are not learning anything from it. we are collaborating doing the isl tasks. some lecturers give us the isl tasks late and make us do the tasks for the sake of MQA. what a waste. when it comes to reflection, i can't deny my fault. i should start doing all that early ever since my lecturer finished cover a topic. the only thing i wanna stress here is i dun feel like a university student. doing things for the sake of MQA. i think, KPM should revise their syllabus for us, the trainee teaches. give something that is valuable for our future. let us do research just like the real university students. stop giving us last minute work and make us complete our file for the sake of MQA. MQA is an organization that is responsible for accreditation. bak kata my lecturers, without the MQA's consent, you'll never graduate. 


pity us!!pity me!i'm a concerned student (i think so). let things like that happen to me but i dun want my future generation to endure the weaknesses of our education system. burning my midnight oil for the sake of a piece of certificate.no way!!i want something. stay up till late at night for the sake of three inches files. doing sixteen reflections in rushing. download as much articles as you can and print it. happy with the thick file. pity the trees. we should use the papers for something educational and not just for showing of.. "hello! i've a thick file.. i deserve more marks." i'm criticizing yet i'm still doing it. i've no choice. that's not a dynamic way of learning. then only i really realize, what is the lack in our educational system.