a short hi

salam,

it has been awhile since my last entry. what a hectic life. that's the only thing i can say right now. yeah! exam is hectic. its all about reading. i have to admit that we rarely read and exam is the reason why we have to do the reading. that's the lack in teacher trainee college as compared to universities (my lecturer, 2012). adrenaline rushed through my vessels every time i have to enter the exam hall. deodorant sweat no more pun kalah! the anxiety makes me sweating vigorously. mungkin sebab ni orang putih xsuka our exam oriented education system. orang Malaysia suka. I personally think, it is a good system sometimes. by reading, we will know what we do not know. exam is a reminder and probably a sign of ' Hey beautiful lady, read!'.. forceful aite. xpela, it suits Malaysians. the westerners, they love reading. They don't need any reading propagandas or any free vouchers just to make them reading. they have been bringing up with books. patut contohi. budaya tu je la. yang lain jangan especially their happy-go-lucky cultures and the way they dress up. rosak!

opps! done babbling. i have a total of five papers. three's done. two more! pray for me. please pray hard for me! teaching of writing. to say is easy but to answer is not that easy. pecah peluh! two and a half hour was not enough. i had two more essays when the wall clock strikes 4 pm. our expectations were too shallow. not even one facts came out. all were applications. nervous! anxiety! all mixed lah. i could feel a throbbing neck pain. that's the signal of headache actually. the signal of kontang idea. neck pain means the stress parameter's reached its cautious signal level. danger! but praise to Allah swt. I am no one without Him.

entahlah! i've got so many things to reflect..but, wait until the exam week is officially over. for now, my only advice is, please read! you will never ever be regret.

till then.

regards,
'words' chef in action