Sunday, 3 February 2013

it's february!


Salam,

i was happy and still happy.this feeling's indescribable. i couldn't retrieve the reasons why i'm so happy. 

to inculcate the love was never easy. i spent one and a half years to build such feeling. it suddenly grew in my soul for the pass few days. May it stay forever and keep growing from day to day. 

betulla orang kata, when you started loving something, you would surprisingly feel easy to spend your time and everything yours for the sake of it. 

i still remember, there was one time, when my lecturer asked me whom i love most here in my college. i replied, my usrah mates. i never think of such answer yet it came out spontaneously. i was in a big hall and sitting in between of my two closed friends. phew, rasa bersalah sangat. it should be them. 

maybe, i could never feel such bonding outside of usrah circle and that's the real power of love. 

tapi yang nak dikatakan kat sini, lain rasa manisnya ukhuwah bila bersama dengan org yang sefikrah dan se'niat' untuk mencari keredhaan Allah dengan selainnya. 

alhamdulillah, diberi peluang untuk rasa walau tak selalu. biasalah, manusia. iman turun naik. kadang lain rasa di hati. tapi bila dapat rasa sekali, teruja!! mestilah nak rasa lagi. nak rasa tak? ISLAHlah. CARI jangan tunggu. 

Maksudnya : "Wahai Tuhanku, ilhamkanlah daku supaya tetap bersyukur akan nikmatmu yang engkau kurniakan kepadaku dan kepada ibu bapaku, dan supaya aku tetap mengerjakan amal soleh yang Engkau redai; dan jadikanlah sifat-sifat kebaikan meresap masuk ke dalam jiwa zuriat keturunanku. Sesungguhnya aku bertaubat kepadamu, dan sesungguhnya aku dari orang-orang Islam (yang tunduk patuh kepadamu)"

(Al-Ahqaf : 15)

regards,
the happy bird

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