my name is khan..i'm not a terrorist.superb.it touches my small heart.i'm crying while enjoying this movie alone.ehm.i forgot to tell my readers something.im alone.my roommate is going back to her hometown.i feel extremely boring.Staying alone is actually not my choice.but what could i do.most of my friends advice me to just go home.i hate my weekend here.i've nothing to do.just stay in my room.waiting the weekdays to come back.**back to the real..in this story, Shah Rukh plays the character of Rizwan Khan. He is suffering from the Asperger syndrome which is an autism disorder. He is married to Kajol who plays the character of a girl named Mandira.i cannot stop from crying when i see his effort in order to achieve his mission.it's not easy for him.but he tries.he never give up.he is not as normal as other human.but his great intention makes everything become easy.in reality, it is hard to find someone who are willing to sacrifice their own happiness, properties n everything for islam..why?? "insan" is arrogant.they only care about dunia.although they know that everything di dunia is just for awhile. This movie make me think. If i'm the one who is worth and to be given the opportunity to further studies overseas or married with a new muslim etc, can i protect my believe..can i bring them with me..can i show them the beauty of islam.can i sacrifice everything that i have for my islam..i think and keep thinking..actually i know the answer : )..i must.no argument.im a muslim and i'm proud.im really proud.i was born muslim and i'll protect it forever..islam is the only way.islam for a better life.islam teaches us about the real happiness..The true happiness can only being obtained by living a life full of God-consciousness and being satisfied with what God has given us"In the Holy Qur'an, God teaches human beings that they were created in order to worship Him, and that the basis of all true worship is God-consciousness. Since the teachings of Islamic encompass all aspects of life and ethics, God-consciousness is encouraged in all human affairs. Islam makes it clear that all human acts are acts of worship if they are done for God alone and in accordance to His Divine Law. As such, worship in Islam is not limited to religious rituals. The teachings of Islam act as a mercy and a healing for the human soul, and such qualities as humility, sincerity, patience and charity are strongly encouraged. "
Let us Muslim protect our religion..protect our Muslim friends from janji yang xkekal selamanya. We have a huge responsibilty of protecting our islam. we must..that our responsibility..ALLAHUAKBAR..
Again..back to the real..i cannot stop crying whenever i see him crying. Rizwan is not stupid and he is really special..in this movie la..but the real shah rukh khan?? ntahla.muslim??
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it has been bout 5 days since my last post..i've a lot of things to share. but it is quite personal.so i decide i'll write some and some maybe not..why??because it involves people around me.i'll bury all my problems.I hate it all..i've gone through some difficulties throughout this week. whenever i feel really hurt, i'll cry alone.pretend to be happy. but i cannot. my face shows everything. my friends start asking me..why aa??ur face looks weird.haa..look like u've problems..hurm.i keep pretending..nothing la.just a small problem.i can conquer it by myself.really?? the truth is i cant..friday, i cannot pretend anymore. finish class..i enter my room with a very weird face.mcm de problem besar sgt.actually nothing.just small simple problem but i keep thinking about it.i deteriorate my problems..then, i take my position on my bed.take out my cute diary..write everything down..no exception.what makes me feel very bad throughout this week..finish.i buy my lunch from mami..if u're there at that time..u'll keep looking at me with a weird face..why??i eat xtra bnyak..sgt banyak.thats my secret, if i've any problems..tension ke.the only thing that can make me feel happy is eating..i'll eat n eat..until xmampu dh..then i'll stop..luckily, my average weight is still 40 although i take a lot of fats n calories per day..thats why i love eating..simple**huhu..



