lady vs mummy

salam,

act like a matured lady not a mummy.:)..i'm not but it comes naturally.

 i love handbags but have no enuf money to keep my dreams on.

 i love cooking but  staying in a double strict hostel and no cooking is allowed.plus, that day before i went back to hostel after two days of holidays, i did ask my mak's permission to bring some basic ingredients for cooking.mak agreed and packed some for me..the onions, salt, sugar, tamarind, chilies n etc. xtahan when mak suddenly blurt out this magical sentence "hang dok dekat..xyah masak..beli je..kalau minah tu ye la dok jauh nak cari makanan kat mana". then only i realized why i'm who i'm now. that's the main reason maybe why my cooking knowledge is so little and i can't even cook curry though i'm now 20.(my bad also),but now dh pandai masak curry-open mouthed smile-

 i love sewing and i wish to learn it before i graduate in year 2014 insyaAllah. knitting too. at least, soon when i get married and own a big family, i can save my money for baju raya and i dun have to worry of wrong measurement or xsedap pakai and the worst is couldn't find anyone to help me sewing my baju raya like what I have to face now.  knitting?? it was last week when i decided to love knitting. i went to qb for the sake of Poney but as usual, from Poney trip it turned out to be a short window shopping trip and then a bye-bye money trip.blamed on the knitted handbag for successfully be a very good seducer. i just love the design as well as the mixture of colours and it is one i a million. it's totally depends on the knitter whether to make it looks gorgeous or to look dull and i can see the passion of the knitter in it. manage to grab one and decided not to buy it anymore coz after this i'll knit my crochet, tote and purse myself. lets pray for it to turn into a reality and not just a false dream. actually, knitting is interesting and a cheap meant of hobby coz u dun have to spend money for any knitting classes coz you can just google for thousands of tutorials according to whatever patterns you want. a time friendly hobby coz it will last long and it depends on you whether you want it to be ready in two days time or two weeks time. the product will represent your personality coz a patient human will always produce a very superb product. :)..

i love reading mummies, sewing, knitting, cooking, motivational and islamic blogs. its a women nature to love cooking, knitting, sewing and all sorts of women hobbies and jobs. for me, i read coz i wanna gain something from it n not because of admiring the beauty of the author or whatsoever related to it. it sounds boring when i share my reading lists to my other teenage friends but that's me.

i always dream to have a very big family and i'm the full-time co-pilot. dun laugh coz it's just a dream of mine and of a lady who is going to enter her twenties in less than two weeks. 


happy eid mubarak to all muslims from all over the world. may our ramadhan be blessed. lets double n triple up our amalan coz no one knows when is lailatul qadr except Allah s.w.t. it might be tonight, tomorrow or even the last day of ramadhan. dun lose it. it's more than priceless and ramadhan will only come once in a year n so as to lailatul qadr. Remember what Allah says on 'one night is better than a thousand night' Remember what lailatul qadr stands to offer. Explore the opportunity and increase your ibadah and dua. It is time when you can get the blessing of a thousand months, it is a time of possibilities.


:)

tadabbur alam

salam,

"Sesunggunya dalam penciptaan langit dan bumi, silih bergantinya malam dan siang, bahtera yang berlayar di laut membawa apa yang berguna kepada manusia dan apa yang Allah turunkan dari langit berupa air, lalu dengan air itu Dia hidupkanbumi sesudah mati(kering)nya dan Dia sebarkan di bumi itu segala jenis haiwan dan pengisaran awan dan angin yang dikendalikan antara labgit dan bumi; subgguh terdapat tanda-tanda (kebesaran dan keesaan Allah bagi kaum yang memikirkan (Al-baqarah: 164)

otw back from masjid negeri.

decided to stop at sg pinang.

patiently waiting for the sun to rise and  shine on the entire world

subhanallah, what a breathtaking scenery.

l

the love of my life. 

IQRA!!!

salam,

IQRA!!!

Ilmu ibaratnya seperti buruan

harus dicari dan tak kan datang bergolek

(syirah, 2011)

Ilmu menghidupkan hati dari kebodohan

pelita dalam kegelapan
kekuatan dari segala kelemahan
sarana mencapai derajat bagi orang-orang baik
kala hidup di dunia maupun di akhirat

Ilmu merupakan pemimpin
dan amal adalah pengikutnya
Ilmu hanya diberikan
kepada orang-orang yang beruntung
takkan diberikan
kepada orang-orang yang malas

(Mu'az bin Jabal)

Ruang waktu masih pesan-pesan pada anak-anak

Pergilah rantau dunia milikmu tapi pernah tidak lupa usulmu

Terbang kau ke langit zamrud, ingat di benak ikan di laut

Dunia ini bertelanjang bulat untuk kau selongkari

Tetapi istimewanya ilmu membawamu ke merata pelusuk

Tanpa engkau hatta seinci perlu bergerak

Kerana mindamu adalah kanvas imaginasi terpintar

Ilmu pancar-pancar warna mempalit imaginasi meliar

Knowledge increases night and day
and takes me and you to the proper way
as gained knowledge a bit
results always profit

(Yaseen Anwer) 

Reading increases knowledge and brings wisdom..

jom tambahkan input di dada demi output yang maksima untuk kepentingan bersama..

jom membaca..jom berkongsi..jom hadiri majlis ilmu..jom tadabbur..jom buka buku ilmiah.jangan segan silu..:)

tautan hati

salam,

'Ya Allah, Engkau mengetahui bahawa hati-hati ini telah berkumpul kerana mengasihi-Mu, bertemu untuk mematuhi (perintah)Mu, bersatu memikul beban dakwah-Mu. Hati-hati ini telah mengikat janji setia mendaulat dan menyokong syariat-Mu, maka eratkanlah ikatan-Nya ya Allah.

Kekalkan kemesraan antara hati-hati ini. Tunjuklah kepada hati-hati ini dengan limpahan iman jua keyakinan dan keindahan tawakkal kepada-Mu. Hidup suburkan hati-hati ini dengan pengetahuan sebenar tentang-Mu.

Jika Engkau mentadirkan mati, maka matikanlah pemilik hati-hati ini sebagai para syuhada dalam perjuangan agama-Mu. Engkaulah sebaik-baik sandaran dan sebaik-baik penolong.

Ya Allah, perkenankanlah permintaan ini. Ya Allah restuilah dan sejahterakanlah junjungan kami Muhammad, keluarga dan para sahabat baginda semuanya. Amin."

my first experience. hoping for a smooth and wonderful journey together.  we're seven and the charming girl standing in the middle is their friend. a very nice and lovely girl. they are all nice, talkative, friendly and easy to mix with. praise to Allah, He grants me six beautiful flowers to adorn my garden named rabiatul adawiyah.

ramadan 12

salam,

its friday. the most awaited day. the beginning of a wonderful weekend perhaps. up until now,  i still have no weekend planning except doing a few undone works and preparing for the coming presentations and focusing on madrasah tarbiah ramadan...:)

someone said:
"xde guna la kalau ramadan je keja macam ap lagi. tonggeng tebalik buat ibadat. abis posa, sama je".

i cannot deny the truth behind his/her words as it happens but not to everyone. it might happen to a certain group of people who is still living in their own world and let the laziness be their king to lead their life. the power is in our hand. no one can change us into a new person with a new priority and vision except us. no one can force us coz people nowadays are really concern on their human rights. i have lots of answers for that statement but being a less experienced lady in giving advice and answering people's question make me feel worse and useless.what should i say?where should i begin?should i give this answer?should i smash or talk nicely? what is he best answer?the conclusions are i'm scared and i've no confidence in me. its terrible. yes, i feel terrible and down as i can't even solve a very simple problem. i can feel a strong urge in me. a strong urge to let my friends realize the beautiful of ramadan and i dun want us to loss the beauty and the nikmat of ramadan just because of we're trying not to be a hypocrite person or whatever. just doing ibadat tunggang terbalik for the entire of this holy month. multiply up our amalan because of lailatul qadar. i did  read few articles on this issue as i cannot trust on my opinion. its only an opinion from a lady who has little knowledge and experienced and i believe i need some extra knowledge in dealing with this group of people..

actually, it not a new issue as there's always a group of people whose eyes are block with the beautiful of syurga dunia and they  keep question why they have to be sooo hypocrite. can we just be ourselves?do whatever we want?

personally and without any doubt, i would love to say this.."janganla jadi orang yang kurang cerdik dan rugi dan berfikiran terlalu singkat dan primitif dan bercakap tanpa berfikir dan mengkaji. nak ka jadi orang yang rugi"

friends, read this and digest it and you'll know why i dare to say 'kurang beruntung' to those who still have such doubts.the best way is let ramadan be part of your changes. promise to yourself to istiqamah in whatever you're doing now.

If I make it to Ramadan, Allah will see what good I’ll do

A friend of mine took a seat in the place for ‘Eid prayer, and he began to talk to himself secretly, he was going over the memories of an entire month…an entire month passed, as if it was one day. As he sat, he was going over these nights that have now left him, and the days that were now gone. He tried to link himself with some of the people that were around him, only to find the distance between them far…they entered the “battlefield” in one day, actually one hour, but he delayed and procrastinated, no, he actually slept, until they all passed him. He tried to look at them as closely as possible, but he was unable. For indeed they passed him by a great distance, and won the great big reward… My friend was searching through the “pages” of his life, through the actions that he did this past month, so that he may find something to lift up his broken soul. He turned to his record of Qur’anic recitation, and could not find one completion of the Holy Qur’an! And he would hear, not from the pious people of the past, but from news of the pious people around him, even the youth, those that finished reciting the Qur’an 5 times, even those that finished 6 times, actually those that finished the Qur’an 10 times!!
He tries to decrease his depression by turning to his record of generosity and giving to those around him and those Muslims outside of his country that are less fortunate, especially because he knows that Allah has blessed Him with wealth. But he did not do as much as those who were like him, from charity, prayer, and good deeds…a sigh…a short silence…his charity and generosity were not proportionate to what Allah gave him from wealth. The “beggar and the outcast” did not have a share of his wealth in this month, except a small trivial amount. Actually, there were those noble souls whom Allah Ta’ala saved from stinginess, who had less money, but gave more…
He turned his face away from this “record” of his life, and he tried to decrease his pain and sorrow by turning to another “record” hoping to find himself ahead of others, even if in just one area. So he turned to the “record” of the restraining or fasting of his body parts. Here his hands dropped, he remembered many nights where he allowed his eyes, ears, and tongue to do dark things…
He remembered the gatherings when he and his friends would watch television shows that would take a person off the road to Heaven in this blessed month, from supplication; to the doors of Hell is where these outrageous shows would take a person. Movies and sitcoms that a person with intellect would feel shame to watch--not to mention a believer that is aware of his heart and actions-- in a month other than Ramadan. So how about the month of Mercy and Acceptance?!
And my friend remembered, while this pain and sorrow felt as if they would split his insides, how much time he wasted watching these worldly sports and races, that made him too busy to worry about the races to the hereafter. He remembered this and he was crying for this great deception: How could he worry himself for these races which would have one winner out of 500 or more, he would concentrate, time, energy, money, and only 5, 10, or even 100 people would win out of millions of competitors! He remembered this and he would admonish himself, how could he ignore the match for which the successful outcome is guaranteed?! And which success is it? The prize for our race is gardens, and the pleasure of the Merciful, and rivers, and trees, and the “companions with beautiful, big, and lustrous eyes, like unto Pearls well-guarded”, and the success rate for the person who is sincere and follows, is 100%!! But, he loved the world in which he overstepped his bounds, and chased after!!
As he was sitting in his place in the place for ‘Eid prayer, he looked and saw some of his friends sitting and relaxing just as they were during those Ramadan nights. He saw them in the best of moods, with nice clothes, and their smiles that they would give out everywhere. And when he looked elsewhere, he saw some of the righteous slaves of Allah, sitting in the front rows, he could see the happiness on their faces. It was as if one of them --had he not been scared to reveal his good deeds-- would say with his tongue,” "Come you all!" Read this my record!”…they wore new clothes just like his friends, but what a difference between this smile and that smile, and what a difference between those new clothes and those new clothes. Here his feelings began to change, and he started to ask himself questions. These guys are my friends, and I spent with them what I spent with them from time with no benefit in it, actually sometimes in what Allah has prohibited…why are they smiling?! Are they laughing and smiling because Ramadan is over with or what? Or are they happy for letting themselves follow their desires? Or because they have on new clothes, or what? And he remembered at this moment something he heard in the ‘Eid khutbah last year, “’Eid isn’t happiness for those that wear new clothes, but it is for those whom Allah is pleased with of his slaves, and those that were rescued from the great torment.”
As he was going about asking himself these questions, he would look to those righteous people, and he remembered what he read in some books, that the righteous people are happy with ‘Eid because Allah has completed His blessings on them by letting them live to see Ramadan and finish it, and they have hope that their Noble Lord will accept it from them. And he remembered the words that the Imam of his mosque said, the words which Imam Ibn Kathir used to say when Ramadan came, “Oh Allah let me reach Ramadan peacefully with blesssings, and make Ramadan full of blessings and peace for me, and accept Ramadan from me peacefully with blessings”.
My friend left the ‘Eid prayer area, and made to himself a truthful promise, and he swore and guaranteed, and he said to himself, “If Allah Ta’ala allows me to live to the upcoming Ramadan, then He will see what good I will do!! And I will experience the happiness that these righteous people have experienced".
This, my beloved brother, feeling of repentance on being sinful, came very fast while he was in the ‘Eid prayer area, waiting for the prayer to start, amongst the Muslims during ‘Eid ul-Fitr last year. And it is a certain feeling that every believer has felt in their heart, to do good in this noble month and it has a great and high status with Allah.
Days passed, and the month of Ramadan returned, and he today has the determination and firm will, with the permission of Allah, to make his days and nights busy in this blessed month, as much as possible! And another thing that made him gain determination besides just looking at those around him, was that death took a person from his family, and also a person that lived in his district died as well. Through all of this he thanked Allah for allowing him to live until he reached this day hoping that his Lord will accept from him this noble month, but his heart is torn desiring this month…
Why does he not desire it and he hears about its great virtues? Is it not the month of Qur’an, mercy, supplication, forgiveness and acceptance? Why would he not desire this month when he heard the sayings of the Prophet (SAW): “Whoever fasts Ramadan with faith and anticipation, his previous sins are forgiven”? “Whoever stands in prayer in Ramadan with faith and anticipation, his previous sins are forgiven”? “Whoever worships in laylatulQadr with faith and anticipation, his previous sins are forgiven”? Is this something blameworthy?! And the one who is promising him these rewards, is not some satellite TV show, it is Muhammad (SAW).
Is he blameworthy for his desire of this month when he hears the words of the Prophet (SAW): “Whenever Ramadan begins, the gates of Paradise are opened, the gates of Hell are closed, and the devils are chained”.
Do not blame him, my loved ones, for he knows that the gates of Paradise aren’t opened and the gates of Hell aren’t closed because of the angels! Or because of the mountains! Or because of the trees! The gates of Paradise are opened because of him and his believing brothers the humans and the jinns. Yes! Because of him, out of all the creation of the heavens and the earth! And the doors of Hell were closed because of him. Should he be blamed because of his happiness and excitement for this month?! Who will now blame him when he hears the words of the Prophet (SAW): “Whoever reads the Qur’an then for every letter will be 10 rewards”. And they know that the Qur’an has approximately 300,000 words, so that in one completion of the Qur’an that equals 3 million good deeds!? And the bounty of Allah is much greater than this, and we are not trying to count or calculate it, so if the good deed is multiplied to 700 times, then who is able to count this?!
So we ask Allah (ta’ala) and he is the most bountiful and generous, to make us and our noble brother busy our lives with acts that are pleasing to Him, and that our sins will not prevent us from His blessings, and that we don’t return to the worst of our actions. Indeed Allah is generous to what He wills, He is the most knowing, the most wise.

By Shaykh 'Umar Bin AbdullahPublished in Siyam (Fasting) and RamadanPublished on Aug. 28, 2009

18 days to go

salam,

10 days done .its hard to believe how fast time flies and it'll never stop ticking no matter how hard we beg for it to go slow or to stop just for us to breath in and out and start whatever we miss out in life over again. we human will never realize the importance of smtg unless we lose it but not all. the choice is ours. when we were children, its our parents responsibility to colour our life but now, at this age of 20, the choice is ours. the choice is mine. the decision whether to use or not to use our time wisely and effectively is ours. but remember, no matter how good our plans and how good our planning skills are, there's no other better planner than al- Khaliq. the days and nights are controlled by time and who controls time? Allah s.w.t.. just imagine if there's no 'time' to wise the nights and days. :)

 it's been quite a long time since my last wordy post. i probably spend more time on reading rather than writing these days. just fall in love to few interesting websites, blogs and articles. sometimes, i can spend up to 2 hours reading it and its a newly developed habit and i enjoy it very much. lets pray for the new developed habit to last long and it's not only restricted to non academic books. i really can't touch academic books as it's just like a sleeping catalyst to my eyes. reading it just for few minutes will surely make me sleepy. worse!!!

selamat berpuasa to all muslims. may this ramadhan bring joy, health and wealth to us!!!

kad raya..kad raya!!!

salam

 cuba nak menghidupkan ritual zaman kanak-kanak.kad raya dh siap dibeli.tulis pun dah.tggal nak bagi kat sapa ja xtaw..:)..kalau sapa yang terbaca post ni dan nak kad dari saya. pm la full add..iA, akan sampai sebelum syawal menjelang tiba. tanda ingatan saya kpd kalian semua..salam ramadhan.:)