salam,
tomorrow, i'm gonna eat all the nervousness and vomit all the talents in me.muahaha. let's see. how it's gonna turn out to be. we're having a story telling presentation tomorrow. muahahah. i can't imagine how it's going to be. it has been a few years since i left my bad habit when i was on stage.the extra confidence and the over confidence. Allah yusahhil. wish me all the best! i'm done with all the simple props. i draw the backdrops hundred percent by myself. hohoho. i'm proud. xsangka saya ada bakat in fine arts. can't stop smiling and looking over and over again at it. ish2, xsangka sungguh.syahira pandai lukis. alhamdulillah. who says i can't draw? no one said so but i was the one who kept saying that. look how Allah s.w.t creates us with our fine motor skills so that we can use it to work on the fine arts such as drawing and colouring.
the excited teacher-to-be,
me
Sunday, 9 September 2012
Saturday, 8 September 2012
the one who teaches me to always be the first bird.
salam,
today is my first day at school at this hour. today is Saturday and just now, we starts the journey to complete the sbe task as early as 6.30 am. owh, tell me not that today is saturday and everyone is now having fun and enjoy their weekend to bits. i get 6 periods to relief and done with the first two hours. the kids are just so not kind. memang kena dengan timing. i'm fasting today. they scream and laugh on top of the lungs. their words..oho. penang slang i think. it sounds kasar yet for them, it's just a normal conversation. tokleh la tacing tacing sangat kan. i give them a few riddles and no one can even answer a riddle. in return, they said, "cikgu kami ada teka teki jugak". their riddles are so lame i tell you. how come (3+1=2). muahahaha. they show me how to get two. okayla. sebab saya cikgu. i said "my answer is 4 bc i follow the mathematical rules and i'm good in mathematics. cikgu macam budak2.haha. should take this as a practice for the future challenging years in school.
wish me ALL THE BEST for the next 4 periods relief.
till then, salam.
today is my first day at school at this hour. today is Saturday and just now, we starts the journey to complete the sbe task as early as 6.30 am. owh, tell me not that today is saturday and everyone is now having fun and enjoy their weekend to bits. i get 6 periods to relief and done with the first two hours. the kids are just so not kind. memang kena dengan timing. i'm fasting today. they scream and laugh on top of the lungs. their words..oho. penang slang i think. it sounds kasar yet for them, it's just a normal conversation. tokleh la tacing tacing sangat kan. i give them a few riddles and no one can even answer a riddle. in return, they said, "cikgu kami ada teka teki jugak". their riddles are so lame i tell you. how come (3+1=2). muahahaha. they show me how to get two. okayla. sebab saya cikgu. i said "my answer is 4 bc i follow the mathematical rules and i'm good in mathematics. cikgu macam budak2.haha. should take this as a practice for the future challenging years in school.
wish me ALL THE BEST for the next 4 periods relief.
till then, salam.
Friday, 7 September 2012
raya lagi
salam,today is 20th of Syawal. It seems like everyone is still in raya mood. today, our beloved college conducts a special raya celebration to celebrate all the Muslims as well as Nons students. this is a yearly event and each year, it never fails to bring a new style of celebration. this year, we are having asrama terbuka in the morning and in the afternoon, we are having raya celebration. what makes me feels extra happy today is the variety of foods though it's not free. yupp, we still have to pay. for me, it worth the money i paid. i pay not only for food but also for the happiness that shines in everyone eyes. hihi.
what a happy moment i had. i try all foods from nasi to ice cream. why not we put aside all the calories craziness for just less than 3 hours. raya comes only once in a year kan. if you're lucky, then you will see the nasi himpit, rendang and all the raya foods again. if not, you will surely have to be patient n wait until the next raya. jika panjang umur."_". herbal life kan ada..hik2. that's the current craziness in my college these days. everyone wants to be slim and beautiful. money is just a matter of money but herbal life is money.
the variety of foods makes me decided to name this event as raya treat. raya means foods. raya means relationship. we're having fun sembang2 macam orang xde kerja padahal assignment tak compile lagi.=)
till then, salam
Thursday, 6 September 2012
raya feast
salam,
i just came back from an annual event which was held at Bayview Hotel. Located in the pulse of Penang, it provides us a beautiful scenery and being surrounded by lots of historical English style buildings. things that made me uncomfortable was you could see lots of air syaitan kiosks, pub and non halal restaurant operated till late at night. i just wonder where I was. Was I in Malaysia or any other western regions.so sad kan. How could they easily get the permissions to open such dirty places in our country. xpe, questioning about that matter. sampai esok pun tak habis. most of the hotels in Penang are surrounded by such places.
why i was there?
i was there for raya feast. this was the second big event for teslians. ehem, like i said in the previous entry, function and teslians could not be separated. why? should i do any analysis on this matter.boleh jadi topic untuk thesis master degree x?
soooo many things happened before i decided to just go with the flow and joined this event. i was reluctant to join at first but for some reason (s) which i don't think i have to mention here, i finally decided to join this event over again though i had promised to myself not to join anymore. i should congratulate our juniors for successfully handling such event. it was not easy. i knew it coz we had had the experience of handling it. it was not easy. it was difficult.it was sooooo not easy. it was sooo not easy especially when you had to work with many brains and some maybe working and some might not.
From bottom of my heart, i just want to see some changes or in other nice word, new ideas for next year's tesl raya. maybe, the super juniors can work on a new cheap way to conduct tesl raya without having to put so much burden on the teslians. they maybe can come out with the idea of conducting tesl raya in our college. cheap and time saving as well.
From my personal opinion, the food was good but the choice is limited..i had done my homework a few days before i decided to join the feast. the hotel was confirmed 'halal' and it received the 'halal' certification from JAIN. overall, it was okay. it was just okay actually. but to make the feast more okay, jagalah pergaulan and aurat!!!then, iA.. i think it can hit the okay qualifications.
buttt, what to do. jagalah aurat and pergaulan is always the culprit. kalau dua ni terjaga, iA okay majlis ni. that's what i think la. the food is halal. confirmed.iA. saya yakin dengan Jabatan Agama Islam . xkan dia nak bagi halal cert sesuka hati. mesti ada certain rules and conditions.
it opens my eyes and makes me realize why my naqibah often invites me to join outdoor activities. You can see the community and try to walk in their very own world and think of how bertuah you are as well and last but not least, put on your thinking cap and think of how can you approach people.
till then,
me
why i was there?
i was there for raya feast. this was the second big event for teslians. ehem, like i said in the previous entry, function and teslians could not be separated. why? should i do any analysis on this matter.boleh jadi topic untuk thesis master degree x?
soooo many things happened before i decided to just go with the flow and joined this event. i was reluctant to join at first but for some reason (s) which i don't think i have to mention here, i finally decided to join this event over again though i had promised to myself not to join anymore. i should congratulate our juniors for successfully handling such event. it was not easy. i knew it coz we had had the experience of handling it. it was not easy. it was difficult.it was sooooo not easy. it was sooo not easy especially when you had to work with many brains and some maybe working and some might not.
From bottom of my heart, i just want to see some changes or in other nice word, new ideas for next year's tesl raya. maybe, the super juniors can work on a new cheap way to conduct tesl raya without having to put so much burden on the teslians. they maybe can come out with the idea of conducting tesl raya in our college. cheap and time saving as well.
From my personal opinion, the food was good but the choice is limited..i had done my homework a few days before i decided to join the feast. the hotel was confirmed 'halal' and it received the 'halal' certification from JAIN. overall, it was okay. it was just okay actually. but to make the feast more okay, jagalah pergaulan and aurat!!!then, iA.. i think it can hit the okay qualifications.
buttt, what to do. jagalah aurat and pergaulan is always the culprit. kalau dua ni terjaga, iA okay majlis ni. that's what i think la. the food is halal. confirmed.iA. saya yakin dengan Jabatan Agama Islam . xkan dia nak bagi halal cert sesuka hati. mesti ada certain rules and conditions.
it opens my eyes and makes me realize why my naqibah often invites me to join outdoor activities. You can see the community and try to walk in their very own world and think of how bertuah you are as well and last but not least, put on your thinking cap and think of how can you approach people.
till then,
me
Wednesday, 5 September 2012
sbe4
salam,
sebelum kenangan diimport masuk ke long term memory atau di hapuskan dari memory, baiklah curahkan sedikit kenangan di sini. sekolah yang bertuah kali ini ialah SK Bukit Jana. Kalau ikutkan kakak, tempoh minimum seseorang pegawai kerajaan, iA berkhidmat ialah 25 tahun. maksudnya ada lebih dari 25 tahun, iA untuk mencurahkan bakti mendidik anak bangsa (iA) dan maksudnya senario yang sama akan dihadapi berulang ulang. pagi-pagi pergi sekolah. tengahari balik. tanda kertas peperiksaan. suruh budak-budak beratur. sekali tengok bosan tapi guru-guru senior macam seronok ja. nak tak nak terpaksa seronok la sebabnya bakal menjadi tanggungjawab..
Hari pertama
hari seterusnya
kebetulan, minggu kami ke sekolah tu, minggu sebelum cuti hari raya. Semangat sungguh cikgu-cikgu dan budak-budak nak beraya. Sebelula um mkelas, nyanyi lagu balik kampung dulu tau. Cikgu jual kuih raya. tak tahan sekali bila tengok gelagat cikgu-cikgu. ada yang tunjuk lansir. nak tergelak pun ada sebab kalau dekat maktab xde la semangat macam tu. sebabnya, ada yang kena submit assignment one day before the long raya holiday started. nanti kami pun macam tu la agaknya. xpayah bimbang nak cari kuih raya, cikgu-cikgu perempuan jual kuih raya. sedia duit je ataupun boleh join jual kuih raya sekali nanti.hihihi.
sekolah ni bagus! pagi-pagi sebelum mula kelas, ada seorang guru lelaki yang akan memimpin bacaan yassin. kelas mula lewat dan balik pun lewat sikit. 1.40 petang baru habis kelas. kalau sekolah sebelum-sebelum ni, kebanyakannya habis awal. pukul 1.40 petang dah sampai rumah dah pun.
kebetulan bulan ramdhan, waktu rehat diganti dengan tazkirah. hari terakhir, sekolah buat aktiviti khatam al-qurn dan penyerahan duit raya dan salam-salaman (pre-raya celebration). ada tazkirah yang disampaikan oleh kaunselor. kaunselor sekolah ni memang hebat sebab mampu buat budak-budak menangis. cikgu-cikgu pun join. saya xjoin sebab dah biasa jadi fasilitator program motivasi dan teknik yang digunakan sama. dah boleh agak apa cikgu tu nak kata.haha. ada jugak cikgu yang tanya, eyh, tak nangis ke dik.haha. xrasa nak nangis kak. pandai kaunselor tu. bakat tersembunyi. memang satu kelebihan yang menguntungkan pihak sekolah sebab xpayah jemput penceramah and motivator luar dah. jimat duit.
kami jadi gula-gula sepanjang minggu di sekolah. lalu je depan students. ada je yang sua tangan.mintak nak salam. =). cikgu baru kan. kata guru-guru senior di sekolah "budak-budak ni memang suka kalau ada cikgu baru"..huhuhu..kenapa ya?
regards,
me
i'm getting tired
salam,
the reason is having to decide what is the best for you. oh no!life is miserable sometimes, in teslian. sometimes but no! i'm not saying all the time. you may not understand what i actually want to talk about coz i just wanna talk in general. hurm, i just feel tired when it comes to activities in teslian. owh, as you all know (for those who might know), Teslians is always famous with their outstanding in everything esp in speech and activities but not all coz it does not fit my ability. sometimes, i just wonder why i am here. nagging all the time when the ' please be more active' announcement reaches my eardrums. but, i'm still here. walking in someone else's shadow. aiyyooo.
function is another thing. oho! no one loves it (in my class case but not all). yes, we hate function so much that we hate paying such a big/large/gigantic amount of money. in my case, i hate when people expect us to do something outrageous that we are not even keen to it.
we are learning to be a teacher. ENGLISH teacher. and not learning to be just like the community who belongs this language.
kena tajdid niat belajar bahasa ni.
learn the language, band the culture!!!
the one who needs a stand in making decision,
me
the reason is having to decide what is the best for you. oh no!life is miserable sometimes, in teslian. sometimes but no! i'm not saying all the time. you may not understand what i actually want to talk about coz i just wanna talk in general. hurm, i just feel tired when it comes to activities in teslian. owh, as you all know (for those who might know), Teslians is always famous with their outstanding in everything esp in speech and activities but not all coz it does not fit my ability. sometimes, i just wonder why i am here. nagging all the time when the ' please be more active' announcement reaches my eardrums. but, i'm still here. walking in someone else's shadow. aiyyooo.
function is another thing. oho! no one loves it (in my class case but not all). yes, we hate function so much that we hate paying such a big/large/gigantic amount of money. in my case, i hate when people expect us to do something outrageous that we are not even keen to it.
we are learning to be a teacher. ENGLISH teacher. and not learning to be just like the community who belongs this language.
kena tajdid niat belajar bahasa ni.
learn the language, band the culture!!!
the one who needs a stand in making decision,
me
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