top three things to be positive

Assalamualaikum..


1) When azaan is read, all talking should stop
2)Perform the ablution in a perfect way
3)sleep less than 4 hours


(source: selamat pagi malaysia)

i was wrong

assalamualaikum...


hav u read my previous entry rapuh ..not yet..i noe..no one will read it as it was a wrong interpretation from me..kui2..i tot it was a cintan song.but, it's not a jiwang song..it's dakwah s0ng..thankz adik.i was singing with her when suddenly i asked her


me: adik, lagu cintan ke ek..best la
adik: no la, its nasyid
me: yeke


ahaha...when i watched the vide0 clip.then, i realized..yela..nasyid not jiwang song.

Rapuh

assalamualaikum,

i give 5 stars.awesome..i love the lyrics..its simple but full with meanings.i love the tempo.melancholic..leave me alone in my world.today, syahira is not really syahira..she's a little bit jiwang. she enjoys jiwang's song..kah2.

sometimes, i just wonder why malaysian's artists n composers fail to create a good song that leaves a great impact such what maher zain did to nasyid's world.

Opick - Rapuh 

detik waktu terus berjalan

berhias gelap dan terang

suka dan duka tangis dan tawa

tergores bagai lukisan

seribu mimpi berjuta sepi

hadir bagai teman sejati

di antara lelahnya jiwa

dalam resah dan air mata

kupersembahkan kepadaMu

yang terindah dalam hidup

meski ku rapuh dalam langkah

kadang tak setia kepadaMu

namun cinta dalam jiwa

hanyalah padaMu

maafkanlah bila hati

tak sempurna mencintaiMu

dalam dadaku harap hanya

diriMu yang bertahta

detik waktu terus berlalu

semua berakhir padaMu

Nanny McPhee

Assalamualaikum,


hye, i'm gonna share my priceless experiences in dealing with lil adam..babysitting a 2 years old toddler is not an easy job. i fail..luckily, i've my sister with me.we take turn to control him. he will sleep for about 3 to 4 hours in the morning but with condition..jaga buai..the worst part is during the afternoon. he insists to play outside with his friends.just imagine, he refuses to play with his friend but prefer those who is older and big than him..he wakes up and asks us for food and air tebu(air biasa)..then, he will try to find out his ummi and will start crying as his ummi has gone for working..the next thing that we must do to stop him from crying is..open the door and let him out.he will call his bestie, pah and if pah doesn't hear him calling her, he will start  crying and asking me to open the gate..owh no no...no way.i'm not going to let him out at 3 pm..its too hot for me and adam too.sometimes, i've  no choice..i'll beg pah to play with him..i really have no choice as adam will continue throwing his tantrum unless he has someone to play with him.he is still too young to play outside alone. once you open the gate.he will straightly go to the opposite house.sometimes he will stop in the middle of the road.its totally not safe for him as there's lots of motorcycles and cars that are using the road..he still too young to differentiate between safe and dangerous. he just think about happy, play, friends, toys etc. he just follow his steps without considering the dangerous coming. that's why we refuse to open the gate and sometimes we just leave him alone crying for no reason in front of the door. he's good at making jokes, crying, talking and everything. adam is quite choosy.seeing him screaming and laughing is my happiness. that's why they call me pengusik..haha..he is quite close with my sister as compared to me as i always control him from doing anything than he loves such as playing outside the gate..i just let him playing around the house as i'm not strong enough to follow him.he's fast than me ok.


here's our conversation (when i beg pah to play with adam inside the house)


me: adam, bring pah inside..play with her.pah, 
      play with adam inside ek.
adam: jom aa..acuk
pah: masa yang ditunggu2..luckily, she loves playing with adam. 
me:alhamdulillah


pah is 4 whereas adam is nearly 2..but he loves playing with pah as he actually loves playing with anyone who is older than him. 


the third day
i let adam play tangkap2 ikan..i really didn't have energy to wait for him outside and we shuffled.my sister took charge of him while i was having a short nap.he ended up, poured half bottle of the fish food in the vase.the next day, all the fish were found dead. my sis idea was so crazy.she let adam catcht the dead fish and held the fish in his hand.adam didn't just hold but also picit..eeee...adam didn't only kill the fish but also harrasing them.pity them.but adam's still too young kan..kalau dah besar..alamat kena cubit.


the last day
i'm alone as my sister had to go back early as she needed to prepare herself for the next trip to Sabah. i'm alone to take care of the little munchkin.it's not an easy job. i was so blessed that he slept all the morning. he woke up when his ummi was around. but,  his ummi left him with me in the afternoon.he insisted to be outside playing with his friends..his big friends..they're all 12-4..adam was just 2..aiyaa..pening..when i stopped him from running towards the road..he'll scream on top of his lungs.malu ohh kat neighbours. luckily, pah was so kind to help me. i invited her to play inside of my sis's house with adam..i jerat guna cd barney&friends.i said..pah lets go inside watching barney's cd with us..she nodded..yeehaa..then, adam walked inside by himself..pheww.lega..it's not stop there. pah decided to go home as she realized that i was lying to her..i didn't wanna watch that short movie as my lil sis, bil n me wanted to watch drama.ngehehe..pity pah..i' so sorry..the minute pah stepped outside..adam threw his tantrum again..he wanted to follow pah..luckily, my bro in law was around. he took adam for jalan2..then only, i could breath again..




being a mother is not an easy job. babysitting adam for just about 1 week makes me feel half crazy..just imagine how a mother of 12 children deal with her children..each children has different behaviors and just imagine a mother needs to understand bout 12 different behaviors.

Aidiladha 1431H

Assalamualaikum...

Salam aidiladha 1431H..its not late aite to wish you all selamat hari raya aidiladha 1431H. my mood has blown away just like a leaf that has blown astray.gone with the wind..i miss my childhood. i wish that i can turn back the clock.it has given a lot of memories and i miss the time when i don't have to think about problems.i miss the time when i can't wait for hari raya...everyone will gather at tok's house.eat together.sembang xhengat dunia..sleep in a long row from the small living room until the lepak2 area. i dun hav any ideas on how to describe that place but that's the most important place as 5 of my sisters were born there. roboh that small room means they have no ideas on how to describe their birth place kt to their future generations. nway, my aidiladha is so simple and not really memorable. i wear my green baju kurung. no family visits, just stay at home for the whole day except for the evening, blik kampung..my raya routines start...non-stop eating..haha..proud to be me as i can eat and eat and eat..stop for half an hour..then continue eating.i bet my weight has gained drastically..maybe from 38 to 43 kowt..iA.

2 Zulhijjah 1431H

we pay a visit to kuala kurau..if i'm not mistaken..kg parit tok ngah kowt.i'm not familiar with that place as it has been about 5 years since my last visit. i love that place so much as it is so green and no pollutions at all. i wish i can stay there for a bit longer and enjoy the breathtaking scenery...but time limits me from doing so..its ok. i'l pray hard so that i'll get a husband who's from a real kampung.his parents house must be in the middle of paddy field or close to that beautiful place.xpown..posting jauh hulu..ngajar anak orang asli. sungai and thick forest belakang umah...back to nature kn..i loike...

Salam Aidiladha 1431H

Semoga aidiladha tahun ini memberi seribu erti..kenang kembali kisah pengobanan Nabi Ibrahim a.s dan anknya Nabi I smail a.s..iA, kita akan sedar betapa besarnya aidiladaha di dalam kehidupan seharian kita...

travelog cinta abadi and me

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah, buat pertama kali cuti terasa amat dan tersangat bermakna bertemankan buku-buku yang dapat mengisi masa lapang dan menimbulkan kesedaran jauh di lubuk hati yang penuh dengan maksiat dan kelemahan ni. Alhamdulillah, impak yang positif kearah menjadi yang lebih baik. Cuti yang kosong rasa terisi. Sebenarnya, ada kerja lain yang menanti, tolong mak kat dapur..tapi bnyak kisahnya menjadi anak hampir2 bongsu ni.heh..tiba2, 24 jam terasa seperti 48 jam. Kalau di kolej, sehari ibarat setengah hari.

Roza Roslan, her name is not familiar with me as this is my first time reading her book. What can I say is, she’s a talented writer .she has gone through lots of great experiences throughout her life and I wish I’ll experience it too. At first, when I look at the cover, “eh.. cite cinta ke..xmau la..mesti merepek”. That’s my first expression as I’ve promised to myself that I’ll never ever read “novel cinta” after all .why? More harms than goods. That’s the only reason from me. It’s from my personal experiences. When I was teenager, around 15 to 17.i adore novel cinta melayu as I will terapung dalam khayalan. Everything is portrayed as beautiful. I love the storyline. I love the way the writer describes the hero and her0in. But, as time goes by I start to realize that it’s all rubbish. It’ll never happen in our real life. Never. So, I start to migrate from reading Malay to English materials. the other reason is to improve my English .hehe .that’s the only way to enrich my vocabulary as I’m not coming from a family who always uses English in our daily conversations aka in our daily life. My mom is a stay-at- home mother and my father is a teacher “ustaz”. We love our mother tongue so much that we cannot betray it by using other languages i.e. English.

I cannot deny the reality that reading is sometimes boring especially reading motivational books. But, travelog cinta abadi makes me awake for the whole day .I just need less than 24 hours to finish it as it makes me realize that everything that happens in our life for some reasons. She’s gifted and talented writer as she can see something extra-ordinary beyond our imagination. I don’t think I can be as positive as her. She portrays her life experiences as her teachers. They teach her about perseverance, sacrifice, life journey, adulthood, maturity, sisterly and etc. 

"Ya Allah, mudah-mudahan saya diberi peluang untuk ke luar negara.. Diberikan izin untuk melihat kebesaran dan kehebatan ciptaanmu. Wahai tuhan, jika saya tidak mampu untuk pergi dengan kudrat sendiri, temukanlah jodoh dengan suami yang boleh membawa saya ke sana.

Ya Allah, perkenankanlah."

(Televisyen : p.198)

this is the only reason why i love reading this book so much. we're sharing the same interest. i wanna go overseas. why?i've lots of reason and i don't think one sheet of A4 paper is enuf for me to explain it all.i just wanna experience the weather, the community and dakwah there. Sesetengah orang berpendapat dakwah di sana lebih hebat berbanding di Malaysia yang rata-rata masyarakatnya beragama islam.mengapa??i pown xtau...we'll see.i believe, Allah we'll gimme an opportunity to experience it all..iA..

btw, i'm not a professional reviewer as i'm not good in commenting or criticizing.maybe, i need time and experience before i start doing so.i'm just afraid.t'silap komen, sampai saman xpasai2 kowt..

sem 3 is over!!!

assalamualaikum,


its over..yeah..now, its really over.
ss-es-ldv-lds..bye2..thanks for all the memorable memories, ups and down, tears and joyous. being one of the TESL students for bout one and a half year makes me realize something ok. learning English is quite fun. sincerely, i hate English so much that i really d0n't wanna be English teacher. i just hate as i can't find the easiest way to learn it effectively and i boleh jd terer terus just like my clique and my seniors.sometimes, when i sit alone and try to reminisce days that pass.thank you Allah..i'm glad that i'm one of them. teachers-to-be..if i'm not chosen to be tesl student. i bet my english will be even more than worse..berabuk dan bersawang.


nway, my semester break is here..yeahAAAaa...i'm going home t0day.puppye..


till we meet again...: )