a day with farhan

Assalamualaikum,

he called me kakak and i called him farhan.

he smiled at me..omg, this cute boy..so sweet..so sweet.

 i fell in love with his cute smile. yeh, it's true..true..love at first sight was a real thing..i hoped..i really hoped..my first glance fell on ur heart too cutie..

(pengaruh novel termasuklah my previous entries yg jiwang)

alhamdulillah..

farhan welcomed me with his sweet grin not with tears. he managed to give me 80% cooperation and that was more than enough.better than zero cooperation. dealing with a 6 year old children was not an easy task. i couldn't stop myself from laughing when he said to me that he didn't wanna play with me coz i'm a girl and he's  a cute boy..laki n pompuan mana boleh main..so cute kan.i asked him whether he wanted to play with me or not..konon2 nak twist the situation.kononnya, i didn't wanna bring him into a serious discussion where he must do whatever i wanted him to do..i tried my best to attract his attention with 'main with kakak' but he was not that fool (i mean susah nak ditipu..any other suitable words??).my tricky statement turned to be a rubbish statement.haha. a 6 year old young boy taught me about stereotypes..boys vs girls.boys must play football whereas girls must be gentle, so they must play with dolls. at least, i knew something. physically, he was a 6 year old cute boy but emotionally, he was a matured young boy.

of all, it was a short and wonderful 1 hour session. he gave me lots of priceless experiences. entertaining a talkative kindy boy was undeniably hard work..it could be easy if you know the best way to understand them. dun force them to follow your instructions. show them the example and you will see a magic coz they will follow you n etc

introducing my soulmate..my other half..aceceh :)

how many legs does a cat have?

me: what sound does a tiger make?

my other half: xtau la kakak, farhan xpenah pegi zoo..oh my dear, kalau kakak boleh drive..i'll bring you there. zoo taiping. i'll let you enjoy ur day  there coz i know you love animals..i'll let you fly with the birds..i'll let you ride the elephants.i'll let you touch the cute rabbits..i'll let you do everything that you always want to do

back to normal

salam,

it's hard to understand but if you read this simple entry with your heart and you are using your brain to think not to judge, you will get the hidden meaning behind those words

i love my normal life. people may feel disturb but i dun care coz i'm happy until i can hear the dupp dappp dupp dapp..my heart is jumping happily. omg, i'm smiling to myself. i talk to myself.i pray to HIM..please, let the feelings stay in me for the entire of my life. it's just a wonderful feeling. a memorable wonderful story..

Kerana ilmu kita bertemu, 
Kerana perkenalan ukhwah terjalin,
 kerana cita-cita perpisahan terjadi
 Dan kerana satu ikatan kerana Allah ia akan berkekalan & diredhai..

ukhwah fillah abadan abada

i hope for a great and beautiful ending coz everything in this world has its ending.

La Tahzan!!

salam,

omg, i'm going crazy very soon.. so please help me..please..i really need help.but no one can help me except Allah..

Ooo Allah, the most merciful, the listener to every grief and the provider of relief..
i need to be strong but i'm afraid.please, show me the right path..show us the right path..

please be fair....

salam,

it's all about being fair to myself and to others.i've tried once but i fail. i keep trying to be fair to people but sometimes i fade up. life is not as easy as i wish it to be. sometimes, it hurts myself.people demand us to be good at them..to be perfect sometimes..but i'm only human.i can try to be perfect but people, please accept the reality that sometimes i'm a loser..i lose to myself. i cry..i shout..i forget..i remember..i smile..i learn the real meaning of love..i learn to hate..coz i'm only human..

i hope..

when i cry..i've you friends to pat my back and calm me down....

when i hate..i've you friends to advice me and teach me how to be a patient caliph..

when i'm in love..i've you friends to guide my way

when i smile..i've you to smile with me.

when i sick..i  have you to hug me

when i forget things....i have you to remind me

my friends are a part of my life..i love you all as much as i love my parents and siblings..but i'm so sorry coz  i love islam more than you all..

al-furqan

salam,

Sesungguhnya dalam penciptaan langit dan bumi, silih bergantinya malam dan siang, bahtera yang berlayar di laut membawa apa yang berguna bagi manusia, dan apa yang Allah turunkan dari langit berupa air, lalu dengan air itu Dia hidupkan bumi sesudah mati (kering)-nya dan Dia sebarkan di bumi itu segala jenis hewan, dan pengisaran angin dan awan yang dikendalikan antara langit dan bumi; sungguh (terdapat) tanda-tanda (keesaan dan kebesaran Allah) bagi kaum yang memikirkan.(Al Baqarah : 164)

(yaitu) orang-orang yang mengingat Allah sambil berdiri atau duduk atau dalam keadan berbaring dan mereka memikirkan tentang penciptaan langit dan bumi (seraya berkata): "Ya Tuhan kami, tiadalah Engkau menciptakan ini dengan sia-sia, Maha Suci Engkau, maka peliharalah kami dari siksa neraka   (Ali Imran : 191)

FOOTBALL

Salam,

Can women learn to love football?

my answer is definitely no..it's not my taste.its childish and boring. i'm so sorry but that's the reality.spending hours under the hot sun is a big no no.it takes a very long time to finish a game and i'm not a patient person. wait and wait and wait..oM SKIN, please don't burn. i'm nearly wilt under the hot sun and i'm sweating profusely..

but today, i've no choice. love vs hate..love wins. 

ikhlaskan hati..turun padang untuk jadi penganjur yang xbertauliah...

alhamdulillah, jadilah kami wanita solehah yang serba boleh...

In a gentle way, YOU can shake the world (Mahatma Gandhi)

Nothing is trivial. The world may be big, but there are no small things. Everything matters.

What men can do, women can do better..

tetapi jadikan syariat sebagai pembimbingmu..

kerna kelak kau akan dipandang mulia..

ketahuilah bahawa tanganmu yang penuh dengan kelembutan itu bisa menggoncangkan dunia

disebalik kelembutanmu penuh dengan ketegasan

disebalik senyuman tersirat kekuatan

peliharalah dirimu duhai wanita SOLEHAH

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may my dream come true!!

Salam,

someone tells me that if you want something, keep praying for it and don't keep your dream to yourself..share with others..let them know.perhaps, by doing so, it will help  you to ease your tension..

tension??why???

1) it will cost me hundreds/thousands(????) and ofcos i dun have that MUCH amount of money.

2) my dream will never come true coz  i'm not going to spend my money for something useless like you miss coachie.

more dreams more fun...

oMG...what a beautiful scenary. subhanallah!!!

dear myself,

dun worry, experience will bring you there. by now, you should know what you should do and tell to yourself that you need to work out and do something..wake yourself up and make ur dream reality. 

:)