salam,
i was reading an online tabloid last night when i bumped to the 2013 budget. i went through one by one passionately. the whats and the never ending whys kept popping out from the inner side of me. huhuhu.
mak uya!!i've grown up. now i know what does politics and money mean?
p/s: i'm 21 and i love free money but i don't know why do they decide to waste such amount of money for us for free.
looking at it in a positive way:
1)boleh masuk tabung haji -50
2)boleh buat braces -50
3)simpan buat kahwin nanti2..(dush2)-50
4)beli kereta-50
5)asnb-50
looking at it in a futuristic way:
1) gov should save the money for the unseen needs in the future
for now, that's my only qualm.
Saturday, 29 September 2012
girls talk and ala-ala advice
salam,
isu 1: kahwin
it was a normal chit chatting when suddenly, a friend of mine who is very very soon going to get married came and joined us.
A: berseri serinya (xtipu!!!!..memang berseri)
B: (merah muka)
C: dh ready ke semua?
B: ntahl. not that easy.
C: pening kepala x?
B: opkos
A: mana cari duit nak kahwin ni?
B: simpan
C: is it enough?
B: nope. so many things to do.
C: how about the ...............(curious)
its normal to have the curiosity. normal for kids like us. haha. she has gone one step further and maju from us. seriously! she looks matured. marriage makes us matured? or the ups and downs of planning to get married makes my friend looks matured. huhu. there comes the curiosity. oh well! its pretty normal for those who has not been into that stage to start thinking of that wasting of time questions.
having a conversation with the one who's getting married makes me realize of something and it opens my eyes. i should stop dreaming of getting married at this age lah. its not easy to make the decision to get married. the preparation is far more not easy. the engagement period is the most difficult test ever in life.
marriage does not only need us to have a stable income but also a stable state of thinking.
a matured thinking. a complex thinking. the ability to think critically and wisely. the ability to walk in the spouse's shoes. the ability to accept advice. the ability to always be patient.the ability to control emotions when the money is getting lesser and lesser dalam bank coz everything is not cheap these days unless it happens to be you get a stable partner. oopppsss, i nearly forget this one. the ability to cook. haha. this is the most highlighted issue in our conversation. do you know how to cook? yupp. tapi makanan kampung je. that's what my friend replied. we replied " xpela, kami nak pi kelas memasak dulu la before thinking about marriage".
i personally think, marriage is not all about happiness. its all about a roller coaster life. some said "kalau nak tunggu ready sampai bila-bila pun xready". hurm. that's also correct. but, the time will come, when the time come, we will not no longer think about the readiness coz at that time, we'll be naturally ready. just like my friend. chayok2x
marriage is a very big issue now. here and there, everyone's talking about that here and there. except me lah..hahah. knowing the reality makes me feel like " i wanna stop growing for a while and enjoy my teenage life"....dolu-dolu, masa sekolah menengah, the main issue is "what field would you like to choose?"
dear syahira,
"read this post if you feel envy+jelous tengok sorang-sorang kawan kahwin" =D
isu 1: kahwin
it was a normal chit chatting when suddenly, a friend of mine who is very very soon going to get married came and joined us.
A: berseri serinya (xtipu!!!!..memang berseri)
B: (merah muka)
C: dh ready ke semua?
B: ntahl. not that easy.
C: pening kepala x?
B: opkos
A: mana cari duit nak kahwin ni?
B: simpan
C: is it enough?
B: nope. so many things to do.
C: how about the ...............(curious)
its normal to have the curiosity. normal for kids like us. haha. she has gone one step further and maju from us. seriously! she looks matured. marriage makes us matured? or the ups and downs of planning to get married makes my friend looks matured. huhu. there comes the curiosity. oh well! its pretty normal for those who has not been into that stage to start thinking of that wasting of time questions.
having a conversation with the one who's getting married makes me realize of something and it opens my eyes. i should stop dreaming of getting married at this age lah. its not easy to make the decision to get married. the preparation is far more not easy. the engagement period is the most difficult test ever in life.
marriage does not only need us to have a stable income but also a stable state of thinking.
a matured thinking. a complex thinking. the ability to think critically and wisely. the ability to walk in the spouse's shoes. the ability to accept advice. the ability to always be patient.the ability to control emotions when the money is getting lesser and lesser dalam bank coz everything is not cheap these days unless it happens to be you get a stable partner. oopppsss, i nearly forget this one. the ability to cook. haha. this is the most highlighted issue in our conversation. do you know how to cook? yupp. tapi makanan kampung je. that's what my friend replied. we replied " xpela, kami nak pi kelas memasak dulu la before thinking about marriage".
i personally think, marriage is not all about happiness. its all about a roller coaster life. some said "kalau nak tunggu ready sampai bila-bila pun xready". hurm. that's also correct. but, the time will come, when the time come, we will not no longer think about the readiness coz at that time, we'll be naturally ready. just like my friend. chayok2x
marriage is a very big issue now. here and there, everyone's talking about that here and there. except me lah..hahah. knowing the reality makes me feel like " i wanna stop growing for a while and enjoy my teenage life"....dolu-dolu, masa sekolah menengah, the main issue is "what field would you like to choose?"
dear syahira,
"read this post if you feel envy+jelous tengok sorang-sorang kawan kahwin" =D
Thursday, 27 September 2012
tanggungjawab
salam,
oh no! this love has taken me here. i always love to write but being somebody who rarely spends my time reading nowadays makes me feel empty. i have no ideas what to write other than sharing about my life and experiences. hurmph. lagha kan. don't ask me why i rarely spending my time reading nowadays. my only answer will be 'saya malas' and 'xde feeling nak membaca'. the only thing I do most of everyday is reading articles and online newspaper. xtau la kenapa malas sangat nak buka buku dan baca. maybe, i need a kindle. hahaha..not soo related. sometimes, when I really need to read ( homework or usrah task), then only I will do the reading. tu pun setengah jam. i prefer to listen than to read. memang xsuka sungguh sungguh. pelik jugak. it's so sudden. few months ago, reading has been my only activity and rela stay up demi sebuah buku. sekarang, letak kepala. fengsan. human changed. so do I.
.............................
let's talk about responsibilities la. this ws one of my usrah task last week.
my naqibah asked us to draw our responsibilities on an A4 paper. being me, the one who had no skill in drawing, i preferred to write.
imagine..how could I draw the responsibilities. talking about responsibilities, it was uncountable and difficult to transfer into words or even pictures. that's what i felt. i took some time to think before i could come out with a long list of responsibilities. responsibility was not a new term in my life. since I was born, the word had been a good friend to me. that what came out from my mind soon after i began to key in that word into my brain.
dulu dok dalam perut dah janji dah sebelum keluar..kan?
keluar je. besar sikit. janji nak p tadika..nak belajar rajin2. xmo kacau cikgu. xmau buat bising. besar lagi sikit. pi sekolah rendah..janji dengan mak ayah nak belajar super rajin..nak dapat 5A. besar lagi lagi sikit. janji nak dalam 9A. besar lagi lagi lagi sikit. nak dapat 11A. tak campur lagi..janji dengan ustazah nak solat cukup. janji dengan kawan. janji sana janji sini.
(ni dari sudut yang biasa2)
dari sudut yang formal
1)tanggungjawab kepada pencipta
2)tanggungjawab kepada agama
3)tanggungjawab kepada ibu bapa
4)tanggungjawab sebagai penerus kegemilangan islam
5)tanggungjawab sebagai pelajar
6)tanggungjawab terhadap kitab suci Al-Quranul Kareem.
7)......................
the list went on and on and it would never stop until the day of .........
when it was my time to present, I was quite reluctant and I didn't know where to start. It was sooo much. but it made me realize something. tanggungjawab-tanggungjawab itu menjadikan siapa kita hari ini. those responsibilities built us to be somebody.
regards,
me
oh no! this love has taken me here. i always love to write but being somebody who rarely spends my time reading nowadays makes me feel empty. i have no ideas what to write other than sharing about my life and experiences. hurmph. lagha kan. don't ask me why i rarely spending my time reading nowadays. my only answer will be 'saya malas' and 'xde feeling nak membaca'. the only thing I do most of everyday is reading articles and online newspaper. xtau la kenapa malas sangat nak buka buku dan baca. maybe, i need a kindle. hahaha..not soo related. sometimes, when I really need to read ( homework or usrah task), then only I will do the reading. tu pun setengah jam. i prefer to listen than to read. memang xsuka sungguh sungguh. pelik jugak. it's so sudden. few months ago, reading has been my only activity and rela stay up demi sebuah buku. sekarang, letak kepala. fengsan. human changed. so do I.
.............................
let's talk about responsibilities la. this ws one of my usrah task last week.
my naqibah asked us to draw our responsibilities on an A4 paper. being me, the one who had no skill in drawing, i preferred to write.
imagine..how could I draw the responsibilities. talking about responsibilities, it was uncountable and difficult to transfer into words or even pictures. that's what i felt. i took some time to think before i could come out with a long list of responsibilities. responsibility was not a new term in my life. since I was born, the word had been a good friend to me. that what came out from my mind soon after i began to key in that word into my brain.
dulu dok dalam perut dah janji dah sebelum keluar..kan?
keluar je. besar sikit. janji nak p tadika..nak belajar rajin2. xmo kacau cikgu. xmau buat bising. besar lagi sikit. pi sekolah rendah..janji dengan mak ayah nak belajar super rajin..nak dapat 5A. besar lagi lagi sikit. janji nak dalam 9A. besar lagi lagi lagi sikit. nak dapat 11A. tak campur lagi..janji dengan ustazah nak solat cukup. janji dengan kawan. janji sana janji sini.
(ni dari sudut yang biasa2)
dari sudut yang formal
1)tanggungjawab kepada pencipta
2)tanggungjawab kepada agama
3)tanggungjawab kepada ibu bapa
4)tanggungjawab sebagai penerus kegemilangan islam
5)tanggungjawab sebagai pelajar
6)tanggungjawab terhadap kitab suci Al-Quranul Kareem.
7)......................
the list went on and on and it would never stop until the day of .........
when it was my time to present, I was quite reluctant and I didn't know where to start. It was sooo much. but it made me realize something. tanggungjawab-tanggungjawab itu menjadikan siapa kita hari ini. those responsibilities built us to be somebody.
regards,
me
Thursday, 20 September 2012
wordy wednesday!
salam,
Be grateful to what you have and forget not to thank Him always. =)
Firman Allah SWT: “Dan tidak diperintahkan kamu melainkan
supaya menyembah Allah dengan mengikhlaskan agama keranaNya, dengan menjauhi
kesesatan, dan (supaya) mereka mendirikan solat dan memberikan zakat, kerana
yang demikian itulah agama yang lurus.” (Surah al-Bayyinah, ayat 5)
Monday, 17 September 2012
reflection on the 4 days camping
salam,
nak dengar story telling??hihihih. without any props, here i present the reflection on the co-curriculum camping.
last week, we had to attend the four days camping in our very own college. hihi. it took less than 5 minutes to arrive at the campsite, so, in terms of time, we had no problem at all. we arrived on time and the activities started on time. despite all the turbulence about camping site, we had a wonderful days and we gained lots of new experiences all along the four days.
pity on us!!!
college had no enough fund for outdoor activities and that was one of the reason why the co-curriculum dept decided not to take us anywhere. plus, we had a very large family members.of all, they were 200 plus of us. so, the could not find any suitable places that could accommodate the huge number of teachers. at first, they decided to bring us to ipsah but they canceled the plan last minute. i preferred to stay in our college (most ladies did i think) because we hated packing.
the day started with setting up the camping site. it was not easy when you didn't expect to get a very huge tent and it was not within our ability to set up the tent. we ended up requesting for a few new ones but we got the uzur ones..grrr! it took a few hours to just set up the campsite. oh well!!! we were all women. please don't expect us know everything about camping as only quite few of us who really into camping thingy. our camping site was in al falah area and we set up the tents on tar roads. hahaha! oh, well! that's normal for urban camping. my college located in the pulse of Penang where there were uncountable numbers of cozy condominiums surrounded us. what a breathtaking scenery! =O. woke up in the morning with those scenery. i'd not miss it in the future coz i'd never love such scenery. it kills the beauty of our country. it kills the green from day by day. merata-rata ada advert pasal living green. it's a cliche. they kill the green. how can they save the green environment. back to the camping story. we're not only learnt on how to set up the tent and anchored the tent so that the wind could not fly it away but we also learnt on how cooperation made our job easier and faster.
ibrah di sebalik setting up the tents;
cooperation is the key to succeed. please!kill the selfishness and do accept others weaknesses. not everyone is perfect and we should realize that we are sent by Allah to our friends. why? to tolerate and help each others lah!moral of the story is please kill the selfishness in us when we are working in groups. it could deteriorate not only the relationships but also our work. no one's perfect and your're no one, so, you're perfect lah!ish2..nope. actually, everyone is perfectly imperfect but that shouldn't be a reason because our mind controls our action. do control your mind and souls.
we build our own furniture!
biar tak cantik rupa, tapi penuh kasih wanita!=)
yupp, we did it but i was just helping la. we had the sifu in our group. nothing to worry. i was the master in holding the bamboo stick.hahaha. everyone played our own part. some were cutting the bamboo into the shape needed. some were thinking of the design. some were busy thinking of how to tie up the bamboo. the conclusion is ' the process was not easy and i felt like lying down on the floor and slept throughout the night once it finished. therefore, do not complain if you find the furniture is expensive. it worth the time and the hardships of the carpenter. susah kowt. what made our work difficult was the bamboos. most of us got our fingers cut by the bamboo. first time experience holding the bamboo. experimenting and even use it as the cutlery for cooking. lepas ni bolehla buat perabot rumah guna buluh dengan ikatan seraya n etc. sapa nak kahwin dgn ahli ppim. kami boleh buat perabot rumah. jimat duit.huhuhu! =)
we had a few series of talks and seminar with our lecturers. don't ask me about gist coz most of the time, i think, i was dreaming. fighting not to fall asleep was not that easy when your body demanded to have a rest. i still remember the day when we had a talk from one of the PPIM lecturer. she kindly gave us 20 minutes rest interval and once she announced that, everyone was walking to the muslimat area and pengsan terus. she said ' terkejut saya tengok semua tidur dan saya tak sampai hati nak kejutkan'. it really showed how tired we were.
the cooking activity was done on the second day. this was the best part in my camping diary. we enjoyed cooking so much. main masak-masak. it was fun when you have no one to say this was done wrongly and etc. huhu. cooking is a skill and sometimes, you are learning the skills indirectly from the past experience. plus, it needed patients and passion and a little bit of knowledge. those combinations would make you the best chef ever. acehh. how can you cook if you don't even know the function of sugar, salt and tangerine. that was the basic ingredients in cooking. our theme was survival foods but it turned out to be not really a set of survival foods. xpela kn. while we were busy cooking, came a lecturer from the other unit and guess what she said. hihihi. she said 'bab-bab masak ni memang selalu menang dekat puteri islam'. kembang hidung kami! hilang letih kipas api. that was first time cooking rice using a bamboo stick. it's difficult but hentaman kami agak mengena. =). mula-mula takut jugak sebab jadi tukang sukat air dengan cik S. kami punya selawat la sebab takut nasi lembik atau mentah. takut kena blame. hihihi. lain masak nasi dalam buluh.lepas ni bolehla masak lemang. kihkihkih.=P
that's all for now! till then...
regards,
me
nak dengar story telling??hihihih. without any props, here i present the reflection on the co-curriculum camping.
last week, we had to attend the four days camping in our very own college. hihi. it took less than 5 minutes to arrive at the campsite, so, in terms of time, we had no problem at all. we arrived on time and the activities started on time. despite all the turbulence about camping site, we had a wonderful days and we gained lots of new experiences all along the four days.
pity on us!!!
college had no enough fund for outdoor activities and that was one of the reason why the co-curriculum dept decided not to take us anywhere. plus, we had a very large family members.of all, they were 200 plus of us. so, the could not find any suitable places that could accommodate the huge number of teachers. at first, they decided to bring us to ipsah but they canceled the plan last minute. i preferred to stay in our college (most ladies did i think) because we hated packing.
the day started with setting up the camping site. it was not easy when you didn't expect to get a very huge tent and it was not within our ability to set up the tent. we ended up requesting for a few new ones but we got the uzur ones..grrr! it took a few hours to just set up the campsite. oh well!!! we were all women. please don't expect us know everything about camping as only quite few of us who really into camping thingy. our camping site was in al falah area and we set up the tents on tar roads. hahaha! oh, well! that's normal for urban camping. my college located in the pulse of Penang where there were uncountable numbers of cozy condominiums surrounded us. what a breathtaking scenery! =O. woke up in the morning with those scenery. i'd not miss it in the future coz i'd never love such scenery. it kills the beauty of our country. it kills the green from day by day. merata-rata ada advert pasal living green. it's a cliche. they kill the green. how can they save the green environment. back to the camping story. we're not only learnt on how to set up the tent and anchored the tent so that the wind could not fly it away but we also learnt on how cooperation made our job easier and faster.
ibrah di sebalik setting up the tents;
cooperation is the key to succeed. please!kill the selfishness and do accept others weaknesses. not everyone is perfect and we should realize that we are sent by Allah to our friends. why? to tolerate and help each others lah!moral of the story is please kill the selfishness in us when we are working in groups. it could deteriorate not only the relationships but also our work. no one's perfect and your're no one, so, you're perfect lah!ish2..nope. actually, everyone is perfectly imperfect but that shouldn't be a reason because our mind controls our action. do control your mind and souls.
we build our own furniture!
biar tak cantik rupa, tapi penuh kasih wanita!=)
yupp, we did it but i was just helping la. we had the sifu in our group. nothing to worry. i was the master in holding the bamboo stick.hahaha. everyone played our own part. some were cutting the bamboo into the shape needed. some were thinking of the design. some were busy thinking of how to tie up the bamboo. the conclusion is ' the process was not easy and i felt like lying down on the floor and slept throughout the night once it finished. therefore, do not complain if you find the furniture is expensive. it worth the time and the hardships of the carpenter. susah kowt. what made our work difficult was the bamboos. most of us got our fingers cut by the bamboo. first time experience holding the bamboo. experimenting and even use it as the cutlery for cooking. lepas ni bolehla buat perabot rumah guna buluh dengan ikatan seraya n etc. sapa nak kahwin dgn ahli ppim. kami boleh buat perabot rumah. jimat duit.huhuhu! =)
we had a few series of talks and seminar with our lecturers. don't ask me about gist coz most of the time, i think, i was dreaming. fighting not to fall asleep was not that easy when your body demanded to have a rest. i still remember the day when we had a talk from one of the PPIM lecturer. she kindly gave us 20 minutes rest interval and once she announced that, everyone was walking to the muslimat area and pengsan terus. she said ' terkejut saya tengok semua tidur dan saya tak sampai hati nak kejutkan'. it really showed how tired we were.
the cooking activity was done on the second day. this was the best part in my camping diary. we enjoyed cooking so much. main masak-masak. it was fun when you have no one to say this was done wrongly and etc. huhu. cooking is a skill and sometimes, you are learning the skills indirectly from the past experience. plus, it needed patients and passion and a little bit of knowledge. those combinations would make you the best chef ever. acehh. how can you cook if you don't even know the function of sugar, salt and tangerine. that was the basic ingredients in cooking. our theme was survival foods but it turned out to be not really a set of survival foods. xpela kn. while we were busy cooking, came a lecturer from the other unit and guess what she said. hihihi. she said 'bab-bab masak ni memang selalu menang dekat puteri islam'. kembang hidung kami! hilang letih kipas api. that was first time cooking rice using a bamboo stick. it's difficult but hentaman kami agak mengena. =). mula-mula takut jugak sebab jadi tukang sukat air dengan cik S. kami punya selawat la sebab takut nasi lembik atau mentah. takut kena blame. hihihi. lain masak nasi dalam buluh.lepas ni bolehla masak lemang. kihkihkih.=P
that's all for now! till then...
regards,
me
Sunday, 16 September 2012
on my born day
salam,
A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip.
A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip.
the pre birthday feast
k.yaya beli untuk kami
what a birthday means to me?
a birthday is just like another day. nothing's special. we are not use to birthday celebration coz since we were young, we never had birthday celebration. it just reminds me that i'm one year older and zillion of thanks to my parents for bringing me up and never give up on me for this 21 years. i've gone through the childhood and adolescences phases and now, i'm standing in a new phase known as adulthood phase. huhuhu. life is just a cycle. no matter how gorgeous you are, soon you will still grow old and kerepot. life is just a pit-stop but not a rest place. it is a place where we you have to double/triple up our good deeds coz Allah has promised to reward us with a far more better rest place in the hereafter (only if we're walking on the correct lane lah). therefore, we must always make sure that we're always in the correct lane. life is just a journey. A journey that has an ending (in this world) but a new start in the hereafter. therefore, the choice is ours whether we want a good start nor a disaster start. what affects the choice is our good/bad deeds fiddunya. we determine our future. =). with that, happy birthday to me and to my sweet 17th adik. alhamdulillah, Allah lends me 21 years to work out towards a better future in the hereafter. i hope for more. 21 years seems a long time but still not enough. that's human. what have i contributed to islam for the pass 20 years? i've done so little. shame on me! but, it is still not too late to work more and give more. pray for me! i'm hoping for a better me in the future. better in everything fidduya wal akhirah. too many hopes and desires but the qualm is " Do i have enough time?" no answers for that coz life and dead is not my work nor your work. our works is never ever give up on working towards the goals. gambare! age is just a matter of number. i'm not old,i'm just antique. therefore, i'm afraid not of number. it makes me antique and expensive from time to time.=)
p/s: right now, i'm still waiting for a birthday parcel, loads of thanks from me. thanks for the gorgeous saree. thanks for the wishes and dua'. bukan senang nak dapat free dua'.
regards,
the birthday girl
Sunday, 9 September 2012
ACTION!!!!!
salam,
tomorrow, i'm gonna eat all the nervousness and vomit all the talents in me.muahaha. let's see. how it's gonna turn out to be. we're having a story telling presentation tomorrow. muahahah. i can't imagine how it's going to be. it has been a few years since i left my bad habit when i was on stage.the extra confidence and the over confidence. Allah yusahhil. wish me all the best! i'm done with all the simple props. i draw the backdrops hundred percent by myself. hohoho. i'm proud. xsangka saya ada bakat in fine arts. can't stop smiling and looking over and over again at it. ish2, xsangka sungguh.syahira pandai lukis. alhamdulillah. who says i can't draw? no one said so but i was the one who kept saying that. look how Allah s.w.t creates us with our fine motor skills so that we can use it to work on the fine arts such as drawing and colouring.
the excited teacher-to-be,
me
tomorrow, i'm gonna eat all the nervousness and vomit all the talents in me.muahaha. let's see. how it's gonna turn out to be. we're having a story telling presentation tomorrow. muahahah. i can't imagine how it's going to be. it has been a few years since i left my bad habit when i was on stage.the extra confidence and the over confidence. Allah yusahhil. wish me all the best! i'm done with all the simple props. i draw the backdrops hundred percent by myself. hohoho. i'm proud. xsangka saya ada bakat in fine arts. can't stop smiling and looking over and over again at it. ish2, xsangka sungguh.syahira pandai lukis. alhamdulillah. who says i can't draw? no one said so but i was the one who kept saying that. look how Allah s.w.t creates us with our fine motor skills so that we can use it to work on the fine arts such as drawing and colouring.
the excited teacher-to-be,
me
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